#which is exactly why i blocked it

[kicktwine]

oh so alisaie’s exaggerated bully behavior is 80% fanon. saying this she casually picks up a large rock

#say one thing wrong to me and you will have a wonderful few days with the rock #if angry silly girls have 100 fans etc if they have 0 fans i have died #sorry i saw a YouTube meme i vehemently disliked on principle and got mad at the only child behavior- #kipspeak #she is just short tempered and uses anger to mask other more ‘shameful’ emotions!!! alphy did the same thing with just deciding not #to express them. which is still not good and I think why he breaks and ends up teary so often now #this shortness does not translate to actually being mean to people. she only uses being mean as a shield for herself and being snarky #Is just fun for her. it’s fun for Me. you have to inconsequentually tease people or they’ll never learn to laugh at themselves #the twins and thancred 🫵 do this thing where they have big emotions but they don’t want anyone to SEE they have big weird emotions #so alphy pretends he doesn’t have them under a veneer of dignity and alisaie pretends the emotions are Something Else. thancred is #just so emotionally constipated he has trouble expressing anything. he’s got enough baggage for a flatbed #anyways. alisaie is such a compassionate and kind girl and she learned how to make snarky jokes and went ham. and she hates appearing sad o #weak or vulnerable so she blocks it off with an unapproachable emotion so no one pities her and they maybe get on with the plot #it is in fact also great at getting ppl to move away from the sad or embarrassing topic. even if the tradeoff is being more offputting #she would never (grabs youtube meme) she would never seriously bully her brother. this is sibling ribbing only. Cain instinct #just leave her be she is learning how to snark humor and she loves it she loves being sharp. alphy has wit he just keeps it close #my brother didn’t learn how to tell or receive a joke until he was 14 he took everything so seriously. he can do it now though and he’s #HILARIOUS. Don’t tell him I said that. my man knows exactly where the funny points are even if he hasn’t learned when to stop yet #too many tags. Whatever. jokey snark alisaie who sometimes compliments is happy alisaie grouchy snappy angry alisaie is way too stressed #very easy way to tell between the two. even alphy can tell between the two I believe! He tends to rib back in protest if they’re having fun #and try to stop her if they’re not having fun. case in point ‘what is that supposed to mean?!’ vs ‘alisaie ryne was only trying to help.’ #I know they’re twins but that’s such an intensely older sibling thing to do that it reels me #LONG TAGS AND THREE EDITS TO ADD ON SHORT I resent this stereotype taken too far into ooc behavior. it happened with nya #It will happen again and as a postscript let me regale you with Things U Can Notice About Character Motivation and Actions— #I’m not done let me s #she and raha are friends now I decree. ‘haha you like me’ SPUTTERING PROTEST FROM BOTH

[mishkakagehishka]

Hmm. Okay, one last word on the drama, sorry again, I'd also very much love to just put it all behind us. But the person I'm suspecting is blaming me for shittalking to my followers, so just in case anyone who follows me is sending them mean shit, let's not do that??? There's no point in it, even if you suspect someone, even if it's the same person i suspect, don't just accuse folks with no evidence. You can keep your distance from someone you consider suspicious (blocking is your friend), but don't stir the pot further. I want this to be over with already.

#which is exactly why i don't wanna say publically who i'm suspecting #i know if i have x followers a percentage will be the type to send anons - i don't like that but it's just a fact #and i /don't want that/ #i only told the name to a select few mutuals that i /trust/ not to stir the pot. #i'm not gonna look into it any further than the messages i've already sent so no judgement if you have #but like. don't. nothing will be resolved by it #nobody would admit to that sort of thing and there is still a likelihood i/you are wrong #just ignore the situation and block whoever you find off - let's put all this behind us already

[pandoratheprocrasticreator]

Not pro/anti ship but a secret third thing (side eyeing ppl with ships i dont like and block them/the tag if it makes me uncomfortable)

#shut up pandora #wtf is pro and anti SHIP anyway #you cant come up with a universal definition everyone will agree on #'no problematic ships' ok can you write a manifesto on every nuance of shipping in fiction to describe what exactly is problematic #and then can you get everyone who says 'no problematic ships' to agree with it #'no censorship/harassment' is noble and all but what do you mean by that? when ppl tell you they dislike your ship? #when i say i dislike the huntlow ship 80 shippers go for the throat and tell me either to either make sure it doesnt end up in the tags #or tell me not to say it at all. in a post that isnt even blind hate like i always talk about their characters and the story too #is that censorship? #and then 20 ppl trip over themselves to explain why THEY PERSONALLY like the ship even if i didnt ask #is that harrassment? #or is that just ppl online being obnoxious about their opinions and theres no need to moralize the concept of shipping #which has been around in its semi modern form since the 60s #you can be pro or anti SPECIFIC SHIP though i dont use that term bc of the associations with the words pro and anti #but moralizing an entire aspect of fandom culture generalizes too much #the truth is theres no cheat code to avoid drama in fandom you cant just slap a lable on yourself and expect everyone to know what you mean #you cant just say im anti ship and be absolved of liking 'problematic content' bc the definition of that is blurry as hell #you can just say im pro ship and universally supoort every person shipping weird shit you gotta draw the line somewhere #and while you shouldnt harass them the definition for that is blurry too #gotta curate your own online experience block ships and ppl you dont like etc #pro and anti is just a line in the sand that separates a whole spectrum of ppl

[howaboutalittlehelpneos]

You can do what you want in fandom but I always find it really weird when people take two characters who are the same age in canon and make one of them a child while the other's now an adult, purely to write/draw pedo stuff about them. Like it wasn't enough for them to be able to grab from canon for characters with an actual age gap like that, they had to change the ages of an otherwise normal couple to make it pedophilia.

#literally just blocked someone over their fic idea that tumbor recced to me which was exactly that #ive also seen it many times in the past and i just wonder. what made you do that #why is that what you want them to be

[fishing-lesbian-catgirl]

I am 100% aware that that post would get more notes if I just posted the title, but I really enjoy writing mini satire articles and I only get to do it so often

#maybe if I made the title its own post then had the rest in reblogs? #I did a readmore on a satire post a while ago and it flopped kinda. which isn’t a problem exactly #but I find people don’t like to read blocks of text even if they’re funny #which is why people just laugh at onion headlines and never read the articles even though the actual articles are usually great

[cosmicheartz]

GOOD EVEVNING PEPPY ASSISINATION AU????? IM ALL EARS ^w^

OK OK SO IVE BEEN TALKING ABT THIS IN A TROLLS SERVER IM IN SO HERES THE GENERAL IDEA

so it would take place a couple of months after tbt and Viva is going through it with learning abt the fact her father pretty much erased her memory/presence with the pop trolls post bergen escape along with many other things ( like the strings/the other troll genres ) . Poppy is also going through it with the realization that " oh my god my dads an awful person " ( she and peppys relationship was already rlly rocky post twt ) and eventually after Viva and Cooper offically meet and they have a dicussion abt how Peppy screwed them over Viva kinda snaps and is like " i want this man dead " Coopers pretty much on board with this bc he knows how Viva feels bc post twt he was also going through it with the fact Peppy hid the truth from him too. They bring up the idea with Poppy whos a lot more hesitant bc Peppy didnt fuck her over as badly as he did them and yknow the fact that peppy is the only living parent Poppy and Viva have. However after stumbling upon this

( btw the source for this is apparently from the trolls remix rescue game btw ) its Poppys final straw and she agrees to the plan. So they decide to hire one of the bounty hunters ( i havent decided who but im gonna go with either Dickory or like some sort of oc/unknown troll kind of deal ) to kill him but before that they decide to have a family dinner with him ( like a one last meal kind of situation ) so they can tear into him abt how shitty of a dad he is/was. a whole argument ensues and after the trio leave Peppy gets fucking eviscerated by the bounty hunter The trio hide the body to the best of their abilities but the body was found anyways and the act 2 of this movie is basically a whole murder investigation and interrogation along with the trio telling their trusted companions abt this ( particularly Branch for Poppy, Clay for Viva and the Funk Fam for Cooper )

#theres also a trial too #which is basically the trio explaining why they decided to kill peppy #they dont exactly go to jail though #i mean they forgave the bergens who systematically ate pop trolls for years #and queen barb for the whole rockpocolaypse #and kinda v&v? at the very least floyd seems to be on ok terms with veneer #also its still a jukebox musical #so theres def gonna be songs #particularly a cell block tango rendition/spoof ( which is the trio explaining why they killed peppy ) #trolls #dreamworks trolls

[bunn-iiii]

Pica bonding (talking about the yummy texture of slime and clay cracking videos and stimboards and foam and then buying edible slime to try)

#to be clear we both have craving pica and don't eat these types of things #except for ice my friend eats ice a lot #but we don't eat slime we just would really like to #which is exactly why i bough edible slime for both of us cause we want to eat slime but we both know it would taste like shit #we just want the texture #cause autism #and texture good for non foods but for some reason real foods bad texture #anyways that was my warning #tw pica #idk if that's a blocked tag but i want to tag it just in case #technically it's an eating disorder but I'm not sure if i should tag it as that cause it's not a 'traditional' eating disorder #tw ed mentioned #I'll tag it anyways #autism stuff

[bohemian-nights]

team black and team green stans is a real madhouse, that's why I don't interact with almost anyone in this fandom, it's divided into stupidity and lack of text interpretation

I feel you. A lot of people in this fandom are straight up insufferable 🤦🏽‍♀️ You can’t even voice your opinion without someone jumping on you and telling you that you’re wrong.

And yep, even when you bring in the text(which they swear they have read), you still have people getting mad at you because it doesn’t support their little headcanons. Which at that point they need to hang it up and call it a day, but they never do🫠

#keeping to yourself for the win 🙌🏽 #like you can’t even have a conversation with these people #they are the children that got left behind 📚 #bnasks #bnask #no body come for me because I’m always bringing in the text to back up what I say #which is exactly why half of you have me blocked yet you’re still stalking my a** 💅🏽 #hotd fandom bs

[valkyrieofblue]

Sometimes I wonder if Seto ever regrets his decision to play that game of chess against Gozaburo.

Sure, he did it for Mokuba, to get the two of them out of that orphanage, but in hindsight - with all that abuse and him being so utterly traumatized which he’d never ever admit of course - did he ever truly regret it or hated himself for that decision?

It made him into the successful man he is, but at what cost? Does that cost outweigh everything he went through?

The Seto we know would just say that the past is over and that he has more important things to do haha

But I do wonder what kind of person he would have become otherwise.

#yugioh #scarlet watches yugioh #seto kaiba #why yes i'm watching the noah arc why do you ask haha #little seto turned so bitter once he was at the orphanage #i mean.. understandably #it just hurts to think about #a small part of him does hate himself for it i think #he wouldn't change who he is #he is proud of himself and of what he's achieved #but while he blocks out all the abuse and sees himself as a capable and functioning human being #which he is don't get me wrong #he just doesn't exactly approach things in a healthy way #i can't shake the thought that deep down he does wonder where he'd be today if he never challenged gozaburo #but just like all the bad stuff he would just ban that thought from his mind

[glowingsavepoint]

ok i wasnt going to post anything about this until i finished the entire thing but the side stories are making me really regret not posting the chapters of my fanfic that have been finished because no ones gonna believe i came up with this stuff years before reading them lol

its gonna be a long time til im ready to share the entire story (if ever) but ive realized now i really want at least the opening paragraphs of the first chapter to be read by others, even i never finish the rest... hope u guys like it

Yes… I was certainly called that once upon a time.

_____________

My name was Kim Dokja.

A name pronounced like "reader". A name that meant "only son". Yeah… this name got me into a lot of trouble, didn’t it?

The name felt both foreign and familiar, like a walk down the street of your childhood home after many years away. A backdrop so similar yet never the same, populated by faces you no longer recognize.

It was strange.

I used to be so sure that I hated that name. Hated the body attached to that name. Hated its memories and its thoughts. Hated the very life that was "Kim Dokja".

As far back as I could remember, I had wanted so badly to cast those things away. I would have done anything, to stop being myself.

「But… it was strange.」

It was strange because I had definitely succeeded.

After 28 (or so) years of life, I had finally utterly ceased to be myself. I had become nothing more than a point of awareness. A being with no body, no name, no memories, no thoughts. A being with just a single desire.

「The desire to read.」

And read I did.

I read the stories of many people. An uncountable number of people. They were people like me. Readers to their cores and sick of their own circumstances, desperate to slip into the lives of others and wear them like a new coat.

Well, to be exact… they weren’t just like me.

They were me.

Or perhaps more accurately, I was them. I was them but I wasn’t them. I was the "them" that watched them. I was their subconscious. I was their higher self. I was what they were when they peeled away the layers of their egos, when they peered into the depths of their souls and forgot themselves. I was what told them they were here. I was what told them to keep going. I was their desire to continue, to finish the story, to keep reading, reading, reading.

I was the reader that read their stories, the protagonist that lived their stories, the writer that wrote their stories, and I was what confirmed their very existence.

I had once read that a particle collapsed its wave-function only after being observed.

Early quantum physicists had conducted experiments where they fired particles one by one at two small slits placed in front of a detection wall.

When the slits went unobserved, the particles formed an interference pattern on the wall behind them, as a wave would—behaving as if they had somehow gone through both slits simultaneously. The unwatched particles, astonishingly, seemed to exist in a superposition of all possible states and probabilities. Everywhere and yet nowhere all at once.

Only after a measuring device was placed by the slits (to find out which one the particles had actually gone through) did they collapse into just a single possibility, clearly passing through just one slit and forming a pattern consistent with that observation.

Scientists were stumped, how could a measuring device change the state of matter? It was as if the simple act of observing was somehow essential to determining what had previously seemed unquestionable: reality itself.

「Without someone to witness existence… would anything even exist?」

So I became the sole observer of this existence. I read their stories and I gave the universe its shape. I was the Order that gave context to Chaos. I was the Chaos that gave Order its purpose. I was the One that had become Two. I was the Two that wished to be One. I was the Character singing their tale. I was the Fable they wished to tell.

I was no one.

「I was everyone.」

I was nothing.

「I was everything.」

I was the Universe itself. I existed only to tell others they exist, so that they, in turn, would perpetuate existence.

「And in doing so…」

I had succeeded completely in wiping "myself" out of this existence.

...

So why...? I wondered, in a half awake state.

「Why do I still exist?」

And why—oh god—did that make me so happy...

#ive been writing this story since like 2021 and despite being 15k words deep im still not even half way done with it #i started writing it literally days after finishing the novel for the first time and this part here practically wrote itself #i sat down and opened google docs and next thing i knew this entire opening was written down #its the first story that ever came to me telling me exactly how it wanted to end. and ive already got the final scene written down #the middle bit has been giving me a bad case of writers block tho which is why its still not finished #but i think the side stories might just be the inspiration i needed. i really want this story to be finished #omniscient reader's viewpoint #orv #mine

[greengoddesssmoothie]

Brain is going brrrrrrrrrr

#took a nap and came out of it knowing exactly how NtFIK will end hehehe #but also unfortunately it's a series now...why do I always do this #[shakes my fic] dammit I just want to write your sequel already #this always happens I deliberately don't plan everything out because it gets too convoluted if I do and also I end up planning more arcs #but I inevitably plan /everything/ out on accident once I hit a block #green speaks #fic thoughts #also this has officially turned into an AU whoops #we are majorly playing with canon and adding OCs #I mean nothing goes against canon necessarily but I'm snagging bits and twisting them around because that's my favorite thing. #wait that's a lie lmfao I forgot because seasons 6 and 7 never happened in this fic so that most certainly goes against canon #Anyway I'm also going to borrow canon from other iterations which I was already doing but I'm gonna be upping my game

[lewisbian]

Finding out ppl have me blocked on here kills me bc i always refuse to believe it i’m like is my wifi not working? and refresh the page and look up their user for nothing to show up and then it hits me like OHHHHHH it’s like that. And then i laugh and move on

#and i also always immediately know exactly which post did it #and literally as i say this someone who has me blocked is reblogged into the dash that’s what kills me #like if im blocked block me fr @tumblr why can i see the reblogs ????

[latrodectal]

if you hate a character don’t add to their tag because you’re not allowed to speak on them ✌🏻

#this is about elektra #if i read one more garbage take on how ‘toxic’ she is and how poor wittle matt was manipulated by her i swear to god i’m gonna lose it #matt is not only a grown ass man who makes his own shitty and selfish decisions #but he is every bit as ‘toxic and manipulative’ as she is #i love him but he’s kind of an asshole which what makes him as interesting a character as he is #karen is also plenty manipulative and toxic if you want to get into that conversation #(remember when she tricked ben into going to see fisk’s mother?) #no one on this show is 100% moral so why does everyone (including the defenders writers) point to elektra? #(jk i know exactly why) #anyway the person who inspired this post can’t read it because i blocked them but i hope they’re having a shitty day <3

[sorikkung]

me when ive tried writing the same chapter 3 times but i hate all of them 😃😃😃

(not you wgoin 6 take 2, ur a queen 😌😌😌)

#yeah thats a teaser at the start but im scrapping it anyway #god when i was writing the 3rd attempt at the bad bitch lessons chapter i thought i was rly doing smth #reading it back over later like 😐😐😐 what is this. GARBAGE #i know this is a borderline gary stu of an mc so im trying So Hard for it not to read like.... #like... like a fuck wattpad reader insert by a highschooler yk #like thats exactly what this is giving its reminding me of wattpad fic i read like 8 years ago stop that #i think ive finally identified the problem tho im too used to writing this fic and these characters in dialogue #so everything i write with them is very. dialogue action dialogue action dialogue action #like a script as compared to proper prose #which is my strength and exactly why i made it a social media au at first #but the whole reason im writing a prose chapter is bc these scene wouldnt be done justice just w dialogue action dialogue action #i gotta do my baby RIGHT!!!! #if youre wondering why it seems like gbgb just dieded. this is why. #i have been stuck rewriting this chapter and hitting block after block since the last update. #mischiefing time

[chryzure-archive]

i have this rlly rlly fun zombie au concept (actually has a couple fun scenes and lots of chryzure angst + meredith being a queen bee zombie that infected azure before she turned because he would be hers then)

#memorie.txt #it also has chrysijacks which is why i’m posting this here #like azure helped chrysi and jacks and co. escape from the city #then blocked off that final entrance after them #since he knew he was infected #jacks had to hold chrysi back while she screamed and cried #cut to YEARS later and they’re happily married 💀 #meanwhile azure’s an intelligent zombie roaming around the city of the ubdead #anyway i’m tired and i won’t elaborate further beyond azure doesn’t EXACTLY remember his living life #BUT he remembers chrysi’s name (no other memories of her) and he instinctively trusts and is jealous of jacks at the same time #s.chryzure #s.chrysijacks

[castielsupernatural]

i’m not reblogging any of that. happy for you guys though

#genuinely think the dash is at its healthiest when actor posting is at full force #which is exactly why i need misha girls to stop blocking me 😭😭😭😭