thewordsillneverspeak

[thewordsillneverspeak]

Even though I have blocked you everywhere, every time my phone vibrates, I secretly hope it’s you

#i miss you #i still love you #loney #heartache #heartbreak #love deprived #twin flame #i miss him #ill be okay #unrequited feelings

[thewordsillneverspeak]

Hand in hand and let’s never look back

#i still love you

[thewordsillneverspeak]

If someone were to ask me

If I’ve ever been in love

Memories of you would flood my head

I’d shake my head

And say no

#i miss you #i still love you #loney #heartache #heartbreak #love deprived #twin flame #i miss him #ill be okay #unrequited feelings

[thewordsillneverspeak]

Some nights

When I feel I can’t anymore

I hug my pillow

Wishing it was you there to comfort me

#i miss you #i still love you #loney #heartache #heartbreak #love deprived #twin flame #i miss him #ill be okay #unrequited feelings

[thewordsillneverspeak]

It’s the way I felt when I was around you

#i miss you #i still love you #loney #heartache #heartbreak #love deprived #twin flame #i miss him #ill be okay #unrequited feelings

[thewordsillneverspeak]

Why? Why is it so hard to get over you? And why, why must it be you?

#i miss you #i still love you #loney #heartache #heartbreak #love deprived #twin flame #i miss him #ill be okay #unrequited feelings

[thewordsillneverspeak]

Oh how I miss you.

But

Is it you I really miss?

Or the comfort I felt in your presence?

#i miss you #i still love you #heartache #loney #heartbreak #love deprived #i miss him #ill be okay #twin flame #unrequited feelings

[thewordsillneverspeak]

It’s crazy

Even when I’m not thinking of you

I’m still thinking of you

Somewhere

In the back of my mind

You have made a permanent home

And I'm trying so hard

Not to visit

#i miss you #i still love you #loney #heartache #heartbreak #love deprived #twin flame #i miss him #ill be okay #unrequited feelings

[thewordsillneverspeak]

Those 2.5 months with you are my favorite memories. If I could die in an endless dream reliving those moments, I would.

#i miss you #i still love you #loney #heartache #heartbreak #love deprived #twin flame #i miss him #ill be okay #unrequited feelings

[thewordsillneverspeak]

Tu no sabes la falta que me haces

#i miss you #i still love you #loney #heartache #heartbreak #love deprived #twin flame #i miss him #ill be okay #unrequited feelings

[thewordsillneverspeak]

There’s this side of me that only you bring out

just yes

#ill be okay #i still love you #unrequited feelings #i miss you #i miss him #primal #sexy tease

[thewordsillneverspeak]

It's crazy how trauma makes you push people away when all you want is love.

[thewordsillneverspeak]

#ill be okay #i still love you #i miss him #i miss you #heartbreak #heartbroken #loney

[thewordsillneverspeak]

#i miss you #i still love you #heartache #loney #heartbreak #love deprived #twin flame

[thewordsillneverspeak]

Yesterday I did something heartbreaking 💔 my mental health just couldn’t take it and I deserve so much more. “They” reached out to me a while ago. I was so happy. It seemed they wanted to continue the same relationship with me while they’re in another. I set my boundaries and said I will not be a side thing but if we could please start over as just friends. Well, I thought this was gonna be more of a pen pals thing via email and instead I’ve been ignored. So, instead of going through the heartache of being strung along, I sent one last email explaining I couldn’t this and blocked them on every platform including my phone.

Proud of myself. But God damn does it hurt.

So I’ll continue posting my heartache here. It’s the only place I feel safe.

#i miss you #i still love you #heartache #heartbreak #loney #twin flame #love deprived

[thewordsillneverspeak]

I hate that I can’t just pick up my cell phone and call you

#i miss you #i still love you #heartache #loney #heartbreak #love deprived #twin flame #please call me

[thewordsillneverspeak]

You’re the reason I believe love exists

You’re also the reason I don’t think it exists

#i miss you #i still love you #heartache #loney #heartbreak #love deprived #twin flame