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For some, it makes sense that father wound healing would include unpacking religious trauma and indoctrination.

Church became like a club where we were all competing to please our angry father. Which mirrored the narcissistic family I had at home.

Of all the different kinds of abuse, spiritual abuse leaves a special kind of scar... on the soul. Someone who feels very naturally curious/inclined toward spirituality and has childhood wounds of abuse that left them "eager to please authority".... will be like a lamb tossed from one wolf to another in spiritually abusive communities. "Spiritual narcissists" are definitely a real thing... eventually you'll be so disgusted by them that you'll be forced to claim sovereignty over your own spiritual path. ✨️

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Please be careful who you show your submissive side to... a lot of dangerous people are walking around looking for someone to put their leash (noose) on.. to suck dry and destroy...

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#eclipse season

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#jokes #social media #phone addiction #screen time #screen addiction #scrolling addiction

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One of my favorite things is realizing,"Wait, I'm an adult now.. I don't have to take this." And walking away from another adult. 😂

#eclipse season

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#inner child healing #reparenting #healing from narcissistic abuse #childhood trauma #energy healing

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#energy healing

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#food is medicine #energy healing #plant based diet #karma #non violence #peace #peaceful eating #peaceful diet #peaceful body #healthy body #healthy diet #natural diet #animal lover #nature lover #Virgo moon #reparenting #self love #Sagittarius season #emotional balance #mental health #energy balance #emotional healing #natural healing

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Anything can be a tool for my transformation and manifestation, including social media.

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For some parts of me, it’s become very clear to me that I was scapegoated because I was a threat to the family system. It has become very clear to me that I am not only not weak and worthless, but incredibly strong and precious. At this point the parts of me that still believe the programming from my birth family are very young, like toddler age. And as time goes on and I become more grounded and emotionally resourced I continue teaching them the truth. Some parts of me are very angry. Some parts of me still have glimpses of fantasies that my parents (who are in their 60s and 70s at this point) will have a miraculous wake up call to how wrong they’ve always been and how lovable I’ve always been. The older parts of me know to keep my distance from them, as more time goes on it uncovers deeper and deeper layers of how thoroughly I’ve been brainwashed to hate, suppress, gaslight and sabotage myself. If I had remained in contact with them I would not have survived.