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ok you know what, fuck it.

I am proship. You wanna know why? Because proship people are the only ones who don't call me disgusting for the way I feel about my trauma.

I mentioned being glad I knew people with the same (not socially acceptable) kink as I do because I don't have to worry about being judged. This kink comes from trauma for me. Yet people started saying I was a freak of nature, that I was disgusting, and that I supported that kink irl.

Getting therapy is not gonna change the fact that my trauma made me feel a certain way about my trauma. Therapy can help me process those emotions, but it isn't gonna change the fact that those emotions do exist. It's not like I'm acting on that kink irl. I'm just into it hypothetically.

I don't feel safe around antis because they CONSTANTLY tell me how disgusting I am. I spent this entire morning crying because I felt disgusting for the trauma I went through and the emotions I felt towards it.

I don't care if you're neutral, but if you'd call someone disgusting for the way they process trauma, stay the fuck away from me.

#scott rambles #scott vents #proship #anti anti

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You could have just like. Explained.

Being nice is good!

"We need more weird queer people!"

Yall can't accept lesboys and turigirls

Yall can't accept mspec gays and lesbians

Yall can't accept cistrans people

Yall can't accept FtMtF trans women and MtFtM trans men

Yall can't accept intersex people who aren't cis or trans

Yall can't accept transfemmascs

Yall can't accept gaybians

Yall can't accept neurogender people

Yall can't accept loveless aros

Yall can't accept aplatonics

Yall can't accept xenogenders

Yall can't accept cis non-binary people

Yall can't even accept straight trans folks.

#scott reblogs

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Does anyone else know what this means because my friend and I can't figure it out.

"We need more weird queer people!"

Yall can't accept lesboys and turigirls

Yall can't accept mspec gays and lesbians

Yall can't accept cistrans people

Yall can't accept FtMtF trans women and MtFtM trans men

Yall can't accept intersex people who aren't cis or trans

Yall can't accept transfemmascs

Yall can't accept gaybians

Yall can't accept neurogender people

Yall can't accept loveless aros

Yall can't accept aplatonics

Yall can't accept xenogenders

Yall can't accept cis non-binary people

Yall can't even accept straight trans folks.

#Scott reblogs

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GUY SGUYS UGYS UGYS GUYS GUYS GUYS

I JUST FOUND OUT THAT PERMANENT FANGS ARE AN ACTUAL BODY MOD YOU CAN GET AND I NEED THEM I NEEEEEED THEM OHHHH LAWD I NEED THEM.

IM SO SO SOSOSOSO EXCITED ABOUT THIS FACT AAAAA

#scott rambles #YOU MEAN TO TELL ME I CAN ACTUALLY TRANSITION???? #YIPPIE #transvampire #vampirekin #transspecies

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So why did people start using the r slur again?

#scott rambles

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TRANSVAMPIRE FLAG

Haven’t seen a transspecies flag for my fellow transvampires sooooo here it is!

Colors are from the vampirekin flag with the transspecies symbol overlayed on top!

Anyone is able to use this flag, there’s no DNI on it even though I have a personal DNI.

#Transspecies #transvampire #transspecies flag #Flag coining #flag creation #Alterhuman #vampirekin #vampire

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"lies about being diagnosed. lies about needing a screen reader" ?? are these people reading your mind through a crystal ball or smthn

Its funny bc I've literally posted my diagnosis before. Like. I quite literally have provided proof of not lying. Ppl then shift the goalpost to say "oh well you doctor shopped/lied to your psych" like... 1. No I didn't I literally saw one psychologist and 2. psychologists can TELL when you're lying.

#scott answers

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So much species dysphoria bc im a vampire but I love garlic and i love being outside in the sun how can i ever be a vampire when i hate being insane and bland ass food...

#scott rants

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#scott reblogs

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hey man I came from your instagram and I gotta thank you for standing up to support lesboys/turigirls and mspec gays/lesbians/gaybians/etc I always thought you were cool as hell and seeing that youre on tumblr AND youre this radical too?? Hope you have an awesome week dude, genuienly :3

Yooo thanks. I'm not as vocal abt this stuff on instagram bc 1. no one cares and 2. ppl there are mean, but like. I think cool identities are rad as hell and i love lesboys and turigirls and my mspec gay and lesbian friends

#scott answers

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I'm being so real with you all, stop trying to appeal to fakeclaimers.

I am diagnosed with DID, in treatment, have an extremely covert presentation, and pretty much ONLY talk about having DID online. I got the trauma to show for it, which I've been open about before, and I'm heading for final fusion. I don't get mad when people fakeclaim me and just shrug it off bc I know I'm not.

I still get fakeclaimed.

You're never gonna win. You're always gonna be faking in their eyes, whether you are or aren't. No matter how many qualifications you have, they will never believe you.

So just stop trying. Be yourself, be weird about it.

#scott reblogs #I couldn't have put it any better #fakeclaiming #system #did #osdd #plural #multiple

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Can we take "transspecies" back from the fucking radqueers pls?

#scott rambles #anti rq #anti radqueer #transspecies #alterhuman

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LESBOYS ARENT REAL KYS!!!

womp womp.

#scott answers #what did you think this was gonna do LMAO #stay mad

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First actual post, woo!

Y'all I cannot for the life of me find the actual post again- I just stole it off here and can't get it back now, but I did some art based on this photo!

(if you know who posted it, please tag them!!)

Anyway, here's this from my art class, thought I'd share

Mixed media- watercolor bg, oil pastel bench, melted crayon flowers

Size big (18×24?)

So theres that, happy S3 announcement everyone 🎉🎉

#scott reblogs #art #watercolor #oil pastel #crayon

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I was legitimately shocked today at how kids in my class interacted with the topic of intersectionality.

Most of them have never experienced intersectional oppression. Most of them never will.

Most of my school is a white upper-middle class school, so I wasn't expecting too much, but it astounded me the difference between the minority groups conversations and the majority groups.

We started talking about assumptions made about us based on our identities. A muslim girl talked about how its always assumed she's hateful or violent towards those of other religions, black students mentioned that they were assumed to be loud and/or dangerous. I myself brought up that it's assumed I am dangerous for children based on my trans identity.

Then a cishet white girl raised her hand. You know what her assumption was?

"People assume because I work out and eat healthy that I have an eating disorder."

Seriously? That is the worst thing people assume about you? People assume I'm a fucking pedophile. People assume that I am going to trans their children. And the worst thing people do to you is assume you're anorexic?

She said it with such confidence. I don't think she realizes the privilege that she holds.

#scott rambles #intersectionality #oppression

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Saw this on r/systemscringe so here's the boxes I check off :3 I'm only including the "faking x disorder" ones bc they'd claim that I'm faking them regardless (I am literally diagnosed suck my fat dick)

Diagnosed

Polyfrag

Number names (Only some alters though)

Autistic!!

Cluster B (dx BPD + NPD traits)

Effort into decor (I like things pretty)

Intersex (PCOS)

Subsystems

Programmed

It/Its pronouns

100+ alters (Idk my headcount but its over 100 for sure. Most are just fragments)

Physically disabled (likely hEDS)

Slurs (I'm a faggot)

Teenager

Still diagnosed with DID, stay mad.

#scott rambles #systemscringe #syscringe #fakeclaiming #ramcoa

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what in god's fuck is a lesboy or a cistrans person i have literally never heard those words in my entire life

So glad you asked politely and totally in good faith instead of being weird about it!

Lesboys in the most simple terms are lesbian boys. They may or may not identify as actual boys/men. Some lesboys are butches that like to be referred to with masculine terms, some are multigender or genderfluid, and some have an even more complex relationship with gender. The term is meant for people with really complicated relationships with gender identity that influences how they experience lesbianism.

Cistrans is a term usually used by intersex folks or multigender people. Multigender people may identify as a gender that is their AGAB and other genders, thus making them cis and trans at the same time. As for intersex people, we tend to have really complex relationships with our transition because our bodies don’t neatly fit into binary standards.

Hope this helps!

#scott answers #lesboy #intersex #multigender #cistrans