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pretty sure being called a good girl by a big man would fix me. mentally, emotionally, spiritually.

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I just want you all to know, that if and when this site does experience a real exodus and/or get sunsetted for good, even if we don't keep in touch I'll remember you so fondly. You're the online equivalent of the other kid on the beach where we built sandcastles together; the girl at the campsite where we explored the trees. You're the drunk person who shared kind words in the bathroom at the club, you're the talented artists at the life drawing class or the poetry night in a city where I don't live anymore. It makes me sad that maybe in the future our paths won't cross so easily, but even when we leave this little shared piece of cyberspace, carried away on our briefly intersecting trajectories, just know I still love you

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so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

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reunion at the station

kuroo x reader (~1k words)

content (warnings): implied angst from the past but the actual fic is very romcom esque; reader cries a lot lol don’t read if that annoys you

a/n: remember that long fic i mentioned?? she’s only getting 2 parts revealed on this blog. enjoy the first part <3

The crowd was beginning to disperse as commuters either boarded their next train or headed toward the streets. You pushed your bag higher onto your shoulder and glanced around to take in the sights of the once familiar station. A little girl grabbing onto her younger brother’s hand to lead the way home. An elderly man reading today’s newspaper on a nearby bench.

Then you saw it. A head of hair in the distance, towering over passerbyers. Your knees almost buckled but you found yourself step forward, not once taking your eyes off the black hair.

The one you were watching brought his head up slightly, his eyes sporadically glanced around, careful not to bump into anyone while he tried to keep reading off of his phone. You were certain it was him.

Suddenly your feet were glued to the floor, just watching as he got closer and closer. His eyes finally ran over your direction and your grip on your luggage tightens. Maybe he didn’t see you. But right as the thought passes, his eyes quickly flew back to you. You let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding.

He froze in place, mirroring you. Then he was running toward you, darting through the crowd. Never taking his eyes off of you. When he got to you, his embrace was almost a crash. In his arms, you could feel his laughter. Your ears tingled from the sound.

Finally he released his hold and looked over you.

But you couldn’t look at him. Your hands were on his sweater and you could only stare at the collar of the button-up he wore. He smirked and gently lifted your head so you meet his gaze. And just as he had done a hundred times, like a lifetime had not passed, he lightly pinched your nose.

Instinctively you smiled and swatted his hand away.

He chuckled and once again wrapped his arms around you. He took a few breaths before you heard him whisper. He said it softly, but you heard him. “I forgave you a long time ago.”

You tightened your hold around him.

He waited for you to say something in reply. But he looked down, troubled when he felt your body hiccup. You were crying. He gently pulled away from you to get a better look. He called your name.

You brought your hands to your face and began sobbing.

“Hey,” he whispered. Deciding to give you a minute, he rubbed your back and let you cry. After a while though, he noticed the stares people were giving them.

He cooed your name, then repeated it a few more times. “Okay. People are starting to look at us concerned, what’s wrong?” He saw a passing mother and son look at him alertly. He tried to give them an innocent smile. It must’ve been unconvincing as they shuffled away. He turned back to you trying to wipe your tears away - but more kept escaping. At this point he was incessant and tried desperately to get you to at least talk to him. “Y/N, just tell me why you’re crying,” he whisper-shouted at this point.

And just as you had done a hundred times before, you lightly smacked his chest. You whisper-shouted back, “I don’t know why I’m crying you jerk.” You finally looked him in the eye.

While he stood there shocked to hear your voice after so long, you took the opportunity to take in his face. The angles of his features were sharper now. The smile lines a little deeper. The glint in his eyes telling of strength. That one hurt and you almost grimaced in guilt. It may not have just been you, but you sure had to be a part of it.

But he started chuckling. It sounded a little deeper, but it was more than recognizable to you. It was Tetsurou.

You reached up slowly and wrapped your arms around his neck. The motion was familiar, but heavily out of practice. You let out a shaky laugh. It was your third hug in such a short amount of time. But when Tetsurou wrapped his arms around you tightly, it no longer seemed like a silly thought.

When the two of you let go he grinned down at you again. He looked a little breathless, dazed. “Can… can we grab a bite?”

You smiled back and nodded, “Of course.”

He grabbed the duffle bag you had abandoned by your feet and led you away from the station. As you walked, your mind was racing. It all felt so turbulent. Kuroo was the last person you were expecting to see on your arrival. When you looked up at him, you felt all-too familiar feelings rushing back. Yet it felt different. He wasn’t the same boy you left all those years ago. You thought about how much time had passed. How much they have experienced separately. Memories of the last times you were this close kept flashing through your mind.

You lifted your hands up gingerly. You were so hesitant. What if I can’t do this anymore? We’re not the same teenagers we once were. We haven’t spoken in so long. But when you wrapped your hands around Tetsurou’s upper-arm, he gave you a gentle smile. You looked into his eyes and you felt your whole body relax. Your nerves subsided.

Maybe you both needed this reunion. Who knows where it could lead?

#Tara 😭😭😭 #THIS IS PERFECT #I LOVE HIM #I miss reading your stuff #I love the way you write Haikyuu men #muah <3 #haikyuu x reader #kuroo x reader #angst #fic req 💕 #lovely moots 💕

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“sorry ‘samu, i hadn’t gotten to those yet,” you sigh, looking at the now folded stacks of his clean laundry you had placed on the bed.

“why are ya apologizing?” he waves you off. he’s working on his socks now, pairing them up one by one. you decide to join them, and he throws a bundle at you. “these are mine anyway. i don’t mind foldin’, baby.”

you can’t help but smile.

“i’m serious though, i was going to do them,”

he shakes his head and snorts. putting the clothes away, he smirks over his shoulder.

“yer my wife, not my ma,” he shuts the dresser one last time, shuffling over to plant a kiss on your head. “we help each other. ya ain’t doin it all alone.”

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TS Eras Tour Mash-Ups Braindump

You All Over Me x Clean — no amount of freedom gets you clean, i've still got you all over me → like a wine-stained dress i can't wear anymore

Maroon x Clean — the burgundy on my t-shirt like the wine you splashed into me → you're still all over me like a wine-stained dress i can't → hung my head as i lost the war and the sky turned black like a perfect storm → that's a real fucking legacy to leave

The Moment I Knew x Lover — we could leave the Christmas lights up till January, this is our place we make the rules → Christmas lights glisten / i've got my eye on the door, just waiting for you to walk in

The Moment I Knew x Hits Different — what do you say, when tears are streaming down your face in front of everyone you know → i trace the evidence make it make some sense why the wound is still bleedin' → standing there in my party dress in red lipstick with no one to impress → don't need another metaphor it's simple enough

Hits Different x mad woman — is that your key in the door? is it okay it is you? or have they come to take me away? → there's nothing like a mad woman (what a shame she went mad) no one likes a mad woman (you made her like that)

Death By A Thousand Cuts x Paper Rings — paper cut stings from our paper thin plans → i'd marry you with paper rings

Death By A Thousand Cuts x exile — you said it was a great love, one for the ages → i think i've seen this film before, and i didn't like the ending → but if the story's over, why am i still writing pages? → i think i've seen this film before, so i'm leavin' out the side door

closure x Death By A Thousand Cuts — don't treat me like some situation that needs to be handled, i'm fine with my spite and my tears and my beers and my candles → my time, my wine, my spirit, my trust / trying to find a part of me you didn't take up / gave you too much but it wasn't enough

Cornelia Street x Death By A Thousand Cuts — we were a fresh page on the desk, filling in the blanks as we go / as if the street lights pointed in an arrowhead leading us home → i take the long way home, i ask the traffic lights if it'll be all right / they say, "i. don't. know."

happiness x Cornelia Street — when did your winning smile begin to look like a smirk? → i don't wanna lose you, hope it never ends → when did all our lessons start to look like weapons pointed at my deepest hurt? → i'd never walk cornelia street again

happiness x mad woman — i hope she'll be a beautiful fool, who takes my spot next to you / no, i didn't mean that, sorry, i can't see facts through all of my fury → every time you call me crazy, i get more crazy, what about that? and when you say i seem angry, i get more angry

Haunted x Cold As You — oh, i'm holding my breath, won't lose you again, something's made your eyes go cold // i've never been anywhere cold as you / you never did give a damn thing, honey, but i cried, cried for you / and i know you wouldn't have told nobody if i died, died for you → something keeps me holding on to nothing

Say Don't Go x Sad Beautiful Tragic — i'm standin' on the sidewalk alone, i wait for you to drive by / i'm tryna see the cards that you won't show / i'm about to fold unless you → kiss me, try to fix it / could you just try to listen?

hoax x False God — your faithless love's the only hoax i believe in → but we might just get away with it, religion's in your lips, even if it's a false god (we'd still worship)

hoax x the lakes — i want auroras & sad prose → don't want no other shade of blue but you // you know i left a part of me back in new york. you knew the hero died, so what's the movie for? you knew it still hurts underneath my scars from when they pulled me apart → a red rose grew up out of ice frozen ground with no one around to tweet it / while i bath in cliffside pools, with my calamitous love and insurmountable grief

the lakes x I Know Places — i'm setting off, but not without my muse → and you know for me it's always you (i know places)

Come In With The Rain x I Almost Do — i'll leave my window open 'cause i'm too tired at night to call your name → i hope you know that every time i don't i almost do → i've watched you so long, screamed your name, i don't know what else i can say → oh, we made quite a mess, babe / in my dreams you're touching my face and ask me if i wanna try again with you → i could go back to every laugh, but i don't wanna go there anymore

I Almost Do x All You Had To Do Was Stay — i bet it never, ever occurred to you that i can't say "hello" to you and risk another goodbye → i've been picking up pieces of the mess you made

Begin Again x King Of My Heart — and i want to talk about that, and for the first time what's past is past → is this the end of all the endings? my broken bones are mending, with all these nights we're spending up on the roof with a school girl crush

Babe x Forever & Always — i break down every time you call. we're a wreck, you're the wrecking ball → 'cause it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong, it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone / 'cause i was there when you said, "forever and always"

Question...? x Is It Over Now — did you leave her house in the middle of the night? → baby, was it over when she laid down on your couch? → did you wish you put up more of a fight when she said it was too much? → was it over when he unbuttoned my blouse? → did you wish you could still touch... her? → "come here," i whispered in your ear in your dream as you passed out, baby - was it over then? and is it over now? → it's just a question!

Dress x "Slut!" — inescapable, i'm not even gonna try / and if i get burned, at least we were electrified → but if i'm all dressed up, they might as well be lookin' at us / and if they call me a slut, you know it might be worth it for once

Mary's Song x Timeless — a few years had gone and come around / we were sitting at our favourite spot in town / and you looked at me, got down on one knee → you're always gonna be mine / i'm gonna love you when our hair is turnin' gray / we'll have a cardboard box of photos of the life we've made / and you'll say, "oh my, we really were timeless"

#hoax x false god?? #hoax x THE LAKES #I love hoax if you couldn’t tell #the lakes x I know places #cornelia street x DEATH BY A THOUSAND CUTS #death by a thousand cuts x exile #I would forget how to breathe yall

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here’s an aran too !

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The way I love kuroo is actually so shocking to me. Like wdym I’ve loved the same fictional character for nearly four years now? Wdym the same fictional character continues to be my absolute favourite little piece of fiction I’ve consumed? Wdym this character is everything I could ever want??

#j thinks thoughts #actually concerns me sometimes #i need him so bad #need him like I need water #kuroo the man that you are #please be real #please marry me #like 😭😭😭

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I understand some of you are 19 but that is not an old man, he's 32.

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I don’t know who needs to hear this, but if you’re at a low point:

If you were a fictional man right now, there would be *at least* ten people if not a large portion of the fanbase that would call you their wet beast poor little meow meow

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I love how choso is just, the definition of on sight. he sees a bastard who hurt his family? he attacks. said bastard turns out to be his family? he protects. bastard has been hurt by other bastard who’s also family? he attacks.

this man has not a single thought behind his eyes, just a 5’11 beast on pure onii-chan instincts

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Sexting, but instead of nudes and thoughts, you send me smiling selfies and your dreams

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Roommate!Choso hearing the way you struggle to get off on your own through the thin walls, all your desperate whines and frustrated breaths, making his heart race and stomach turn.

He lays in bed, night after night, cock standing at attention and leaking as he hears your futile attempts to get off. You never used your vibrator since you knew it'd be too loud, but your voice was what blew your cover.

Someone as pretty as you deserves every orgasm and more! Its not your fault your fingers were inadequate. So when he leans in your doorway, deep, husky voice offering to help you, looking at you like that? You couldn't deny him.

You both knew you'd finish the night dejected with the ache between your legs being worse, if you did.

So when you're spread out on his lap, two of his thick fingers fucking into you desperately, one of your sore, puffy nipples being soothed by his warm tongue, he's as equally blissed out as you. He wants to do this for you all the time!

"Don't worry about doin' it yerself y/n...m'gonna help you each time you need to."

He didn't care that you were soaking his favorite pair of sweats, or that his fingers were pruning up from the wetness inside of you, or that his cock was uncomfortably hard right now, he was going to keep going until you begged him to stop. Until he pulled every climax he could out of you.

"keep cummin' angel--" he slurs out between between attempts to suck your entire tit into his mouth, "gonna make your pretty cunt feel all better."

You were trembling, the pleasure overwhelming all of your senses, you barely register the words. You were all choked out moans and bucking hips, and he really wanted to see all the ways he could reduce you to this. "Just one more baby, I know you can."

#Choso will always be a favourite #give him to me right now #I need him #frfr I need this man to share a wall with me #jjk choso #choso x reader #jjk smut #dark