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(1/10) Days of Productivity.

I am starting new easy was to defeat procrastination 🔥🔥🔥

Today goals 3 videos of ECG and revise old part

1 video of clinical audit and read protocol ways to write

Start early, days are always short

And fix that habit of being late always. it's really ugly.

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One day i will let the thoughts of you go, one day i will no longer remember you through out my day, i will see things we did together and your memories won't pop up in my mind, i will no longer wish to know anything about you, I will let go of everything that has anything to do with you..... but that day is not here today .. it is not yet ...

My agony comes and goes and there is no one to talk to ... my agony, my lonelliness are for me to deal with....

I am going through relapses every now and then .... but i am alive, i am healthy, so i will be eventually fine .. hopefully.........

#self care

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How to improve my sense of time, how to stick to plans and be sharp on my time ...

How can i escape from procastination ..

#studying hardships #procastination #study #stuck #med school

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I meet new people all the time, I should be like before, be nice, be humble, help each other but without sacrficing something which i end up always doing.

If you give attention, care and if there is no return for your effort, its okay don't give more so that they pay attention. Treat them like they do; even if you are lonely thats okay.

You will find company one day, and your own-self company will make you more productive and change your path like it always did before.

#self care

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Sometimes if not most of the time, you doubt yourself, you hate your own personality traits, you suspect that there is something wrong with you. Then you see someone just like you, very humble, very social and is doing well.

Love yourself, correct yourself at somepoints, but give your own self instructive commands like i should do a certian thing like that not this. Do not just hate your actions or your personality. You are great and someone will love you like that, you develope yourself for your own. Do not let the doubts leap into your mind and eat it away.

Today you did well, tomorrow you will do better. **mowah mowah kisses to me**

#self care

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Wasted 5h yesterday, on harvest town game.

Could have finished something from my list, but crying on the wasted milk won't help.

Concentrate now and you would be able to achieve things to be proud of later.

The key to success is Focus and my biggest weakness that i loose focus easily

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May god bless my heart with peace

#self care

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Here we go ❤❤🤗

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I am starting ECG ... hope it goess well

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This is the first time i listen to angeleyes song ...

And what struck me was the part where she says ..

Sometime when i am lonely i sit and think about him and it hurts to remember all the good times ..

How can i forget that name

Really how ??

I haven't cried about him for a while .. i thought i am moving along ...

But i guess every now and then, i will have a step back a relapse but it nothing wouldn't pass ...

Really i wish i never knew you that much ..

I wish all of our memorries together would disappear forever ...

#self care

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I have already started my internship 23 days ago the 1st month is almost finished

I haven't progressed much in alot of aspects .. plans i want to study .. lectures i want to attend .. i am getting lost ..

I need to study alot of things to prove myself and to have correct and accurate knowledge ..

So Focus me .. and try to move along ..

My brain always wonders about my ex .. but i have alot infront of me .. so he is the ex .. behind me .. Let those thoughts roam away ..

Focus on new things .. stay organized .. avoid craming watch the video that inspire's you ..

You would really be great

#medical students #studying hardships #study motivation #med school #med student #self care

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As always part of me is lost, part of me still thinks about him, my mimd make scenarios that will never happen.. a conversation that would never take a place .. seeing him which would never happpen .. we will never be together and now i know its for the best...

However, there is still this part that thinks about another converstaion where he is regretting doing what he did .. even though .. a part of me knows even if he did regret .. such a talk would never take place ..

How do you totally let go .. how can you go back in time .. to the time where you didn't do any mistakes ... i guess if there was such a thing .. life would be tastless .. i know they say time heals everything .. ... can it stop my mind from overthinking .. can time fill my lonelyness

#self care

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Your friends are just friends

No one is ever close to you

After breaking up, you would hear a lot of opinoins part of them is supportive..

Another part will tell you what you did wrong

Others would tell you he would be back

And vice versa .. some will tell you he is not coming back your personalities were never fit to be together .. they were the same that told you, you are so good together we looove youu together ..

I guess i gave alot of people space to give all their opinoins and its time for me to be with my own self .. to rethink everything again ..

#self care

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My boyfriend just broke up with me

And part of my dailylife evolved around him

That no longer happens

He had bad and good personality traits

But the biggest and the one that i should have payed attention to it was how he takes everything easily and part of him is irresponsible, he doesn't go into things that are too hard for him

Every thing has to be easy

He wasn't going to be good for me in the future, thats what my mind says but my heart is still in agony

I want to cry but no more tears are left

I am writing here in order to heal faster and move on with my life

#self care #breakup

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2 h of work, better to concentrate👏👏🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️💪

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Almost to days & all of this would be over soon, So Try your best & remember no matter, how things go, It's all fine you did better than some,

worse than some , find joy in the last few days, & all of that would be memorable, get away from any source of negative energy.

Glow Grow & Learn.

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The last 2 days Were truly a waste of time , I Lost so much , there was a lot to be done to raise me to another level , If I keep on that attitude I will lose a lot , So watch yourself get away from such stupid Ideas & things , Also Kholoud & sohaila have been giving you a bad look because of how much time & how naive you are , You are much greater than this loss of time & self-esteem. Look atomnya studying while you are babIing around & she is gonna get the speciality that you want even though she never thought about it , but when you talked about it, It became nice & interesting

because it actually is, So pay attention to your own self.

#self care