#which sounds lame but get this

[filmnoirsbian]

The thing w the silly "no one does anything on this site" poll post that makes it so funny is that people TALK on here like they do things and then just...don't. And it's fine to not do things! But when someone who has never had sex talks about being a slut or someone who does not interact with their local lgbt community in real life calls themselves a "queer elder" it's just funny to me idk. Not just the "no one does anything" site but the role playing site. But instead of pretending to be a kickass centaur you're pretending to have an offline social life.

#tcp #making this unrebloggable bc the role players would get too upset even though once again: it's fine if u don't want to do these things #I'm never going to advocate doing drugs or drinking as a hobby lol it can fuck your life up not to sound lame but like as someone who's #actually been there done that. it can. and doing those things doesn't automatically give you a personality. BUT #it is weird to me how often people on here will talk abt being slutty but they don't like casual sex. or try to speak on lgbt community #issues but don't partake in the actual community (which does in fact mandate offline community action). and it's like ok so if u want #to do those things...go do them. yk? maybe it's just bc i didn't start being very online until i was already an adult and had done #these things but i simply don't get it

[seilon]

surprise fuckin HAUL bro 💕💎♾️

#I got BOTH MY FAVS for the random photocards and the poster that came with hard I am SO damn lucky #I love the taemin poster so much he looks so smug and so pretty and i wanna . bite him (affectionate) #I was actually pretty surprised these weren’t like ridiculously expensive. but in general I wasn’t expecting to get these today at ALL #my mom and I were at an intl market in town and apparently there’s a kpop store there and surprisingly she let me get some stuff #which sounds so lame considering I am almost 23 but. alas. #they have the most recent shinee light stick there too and good lord I want it so bad but. it costed as much as All Of That in the picture #combined. so. :( #one day………. #I wanted to get killer/gasoline but I couldn’t spend THAT much money unfortunately #I’m glad they had 13egin honestly I was a little worried they wouldn’t cause it’s so new and infinite’s not with a big label anymore and #aren’t the most popular or new group at least in the states #that’s my first physical infinite album <3 bless #again. so lucky I got sungjong’s photocard dude. my first and only infinite album and I got My Boy. mwah #god I wanna put all this shit up but I still don’t have my own apartment and don’t wanna commit to putting up posters in a place I don’t #wanna be in for very long if I can help it #one day. hopefully sooner than later. i will have an apartment. and I will have a shelf of all my shinee albums (and albums in general). #and all my posters up. and it will be beautiful. one day. (manifesting) #kibumblabs #shinee #infinite

[saltinesinsoup]

aughh man its like. i want to watch something but nothing on youtube is good and everything being recommended to me feels like mindless slop but also i dont feel like there's any good shows out right now that i could watch and i also dont really want to rewatch anything and at its core i think im bored and a little bit creatively unfulfilled

#jaytalking #like gem put out a new hermitcraft and i normally would enjoy it (started watching her this season and its been nice) but i watched the fir #first eight or so minutes maybe less. and i just was like. eh. #i dont know why but its like. i just want to watch something good #really i should rewatch the bear or severance but really i should probably just go read a book. thats probably my issue #or play pokemon bc that will give me a dripfeed of dopamine or w/e. im no brain chemist #also this is gonna sound so lame but we didn't do anything mentally challenging in calc today which was nice. but also its nice for me to #have math that i can do bc genuinely im like. oh im bored? might as well go do some math because its just like doing a puzzle. that rewards #me (green check and points) for being right. #also ive been thinking about maybe getting a degree in math lately. but i dont even know what id do with it. fuckin not statistics #and i dont want to teach or go into academia. really i just want to have fun little puzzles to do because really that's all math has been #and also i want to watch dunmeshi or frieren but also i dont and man. its really just boredom that's the killer #also i had a coffee earlier and i don’t know if that’s also part of this lol. like i got so much stimulation and now it’s warm off im like. #well what now.

[sevicia]

I wanted to make a cleaner summary of last week's classes and also review the classes I have this week since the material is already uploaded beforehand but I was feeling so horrible throughout the day that when I sat down I was just gonna look at the ones for tomorrow but I think I'm just gonna go to bed because I just gave my little numbers game a few tries and not even the joy of tribial elementary school-level math games is bringing my brain cells and/or full sentience back

#diary #accessing it through the CMD thing and not just running it from the IDE made me realize a few things about it though so I'll hav #I'll have to maybe jot them down somewhere when I'd normally just be rly excited and try to fix them straight away like I am truly fucked r #I do wanna make an eng version of it sometime soon so I can share it even tho it's literally the simplest little thing. it's fun if you're #an easily amused nerd that loves playing with numbers in a truly useless manner. if that makes sense #also very obviously text-only I am NOT torturing myself with any graphics of ANY kind rn #it closes immediatly as they do and also when it comes to having double/triple digit starting numbers it becomes a lot less fun I think tho #though I haven't used it much with those yet #I still wanna figure out a way of making it better when it comes to 2/3 digit starters. and my original idea included maybe keeping track #keeping track of how many steps you took even between different rounds but I made the simplest version for now. I also think making like a #''this was the least amount of steps possible!'' type thing would be very very cool but that is FAR too big brained for me rn #cause I can figure out how to do the record keeping thing but that last one is like. let's stop talking for a little while................. #oh but adding an actual interface sounds so fun even though I have very little clue on how to do that rn I could probably STOP typing becau #because I can feel my stupid ass self start getting excited about this which will make it so I start working on it instead of going to bed #NO. DOWN !!!!!!!!!!!!!! auhgh............ oh man I had a lame joke to make but I completely forgot what it was #I have coding class tomorrow in which I normally just do the exercises as fast as possible before playing around but the only Python editor #I could find installed on the school computers was Visual Studio Code and I have no clue how to use that shit like I don't need so many #so many buttons. probz. OKAY GOODNIGHT

[notpandi]

Me starting to get bored of MSM (My Singing Monsters) but also not wanting to join any other fandom bc Idk where to go:

#meme #msm #im playing the game like once a day #[[lame story incoming]]< i remember 2 years ago on december 6th #(or 7th or 5th) i heard pompom's air island sound on my sister's ipad while she was scrolling on yt shorts #something clicked inside my head and i just searched up “pompom sound” idk how but yeah #thats how i got into the msm fandom <[[end of lame story]] #now i just feel bored now #oh and also idk which platform is considered “okay” and there isnt too much controversial stuff going on #scared that one day i might go overboard/screw up with something/saying something and then when i apologize it only gets worse #(which i either deserve or not deserve) #+btw im sorry vey

[mrpsychokiller]

.

#i think ive been going way too overboard from what im actually comfortable with i dont actually like that #this is all weird and ive been acting weird and i feel bad maybe my mind has been way too foggy for me to. really think straight #like that sounds really dramatic i just feel weird and uncomfortable and wrong like my posts are weird and my attempts at talking #to people are weird and my conversations with my friends are weird #like im not acting like myself or im too out of it to remember how to act like myself #idk. i just dont wanna keep doing any of this but im not sure what ''any of this'' is #i got myself in some kind of spiral and im not having fun and i feel bad and gross and lame #i think im in an actual like bad mental health state #and i now im worried i have thousands of people following this damn blog and seeing my posts while im in a vulnerable state #and im acting erratic and weird and because i post my every thought in this website everybody is seeing me act erratic and weird #which just makes me much more anxious #i really hate how prone i am to letting my mental health make me act weird and how prone i am to over posting online due to a lack of #impulse control #and how i have an amount of followers that is way too large for it to be safe or healthy for me to be fucking myself over online #i am not minimally healthy or stable enough to keep my posture in front of a large audience and this should never have happened to me #i dont know that being said i should probably take a break for a bit #post less until i can get my head in place

[plushyluke]

emogfcore

#this my* gf #he has been since the days of being emo and when you think about it #5sos lowkey started the emo/pop punk renaissance #idk #so did 1d in my opinion #in no way am i saying the invented it #bc goth inspired emo which inspired stuff like evanescence and mcr but after that there was a more subtle alternative movement #and it didn’t really come back until around 2011 #i wonder why that is?! #5sos and 1d’s styles inspired ppl to get into more alt music and fashion #which is why it’s dumb to me when newer sosies who didn’t come from one direction have a problem with pop music or one direction like chillb #ppl can like other things #but yeah #luke is one of the original emo girls and essentially #that nirvana shirt and pop punk sound raised me and others #but just like all movements trends change so the hbg joke is lame lmao #trends come and go and i feel like ppl bringing up old songs without nuance in general is annoying #just some swan thoughts tonight #5sos still being boring #luke hemmings #emo gf #cinnamoroll!!

[raveartts]

Happy Halloween!

I drew myself trick or treating in a Cutthroat cosplay, despite not owning one, nor being in a country that does trick or treating :(

Well, a girl can dream

#raveartts #akudama drive #Maybe I'll muster up the courage to not be a scared girlie and do the halloween hike #oh I just looked it up #it's actually called the Ghost Tour #which sounds lame but it's actually really well done #I wish I could go trick or treating sm #I want to get candy corn #I actually can buy it but it's like $50 per kilo #if I calculated that right? #$13 for a 300 gram bag sounds really expensive though #...my school doesn't even have a halloween party for the upperclassmen #even though we all fucking missed the party because of covid when we were younger #excuse me i want reparations for my missing halloween party

[maddy-ferguson]

Sick of getting called homophobic for not enjoying or shipping byler. Sorry but will stans are right for not shipping him with a guy who said his life started the day he disappeared. There is no enjoyement here aside from supporting it to piss off actual homophobes. The ship itself sucks ass.

you're so funny for sending this to me like am i supposed to agree that it sucks😭😭 but yeah i know what you mean like are people not allowed to dislike a ship anymore as long as you're not being weird it's literally fine it's A STRANGER THINGS SHIP

#people were like no this is terrible why would they do this to will i kinda hate mike now after volume 2 so they literally KNOW #it's not for everyone and like. a lot of bylers who are will stans' tweets and posts read like they don't even like what's happening that #much since their mike is like...a different mike sometimes or is portrayed as not good enough for will and not as someone who was #struggling too. idk. i feel like you have more to gain from being a byler if you're a mike stan than you do if you're a will stan which #sounds weird bc i just said that a lot of people are always like mike sucks will is the bestest ever but like. if you watch the show its #definitely mike who has the upper hand and who's 'making will suffer' even though he's suffering too if you think he's gay too which i #obviously do. but it means that you have to accept that and like that this is the story for will and a lot of bylers who are will stans #(even mike stans tbh) simply don't! so being like no i don't like this anymore because will's my favorite and the idea of it paying off #eventually doesn't make it worth it to me is like...very normal behavior lol #and when i say mike stans have more to gain i don't mean that mike has more to gain from the relationship. in universe at least (like no #omgg mike you are such a lame person how did you pull will) #because for us as a character he gets depth and an oh mike hasn't had nothing going on for two seasons plot twist. which is always fun #does that make sense #ask

[wheelie-butch]

for this fic so far i have researched american football and the moon, but now it's time for my greatest challenge yet -- to learn enough about hockey RPF to write jokes about it

#mez speaks #this is my wolfpack fic yes. #yes im getting them into hockey rpf. no i dont know anything about it we dont even have hockey like that over here #i dont want to make fun of the hockey rpf itself i just want it to sound like i know what im talking about when the characters are doing it #i would like my jokes to go beyond 'uhh this is a weird hobby huh??' which would be lame of me

[violetnaps]

havent talked to friendsin so long and im,,, overthibkig everything,,,,,

#cries. still ghosting uni friends AFTER being the one to reach out first #nd i feel so flaky for disappearing for months only to get so excited by bday plans for me but its just #i finally went Outside for the first time since... eid? and ive got one exam down so even if my study habits are still ass im #feeling Better about things #and it just sounds like im happy bc theyre celebrating my bday which. feels so insincere and lame bc a friends in town for the first time #in ages and i havent reached out to them and #i feel like im talking too much and being way too dramatic if i try to explain that #and i know they care theyre so generous with me like iwould be sick of me by now #but i just. aaaaaa 😭 #txt #no one look at me #vent

[ipreferlush]

Can anyone explain to me how this

is in any way superior to this?

#why? why?! WHY!?! #not to sound like a petulant child #but it’s really lame that we never get any of the things we actually want #and only get superficial changes that make the site somehow less usable than it already is #which is saying a lot #because the usability of this site is always debatable #at best #mine #text post #musingz #tumblr updates

[feitan-22]

if you try to outbid me in gaiaonline i will make you go over the minimum of the "buy now" price. like its so funny in bidding wards because ppl get SO revved up in it.

they dont realise they can just buy now the item for example; 2,000,000,000 gold, so i will put my last bid at 2Billion, and it brings me JOY when they go OVER it.

#at this point im like store owner :3 ur welcome #personal #it just happened LOL they went over by only 70million which LAME #is this fucked up #id do this irl as long as i didn't get burned by itFDJNGNJAFNJ #rereading this and im like :( sound like a bad loser for losing the bid #whatever! i bought for 2billion and they bought it for more >:(

[silouvertongues]

sometimes i wanna start a podcast

#I think its mostly because i have no friends and so i dont end up having a lot of conversations (that sounds literally so sad and lame) #and podcasts seem like a good way to like get my thoughts out bc they seem a lil easier than journaling #which i used to Love doing but im so bad and then too much time passes and theres too many things to write about #so i just dont write #with podcasts I'd just have to talk #honestly my best friend and i would send each other like over 30 mins long vns but shes so busy now #and i really dont wanna like send ling ass things to her and put her under pressure of having to listen and reply #but then im also like if i cant even find friends to have conversations w who tf is gonna listen to a whole podcast #but idk if its really about other people listening or about me just talking #h talks

[kittysherbatsky]

Not Simu Liu sounding like a fucking idiot 😑

#i am not a fan of tarantino or an avid lover of martin scorsese's films (i respect scorsese more than tarantino) #so turns out these two big name directors of course has a whole LOT to say about marvel or superhero movies (which i agree on) #especially scorsese a few years back commenting marvel movies aren't cinema (yeah i feel the same way too martin) #on the other hand simu is also right about the lack of diversity and racism in hollywood movies #but he also goes on his shit to defend disney a huge ultracapitalist moviemaking corporation as somewhat a diversity saint #like ok simu i get it you finally got a lead role in a major movie and seeing other actors of color getting lead roles is satisfying igi #but did he not see the amount of praise jordan peele got for his movies without having to sign his deals to marvel or disney? #i know hollywood hasn't always been the most positive industry #but simu needs to get out of his ass and see disney/marvel as not a racial diversity patron and they were just as complicit in racism #i bet if it weren't for the liberals today or the past decade disney wouldn't make an asian as the lead role in an animated movie #they are usually there to tick off diversity boxes lmao #and not to mention the damage disney today have cause due to their ultracapitalistic principles #diversity mostly purely for making bank ... does that sounds sincere? #kudos to the directors who did work with disney but still manage to make loveable stories with racially diverse cast (i.e. turning red) #again on the other hand both tarantino and scorsese and other white directors should cast more people of color in their movies #but simu defending fucking disney is lame as hell #not once did scorsese or perhaps tarantino commenting anything about racial diversity in marvel movies #so yeah basically simu sounds like a fucking moron #hollywood #simu liu #diversity #marvel