themasochistlee

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the urge to go out and ruin my life bc i’m bored

[themasochistlee]

i have this cute little thing where i have to be everyone's first choice or i will die

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Why the fuck do I have BPD I just want to feel god and stop destroying all the good things I dooooooooooooo

#borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd problems

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Sorry you had to witness my bpd episode, do you still think I’m cute

#bpd #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #mental illness #bpd problems #mental health matters #bpd warrior #bpd episode

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i will forever be the hurting child, the angry teenager and the lonely adult.

[themasochistlee]

OC characters: Nurse Astrid and Stella

[themasochistlee]

I want this socks 😭

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I read some fantasies you received and I decided to tell you mine.

My personal tickle hell scenario is being mummified, blindfolded and gagged, with my feet in stocks.

Being tickle tortured in the worst way, for a long long time, in a way I can’t handle for more than a minute, with two brushes and the ler not stopping even if I freak out and panic several times. My worst fear is that this unbearable torture ends just when the ler is satisfied, because he doesn’t care about my wellness

This is a great scenario. I would love to be a ler doing this. Mummification is one of my favourite positions, your feet would feel so exposed when they’re the literally the only part of your body that’s exposed.

I would make sure you’re toe tied and oiled first, a bit roasted with a hairdryer for maximum sensitivity. I wouldn’t even start by tickling you with my fingers I would go straight to the double hairbrushes, after a minute or two of complete silence and stillness so you have no idea when it’s coming, so that the panic you feel when it does begin is extra high.

I would be relentless and make sure you don’t get even a second of release for at least 10 minutes after I start, i’ll hope you start to think that it might never end. I imagine the true panic would start to set in after about a minute of non stop scrubbing, when you try (and fail) every physical and mental effort to minimise your suffering. The acceptance would start maybe around 5 minutes, when the adrenaline wears off your body is exhausted from thrashing hopelessly in your immobilising bondage. Shortly after i’d hope for some tears when the helplessness creeps it’s way in, your whole world is ticklish suffering at this point and you can’t tell how long it’s been or remember what it’s like not to be suffering the bristles of two brushes on the soles of your hyper sensitive feet.

I would continuously be saying things like ‘I know this is torture’ and ‘I’m not stopping’ and ‘I love that you can’t move or stop this’ while giggling so you know that not only am I putting you through this inhumane form of hell, but i’m actually enjoying it.

[themasochistlee]

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Aweeee look at the ticklish little belly squirm 🥰 and there’s nothing you can do about to

[themasochistlee]

Some Lee’s just need to be wrapped and gagged and have their soles scrubbed for hours till they remember how much of a little ticklish toy they really are.

[themasochistlee]

I’m so tired of having BPD.

#living with borderline #bpd vent #bpd #borderline personality disorder

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In my opinion, what makes a great tickling video is when the lee is genuinely ticklish. The laughter is real, the reactions is real, and the response to being tickle is real. In this clips from American Tickling you can clearly see the lee (Bri) is genuinely ticklish.

[themasochistlee]

Oh no.

As a Ler there’s something about this spot that I really like tickling it, I can’t quite put my fingers on the reason, but I’ll keep enjoying, isn’t it great little lees? Tickle tickle