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can’t i just be okay for one fucking day 

#words #text #tom tag

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i’m never enough

#words #text #tom tag

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i can only handle the concept of people

#words #text #tom tag

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make me feel loved show me you care

#words #text #tom tag

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i always hated “mother’s day” or “father’s day” because you had to make a card in class and pretend that everything was great when really you were scared to get in the car with your parent that afternoon because you knew they would start yelling again

#words #text #mommy dearest

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i hate all of the happy families i see in public they all love each other so much we were never like that i never had that

#words #text #mommy dearest

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thanks im glad you dont care

#if you did that would make it worse #words #text #mommy dearest

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I’m so tired of being angry all the time.

#words #text

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because it wasn’t physical abuse, i feel like im not a victim, and that it really is my fault. i have nothing but therapy and breakdowns and panic attacks to show for it, but no physical scars from her. i feel like im not a victim.

#words #text

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It was abuse. why is that so hard for me to say. why is it so hard to admit.

#words #text

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#picture #distortion #distorted text #head trauma #fav

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I had this saved for a long time but I realized I hadn’t posted it

#picture #gif #distortion #distorted text #how it feels to say this phrase to my family

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#picture #text

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#picture #pictures #muffin

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wolf in the fold

#picture #fav

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Based off of this post by @jaethefade

#picture #fav #positivity #muffin