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Chained to the floor in a tent erected in the middle of a snowy meadow, Alina’s thoughts were not on her surroundings. Instead the Sun Summoner could only hear the echo of Ana Kuya’s warning the first time she bled, the summer of her thirteenth year.
‘Men will whisper pretty words and promise you the world, but you mustn’t succumb until you are properly wed. A man can walk away after a tumble with no consequences, but a woman will always pay the price.’
If only Ana Kuya could see her now.
Alina was brought back to the present by the appearance of David wielding the stag’s antlers. The Fabrikator had fused the pieces of antler to form a sort of collar which would be placed upon her throat. She leaned back as far as she could from David’s outstretched hands, eyes seeking out the Darkling’s. Her stomach flip-flopped in a way that was wholly unrelated to the man’s child that she was now carrying.
Two months on the hunt with Mal and she didn’t have her cycle once. It had never been wholly regular, what with her poor health before discovering her Grisha abilities. However, since she’d begun to summon, Alina found her cycle ran like clockwork. Combined with the utter fatigue and waves of nausea, it had been all too clear what was wrong. They’d only been together once- the night of the Winter Fete- yet it had been enough.
“We need to talk,” Alina ordered, voice stern in the hopes of getting her point across. “Alone.” She stared Aleksander down despite knowing that she didn’t look so threatening while disheveled on the floor.
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@xdarklingx hit the heart.
“You lied,” Alina accused him. “You lied and you just wanted to use me for your own reasons. There’s no peace for Ravka is there? There’s only going to be whatever you want and you want to use me...don’t you?”
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@xdarklingx liked for a starter.
Alina missed the Little Palace. She knew she ought not to. She knew it was probably wrong. But part of her - the human part of her - missed the luxuries she had grown accustomed to while there. She missed the fancy room and the large, soft bed. She missed the beautiful keftas, the food, and the girls she had come to call friends. Mostly, she missed being more than just the Shu orphan that people sneered down at.
She immediately felt guilty for her selfish desires as she huddled into the blanket Mal had found for her. It was threadbare and musty, but it was better than nothing. They had no money for a room at an inn, and were lucky the innkeeper allowed them to work for a few nights in the worst room the place had to offer. Alina found herself second guessing running from the things she was afraid of. The uncertainty of her power, the scale of it, the way she had enjoyed the rush that had surged through her. It had felt good. She had felt worthy.
At night when she lay on the hard pallet that passed for a bed, she thought about him. General Kirigan. Aleksander. Alina couldn’t help how many times she had replayed the kiss they had shared in her mind. It had awakened something inside of Alina she was not familiar with. She could still feel the press of his lips against hers and she hated herself for wanting.
Sighing, unable to get any rest, she stood from the pallet and wandered from the room. Mal was deep asleep across the room from her. Alina felt suffocated all of a sudden. She needed air.
The inn was quiet as she padded across the common area and toward the exit behind the stairs. The night air was chill but she felt relief as it filled her lungs. Alina pulled the blanket tighter around her shoulders with one hand, the other she extended and a ball of light flared to life, lighting the darkness around her. It immediately warmed her.
“What am I doing?” she asked the night before her softly.
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The Way It Goes
It just was wet and humid outside; the perfect conditions to go mushroom picking, in Kriemhild’s opinion. It’s what she spent dusk doing until more dark clouds rolled in, which prompted the witch to return home.
She didn’t mind living alone anymore, every now and then she would see a lost passerby or some drunk idiot wandering around and would watch them. From that, she got to see a variety of “interesting” things happen and even took part in the drama from afar. Sometimes different visitors would come across Kriemhild’s cottage, the wildlife were her favorite-she could rely on them to come back when she needed to before.
But it was rare when someone would find her home on purpose-like they were actually looking for her. Not that Kriemhild was concerned, anyone with sense would leave immediately or she would make them leave. If she wanted to make an appearance, she would do so when she felt like it.
It was pouring whenever the witch stepped out of her cottage again, this time she took a seat near her door and watched the lightning show up in the distance. She set three empty glass jars next to her before relaxing.
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"My coldolances on Ludamilla, she seemed lovely."
Aleksander turned from the wall of shadows, from the eerie silence that hung in it. A breath held waiting for what was next.
It almost felt alive - which was ridiculous. His shadows came to him and he struck out at the man in a rage.
No one said her name - especially not someone who didn't know her.
Xavier only grinned and flicked his fingers - a shield of blood appearing just as Aleksander's cut tore through the air.
"My family has a couple generations of Mervost exoerimentarion on on yours Aleksander. Maybe try that again in another 100 years."
He gazed up at wall of the shadow, he could almost hear the locks begin to break. They'd have an unlimited supply of Fiends soon. It was better than anything he could have planned - Ilya would have been proud.
Well that part wasn't true, but he'd be proud enough for the both of them.
"I should have torn at the ground, maybe then I would have been allowed to keep my baby girl."
He reached for the Fold, laughing as the shadows moved around them.
"Like calls to Like, but it also repels. Two negatives can never be anything to each other."
He dropped his hand and turned to Aleksander.
"Do you know the secret in your blood Aleksander?"
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Sabina held her son close, long after his father had fallen asleep. There is a secret in our blood Little Crescent? Would you like to know what it is?"
Aleksander had smiled and nodded, he was always eager for stories from his mother.
"Long way from here is a valley, it never dies, it never withers. It is a seat of paradise in this wretched world. It belongs to us, it calls to us - to wish for us home."
"Why aren't we there then Mama? We should be! Then you wouldn't need to go hungry for us!"
Sabina had smiled, half-crazed for a moment before she drew that expression closed. She cupped his face and kissed his forehead.
"It is not time yet, it will be soon. Then we will never starve again my love."
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"If you do I can teach you more, I can introduce you to the right people. Before you ask what I want - it's to make sure the knowledge isn't lost. I want a worthy pupil and your grandfather and Valentine were only so good. They cared about material things like their souls. I am sensing you hold no such qualms no?"
He turned finally looking fully at him.
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Who is The fool?
From This Here
“What did you expect me to do after your half Truths A...General Kirigan?”
she wouldn’t dare speak the name he told her,It’d make her weak for him and she’d fall for his lies..oh saints she almost gave herself to him
“And look at where those choices leaded you!” she almost yelled in rage
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"Oh, I know exactly what it is you want." Soft delighted laughter floated through the stables as she was greeted by the warmth of the horse's head butting against the sides of her face. The only sounds filling the air being the shuffling sounds of hooves, her breathy laughter and the neighing of the horses in their stalls. Her hands reach to rub back against the horse as she basked in the quiet of the late night hours of peace. It felt like the only place she belonged in the Little Palace as of late, now that she had been labeled as 'traitorborne'.
How was she supposed to bear her parents history and her uncle's choices having been made before she was born. All choice was never her own....just as it wasn't now in being brought here.
Except for this it seemed. Creeping from her bed to visit the empty stables, warmed by soft glow of lights, allowing cozy shadows to soften the area. Fingers delved into her pocket to produce the apple, that had been carefully hidden from dinner, now extended in offering to the horse so clearly expectant of it. More delighted soft laughter followed at the clear crunching of fruit while her free hand lifted, heels rising in tandem to gently rub at the horse's ears now as she murmured quietly. "One of these days maybe you and I ought to take a ride. Being as we're friends and all. How does that sound? Hm?"
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her family had made it across the sea from the wandering isle, though not all in one piece. her sister bethany was gone and so was her mother; her brother carver had joined the first army. she hadn’t seen him in months. and father... well, whatever he had done to get her back from the kaelish who had kidnapped her and tried to drain out her life, he’d withered away to nothing and died. now she was all that was left. margo’s arms were folded across her chest, her long, thin fingers gripping on to her upper arms with black-painted nails pressed in against her skin. grey eyes were a brewing storm and she wanted to believe that someone would fight for people like herself, but she’d never been lucky so far in life. every victory had come at the greatest cost.
‘ so you want to help grisha ? ’ she’d never met others like herself, outside of her father and her sister. ‘ tell me your name first. ’
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Comfort Starters
HIS WORDS MADE HER SPEECHLESS, afraid of the thoughts she might be dreaming. the wait for this moment was so long, how much she’d begged for some kind of affection. her mouth opened a little, but she remained silend. there were no words for the feeling she felt right now. relief? - happiness? or did she actually got scared of the fact the feelings were mutual? EMOTIONS WERE FLOWING THROUGH HER BODY. she couldn’t really control them.
eyes stared towards his face, reliving the moment to be completely sure - she did not dream it. SHE FELT TEARS BURNING IN HER EYES. without realising, she’d started moving towards him. how much she wanted to admit she didn’t needed him, realised she would be lying. tatia needed him, more than he’d expect. movements stopped when she was right in front of him, chests inches away from each other. head moving up, eyes focussed upon his. ‘’ please, don’t lie to me. ’‘’
⋆ ╹* @xdarklingx SAID* “You’re safe now, I promise.”
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The Darkling- for how could she ever call him Aleksander again?- could be marching upon Os Alta any day now. The city should have been fortifying, the Grisha should have been training non-stop. Instead, the Grand and Little Palaces were thrown in upheaval by the Tsar’s asinine masquerade ball. If Alina could have throttled the man without risk of execution, she certainly would have upon learning of his plans. The Tsar spun the event as a way to show their enemies, both domestic and abroad, that life continued on in Ravka. Alina thought it simply another excuse for the Tsar to indulge in his love of excess and pomp.
The Sun Summoner was torn from her duties the week before the ball to engage in dance lessons. She’d protested when the ‘offer’ was given to her, knowing that her time could be spent better elsewhere. Yet she would need to attend the masquerade and interact with those guests that the Lantsovs deemed ‘important’.
The night of the masquerade saw her twirled from partner to partner; at one point she’d even danced with the Duke of Keramsov, who ‘recognized’ her now that she was the Leader of the Second Army and not one of his countless orphans.
Her feet were growing sore and her calves were straining from the heeled shoes she’d been strapped into. At one point Alina had caught her reflection in one of the gilded mirrors in the ballroom; she wasn’t fooling anyone with her golden gown and embellished mask. Her ensemble had been delivered to her by care of the Tsaritsa, brooking no argument as to how on the nose her costume appeared. The Lantsovs clearly wanted their guests to know who exactly the Sun Summoner was.
A brief respite in partners allowed her a moment to scan the ballroom for the familiar sight of her oprichniki. She’d spotted Mal somewhere during her last dance, but couldn’t spy him again.
Another dance partner appeared before her and offered his hand, which Alina forced herself to accept graciously. A familiar wave of surety passed through her, tinged with a hollow feeling of longing, when her skin met his. Alina’s head shot up, meeting the eyes of the Darkling through his mask.
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@xdarklingx hit the heart.
Kaz knew to be cautious around this man, there was far too many stories about the Darkling’s power and he’d seen it for himself. But now he wondered what he wanted, oh he could guess but he wasn’t going to give in that easily. “Did you need something? Or is this another friendly discussion about her?”
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Continued from; xdarklingx
𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐀 𝐌𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓. “ Then what… are you? ” The words come quietly, but heavily, on the air, his tone one of mild interest.
Yes, that was the golden question wasn’t it? What was she... Elise still used mage to define herself, but on some level she...knew that wasn’t entirely what she was. At least not anymore. “Where I am from we call it a mage. It is...similar to being Grisha, from what I have seen.”
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@xdarklingx said: ❝ Harden your heart. ❞ ( the cruel prince sentence starters | accepting )
She is trying. The world outside the palaces may be unforgiving but the world within is cruel; she can feel the queen’s fingers gripping her chin so tightly they leave bruises she has to cover, and she can feel eyes on her, always, always. She doesn’t think of the worst of it, if it can be helped, but it’s there. And if there were still a girl who could be wounded, a girl without walls around her heart buried somewhere within her, their Sun Summoner would be able to draw her out.
Alina is hurting, she wants to say, and I don’t like to see it, and I can’t give her answers, and I don’t want to lie to her anymore. But she hears his voice speaking over her own — promises of safety or promises of retribution. Reminders that she is necessary, she is valuable, she will never be powerless again once this has begin.
Harden your heart. Advice easier given than taken, she thinks, but Genya swallows hard, and she nods. Her only open ally, here, and she may alienate her before the real work can be done.
After another beat’s silence Genya clears her throat. “The King has been feeling unwell lately,” she says, voice a little strained, but there’s a fierce pride in her eyes. ( It almost frightens her, how much she enjoys the suffering she can inflict herself. Retribution, indeed. ) “The effects are compounding. Should I slow down?”
( She is a soldier, awaiting instruction from her general. )
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“I don’t care what she did to Kore! She was the closest thing I had to a mother Aidon! You’ve met our mother - she barely acknowledged us after Daddy left!”
Hebe turned away, her claimant glowing faintly, he was too far gone - so far away to be of any help. Aidon wouldn’t kill her...would he? He wouldn’t cross that line...would he?
She turned back to him, fire in her eyes.
“She was there for me when my own family wasn’t. It wasn’t her fault Daddy left us was it? Why not kill Father? Is this a twisted love letter to her? Are you hoping she’ll come back to you if you kill her aunt?”
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@xdarklingx cont. thread. → tatia petrova.
big, doe eyes watched the male and a smile curled upon her lips. she didn’t really expected this answer, but it made her happy. when he pulled her closer, tatia’s heart skipped a beat. SHE COULD FEEL HIS HEARTBEAT THROUGH HIS SHIRT. she remained quited for a moment, enjoying his body against hers. she’d closed her eyes for a moment, not wanting this moment to end. a warm feeling appeared inside her body and she couldn’t help it but smile about it. HER FEELINGS FOR HIM GREW EVERY MINUTE &&. it scared her how much she cared for the darkling. eyes moved up so she could look him into the eye, his beautiful, dark eyes. ‘’ i don’t want you to go. ‘’ she breathed. hands moving up and gently touched his cheek. tatia smiled while her fingers stroked through his beard. eyes moved towards his lips, the urge to press hers against his was big - but she could control herself. even though she didn’t wanted to. ‘’ stay the night with me ?? ‘’ her question left her lips before she knew it. blinking surprised, tatia waited for his answer.
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𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐂 𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐈𝐑 ; flames burning bright on the candles which surround her . lengthy , soft spoken voice whispers an incantation , igniting the herbs in the cauldron . the corners of her mouth twist upward ever slightly in a smile . a sense of pride comes over her ; knowing that her assignment for class was successful , and she would be able to go to class tomorrow well prepared . though , one should expect no less from the tribrid . after all , she was a mikaelson witch [ . . . ] and a powerful creature at that .
blue hues drift upward when she takes note of looming , steadily approaching shadows . a sudden feeling of uncertainty follows suit , its darkness vibrating every cell of her body . ❝ . . . what the ___ ? ❞ her question remains incomplete as she sees him , brows raising in confusion and even a tinge of fear . ❝ . . . who the hell are you ? ❞ her voice becomes more stern , more harsh ; all the while , she cannot help but to wonder HOW he got on campus .
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