"I don't belong in this world, that's what it is.. there's something that separates me from other people. Everywhere I turn., there's something blocking my escape."
calling my lover "mine" but not in the way that my toothbrush or notebook are mine, mine in the way my neighborhood is mine, and also everybody else's, "mine" like mine to tend to, mine to care for, mine to love. "mine" not like possession but devotion.
"But first, I'll admire you the whole new glitch on your face... no way!! you look so adorable having what you wanted... let me admire you first, let me admire you first...