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Feel all the emotion all over again

Wish it won't go away

Wish it stays with me

So I can feel again

So I do not forget

How you meant to me

How they meant to me

Guess all this because of my ignorance

My carelessness

And also the distraction

That I seek on purpose

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#squid game #kang sae byeok #drawing #sketches #illustration

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#drawing #art #illustration #sketch #sketches

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Maybe it's alright

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Really enjoy drawing Yelena

#yelena #attack on titan #shingeki no kyojin #eren

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Today I bought an analog camera in thrift event. I never really took a picture with it before even though my family had one before. Problem is I can't find it anywhere in my house. After I bought it I took some pictures and it was really fun. When I got home I said to father that I bought analog camera and he said it looked just like my grandpa's. The flashbacks hit hard. I remember grandpa really loved to take picture with his analog camera, to freeze the moment, to collect the memories. He will ask me to stand anywhere in house and just randomly take picture even though we had no event or occasion. He really loved his camera and bring it anywhere. Before, I didn't really think about it, but now I assume that he wanted to treasure every memories in his life, to not forget someone's face, to remember every moments.

We live life with our memories afterall.

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No touch me

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#day2

Things make you happy

Stationary

Art

Flower

Tree

Photograph

Japanese food

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A Walking Contradiction

#day1

Today's topic is "describe yourself" and I am sorry if you find it cringe haha.

I finally understand myself a little more. I love outdoor and I love indoor. I love people and I don't really like people. I am quite and I am talkactive. In many occassions I am matching someone's energy, in other occassions I am just.. staring. Mostly I hold my thoughts and have a full argument with myself. I can be spontaneous, but I love planning and being organized. I just get along with all of these contradicitions.

Well some people said that I am mysterious and sometimes I wasn't aware of that. My parents frequently said that I am constantly "thinking" even when eating and look like I don't enjoy eating. I mean I enjoy eating. I must say maybe that's because the face. I don't always have an argument with myself about social problems, food waste, injustice, stray cats etc, only few times. I don't know, maybe it's just because the look I had haha. Same goes with "being mysterious" and "being cold". Maybe I just read your energy, I too don't know me at that time man..

So I took 16 personalities test and the result is I am an INFJ-A. I learned that this type is understanding and complicated, friendly but slightly menacing (?) Of course I am friendly. Haha. The only thing that I can confirm of being an INFJ is that one time I judge a person who judge the other person😭

#infj #infjwoman #infj a

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Tak akan berubah, pilihanku dan pilihanmu berujung pada ketiadaan. Aku tidak disana menyaksikan awan hilang setelah badai, orang tua yang akhirnya tidak kesepian, pohon mati yang tumbuh kembali. Tapi kita tau semua punya waktu. Apa kamu sudah menemukannya? Jiwaku, bukan wadahnya. Kurasa dia masih terjebak tapi tidak mungkin kita meninggalkan raga ini. Hanya ini yang kau dan aku punya; berubah menjadi sesuatu yang asing.