#whats the piunt of sharing these feelings if none of them are good

[uber-noodle]

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#i dont know what to do but those selfish feelings came back. #its the only thing sworling around in my heart lately #and jealousy #everyone else is moving on #going further and far eithout me #looking and feeling better #and im stuck #the same person #the same person for years #nothing has changed at all #why do i feel that way #everyone is always better than me #everyone can just ignore people that hurt them and be strong and better #i guess im just weak i dont know #whats the piunt of sharing these feelings if none of them are good #people get tired of negative people #im sorry i can never get rid of these feelings as easy #im trying so hard to ignore them #bury them #i dont want anyone to keep seeing me as a bad person #im not asking for sympathy or attention #in fact its the last thing i want #I've been informed i do certain actions for attention #i wanna avoid that as much as possible. im a bit tired of myself #i dont see myself in the mirror anymore #i just see somone whose bitter and exhausting to others #my family agrees #and ive lost enough friends to know that i am #i dont know what to do to myself but run from it and disappear #disappear and never come back