#yall im like... JUST getting back into the groove of things after the winter break. holidays are something else

[givemewallywestorgivemedeath]

Being the eldest kid is tough. Being the eldest kid of 10-14 ish kids? That's on a whole 'nother level baybee~

Do you know how stressful holidays are????

#personal #yall im like... JUST getting back into the groove of things after the winter break. holidays are something else #the eldest child gets the emotional burden of the parents and the emotional burden of the kids and is the one who organizes gifts #for both the kids and the parents and has to organize all the holiday plans and figure out timing and keep everyone happy #while also looking happy the whole time and being everyone's therapist and OOF #love em all but man i need a vacation from my vacation #side note but i know why im so good at being a caretaker (cause i was literally trained to be a third parent since birth) but WHY #AM I SO BAD AT BEING A CARETAKER FOR M Y S E L F ? ! ? what is this bullshit