#when i say im tired of the xiv fandom on there i am....so goddamn tired.

[draculasbane]

Idk how many of y'all follow my twt but I'm not going to be very active on it anymore unless there's an art party or a piece I really want to post.

#when i say im tired of the xiv fandom on there i am....so goddamn tired. #not even the fate and cv fandom was that bad with microaggressions and racism the amount of racism i dealt with in that fandom is fucked up #like ive been trying for MONTHS to convince myself that things will change for me and ill feel better being on there but nope #im not sacrificing my health just to post my viera and sometimes fanart. im done. like. very done. #it just boggles my mind that the community got an award for 'best community' in mmos because i will tell you right now #its a very hostile environment on there for black people who are openly black within the fandom. #its not the best community for us. #i have enough shit going on irl trying to make myself be active on there was literally driving me crazy making shit SO much worse #i should not be so anxious that i have panic attacks over this shit #i should not feel worthless because of this shit. i have enough on my plate. #this is a learning experience because i promise you im never associating myself that much with a fandom ever again. #ppl wanna make fun of the fandom on here but at least i dont get microaggressed have racists spewing hateful rhetoric on my posts @ me #and have my posts screenshotted by racists so they can try to pull a 'gotcha' even though theyre clearly in the wrong #etc. cos there's a LOT more bs i have had to deal with from them mfs. So imma just sit back in peace and not deal with that shit anymore. #ill prob only post artwork of Lovelace and thats it cos why even almost put myself in a situation again. fuck them ppl who treated me bad #and every other black person in the fandom bad 🖕🏾 congrats on driving black ppl away from the fandom. On god I hope you burn in hell.