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[thelemonfam-blog]

not ready to let go

Genre: Angst and fluff

Pairing: Yukhei x reader 

Warnings: mention of death

Word count: 4.2k

Summary: Yukhei and you have been friends since you were just teenagers, you let him in but never told him one secret till you finally found the time to tell him after reading a book he recommend that brought you to shed a few tears. Otheringering thoughts at the back of the pair's heads to be confessed.

A/n: was low-key inspired by love that lets go as i was liste kng to it. A friends to lovers one shot, sorry for any mistakes and that it's bad whOoPS. 

Admin L.

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Sitting at a cafe, skimming over the pages on the faded pages with stains of blank inked words filling up in lines of fiction, a drop of water was hit onto the page and made your head shake and eyes shut. The book was famous for making any person, no matter how cold and emotionless they were to shed a tear or too.

A sigh upon your lips left your mouth and you shut the book with speed, not wanting any more tears to fall and ruin your emotionless demeanour you seemed to have built up over the years.

A man sat down next to you, whom, you were lucky enough to call your best friend of Wong Yukhei or as others knew him by: Lucas.

His head tilted to the side a little as he pursed in his lips, seeing your cheeks were a little damp and put a hand on your shoulder. "You okay?" You just returned a small nod whilst sniffing and brought your head up to meet his eyes, "Yeah I'm fine Yukhei. You were right, this book can bring just about everyone to shed a few tears." You laughed, a whole pain of past and presence behind it which the raven coloured hair just rubbed your shoulder in understanding.

You'd never told your best friend of almost a decade as to why you would be so cold and reserved like this, sure Yukhei knew of your past but, not the one thing that brought the most painful of memories that you could never let go of, no matter how hard you tried.

He saw the look and hesitation in your eyes and cupped his cheeks into his large palms. "How about we go out for a drive after this and I'll drop you off at his thinking spot?" He questioned and knew that's where you needed to be. 

You didn't know but Yukhei could read you that well; even when you had your guard fully up, you were an open book to him about nearly anything except, for your late teen years into adulthood was the biggest mystery to him.

You scrunched up your nose and gave a small smile and a couple seconds eye-contact to the tall male who was still cupping your face with his gigantic hands. "That would be great if you could... I want you to stay with me though thus time." Your small smile going weak as you placed your average hands on top of Yukhei's and brushing your thumb over his long fingers.

"Of course I will, you know I will do so for you."  Yukhei returned the smile back, removing his hands from your face but holding them in his own. "You can talk to me about what's  on your mind if you want, always remember that. I'm here for you just as you've always been there for me." His dark chocolate eyes looking into your crystal watery ones before you rolled your eyes at the male. "Yes I'm aware you big goof, why do you think I want you to stay?" You chuckled out, feeling glad to have his company with you just now.

"Becuase I am Wong Yukhei and you loveeeee me too much." He teased out which made you roll your eyes at your best friend and playfully smack his forearm. "Uh huh, sureeeee I do." Your tone being playful as you continued to laugh, your smile brightening and Yukhei's growing to see your mood picking back up.

"Its nice seeing you laugh and smile instead of wanting to kill somebody, it really suits you." The male confessed out which made your eyes gape wide and nearly spit the iced coffee at his face but managed to keep it in but joking as you swallowed and almost choked instead. 

"D-damn Yukhei, who knew you could be so smooth with your words?" You played out smoothly as you coughed harshly a few times to prevent from choking further. "My ladys of course." He sent a playful yet friendly wink to you, your own eyes rolling to the back of your head again at the flirt your friend was. "Okay you big flirt, hakuna your matattas." Your eyebrows wiggling; the male scoffing the slightest whilst swinging on the stool he sat on, leaning forward to point his finger at you once on all four legs again. 

"God sake you really wanna be the death of me one day don't you? Be lucky I love you bitch or I'd kick your arse." His threat being harmless to you just as harmless as he made it come across and for you to stick your tongue out at him. "Suck my big toe if you have a problem with me then." You spoke back.

The both of you now just staring at each other, a cafe worker who Yukhei and you were friends with noticing the scene between the pair sitting at the back of the cafe smirking to himself. 'One of those dumbasses has to confess soon.' Jungwoo thought to himself before going back to cleaning the dishes.

The time was now around mid afternoon just as the pair decided to head out and to your favourite thinking spot. Yukhei stopping to talk to Jungwoo as you headed on to the toilet for the longish drive ahead.

Once out sight, Jungwoo snapped his head to face the younger male and smacked his chest and slanted his eyes to him. "Alright mister, when you confessing to her, it's been about a half a year when you finally admitted your feelings about them to yourself and no movement forward?" Jungwoo spoke rather quickly making Yukhei take a few seconds longer to aboard and process what the light brown haired male was saying to him. 

"I don't know when, I go to but then it always get interrupted by a specific someone with his boyfriend." Lucas said staring up and down at Jungwoo. "Or like, I dunno, it's just how to you go up the the person you like and be like.. yo I like the fuck out of you and wanna kiss your lips till they are swollen." Yukhei spoke out a little too loudly for comfort, Jungwoo grabbing his ear and lightly hitting the pack of his head. "You fucking twat, want the whole cafe to hear?" Jungwoo whispered shouted to him, Yukhei partly glaring back at him, "well least they would know I'd like them then."

"Like who?" You spoke out in confusion as to how Jungwoo was still holding onto his friends ear and caused you to furrow your eyebrows at the pair of them and to how much authorative and control Jungwoo held over Yukhei just now.

Yukhei pulled away from Jungwoo, looking down at you and just smiled, messing the crown of your hair up. "No one really important, just a fling I guess." His shoulders shrugging causing you to go back to an emotionless face and nod quickly a few times before speaking blankly: "Alright, well let's go and we'll see you later tonight Jungwoo and tell Doyoung I say hi." You gave a tiny smile and waved him goodbye whilst dragging your obnoxiously tall friend out the cafe, Jungwoo shouting bye to both and to have fun till later.

Reaching the car, yourself and Yukhei slipped into the seats, bulking up before he reversed out of the driving space, leaning back to look. Your heart racing as he looked more attractive than he already did by doing this and knew he was doing it to tease you as when he turned to face you, a smirk was plastered across his face and didn't look one bit remorseful. "Nice blushed cheeks you have there." He played out coolily, winking at you, making you slapped his defined bicep and look at the road. "Concentrate on driving instead of flirting dork." Your voice still being a blank and emotionless as it was in the cafe.

Yukhei just sighed, unable to get through to you at the current moment and drove onto the main road till a slip country road appeared and went off there.

The entire car journey was in a comfortable silence with some country music playing in the foreground as you stared out the window, enjoying seeing all the country side surrounding and let out a content sigh when society was getting further away. Yukhei glancing at you, a soft smile going onto his face. 

He brought his hand to gently place where the knee meets the thigh, rubbing it slightly, feeling you tense for a moment before relaxing again, shifting in the seat indicating you were comfortable enough.

"Lucas, I'm uh- I'm glad you're in my life and that you have stuck by me even when I shut you out for a number of months." You quietly spoke up, turning to him to see that he was already looking at you, facing the road again once making eye-contact.

Yukhei was a bit taken-a-back since you use Lucas as a way to get a more serious or important note or message across to him, his hand rubbing on your knee for a few more seconds before going back onto the steering wheel.

"I don't see why I would have the right to just walk out your life when you needed time and space to think, you've been there for my worst moments so it's only right I do the same for my favourite human." His voice genuine and a happy grin going across his face as you continued to look at him and placed a hand on his thigh, feeling him tense up causing you to laugh a bit.

"Now that's the laugh I love to hear." Yukhei muttered out to himself, not knowing you had furrowed your brows at wanting to know what he had just said but left it anyways.

After the soft moment, it went silent in the car again, a childhood song coming onto play. 'Love that lets go' by Miley and Billy-ray Cyrus. 

You deeply inhaled as this was a song that could easily bring you to tears as it's the one that got you through one of your many darkest times but definitely your most painful. 

Saved by Yukhei taking a turn to a reserved area or rural forest that barley had source of human contact, he took the key out of ignition turning to see a worried look on your face and cupped your chin to look at him.

"Whatever is on your mind, you can tell me and I'll happily listen." His voice soft and comforting as it stroked your cheek; you biting down on your lip trying to hold back tears as he spoke and closed your eyes for a few seconds. 

"I'll tell you but I need to be at the spot." You gave a smile to let him know you'll be okay and that you love him for what he's doing just now.

Getting out the cheap red corsa, Yukhei came by your side and took your hand into his, squeezing it as he did, letting you know it's okay to cry if you needed too. You squeezed back for two reasons: one because of how sweet it was; the second being it felt like being in a relationship with your best friend. Not that you would mind and wouldn't ruin the friendship you pair had, it was just waiting till one of you had the guts to as the other out in simplistic terms.

Nevertheless, Yukhei lead both of you to your spot, an open meadow with a couple boulders in the ground and a view of the mountain top to the left. Both took a seat on the boulder that was smooth and stable enough to sit on that had surrounding blue, red and purple wild rare flowers as well as the luscious green grass surrounding the dim glare object: kinda how Yukhei bright colour into your life.

Moments had passed and you were fidgeting with your hands, trying to word how you wanted to say something to him but him beating you too it. "If you just wanna stay silent and think out your thoughts, that's alright as I will too." This point you stared at him, Yukhei's eyes already looking into your broken yet life filled eyes and flashed a warm smile. "Your are far too good for me Wong Yukhei." You smiled out to him causing him to laugh and shake his head. "Says the most empathic and sympathetic person I know." A blush going across your face and giving him a light shove, Yukhei shoving you back till a small laughter emerged between the both of you and ended up in you resting your head on his broad shoulder.

"I- uhm, I think you should know the mystery you have wanted to know since we were seventeen." You confessed, Yukhei's eyes widening at what you were about to do; break down the last of your wall to him and show him the reason why you were so guarded but helpful to others all at once. The raven haired male only nodded and wrapped his arm around your shoulder, pecking your forehead before looking down at you. "Only if you're comfortable and really sire you are ready too." 

Your heads looking down and up at another, a new aura and tension slowly building the longer you lingered in each other's eyes and glanced at each other's lips every few seconds until Yukhei coughed and broke the contact. 

An exhale exiting you as you gave a firm nod and stroked his cheek lovingly. "If I wasn't ready to tell you, I wouldn't have read the book or brought you here." Which Yukhei knew one was true. This hideout spot was your safe place that only he and you knew of. You showed him one day and times like these when you let him more into your life, you let him comfort you as he just listened intently and gave you big warm bear-like hugs.

Breaking the small silence between you that was forming and riddening of your shaky voice: you spoke up. "It was January time, not long before you were eighteen actually. Of course you know I went away around the second week on the Thursday and didn't come back till the Tuesday before your birthday." You took a pause, fiddling with your fingers and Yukhei just hugged you higher and rubbed the side of your shoulder. 

"There was drama happening within my family but then my papa got sick, fast and went down-hill fast. He went to the doctors but was told to go to the hospital, after scans and being kept in over night for more scans, he was d-diagnosed with..." You paused quickly, letting tears drop from your burning eyes before continuing again, "He was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. More tests were done and on the following Tuesday they said they found it in other places of his body, he wasn't able to get any form of chemotherapy as he was too sick and dying quicker than time was available." You choked out and let out a sob, burrying your face into Yukhei's comforting chest and cried hard for a few minutes before pulling away and looking at his damp shirt of your stained tears. "He died on the Friday whilst my gran was in the room with him and it tore the entire family apart... I became a introverted mess, worse than before, my mum and my uncle's were never the same again and my gran died not long after my papa passed as she grew depressed quickly and.." You broke down, unable to say anymore as tears streamed down your face like a rapid river and never seemed to end. 

Yukhei kept himself from wanting to cry as to his broken you sounded. Yes he knew about both sides of your grandparents being dead but he also knew your papa meant a lot to you, especially with how close he was to you and how he was always there when you had swimming competitions he could visit along with your gran and how he would take you on long bike rides in the country and go horse riding once and nearly see you face plant the ground but stayed on fortunately. 

Clenching your hands on his shirt as you cried more into his shirt if possible. "He died only after being five days diagnosed with the cancer and the last thing he said to me was thank you and I never knew why till my dad told me two an hour after he died. It hurt so much and it still does, no matter how hard I try to let everything go and just move on, it's impossible to do and I don't know why.." 

More minutes were spent crying until they eventually simmered down and stopped going violently down your face, sniffling with a now heavily blocked nose. "And the book.. It was similar book my papa gave me, it was an old book and it was hard to read but I still read it anyways just kinda like that one expect new just covered in food and finger stains." The tiniest of chuckles leaving you. "It kinda showed me thay I've got to move on even if I am not ready and how I have made new chapters in my life, the best kind of love I can give to the past but still keep with me is the love that lets go." You finished speaking now, realising the mess you had made of Yukhei's shirt and gasped a little whilst patting at the soaked material.

His hand pressing onto yours, stopping your movements which made you look up at him to realise how he had also been crying the smallest bit, your hands reaching to cup his cheeks and sat up immediately sitting up and turning to face the sympathetic looking male. "I'm sorry I kinda ruined all of your shirt and made you cry, I didn't mean too." 

He only let out a sigh, wiping away the last of your falling tears and out stared at you. "Of all the things you could say and just continue crying, you apologise, you're so cute and goofy I swear." Yukhei just said with so many hidden emotions and just was speechless for words. "You amaze me with just how strong you are and with how much you have lost in life you are still so considerate towards others despite the cold aura you bring about." Your own hands still cupping his cheeks as you just stared at his facial features, admiring the man you had fallen in love with and weren't sure as to how long you could keep it back but knew it wasn't the correct time after the emotions going around.

After mot replying, Yukhei just assumed you wanted time to think, as did he about his feelings for you and everything else.

Both now sat against the boulder as a warm cuddle was shared between the two of you that were needing it just now. A sigh left his lips, seeing the sun now setting into a deep orange-red colour and nudged your dozing off frame, softly whispering into your ear. "We gotta get back to reality now, hate to break it to you." Groaning as you lifted your head from Yukhei's lap to lean against the muscular shoulder instead. "Can't we just stay here forever and be shut out from the world?" You asked, knowing the answer already and Yukhei just laughed at your response.

After spending almost three hours at your favourite location, you drove back this time to Yukhei's and Jungwoo's apartment where you'd almost be met with a few more college friends. Just as you were pulling into the drive, the same song as earlier came on and you just sat telling Yukhei to go in and change, being in shortly behind him. 

'I love you papa but I'm slowly ready to move on and let go and start more chapters just as you wished too but couldn't.' You thought to yourself, holding onto your heart shaped locket that held a framed picture of him inside of it; remembering the memory of when the picture was taken, feeling your heart-break but also get a source of closure you needed, feeling a chill go through you as you did.

It was then early into a Saturday morning and only Yukhei, Jungwoo, Doyoung and you remained left in the apartment cleaning up the small mess that was there. Doyoung and you cleaning up the living room area and kitchen as the other two males did the bedrooms.

"So when are you going to become mister wongs over there." Doyoung spoke shifting his head to the direction he was in. "How about when I feel like it and when I get the guts too." You sassed back at the normally sarcastic male. "Pleaseeee, anyone with eyes can see the pair of you practically droll over another, especially when you both do that weird eye-contact message thing." His sarcasm now starting to show which you clicked your tongue too as you were expecting that. "Fine, I'll do it when I next get the chance." You sighed, Doyoung grinning as he flashed a wink to Jungwoo who had entered the room, Yukhei entering after. "Guess that won't be long then." He whispered nudging your side.

Sitting in one of his oversized hoodies on a Wednesday night after your swim training hasn't long finished. A knock at your door was heard with a rather flustered and messy haired Yukhei. "Y-yukhei are you okay?" You spoke up, worried as he was panting heavily but nodded, making his way to your kitchen; you following in suit.

After having a drink and some toast to eat, sitting on the couch in the joined kitchen-living area, watching Moana with a more calm and relaxed Yukhei.

It was playing the scene of Moana seeing her grandma in spirit form on the boat when Yukhei shifted uncomfortably and clearly agitated about something. Poking his firm waist and looking with worried eyes you held his band, interlocking your fingers with his. "What's bothering you Yuk?" 

"I just... look, you're wearing one of my hoodies that you kept months ago and it was that hoodie that made me realise the moment I let go of it for you to keep that I was in love with you, not just as your best friend but more, someone I want to keep by my side and love till the day we part another and just.. you've made me a better person and brought me out of phases I never thought I'd be able to get out of and never left my side no matter how horrible I was to you and I don't always understand why." Yukhei's cheeks burning hot from blushing and his eyes looking from you the hoodie you were in the back at you.

At the moment you only laughed and moved your hand around the flustered Yukhei once again and leaning in closer to him. "Maybe it's because along the way of our time together, I realised myself, that I was in love with you and would never leave you no matter the circumstances as I knew the you only needed space and time to realise the real you." You confessed back and Yukhei locking eyes with you.

You were getting lost in a addicting trance of his dark chocolate eyes as he was to your eyes, both of your moving your eyes to lips and back again before getting impatient and finding yourself leaning in too kiss Yukhei with a tender passionate kiss on the lips. 

Staying like that for a few moments before moving his lips moving against yours in a gently motion, a smile and grin being felt on each other's faces before pulling away and pecking his lips one last time.

He pecked your forehead whilst smiling happily as you also showed it, a different alive look in your eyes as you rubbed the back of his neck with his thumb. "I love you Yukhei." "I love you too baby." Both speaking softly before pecking each other's lips and returning to watch the film.

You'd come a long way in your life now and with if not always being easy, you found the easiest love of letting go when ready and moving to new chapters, taking on the pain that never fades but only just use to as time goes on, taking chances and knowing you'd have Yukhei by your side along the way made your heart warm and race and you leaned into his chest, holding his hand for the long future road ahead.

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Betrayal costs more

Genre: angst

Pairing: Jisung x reader

Warnings: mentions of self-harm

Word count: 3.3k

Summary: Jisung and you have been childhood friends since around the age of five. He betrays you and goes for someone who he swore to promise to never go after the torment and pain he caused you but backfired on himself and you harder than either expected.

A/n: Took a bit more time and thought into this one so hopefully better than the last. This is only staying as best friend no relationship so not re-marks on that as I have said. :) Hope you enjoy this one also and to those who celebrate it happy Christmas and I hope everyone has a good new year.

Admin L. 

Since the age of childhood, Han Jisung and y/n have been the best and most closest of friends up until the last year in highschool. Jisung wasn't one to just randomly stop coming to the group of his guy friends: Chan, Minho, Felix and Seungmin, plus yourself; so why did he suddenly ditch?

Well one day, Minho and you are walking home and your eyes catch something very unpredictable. Jisung is holding hands and acting lovey-dovey with your S4/S5 bully: Euna. Repeatedly hitting Minho's arm till he tore his face away from his Greggs sausage roll and returned an annoyed, "What?" You pointed your finger over to the direction of Jisung and Euna, his brows furrowing. "Oh my fucking god, Han Jisung is dating the rat." Minho spat out, hatred filling his voice belie he turned to look at your saddened expression. Wrapping an arm around your shoulder for comfort. Minho kept the two of you advancing home. Little did either of you know Jisung saw you both turn around the corner of the street; a frown going across his face.

Jisung wasn't dating Euna, he wasn't interested, neither was she, maybe the tiniest bit but not much. The reason why, Jisung was threatened to make her old boyfriend: Murray, jealous by saying how she'd hurt y/n if he did not agree. Jisung not wanting got to go through am the bullshit again, accepted with a lot of reluctance. The only issue was that you only had two months left before final exams and prom, then all that torture would end on prom night. 

"You know, I was really surprised when you accepted this Jisung and didn't just threaten me back... poor y/n, all heart-broken, what not a shame that is." Euna spoke with a chuckle and a grin to her face. "I accepted because you wouldn't back down till I would say yes. Not much of a choice in my defence." Jisung snapped back, rolling his eyes after hearing her speak again. "Well aren't you a smart boy." A hand reaching to pinch Jisung's cheeks but was quickly slapped away. Much as I do love spending time with you, I got practice, bye rat." Jisung frowning more and shoving Euna's hand away. "That's no way to treat your girlfriend." Euna shouted as the first blonde haired male walked off. "Shame, I ain't actually yours so suck it!" Jisung spun on his feet to face Euna, giving his middle finger causing her to huff and food her send over her flat chest.

Meanwhile, you and Minho were walking home, being step-siblings after all, he gave you a disheartened and warmed look once entering your painted blue oak wooden door. "Y/n, if it's bothering you of you want to talk about it, I am here for you, it's one thing siblings are for." Turning around euthba tear running down yiur cheek, you have a short and a smile. "I’m well aware Minho, you're like a blood brother to me, but, I'd rather go out and be alone just now." Your words leaving in a mutter but Minho, yanking your wrist, worried spread across his face. 

The past time you said thing like this, you were away for hours on end till around four or five in the morning when Euna's bullying was at its worst. "Minho.. I'm just going out to think, lock i nh myself in my room will only make it worse." A sad yet warming smile flashed to your step-brother. "I know y/n, I know but I'm allowed to worry about such things. You are my little sister after all." He teased at his last words causing you to scowl, roll your eyes and laugh within a couple seconds. "Oh hush, just go out already and stay safe alright?" Minho asked wanting to double check. "Yes mother." You said before going to your room to change.

Ten minutes later you were walking, earphone plugged in, volume blasting into your ears via your Samsung phone, you scrolled down your street till reaching the local public forest, benefit of living across from the Devilla forest. Sitting in the board-walk, you felt at peace looking out onto the water, a sign leaving your lips before hearing the don't coming on next, your eyes beginning to well up again. 

Chan, Jisung and Changbin; felixs' boyfriend were some of the best writers and eappeew you'd met that they'd released an entire mixtape under the name 3RACHA. Chan went by CB97, Changbin by SPEARB, Jisung by J.ONE. Jisung's own song 'I see' came on and the lyrics hit home. Tears streaming down your puffy cheeks once again and nose sniffling, you brought your knees to your head and rested your forehead on them, letting everything your felt of thrbpaar few months come out now that you were alone and able to let your guarded walls down. 

Around five hours had past, in those five hours, you had cried intensely. You'd gone further into the Devilla since you'd grown beside it most of your life; it didn't scare you when pitch black. Your skin was nipping and clothes sticking with the moistness of the fresh blood on your stomach. The break down had gotten quite severe to the extent you took a pin off your jacket and relapsed on your stomach, it was relieving and felt food that you couldn't stop once you'd started and went a bit too much; good thing you never wore crop told or bikinis. Just as you were heading home, a text message popped up on your screen.

Squirrel🐿♥️: 'Y/n, can you please come over? I wanna talk and explain.. please...'

A text from Jisung for the first time in about mind days. You debated hard on whether to go but seeing how it was nearly one am and with the amount of time you'd spent out, you just wanted to go home and cry some more but responded to him, guilty but still warm heartedly. 

Y/n: 'Sorry squirrel, I got homework plus minh has me on lock down for exams next month.' You responded with.

Once home now near the back of two, you received a text when you entered your dark filled house.

Squirrel🐿♥️: 'Okay, I understand, I miss you Y/n :('

You scoffed at his text and mumbled "Sure you do prick." to yourself, thinking how he cp iklf lie when he was dating Euna, least you thought that anyways. Entering your bedroom, you flicked on the light switch and quietly closed the door knowing your parents were asleep a long with your German shepherd puppy: Max, whom was curled up on your bed.

Knowing Minho was awake as habeas mumbling stuff from his room through the wall on his Xbox or PlayStation. If wasn't till you were curled into bed with Max on your legs you heard Minho clean rarhsrss frustratingly with a loud bang on the wall. "Han Jisung. I get the protection side but she's broken and was out all night, probably still is." Your heart thudding. What was Jisung saying to get Minho to be this aggravated. You pondered innyiru thoughts till you heard Minho speak again: "Dude I understand, but I only make the promise I'll try my best, night bro." 

The entire night uiu sat awake stroking Max with his silky puppy hair, desperate to know what Jisung and Minho were on about and the way Minho no longer seemed mad gave you relief but you wanted to know. Slapping your forehead for realisation, you would have know had you just agreed to go to Jisung's house diagonally across from yours. Kicking your covers and peaking through your blind, you saw Jisung's bedroom light still on through his navy blind. A sigh left your lips as you decided to pick up your phone from the clear white table and text Jisung back.

Y/n: 'I miss you too twat face.' Not even five seconds later you saw Jisungs blind move and his head peaking out to lock eyes with yours and a smile go across both of your faces. Oh how you clearly mixed Jisung and wanted to be re-united back with your long life best friend. A few minutes had passed and neither of you had turned away yet but texting each other whilst looking through your bedrooms windows as the other replied. A final text from Jisung that made you feel happy and almost cry from glee.

Squirrel🐿♥️: 'I'll see you tomorrow ya goon, love you y/n.' A simple reply of 'love you too Ji.' And a wave to him before he hid behind his blind and switched off the light, leaving you alone again but in a much happier state.

Waking up after a couple house sleep, you say up and missed at the pain of your stomach, completely forgetting about your six-hour-break-down last night. Despite the pain, you went and got dressed for school, eating your belvita blueberry cereal bar in Minho's car on the way there. 

The car ride was one of the best you'd had in months as Jisung was there and both of you were re-coiling and sct in g as monitor was spent apart; unfortunately this didn't last, after that day, Euna saw you all get out together, marched over to Jisung, kissing him forcef ujlly which he looked uncomfortable by and tried pushing her away. Since that day, only you have lost contact with him, the rest of the boys were just as close with him as beforehand. 

Exams had past and prom was tomorrow but you weren't planning on going anymore having to see Euna and Jisung being all over another for half the day. Despite that kidd, you'd only ever seen them hold hands since but Jisung never seemed happy and always depressed or guilty when he passed you eith rat face by his side. "Squirrel and rat.. What a perfect match." You spoke, grinding your teeth together as you looked at Euna's Snapchat story of a picture of her smiling and Jisung's smiling also, but, you knew that was his fake one, probably because he hated his photos taken most of the time which you adored about him since you always got ridiculous but funny pictures of and with him. 

You were the only one that didn't know of Euna's blackmail to Jisung as anytime one of the four boys tried to talk about it to you, you said you weren't in the mood and didn't want to hear his name. The two months that had passed let for depression take over you and relapsed a lot. Minho found out as he walked in on your o me night and stayed with each night for two weeks but slept on the floor to give you personal space and not make it seem intimate if his dad or your dad walked in and saw each other yet you pair saw each other as true family; nothing else.

Despite everything, Euna got in your head by being with Jisung and brought back all the torment from S4 and S5. Memories of how Jisung would curl up with you and vowed to always have the bitchy rat. Oh how the tables had turned.

With it being two hours till prom, Minho had convinced you to go since he said how you hate the thought of marriage and children plus leading to him quoting you of: "I want a long-term-partner and Max by me when older." Both of you laughing at the re-called memory. Hoping into the shower  shaving your legs and armpits, you were out in your towel within fifteen minutes. Blow drying your hair before parting them into two French braids, you had to cover your upper arm and ankles in make-up concealer: safety purposes you and Minho has agreed too. 

Ready for prom with fourty-five minutes left, you chilled with Minho in the living room, your navy-full length dress, fitted to the middle of your torso before flowing out a bit. You plopped down on the couch, navy converse being hidden by the dress. "You're such a tomboy y/n."

"Shut up doll face, you shout like a girl." 

"Least I use manners better."

"So do I... Just not in the house.." You mumbled causing the pair of you to laugh. 

Just as you were both ready to leave, a chap at the door was apparent. "Hey y/n, can you get that? I need to get our dads for the photos." Minho shouted as you shouted back, "Yeah." As you opened the door, your eyes widened as you saw a familiar stranger in a suit. "J-Jisung?" You stuttered out, taken a back. His hair dyed a dark brown and in a navy suit, complimentary to your navy dress. His adam's apple moving as he gulped heavily. Shaking as he entered your home. "I- uhm y/n, y-you look amazing." Blinking in astonishment you eventually formed words to speak out; "You also.. shit, uh, I mean you look handsome." An awkward laugh emerging from both of you before turning into an awkward silence till Minho appeared with both his and your father. 

They took photos of you and Minho, Minho and Jisung, the three of you and lastly, Jisung and you. It was awkward as your arm went around his waist and his laying on the curve of your your hip, pulling you closer.

The drive there was quiet expect Minho with his date Isla, a sweet girl who he had a crush on since the beginning of S3. Mumbling chats were spilled between the two of them in the front as your step-brother drove his car. Jisung and yourself sitting in silence, unsure since you only ever spoke in the group-chat on Snapchat or messenger. Checking your phone, you saw a notification from Jisung reading: 'Tomorrow night.. please come to mine y/n... please.' You tapped him on the shoulder, a sincere smile and a thumbs up was your reply. Jisung sighing of relief, taking your hands to his and giving them a squeeze. You looked to the dark chocolate haired male and gave him a loving smile knowing all would be forgiven eventually. 

Prom night was weird, Jisung was glued to the group like old times and never seemed to leave you either, even when Euna walked past, she gave him a nod but nothing else. To say you were confused was an understatement. You were glad to have Jisung there but were unsure about your friendship with him: with how it stood, where was was going to stand? However though, you had a blast at prom with many laughs and wetter glad hellschool was officially over and you could begun the next part of your life to soon arrive.

Promised as you made, you went to jisung's house the following day but as the door opened before you could chap on it, Euna walked out with Jisung behind. Unable to keep your emotions at bay, you slapped Euna across the face and called her a "shank." Glaring at Jisung before punching his torso. "Fuck you Ji, never fucking speak to me again, you promised to never go for this sloth-faced-rat whore but you did. I'm done with you." Tears streaming down the both of your guys faces as you ran across the street hearing Jisung scream at Euna. "Happy now Euna, huh? You got Murray beyond jealous to let your slutty ass sleep with him again and destroyed mine and y/n's friendship because of your shady blackmail." Stopping dead in the spot, you glared back to see regret, guilt and tears on Jisung's face but you couldn't, the amount of pain he'd caused and that's when you took of your hoodie,  showing him the swollen red scars and the end of him.

It was now the middle of August and you had learned everything about the blackmail: from Euna wanting to make Murray and you jealous, Jisung doing it to protect you from trying not to attempt again and how only the kiss they ever had was that one and finally how Euna deliberately made Jisung block only you out. Oh course you get sympathy for him, but, you would have fathered suffered her bullying you again than losing one of your greatest friends. You still saw another with the same friend groups and now Isla who was dating Minho officially. 3RACHA had released more songs and you supported them throughout out. 

Your dad was finally able to day how he found your biological parents and the reason why they had to give you up. You know you were adopted but you were happy with yourself and didn't need to meet your biological parents. The two parents you had were the best you could have asked for and along with your step-brother.  

Life was finally going back to being at peace and you with Jisung being civil with another, life was on the men and only taking baby steps upwards.

Around November, Seungmin and you has started getting closer don't the point you questioned were your feeling lied with him. Speaking with him and him saying the same, you both agreed if was because of getting properly close and developing a sibling friendship bond and the fact neither for you found the spark when going on a date. He did start a YouTube channel though, reviewing random sorts of things and playing games along with the rest of the boys or yourself sometimes featuring. 

Felix and Changbin moved into a small apartment together after celebrating their two year anniversary together and the neighbours of their parents houses having made enough noise compliments about being kept up late or woken up early in the night.

Chan started his dream career as a music writer and producer with 3RACHA taking a break for the time being for letting the boys to focus on their personal lives for a while and let Chans career pick up furthermore.

Jisung.. you didn't know, last you heard was him and Minho on Xbox live together and Minho saying to give it time and if it's meant to mend, it will.

After the new year, it was just you in the house on the second. Jisung had came around. Now both of you were sitting on your twin white bed from IKEA, Max sitting on the raven haired males lap. "Y/n, I know how stupid I was and how dumb for thinking that and doing it but when I heard her threats, I didn't think and just said yes automatically. I didn't know I'd lose all of you to depression and relapsing, I'm sorry and I'm going to understand if you just wanted to be civil." A tear sliding out of Jisung's eyes and  skiing down his cheek, losing eye-contact with you. 

A couple minutes of silence filled the room before you shuffled closer closer, placing your fore-finger underneath his chin and gave a reassuring smile. "Listen here squirrel, you did if through protection, worry and care for me, sure unless mad but I'm over it now. I just want my handsome animal looking best friend back." Your own eyes welling up as you and Jisung gave each other a hug for what was around four minutes before pulling away.

"We good?" The pair of you asked in unison, before nodding and laughing. "We're good." You whispered, looking into his honey chocolate eyes with a smirk, Jisung returning the same look whilst the rest of your group: Chan, Minho, Changbin, Felix, Seungmin and Isla stood staring at the pair of you re-unite before hearing a groan belonging to Chan. "Just kiss already, fuck sake guys."

 You turned to face them all, getting up and closing the door, turning to face Jisung. "Chris is trying to be Cupid." You spoke as Jisung flashed you a playful wink causing you to laugh whilst running and jumping to land partly on him, delighted to have your best friend back.

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Highschool trauma

Genre: angst and fluff

Pairing: Johnny x reader 

Warnings: mentions of mental illnesses

Word count: 3.3k

Summary: Johnny and you have been friends since toddlers but you had to move to Scotland from America in high school. Bad things happens in Scotland and escaping is the only place on your mind till you see a stranger that seems oddly familiar when boarding at Dundee University, but, you can't think off who till he says.

A/n: This is one of the first short story I've done in about a year so it'll take a bit of time for me to get back into the swing of things. Sorry it's all over the place but hope you enjoy reading.

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From when you were born till the age of thirteen, your life was the happiest, liveliest and granted a blessing to you. You grew up in an area in Chicago named  Norwood Park. Growing up with Johnny, living across the street from him was the best thing in America. If you were ever having troubles, worries or just needing a laugh, Johnny was the guy you depended for, he was like your brother till the dreaded day you guys were torn apart. 

Due to you only growing up with a single parent household and an only child, your dad had been offered a new, better earning job in Scotland. He took it for the sake of being able to afford more over in Scotland and live "a better and happier lifestyle" to mark his words; how wrong he was as neither yourself or him could have predicated the hell you went through; not that he knew of it anyways till leaving high school after prom.

Going from a busy place of Chicago to Dalgety Bay in Scotland, it was... very different, however though, being near the mouth of the river forth and the aesthetic photos and get away by  a near pier was useful you'd discovered. 

High school of S2 till S6 at the very end was hard. You'd missed the first year of high school in Scotland, turned out to be more crucial than you assumed, friend groups and their statuses had already formed within that first year and you trying to fit into any was a struggle. 

Eventually in S3 you'd found a group of friends, unfortunately it wasn't good as they were known as 'the goth and emo group.' It wasn't the name that bothered you, you did like your rock and alternative rock music, it was what your friends group would do. 

They'd go out every Friday and Saturday night into woods, drink, smoke, take drugs, light things on fire and pick fights with people for no reason.

It was when you were sixteen life got the roughest.

You were severely bullied by the boys that were "popular." They pushed you against walls in pe, shoved you into walls if they saw you alone in the corridors, manipulated you into thinking things that you weren't. One even stating to you, haunting you still to this day of "a fat bitch who deserves to die and be alone, like the loner you are."

That day was it for you, the constant teasing, your "friends," weren't friends to depend on for that. That day, you went home, quit swimming, quit putting on a fake smile to your dad, you went straight to your bedroom. You immediately found a photo of you and Johnny, you stared at it till you couldn't cry anymore. 

The next day, you stared wearing school jumpers to school, ensuring sleeves were always rolled down, hair left messier and your eyes swollen, dried red, deep dark eye bags. 

It was in Geography class your sleeve had fallen down a bit to show a couple of some rather fresh, blood thirsty scars. You quickly got your sleeve and looked around; no one had seen to your relief, panic fading already but your heart beat still static.

Skipping forward, they got noticed, your scars were exposed in pe in the girls changing rooms despite trying to hide them. Girls spreader rumours saying how you were showing them off and bragging about them and not caring who saw and just smirked when you saw them and flaunted them like it wasn't you were in pain.

You wanted to kill yourself, you ate less and less for a few months, just eating something small at breakfast and whatever your dad cooked for dinner. He'd noticed your jitteriness and depression coming through that he made you a doctors appointment.

He just assumed it was homesick from America, he wasn't wrong internally; you wanted to be back there but only to cry and be with your childhood best friend: Johnny.

The doctor has diagnosed you with severe depression and anxiety, prescribed medication to keep you alive as the suicidal thoughts were dark and you didn't want to have another funeral for your dad to pay for.

Attending CALMHS wasn't fun, they tried their best to help but it didn't work out; mainly because you didn't want to co-operate all the time, however, after a year and seven months, they let you go after you had entered S6 and life was picking up a bit and you could focus on your qualifications for your last year at school.

After highs school was, prom was over, you told your dad everything from the bullying from S3 to S5. In S6 all your bullies had left and you found a friend to depend to lie on and her name was Shona. She took everything about you and made it seem like it wasn't anything. You were thankful for a friend like here even though the sweet friendship did end after finishing up high school.

The summer had ended and with your okay grades from high school, you got into Dundee university to do Geography. It was moving day for the under-graduates, you had got there for the late morning, unpacking, settling in to your dorm for the next year and saying hello to your roommates you'd be sharing with. They seemed like a nice couple of girls and the boy seemed rather reserved and shy. You learned his name was Angus and got along well with him.

A couple weeks into uni, you and Angus had gotten close, especially with both studying geography. You were glad to escape the toxicity of back home and start fresh at Dundee.

It wasn't till freshers week of joining and experiencing clubs when you bumped into a stranger. His presence made you feel at home, safe and even his face looked familiar. 'Probably someone from high school.' You thought to yourself.

You and the male stared at each other for around four and a half minute before he finally opened his mouth: "You know y/n if you took a picture it would last longer." That's when you realised; the looks, the chocolate brown hair and piercing brown eyes belonged to Johnny; Johnny from Chicago, Johnny your childhood best friend.

You immediately wrapping your hands around his neck and hugged him as tight as a snake killing its prey. With your partly Scottish accent now forming over the past seven years: "You fucker, why are you here? Not that I'm mad or anything, I'm just. YOU ARE HERE." The last part you screamed.

Johnny hugging you back and letting a deep chuckle erupt from him once you spoke. He pulled away, his hands laying on the curve of your hips. His eyes locking onto your majestic blue ones. 

You stood again for a few seconds staring at another, enjoying each other's presence before speaking again. 

"I've missed you so much, I'm so glad you're here and now I can torment you again." You said with a small laugh.

"Oh yeah? I've missed you too blue and I got to tell you a lot whilst teasing your clumsy ass." Johnny spoke whilst fake glaring at you, ruffling what was once dark brown, now dyed a dark purple, suiting you better than your natural hair.

Both breaking out into a laugh.

Taking a walk through campus, you learned and caught up from another, you left out the bullying and would save it for another time. Pitching up at your dorm, you invited Johnny in knowing your other three roommates were out till evening.

Johnny looked around your small apartment dorm room and went into your bedroom, looking at it in awe as you appeared through the oak wood door with a couple mugs of hot chocolate. He mumbled out a thanks before taking a small slurp, making a hissing noise as he burnt his tongue, you laughing at him for drinking it when the milk was still fresh out the microwave.

"So how come you only seem to have one friend throughout your photos?" Johnny asked, your smile forming into a frown. Johnny saw your facial expression straight away, he knew it was a touchy subject.

"Y/n if it's a sensitive topics you, you don't have to say, I don't wanna make you uncomfortable." A small sincere smile went on Johnny's face but you knew he felt guilty inside.

A heavy sigh leaving your chapped lips, you met Johnny's eyes and gave the chocolate haired male a smile. "Let's just say for four of my years at school, I was severely bullied and I did stuff I regret and I'm now on medication for my depression and anxiety to keep me.. Well "sane." Your mouth drying our what you were saying and voice changing tone for when saying sane.

Johnny's face fell almost instantly, his hands taking yours as he looked at you with so much guilt and pain in his eyes. "Did you ever try to...you know?" He asked, Adams apple moving as he heavily gulped.

"No, no and no, the only thing I did was self-harm, I had the thoughts a lot but I couldn't ever carry it out because..." you paused, not sure wether to finish the rest of your sentence and Johnny's left hand going to cup your face.

"I knew my dad wouldn't be able to cope losing another person to suicide." You muttered out and Johnny's eyes widening.

He knew you had a mum, he'd met her till the age of seven when she had taken her life. He never knew till now, he'd just assumed she'd died of anything else.

Biting your lip to hold back your tears but failing as a couple slipped onto the sheets of your bed, Johnny pulling himself towards you and giving you a hug whilst sitting side by side, his chin resting on your forehead before he placed a kiss on it.

You stopped sniffling and went stiff from the movements instead. Your heart rate accelerating from a resting place to having just sprinted a lap around the track. 

Pulling your head away from Johnny you looked at him, a smile forming onto both your faces before leaning in slowly, your hand going underneath his chin, grin both of your faces. That's when you decided to do what you had wanted to do from the moment of seeing Johnny again and use squish his cheeks together.

Laughter broke out of your room and echoed throughout the dorm, your head falling onto Johnny's thighs and his onto your pillows.

After a few minutes of lauhing with tears involved. The pair of you sat up. "I missed times like these with you." Johnny spoke first and moving your purple fringe away from your eyes. 

"I missed it also.. it's like we were..." Your soft voice spoke, pausing on what to say before stating: "never away from each other" Johnny also said in sync with you, grin on his face.

A few more weeks had passed and all three of Angus, Johnny and yourself had become the best of friend's. Johnny was studying Law there, it didn't surprise you with how smart the bot was despite his clumsy self.

You'd joined the swimming, horse riding, skiing and archery club at your uni and loving all of them plus studying your course along with Angus there to help you when needed.

A couple days ago when Johnny was around at your apartment dorm, Angus had came in with a  boy, his named was Innis and you knew him from when you worked at mini-golf at the fire leisure park. Immediately your head clicked, you knew Angus was bisexual and Innis was Homosexual and with their eyes giving each other the fucking look, you knew they were dating.

You ran up to them both and hugged them tightly, proud they'd both found happiness and glad Angus had opened up to someone else than just you. Your past was just as rough as Anguss', his if even rougher.

Now on a Sunday and studying up for your first semester exams just before Christmas, you and Johnny had decided to meet at your place before heading off to the art museum in Dundee.

It was such a spectacular sight, the building nothing like you'd seen before in a place just starting to come out of a tough time. The afternoon was spent in the shopping centre and ending to a trip with subway. 

Of course as cliché as you hated to admit it, you had developed feelings for Johnny. At first you just assumed it was seeing him again after eight years apart and the rush of getting close again, that however, changed when one night when thinking at five am, you discovered you liked Johnny Seo.

"I'll have a foot long, nine honey oat grain veggie sub and a foot long meatball as well please thank you." You spoke when ordering your and Johnny's subs

"Any drinks you'd like with that today?" The cashier asked having your subs prepared now after ordering most veg offered there onto your sub along with melted cheese.

After pausing to think you finally answered the lady: "Uhm, can I please have a pepsi max and an irn bru?" She gave a small smile whilst saying the total of your meal and gave you the change required.

Sitting opposite Johnny, you handed him his meatball sub and the bottle of irn bru, a pout forming when he saw you had a bottle of pepsi max.

"Y/nnnnnnnnn since-" he tried to speak before you cut him off. "You've been in Scotland for three months and still haven't tried irn bru, you're drinking it no matter what." You spoke firmly but in a joking tone as you stuck your tongue out as well.

Johnny laughed as he thought you looked cute doing so, he tucked into his sub and eventually said that irn bru was good but still preferred pepsi max. You just rolled your eyes at him and claimed to how American he was. His finger pointed at you before he glared at you playfully.

"No need to be so sassy now y/n." 

"What can I say, I learned from my dork of a best friend." You said whilst looking him up and down in a stating manner.

"Well I must say, whoever they were, should be taught a lesson as you have topped their skills." Johnny admitted though he knew you were referring to him. Instead of saying anything, you just laughed instead.

After the fun and eventful day with Johnny, he decided the pair of you head back to his apartment who he shared with Jaehyun, a guy also from America he had came here with. 

Johnny dumped down the backs on the sofa when he entered and discovered Jaehyun wasn't at home. A wave of appreciation being sent to him through Johnny's mind that Jaehyun had stuck to his words.

You'd put on Black panther since you and Johnny were both Marvel trash and flopped onto his bed along with some snacks you'd both bought from earlier.

Towards the end of the film when T'Challa and Erik were watching the sunset, you couldn't help but cuddle closer into Johnny's side, his hand resting on your hip and his thumb stroking the top of your thigh. His smile grew as he looked down at your half concentrated self watching the ending of the film.

He called out your name in a husky voice as he was starting to get tired, yawning after he called you. You looked up to Johnny, eyes gluing from the tv to him before muttering "yes John D?"

His eyes rolling at the name you'd given him after re-connecting but he just ignored that and spoke instead. 

"So my friend, Jaehyun, he really likes this girl, and he's unsure of how to ask her out or kiss her to let her know of his feelings but he's unsure and my dumbass doesn't know either, but, you're part girl so any advice?" His eyes trying to look for a bit of hope you'd get the hint but it flew over your head.

"Oh hush, I'm full girl, I just am a tomboy girl." Your tongue sticking out but Johnny grabbing it before you could do anything else.

"Y/n, stop sticking your tongue out or I will kiss you." Both his and your eyes widening from what just left his mouth, Johnny going into a panicked state.

"Shit, sorry y/n, I didn't mean for it to come out like that, it was just the first thing on my mind but I swear I didn't mea-" he frantically spoke before you cut him off.

Your lips pressed against his. Seeing Johnny babble on like that and wanting to shut him up, you gave in to what you'd been wanting to do the entire day and kiss him. 

His lips moved against yours once he realised what was happening. Big goofy smiles going across both of your faces and heads tilting in opposite ways and eyes closing. 

At the moment there was only you pair, no one else. You taking the lead, moved your tongue along Johnny's bottom lip, him applying to open it straight away and take dominance from there. He rolled you over till he was on top of you. 

The kiss getting deeper and more intense as your tongues explored each other's mouth and the sound of thr breathing and lips moving  against another all the be heard in the apartment. 

Your hand found it's way up the back of Johnny's top, feeling his back muscle whilst the other was lost in his wavy locks from the wind during the day.

His hands were kept at your cheek before he felt yours in his hair. He slowly moved one down the side of your body, up your shirt to feel your stomach, his hand brushing past old scars causing you to shiver.

Not wanting him to pull away to stop, you nibbled on his bottom lip which erupted a groan from Johnny's mouth and him to grind down on you causing a light moan from you to escape. 

He broke this kiss to move it down your neck where he planted soft kisses at first but soon turned into blue, purple and black hickies. 

You pulled his chin back up to your lips where the kiss instantly recoiled into a steamy one, Johnny's hand finding it's way to unclasp your bra at the front where you let out a gasp into the kiss, himself smirking into the kiss.

You'd pulled off his shirt and turned him and yourself over where you placed kisses down his chest, leaving a few hickies, almost about to explore down further before hearing a door shut.

Johnny and you immediately stopped, you clasped your bra back together but Johnny remained topless since Jaehyun had entered the room.

A smirk on his face as he realised what he had distruped. "Sorry for the cock blocking but Johnny you got an exam tomorrow afternoon." Jaehyun spoke before leaving again to his room shouting. "AND USE PROTECTION YOU PAIR."

Johnny and yourself letting out a groan before laughing. Johnny had climbed back into bed and rested beside you, cuddling into you.

"Y/n, I'm no expert in the romance department but I like you and I wondered if yo-" again you had cut him off with a kiss.

"Yes Johnny, I will be your girlfriend." You said chuckling and Johnny smirking as he gave you a bear hug and rolled around till he was on top again.

Eyes locking onto another, a sweet kiss locked for a few minutes before he pulled away and pecked your forehead.

"I would love for this to continue but I got an exam for tomorrow that I won't wake up for in time as I'd need more than one round with you." His husky voice now mixed with lust.

"Well come by to my apartment dorm after you are done dand we'll see what happen." You muttered back, kissing his lips, flashing him a wink.

#nct #nct 127 #nctu #nct imagines #nct oneshot #johnny #johnnyseo #taeyong #mark #yuta #jaehyun #winwin #jungwoo #taeil #haechan #doyoung #jung yoonoh #jung jaehyun #seo youngho

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He shot me down {Part 1}

Pairing : Baekhyun x Reader

Warnings : Violence, Swearing, Smut further down the line

Angst/Mafia!au

Words : 1011 

Part 1

Life as a college student was busy enough on it’s own but having a job on top of it made it even harder. Hours were spent working instead of studying but no matter how late you’d get back from work a cup of coffee would be all it takes to prepare you from writing essays at 1 in the morning. 

Another day at college came to an end and your comfy apartment greeted you, surprisingly you had received no texts to ask you to work- must be your lucky day. With no plans of working you quickly got changed into more casual clothes and began studying, the work needed done and it would be better to do it now and maybe get some decent hours of sleep. 

it wasn’t till a few hours later your phone finally rang making a loud groan of annoyance escape past your lips. Part of you said to not answer it but it was too late as you had already answered and placed the device to your ears. 

“We’ve got an assignment for you...Can you carry it out?” a Rough raspy voice questioned from over the phone but you knew despite the query, no wasn’t an option no matter how much you wanted it to be one so you responded with a quiet yes. 

So to be honest- you didn’t have a normal job. Your job was to kill people. Most nights were spent on a rooftop looking through the scope of your precious sniper riffle. It’s not your typical job for a student but it pays well and the skills learnt can come in handy. No one knew of you having this job and your company only knew you by your nickname just like you only knew your company by the rough voice that always was on the other side of the phone. 

“The plan for this job is different though...you’re going undercover. The target is a individual named Byun Baekhyun. He’s going to be attending a night out at a local bar and you’ve got to get close to him- don’t kill him though as we need him for information. I’ll text you details”

With that, the call was over and in a few minutes a text came through describing what needed to be done. This was your first undercover job and you had never been good interacting with people, hence why you used a sniper riffle- to stay as far away as possible. 

The event would begin soon so as quick as physically possible you put on your tightest and shortest red dress and small heels as mobility needed to be an option for you. You decided the makeup you had on would do plus the lack of time meant you couldn’t spend too long on getting ready. 

Within an hour you were at the club and walking through the doors, the loud music hit you like a ton of bricks and the smell of sweaty bodies and alcohol was almost enough to choke you. Your boss had sent a description of this Byun Baekhyun and within seconds your target was spotted. His midnight black hair looked so soft as his fingers raked their way through his hair. His silk black shirt hugged his figure so gorgeously and the leather trousers looked moulded for his legs- a perfect fit. You were taken back by how good looking your target was and it worried you- at heart you were still a young girl that couldn’t talk to good looking boys.

You found yourself staring at him but you didn’t realise till he made eye contact with you, a devilish smirk playing across his features which caused your own eyes to widen before you quickly turned to the bar behind you. It wasn’t long however till someone leant on the bar beside you and there he was in all his glory- Byun Baekhyun. If you thought his looks alone were attractive then after you heard his voice your opinion changed quickly. 

“I couldn’t let you stand here on your own with so many creeps about” He mused and the sentence made you want to laugh- you didn’t know much about him but you had a feeling he wasn’t much better than the creeps he had referred to. The first few sentences thrown back and forth between you both were a bit awkward but once the introductions passed then you found yourself talking to him like he was an old friend. Yet some of the looks he would give you sent your heart fluttering- maybe he wasn’t as bad as your company said.

After hours of talking to Baekhyun you found out a lot about him but most was probably just lies but he was very convincing. You enjoyed your time with him and it seemed to be a decent mission but you decided to get his number so you could keep in contact with him for your company since you felt most of what he said tonight wasn’t relevant or what was wanted from him. With a soft smile you ended the conversation and said your goodbyes to the male who smiled at you after pulling away from the hug he had dragged you into.

Once leaving the building the cold air hit you and made you shudder, On your way back to your car you had thought about how maybe you had got the wrong person because the Baekhyun you met in the club didn’t seem evil at all, in fact he seemed more like a puppy. It wasn’t till you left the club however, you were surprised with a cloth over your mouth and nose making you go light headed it was then you realised who you were dealing with. Despite Baekhyun stopping you from falling when you were about to lose consciousness his smile showed he wasn’t saving you at all and the man you had been talking to in the club was not as innocent as he had made out to be. You fell for a lie and you fell hard.

Authors note: AHHHHH that was so bad but i hope it was enjoyable- I really wanted to do a fanfic with Baekhyun being sadistic so this seemed like a fun idea. I’ll get part two up as soon as possible

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must be magic {Chen x Reader}

Pairing: Chen x Reader

Word Count: 968 words 

 Fluff

Description: Meeting a warlock was one thing but how could one man be so bad at what he does? was it even possible for him to be so bad at potions that he could try give someone the ability to fly but ends up turning them into a chicken?

Authors Note: This is my first fanfiction in a long time so bare with me i hope it was okay- i used to write on wattpad but my books were cringy and made when i was like 13 so i decided to start here on tumblr. I hope you enjoyed also this fanfic was inspired by that mood board i made a while back for halloween, feel free to use it if you want. Thank you! ~ E

There was nothing like exams to make you stress. Your most typical method to handle the stress would be to wrap up in a thick blanket and contemplate if you actually needed an education- youtube seemed to be a good career option but then again you never really found yourself to be funny enough to be making videos for a living. The one thing that was really tempting to do right now would be to smash that laptop that mocked you with the word count on that dreaded essay which was left abandoned no where near the minimum limit. Then again the laptop could come in handy, plus you were too broke to buy a new one so sparing it would have to do for now. 

With furrowed brows you snatched the laptop from the comfort of the mattress and on to your lap to try write once again but looking at pictures of cute cats and dogs seemed like a better idea. It wasn’t till an hour passed a unexpected advert came up that caught your attention. Cautiously you scrolled over the attention grabbing advert and clicked it with desperation, brows furrowing. You were taken to a website, the title reading.

Spells and Potions available!

Thinking it was some sort of a joke you continued to read, letting curiosity take over, the words seemed to just drag you in and without much thought the so called address was being typed in to Google Maps on your mobile. Now this is the part where people with common sense would pause and stop what they were doing but not you. Maybe, just maybe you could get a potion to help you with the exams- was that cheating? maybe but it was worth a shot. 

Soon you were rushing out the house and to your desired location, the cold air hitting you and sending your nose into a painful tingling sensation. Tying your hair up in a pony tail was probably the smartest option as the wind was almost knocking you side to side from it’s changes in decisions as to what way to go. 

Finding the location of the potion store- or whatever was an appropriate name for it- was relatively simple with a few hand written signs stuck on lamp posts and trees showing the path however, the hand writing was very messy so if it wasn’t for the small sketches and arrows they wouldn’t have helped much.

The building was just at the entrance of some woods and looked like something out of a fairytale- the roof was painted in bright green moss and despite it being winter all the flowers were blooming, the setting was peaceful and once reaching the steps of the cottage you swore the wind had disappeared completely despite the grass around the area being blown aggressively. With a shaky breath your hand found its way out the comfort of your pocket and was soon knocking against the rough wood door. 

The sight that greeted you once the door swung open was not what was expected. instead of a old woman with a wart at the end of her nose you were met with a handsome young man with a bright smile, eyes shining like he was a child on Christmas day. The stranger opened his mouth to talk but was promptly cut off when a chicken jumped on his head and began pecking at it making the young man whine in protest and try to remove the aggressive chicken. With quick movements you were hauled into the cottage as the bird was flung outside, door slamming closed behind you both. 

“Sorry about that- that probably wasn’t a good first impression...and not very professional. My name is Jongdae and this is my potion store it’s a...working progress” The boy introduced himself whilst rushing to his cauldron to stop it over flowing however, his choice of words sent alarm bells off in your head. 

“a working progress?” You mumbled out, scanning the room. The furniture was all wood and it looked pretty normal if you ignored the fact there was herbs, feathers and flowers hanging from the ceiling around the big black metal bowl in the middle with purple bubbles, the temperature was a nice change however compared to outside.

“yup- I’m only just starting and you’re my second customer...you are a customer right?” great, you didn’t know how reliable this guy would be but you nodded at his question before he spoke up again “what can I help you with anyway?” Honestly that was a good question, did you really want a potion anymore? what if something went wrong? These were questions which should have been thought about before you were standing in front of a Warlock.

“I- well I thought about a potion to help me study but-uh...how reliable are your potions? how did your last customer find your product?” 

“about that...my last customer may have been that chicken...” Jongdae answered and you let everything process in your head and that’s when it hit you...maybe don’t accept a potion from a stranger. The male seemed to pick up on your distress and how you seemed to realise this wasn’t a good idea so he spoke up once again “I can help you study if you want- no potions involved at all” and out of all the things you had heard today that wasn’t a bad idea- he could stop you giving up and could help you with learning definitions like your very own study guide.

Looking at his smile and his gorgeous appearance you felt your heart flutter in your chest and maybe there was just a bit of magic just not the kind you expected. There was one problem...getting past that angry customer who was still a chicken, waiting for revenge.

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