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I don't know how to start 

#weight loss #weight loss advice #weight loss worry #ednos

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I want to start running again 

except it's summer in Mississippi and the heat index in the 100s and I'm home for the summer and have no gym access 

:( 

what do you want?

#what do you want? #weight loss #weight loss blog #weight loss wants

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thank you so much. you are beautiful! 

so I lost four pounds yesterday (and in the week leading up to yesterday)

and all I have done since then is eat

I started my period

and finals are stressing me out

I hate myself.

and I think I am going to go order chinese.

it’s all over tomorrow

at 2:30

I...

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so I lost four pounds yesterday (and in the week leading up to yesterday) 

and all I have done since then is eat 

I started my period 

and finals are stressing me out 

I hate myself. 

and I think I am going to go order chinese. 

it's all over tomorrow 

at 2:30 

I can do that, right? 

and it's okay that I've fucked up for the last 2 days, right?

and I hate myself for hating myself 

it's supposed to be for reals this time. 

:(

#frowny face #Weight loss issue #weight loss question #weight watchers #weight watchers blog

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4 pounds down!

232.4 

#weigh in #weight watchers

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Goals For May

Work out the majority of days out of a week. (I phrased that really awkward. I mean, work out at least 5 out of 7 days each week) 

Don't drink soda. Yes Megan, Diet Coke goes under here 

Paint your nails often. It makes you feel good about yourself 

OBEY THE PAPER CLIP CHAIN! (more on this later) 

Keep on eating fruits and vegetables! Aim for at least one at each meal, but 3 daily for sure! 

It's okay to give in a little and have something fried, or sweet or over points. That's fine. It is not okay to give up! Stick with it! 

What are your goals for May?

#weight loss #weight loss blog #weight watchers #may goals #weight loss goals

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Weighed myself this morning: 234.5 

Down almost 3 pounds from my Monday weigh in. 

Today I will track everything and not go over points 

I will go to the gym tonight and sweat for at least 30 minutes 

I will finish my non fiction assignment 

I will be awesome. 

#weight loss #weigh in #weight watchers #getting shit done

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“Make a radical change in your lifestyle and begin to boldly do things which you may previously never thought of doing, or been too hesitant to attempt. So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are too conditioned to a life of security, conformity, and conservation. All of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more damaging to the adventurous spirit within a man than a secure future. The very basic core of a man’s living spirit is his passion for adventure. The joy of life comes from our encounters with new experiences, and hence there is no greater joy than to have an endlessly changing horizon, for you each day to have a new and different sun. If you want to get more out of life, you must lose your inclination for monotonous security and adopt a helter-skelter style of life that will first appear to you to be too crazy. But once you become accustom to such a life you will see it’s full meaning and it’s incredible beauty. Live an untitled life.” ― Jon Krakauer, “Into the Wild”

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struggling tonight. 

went over my points but was unable to go make them up in the gym.

trying to write a paper and resist the urge to snack. 

did track all my points though instead of going into denial. 

sigh 

baby steps eventually add up to a mile. 

#weight loss blog #weight watchers #points #tracking points #finals suck #grrr

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Non scale victory

but it's not what you think. 

I just went over my points (think calories for those who don't weight watch) and I counted it. Normally I if I know I am going to go over I just say screw it and don't log. That is the exact wrong thing to do since you are give 49 extra points each week AND yesterday I earned 6 activity points from sweating it out on the elliptical. 

I am proud of myself for acknowledging that I went over. For not hiding from my mistakes. I'm also happy that I only ate half of the donut that put me over. Baby steps eventually make a mile. 

#weight watchers #weight loss acomplishment #non scale victory #points #weight loss blog

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Hello! I have recently started my weight loss journey, but for some reason I feel like I'm doing it wrong. Everyone seems to eat super super healthy and work out alot, but I only excercise for 30 minutes (walking), sometimes, and eat healthy (as in crackers, philly cheese, etc. without junkfood) whilst everyone else seems to be eating all different kinds of healthy things that would be much healthier than mine. Am I doing it wrong? Sorry for bothering you, and thanks.

no way! you are definitely heading in the right direction! you can't totally change everything all at once... then you fail! keep making small changes and it will all pay off! 

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Today was the day I got sad. Today, I ate fried foods, dipped my fries in ranch dressing and drank full fat coke. 

Today is the day that I did some, not nearly enough, of all my school work that is due the following week. 

Today is the day that I was sad. 

Today is when I found out my partner, my boyfriend of 4 years, would not be able to come out and see me next week. 

I haven't mentioned my boyfriend, R, here before. Only S, my temporary boyfriend who made me sad, who in directly caused me to gain 20 pounds. I have been with R for almost 4 years now, although we have only met 5 times. S knew all about him, and R vice versa. We were poly amorous and happy. 

You see, R lives in France (but is English). He is turning 60 this Saturday. His children are older than me. 

R and I can't be together. His life is in France, my life is here and there is no way out families will accept the age difference. 

Right now, his father has fallen ill. The entire family is flying back to England to be with him, R included. I am happy is going to be with his father, but I am sad that I am not going to get to see him. He is sad too. 

I am also sad that I am going to have to start dating again. R and I will stay together, but I have to find someone who is here too. I hate that I need another person, but I need physical contact. 

BUT being sad is no excuse to eat. So tomorrow I am jumping back on the bandwagon. All points will be counted, all weight will be watched. It will take a while, but I will not be sad anymore. 

But tonight, I can be sad. Tomorrow I will kick ass. 

Encouragement is appreciated. 

#weight loss blog #personal #young old #may june #relationship #weight watcher #sad

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Lost 4.2 pounds tonight!

first weigh in for this third try at weight watchers. 

please God, let me stick with this and relearn how to eat and behave like a normal person. 

#lose weight #weight watchers #weight watchers blog #weight loss #weight loss blog #weight in #losing it #sw200+

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where I am right now

I rejoined Weight Watchers last night. 

I have to learn how to eat again. 

First legit weigh in is tomorrow. 

Little terrified. 

I will not quick this time 

I will not give in. 

I will be the me of my dreams. 

#weight loss blog #weight watchers #starting over #weight loss

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Are you selling this product? 

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Rejoining Weight Watchers on Tuesday (April 2). I'd join on Monday, but I don't want to association of April Fools hanging over me

#weight watchers #weight loss blog #weight loss #starting over #again #april fools #not april fools