VENT ART
sorry for my horrible hand writing qwq
ill put the dialogue here if someone won't read in:
M "You look not ok."
N "Damn. Really? I couldn't tell."
M "..."
N "Sorry Mooncake.. I shouldn't have snapped like that."
M "It's fine. You look tense too."
N "...Yeah...I am... very tense... tired too... Shouldn't you already know that?"
M "I wanted you to tell me yourself."
N "...Can I have a hug?"
M "Of course Star.. You don't even have to ask."
"Shouldn't you already know that?"
N "...Shush"
M "har har~ All jokes aside, you're gonna be ok."
I guess in those hard times for me i wanted to have a bit of wholesomeness in the end to not make it too dark. Both Sun and Moon are my comfort characters so it's fine to imagine stuff like that. Kinda cheesy but it makes me smile.
Either way, hope you enjoy those pieces. Have a good rest.
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I Require Assistance...
So. This is my last chance to turn back. Before I start something new (something good). And it's making me really depressed. So if anybody has some positivity, some wisdom, or some encouragement to share... that would be really great. Because I'm stil considering backing out. Please, all I want is to hear somebody's words. I feel like I'm all alone in this...
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turns out sleeping through boths alarms i had set then chugging a monster on an emoty stomach in less than 10 minutes and then having a little tiny panic attack because the classroom for the final exam is empty is not good for ones heart
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taking a break
idk how long it'll be, could be a day, could be a month, or longer
just gunna see how things go, try something different, clear my headspace some
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Me getting put on a waiting list for a uni admission : oh fuck they hated my portfolio, I'm the worst I'm gonna get rejected from actually every uni there is and I'll just disappoint everyone I told that I was gonna study creative media and game techn-
Me, getting accepted into said uni anyways : oh my dick is so big
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Tag List Sign Up?
Hey friends. If you have enjoyed my writing lately, would you like to join my tag list? I had a sign up on a g-form but I realized that may be too much executive function demand.
If you want to get tagged when I post stuff that I’ve written or be tagged with good news ABOUT stuff I’ve written, go ahead and interact with this post! Thank you. Ily.
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Thanksgiving is usually one of my favorite days because of the food and the family. But this year is going to suck because no one except the two of us know we're getting a divorce and all I'm going to be able to think about today is 'this is the last one.'
And then our kid is so excited to decorate for Christmas but again, all I can think about is 'this is the last one.'
It's not the last one for me. I already had that. My bubble has already been burst. But it's the last one for my kid, for everyone else, and that's what hurts the most.
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AAAAAAAAAAAAA BRO I NEED IT
tl;dr is that Professor layton helped w trauma, listed is the journey through the games and future hype for PLWoS
So, I recently got into professor layton (a year ago, to be specific) and I must say, It has helped me SO FUCKIN MUCH WITH SO MUCH TRAUMA--
I have schizoeffective disorder. I have severe PTSD from years of mental and physical abuse from my parents. I have ADHD and may also be autistic, getting tested at 25 years is difficult.
When I started Professor Layton, I decided to play in release order--"I want to experience what long time fans experienced." I felt it would be more genuine. So, I downloaded an emulator (yeah i know, bad Vero) and started to play. I wrote down my reactions to each game after i beat them:
PLCB: THIS MAN GOT CHASED BY A FERRIS WHEEL!!!! THATS COOL AF! It was a really fun game, cool story with neat puzzles tHaT wErE hArD aF (i was kind of nonchalant about the games, just getting into them)
PLPB: ayo he got a box OH WAIT HE DED--i enjoyed the gameplay and watching the bad guy be the bad guy. interesting sequel, hopefully luke stays with the professor a long time lol (I jinxed it lol, also felt a bit more connected to Luke as a character and his admiration for Hershel)
(I took a long break after this one due to college lol but now i just play after my homework is done)
PLLF: I didnt write anything after this one. i just sat in silence for about a week, and I didnt eat for a few days. This was when my foster dad died, and i felt strangely as if i had healed a lot. After that week. I guess I just kinda took the time to process the loss of someone who i consider my true father. It was at this point I realized that playing the games had helped. I also didnt mentally process that luke left the professor lol until i watched someones playthrough of the last part of the game again
PLSC: BRO ITS LUKE AGAIN BUT HES YOUNGER AND HAS TRUST ISSUES WTF ITS MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE except luke didnt go through massive trauma (unless you count the ghost stuff and the witch stuff and the house stuff as trauma) yeah i like it very good
PLMM: RANDALL IS WAY TOO FUCKIN HOT FOR MY LIKING I JUST NNNNNGGGUHHUHUHUH also SIBLING BINDING WOOOOOOOOOOO
I am currently playing through Azran Legacy, and I must say it lives up to the hype. Havent reached the ending tho so im trying to not run into spoilers. also I know descole is sycamore im not dumb THEY LITERALLY LOOK ALIKE AND THE BUTLER IS THE SAME WTF if theyre not the same person im gonna spazzzzzzzz
All in all, I plan on figuring out how to a b s o r b all the content from the spin offs (in order to do this i also want to play all the phoenix wright games, wish me luck lol) and will eventually get the Katrielle game.
I have a lot to do in preparation for New World of Steam! I hope im able to do it in time, and also that its just as good as the previous games. I know Quizknock will do a good job, its just whether i will enjoy it or not.
Thank you for reading, sorry for the long post; i have no potatoes to offer but nevertheless have a good day~!
-Vero
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Between the repairs in January, this most recent trip to the mechanic's (which is more likely going to cost a full week of work after all the fees), the emergency vet bill and the phone stuff I'm feeling very "Lisa needs braces" over here.
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