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linnheidi · 1 year

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Escaping the holidays again

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linnheidi · 1 year

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Here is the stunning Abba in beautiful knitted jumper from Norlender. I am getting the same one! I love when my models are dogs!

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linnheidi · 1 year

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Congratulations to my best pal @emblakaridotter for winning her first Spellemanpris and the release of her single today!! This photo is the cover of the single (I´ll Never Love You) Like I Should.

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linnheidi · 6 months

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Being followed by a ghost

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linnheidi · 8 months

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Embla in the streets of Bergen

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linnheidi · 1 year

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How to do pain again

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linnheidi · 1 year

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I become what they need me to be

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linnheidi · 2 years

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Looking for treasures outside Bodø

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linnheidi · 1 year

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These are not supposed to grow here

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linnheidi · 2 years

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Luna in the sunset at Mustarinda

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linnheidi · 1 year

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I did some photos of the band Slomosa one early chilly morning

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linnheidi · 7 months

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One year ago today I got surgeyed again Leaving a bigger and longer scar on top of my old scar I did my self(scar)portrait after I learned to look at it I pointed my mamiya RZ67 towards my exposed stomach Looking down into the viewfinder from the front of the camera. Figuring sharpness and angle from the point of view of the subject. Subjected to life. Happy no-death anniversary to me.

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linnheidi · 1 year

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So much fun working with Trio Franor

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linnheidi · 1 year

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Maren for Norlender 2023

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linnheidi · 6 months

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Torjus for Norlender Knitwear

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linnheidi · 2 years

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Today I had to leave the bookshop I work in because I was in too much pain. I felt really bad for leaving mid-shift but I could not stand up properly and I was breathing really heard. Luckily my boss let me go home without hesitation and I walked out of the store with my head lowered and trying to be brave with every step. I was on the verge of crying and I was scared of meeting anyone I knew. The pain hit me during my lunch break. It was a firelike pressure in my belly and I felt warm and the intensity of the pain made me nauseous. I locked myself in the bathroom lying down on the floor trying to do some yoga moves that has aided me before. It felt horrible, I knew my lunchbreak would finish soon. I just wanted to fix me and feel less. I pulled myself off the floor hoping whatever I had done horizontally had improved my vertical body but the pain persisted and I was breathing harder. I am defeated! I had to leave the breakroom and into the store, at the busiest time of the day, not showing pain and at the same time holding back tears. This has happened a couple of times before but it must have been at least a year ago since the last time. When this used to happen, the pain paired with the post-cancer concerns was a strike to my core. A train of the worst thoughts always enter in trances of pain; is the cancer back? The pain reminded me of a time just days after receving the bad news. Bryn cooked me some dinner days before I was sceduled for surgery and after eating for a few moments I found myself wallowing in pain under the dining table (by then my tumor had blocked my colon and I had to be hospitalised). I remember that pain too well. I felt it a bit today and it scared me more than I like to admit. I am not sure why my gut wrenched me from the inside today. Was it to remind me that I can still have cancer? Why is my body doing this to me? Even though it feels like a long time ago already, its less than two years since I finished my chemo treatment. I have had plenty of gut pains since and I thought I had learned ways to feel better. Nothing I did today felt better. I felt completely under siege by my own body. I could not command, convince or manipulate my body into betterness. The painkillers I took had no effect. I just rolled around in bed, moving my body around to find a hint of a soothing position. For the first time since my surgery I wish I had stronger pain killers. I got rid of the stronger prescripted pain killers when I finished my treatment because I hated them. They represented the sick me and I wanted to removed them from my home. Now I wish I had saved them. After hours of mysterious pain convulsions I was able to breathe easiere and uncurl the ball of agony I had folded myself into. Pain is complicated. I am not sure what instigated my opus of pain today, but I am sure my thoughts and gut trauma made it a lot worse. In a few months I am going back to the hospital for another follow up control. I am glad to be examined and to make sure everything is ok, but I hate it.. so much!

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