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Sometimes the Storms get real bad...

But you've gotta stay the mountain, solid and true.

It'll be alright when the sun shines through.

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I'm done with it.

Like seriously. Fuck you, and you, and you.

Stop calling me broken.

Stop telling me things like I haven't heard them before.

Stop taking advantage of me because you know I once trusted you.

I'm fucking fed up with it and it isn't fair.

Like I'm seriously just done with it. Going to mind my own and those whom I mind. But as for me opening up again? Fuck that shit. I'm venting to the void because I'm tired of waking up to good mornings and living through bad days.

I won't let my mind sour because I should expect this. I'm just going to be happy as I was, because I can only ever be as I am, even if that's everchanging.

#personal #the bear calls

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"Homo sum, humani nihil a me alienum puto"

- Terence

"I am Human, therefore nothing human is alien to me."

A quote I live by, but even today I am realizing how deep it really goes. As a person who believes in karma (and may have given up on humans as a species a bit) I am one who tries to go with the flow. Someone who is dependable, energetic, driven, and understanding.

However I wasn't aware of how deep this understanding of people went. Even tonight Simone was brought to tears simply because I don't judge, human flaw is not something to be ashamed of, however we have to find ways to cope.

But we are all human and we were put here on this earth to feel joy.

Stay strong children of the universe <3

The bear calls

#the bear calls #cotu #child of the universe #team barren cosmos #random thoughts

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I wanted to vent a bit to the stars...

So towards the end you realize a lot of things, and not necessarily the end of life but the end of anything really, in this case I guess I'm referring to some hope I had for a "successor" or child in the future, but the cosmos has confirmed that I am not allowed to bear an heir. My line ends with me and as such is the curse of my family.

I was fondeling this idea in the back of my mind for a bit now for some odd reason, I think I'm starting to feel my mortality again... I'm not something other than human, just lamenting over a premonition I had of a big change coming with 23, and this year I turn 23.... but besides that I guess I had babies on the mind, or rather a child to raise in the future. However when I was but a pup the cosmos came to me and told me that I was not allowed to have children, And no I don't mean that I'm incapable, it's rather that it would take them away from me.

Sigh. Memento Mori. I taught myself that as a child however I stand at the throats of the word and shout so that I may reach the gates of the stars and transverse the cosmos as an entity far beyond my current state. But it will come. For I am Solaris of the barren cosmos and I will lead my fellow children of the universe if need be or I shall grant them asylum in the kingdom of the barren cosmos, for salvation is out there through the cosmos, however never forget to live the best life you can. We were put here on this earth, out here to feel joy.

#the bear calls

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Just finished Fate Aprocrypha

And just.... I'm in love with it.

#fate/stay #fate aprocrypha #fate stay #heavens feel #cotu #SO MANY FEELS

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Always remember...

There is no arguing with "stupid". People will remain ignorant and intolerant for as long as they'd like no matter what facts are presented and evidence verified. Some people are just incapable of understanding and more just don't care to change their opinion. Sometimes it's easier leaving things unsaid and arguments untouched simply because we don't have the time to waste breath on those who will not change, and not change for us, but for their own sake.

#cotu #they shall hear the call #the bear calls #team barren cosmos #child of the universe

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Walking with a friend in the dark is better than walking alone in the light

- Penguin, Oswald Cobblepot, Gotham

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You know I used to think I was a "Shinji"

But then I realized that maybe I was the one who flew from the moon playing among the stars, with a bouquet from Jupiter and mars, so "Shinji", if you're out there, I'm dying to meet you.

#evangelion #kaworu nagisa #kaworu x shinji #shinji ikari