#ying xing x reader

[rindough]

tw. angst, enemies w/ benefits, uncertainties, uni au!, ok i think bladies quite ooc in here, not FULL ON proofread, yingxing used for his nickname, anyways sorry bladie qwq

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"i want to take us a step further."

"and i don't want to."

blade takes a breath, possibly too sharp in as he now feels the icy cold in the back of his throat. eyes shut at the growing headache of a situation, he reaches out to you, only for you to swat his hand away.

"you need to understand, ying xing." you furrow your eyebrows. you're not ready yet, or more like... you're scared to fall even harder for the man before you. "i don't plan to... i don't plan to become 'friendly' with you. i don't plan to go from whatever this is to a couple, no."

"we stay, and we will stay, as what we are currently." you emphasized, "i want to stay competitive with you. i want to fight with you, i want to compete with you. i need a driving force-"

"wouldn't that break us apart even further?" blade cuts in, "wouldn't what all we've done together, day or night, staying at each other's houses, spending time together... wouldn't it all be futile? wouldn't what we have become nothing?"

"i want to get close to you, y/n." he speaks, quietly this time. "you don't need competition to act as your driving force, i can be your driving force, we can be each others' driving force."

with no other choice, down towards the floor you looked. he was right, you don't need competition. but just... what if-

what if one day, you guys can no longer see each other eye to eye. the only reason why you're both seeing each other, eye to eye, hands at each other's neck, was due to your determination to secure that top spot. that top spot in your class, trying to maintain a steady as possible "No. 1 student" streak.

if it weren't for your 'accidental' one night stand,

two night stand,

three,

four,

five-

they're simply just 'what if's, right?

"i care about you, y/n, and you know you do too. why don't you see that? why must you set a distance between us?"

much to your dismay, he was right. what you are doing is setting you guys apart, but maybe it's all for the best. to save yourselves from heartache and... you don't want to lose the privilege of being beside him, to talk to him, feel him, kiss him

"i know what you're thinking y/n, but it isn't going to do us any favor." the tall man turns away from you, walking towards the window, his gaze resting on your reflection on the wet glass pane. words gather by the back of his throat, walking on this new road is going to be hard. but what is there to lose?

he doesn't get it, there' s only a semester left to your courses. and after this you're done.

do you... not want to see him anymore?

were your 'stay with me's and that look in your eyes all anything but real? or has he been studying and indulging in your ambiguous relationship too much that he had blinded himself with his own hallucinations?

maybe you aren't even on the same page as him, maybe... he's been heading forward alone all along.

his thoughts cut short when he feels that familiar warmth on his shoulder. peering at your shorter figure, his heart aches again that day at the way your thumb grazes his clothed skin.

"give me time to think, ying xing." you quietly said. "we'll settle this soon, focus on your test tomorrow, alright?"

"... okay."

it was a tough decision for you to make, after all, the both of you know full well how heavy both the rewards and consequences of love can be.

with that, he watches you leave him once again, your absence lingering along with his shadow back to his home.

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©  2024 rindough, do not repost or plagiarize.

#blade x reader #blade hsr #ying xing x reader #ying xing hsr #hsr x reader #blade angst #hsr angst #honkai star rail x reader #wow wasnt expecting jj lin to give me such vibes to continue this wip SOBS

[jymwahuwu]

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These are a collection of my replies, ramblings, and thirsts content. Some were not individually warned because were just shared within the blog at the time. Here's a lot of DARK CONTENT, including but not limited to:

yandere, non-con/dub-con, harassment, breaking into reader's home, coercion, abuse of power, forced pregnancy, etc.

Please note that these may be very short / sweet / too dark. Be careful not to get triggered.

Jing Yuan:

yan!jing yuan who takes… provocative pictures of himself to send to reader, but the caption is just so wholesome

what if we exit Xianzhou luofu to lets say another Xianzhou ship

yandere! jing yuan is actually tolerant

What if darling was a hybrid or something (Lion,leopard, something related to his pet)

Jing Yuan is definitely lucid as a yandere but acts like he isn't

Jing Yuan’s requirements for a good wife

Taking a nap with Jing Yuan

Jing Yuan appreciates your obedience

what would happen if Jing Yuan's hologram and your hologram fuck?

jing yuan celebrates your birthday

jing yuan keeps harassing you even if you change your phone number

praise him for being handsome and beautiful

will jing yuan allow you to visit your relatives?

what if darling was a hybrid or something (Lion,leopard, something related to his pet)

need Jing Yuan to sit down and tell me what he expects from me

Why does Jing Yuan want darling who likes to do housework, when there are servants in the general's mansion?

you need jing yuan to be your "fake boyfriend" to avoid the harasser

big data partner matching service

Jing Yuan with a darling who’s in charge of a civilization

what if Jing Yuan wronged darling in the past

If we are stubborn and talk back often, Jing Yuan has a "special response"

jing yuan and darling who don’t care if he is yandere

obsessed jing yuan x idol reader + additional descriptions

CW: yandere, non-con, kidnapping, recordings without permission

Use debt to stop some of Jing Yuan’s clingy behaviors

Jing Yuan may have posted your missing person notices all over the streets of Xianzhou

taking advantage of the fact that you don't understand the Xianzhou language and characters

how unethical and inappropriate it may be to fall in love with a short-lived species

series (living with jing yuan):

jing yuan eats ice cream with us in summer

jing yuan can put us on his shoulders

general is choosing beautiful flowers for us at the florist

jing yuan supervises you to complete jing yuan x you fanfic creation

series (harassment):

jing yuan masturbates to you while you sleep

about underwear

jing yuan slowly molests a beta darling

jing yuan does something shameless and sweet and we just can’t do anything about it

jing yuan fantasizing over reader eating a popsicle

received dick photo from jing yuan

series (thirsts about updated plot):

darling from Interastral Peace Corporation was forced to serve jing yuan

CW: dub-con, abuse of power

lustful heliobu possessed you

Blade:

blade’s duality

quietly create a pair of "couple swords"

Dan Heng:

want him to tie you up and humiliate

dan heng wants you to help keep warm

yandere Dan Heng noticing that his darling started to refuse eating for her freedom

Dan Heng use his tail to express more love language

traditional darling hopes that dan heng can follow traditional etiquette and hold a wedding

Dan Feng:

yandere!Dan Heng and isekai!immortal!hydra!human form!reader

Dan Feng wants you to wear more conservative clothes

about phoenix

Dan Feng and his moon rabbit darling

Dan Feng taming/disciplining a 'savage' draconic darling

Multiple characters:

What if reader who's "causal" clothes are revealing?

you are dan feng’s immortal concubine (dan feng, jing yuan and ying xing share you together)

genshin darling transported to hsr universe

crossdressing!reader in the military

CW: yandere, non-con, sexist, forced pregnancy, war (mentioned but not described), (implied) gangbang

The impact of blade, jing yuan and dan feng on your social life

their kinks

genshin! darling has tight clothes to wear

dan feng and jing yuan’s parenting style

#yandere jing yuan x reader #yandere blade x reader #yandere dan heng x reader #yandere dan feng x reader #honkai star rail x reader #honkai star rail x you #yandere honkai star rail #yandere hsr x reader #yandere jing yuan #honkai x reader #hsr x reader #hsr x you

[ninothebirb]

WE WERE ONCE ONE

A Jing Yuan x Gn! Reader love story, where the reader's past lover, Dan Feng has no memory of them...and they spend their life caring for Bailu and obsessing over their lost love...

Prologue: There is no forever

Content Warning: Angst, Graphic depiction of violence( a lil bit), hurt, gn reader, mental trauma

You watched in horror as a few drops of blood, and a tuft of light blue hair fell on the ground from the vortex of raw power. The battle of Shuhu was then over, leaving you, Jing Yuan, Jing Liu, Dan Feng, and most of all Yingxing left in a void of endless despair. From that day, it all went downhill.

Your once affectionate lover, had gotten cold and lost in his own world. He stole the power of abundance- only to commit the most unfathomable and reckless sin in history- bringing Baiheng back to life. Ying Xing was stubborn, and willing to help- only to be mara struck and abandon all reason for living.

The love of your life, had been sent to the shackling prison, being forced to undergo molting rebirth and eternal banishment. Jing Yuan kept you suppressed reluctantly, as you cried, screamed and thrashed.

Jing liu, who had introduced you to the high cloud quintet, and treated you and Jing Yuan like her own children- had too succumbed to Mara, slaughtering everyone that came in sight.

But you discovered a tiny miracle, a newly born vidhyadara named Bailu had been born. You vowed to care for her your entire life- providing her with utmost love, in memory of Dan Feng and Bai Heng. She was now your priority- and you would make sure that no harm would ever come her way.

#hsr x reader #gn reader #angst #sad #jing yuan x reader #dan feng x reader #imbibitor lunae x reader #honkai star rail x reader #love story #slow burn

[kurim-chis]

Just read a Yingxing/Blade x Reader fic in the CN platform 晋江 where the main plot centers around the comedy and a ambiguously happy ending for Ying Xing, who in the main plot manages to have a family and is very, very content with his lot in life despite the war against Abundance.

Author rn is writing a “what-if” branch of where Ying Xing became Blade, its an AU and some things are different from HSR because “you” existed, and Author makes it clear that we can see it as an AU and consider the Ying Xing main plot as a HE or as a story that snowballed into a tragedy for Ying Xing’s life. It’s, of course, an AU since there’s not much known yet about the past of the High Cloud Quintet.

And I’m wkdkksnJDKFKKDKDJE BECAUSE the first half with Ying Xing is so fluffy, so light, it’s very comedic too because Ying Xing is such a ROCK and so rude and obsessed with smithing, there’s a lot of people who had chased after him even tho he’s a short lived species but he’s so obsessed with weapons and so RUDE that they eventually back off lmao. It’s so bad that the “reader” gets over their initial miffed feelings pretty quickly and feels a bit sorry for their “rival”.

AND THEN AND THEN!!! Blade in the branch/AU/second part of the story is written so nicely, he’s passive and cold and ruthless, but in a more numb way and the tragedy of his family with “you” (which is still unknown since Author just began to write the Blade branch) seems to have shattered his mental state even further than canon. He gave me the feeling he was like a machine or an animal.

The Author describes Blade in a way that just hits all my Moe Points! The guy who will violently murder someone with an emotionless expression (no hard feelings, literally) but in the story, even with a muddled consciousness and a shattered sense of self and half amnesia - it’s very clear his personality was warped and shattered when compared to the Ying Xing in the first half - he still recognizes “you”, and has a vague recognition that you are an existence precious to him.

You are like a fragile dream of a past long gone. If he blinks even once, you will disappear like the foams in the ocean, and he feels like he will go even more mad if that happens.

He is clearly very obsessed but in a muddled, not quite there way. In the latest chapter instead of being overtaken by Mara and needing to get his memories erased by Kafka, he pinpoints you and basically kidnaps you while the Nameless fight against Phantilya and you wake up as they watch the fight. Phantilya’s petals fly all over the place and some of them shoot towards you and Blade, and though Blade grabs you and retreats, he wordlessly picks up an abandoned lance on the ground and throws it towards Phantilya. Very petty and vengeful, even tho Kafka mentions Elio never said they’d join the fight. ETC ETC ETC.

He speaks even less than canon, and ever since he saw “you”, he’s been wordlessly sticking to you like sticky rice, with the only time having been at the beginning where you arrived with Dan Heng and Blade went on to beat the living shit out of Dan Heng. He abandons his vendetta with Dan Heng and shoots towards you when he noticed one of those resuscitating mobs trying to grab your leg.

It’s just. My heart. One of the latest scene he’s written as just raising his arm and hovering it over the small of your back, staring at you with an unblinking, blank and hazy gaze, his actions treating you like glass, as if you were a very precious, very fragile dream that will disappear if he so much as touches you.

I LOVE THIS KIND OF CHARACTERIZATION FOR BLADE!!! Cold and tragic and ruthless, but has this very special soft spot for certain people.

#honkai star rail #hsr #hsr blade #blade x reader #I hope more and more fanfics appear in JinJiang #that are HSR fanfics #HAHAHAHA the story started out as a comedy slice of life #and Blade Part is half comedy and half hurt/comfort #author hasn’t written very far off into it

[kurim-chis]

blade x reader snippet

Blade is a broken man who can barely function without resorting to violence and murder and is prone to fit of madness if he’s arbitrarily triggered even by accident. He is a dangerous monster now, one he himself is disgusted by, how could he ever dare enter a relationship with someone he actually cares about when he is a persistent danger to their life?

It would be a long arduous road filled with miscommunication, misunderstanding, overthinking, anguish and tragedy before you or Blade would ever be able to get together. But. It’s possible. This man would treasure you quietly and fiercely, the image of a murderous hunting dog that turns into a puppy with a wagging tail at the sight of you.

I love the characterizations of Blade where he is cold and rough and detached but JAKDKFKFKF when he cares HE CARES. He will murder for you. He will fuck up a bitch for you. He would also melt into a puddle of goo and squirm if you kiss his cheek or temple or hold his hand and squeeze or just JAJDKFKDKKFNF gib this man a hug. To me he’s kind of like a man who’s perfectly OK for heated rated stuff but fluffy affection? No. Brain cannot compute. (i blame jing liu)

Although. If Blade falls in love with you then he is a different Blade altogether, because perhaps he might consider a life worth existing - he might consider stop craving for his death, he might seek a life with you.

The moment he acknowledges his affection and love for you, he will stop being only Blade, and he might even regain bits of what had made him Ying Xing. He might remember what being happy is like. He might find joy in being alive again instead of seeing misery, agony and disgust in his very existence.

but then you die :)

i lub him <3 uwu

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#honkai star rail #hsr #hsr blade #blade x you #blade x reader #hsr x reader #huehuehue #the delicious anguish of finding happiness and believing again #only to whoooosh #ded :3 oof #kurim writes hsr