So many people to meet, so many books to read, so many songs to sing! There'll never be enough time! It's not fair. I would have liked it to be a little bit longer.
pt 5 of my hansa series - pt 1: Milva, pt 2: Angoulême, pt 3: Regis, pt 4: Cahir
Next person to apologize for adding to my posts/ranting in the tags gets left in the stocks ‼️ stg! Tag rants and additions and asks are the only things that have been motivating me to keep creating like this!! Please never stop yourself if you have thoughts!!!
image id: a digital portrait of DiMA from fallout. he is looking at the viewer with a small smile. the background is black and filled with teal rectangles of different shades and sizes. end id
my favorite novel finishing tool is a portable word processor released in 2000 and i only JUST looked at the manual and discovered it has copy and paste functions. I AM DRUNK WITH POWER.
having anxiety dreams every night to the point where i wake up shaking and then getting out of bed and waddling to make coffee bc my joints seize up so intensely if i’m not moving for 5 minutes and then getting ready to go to work and feeling depressed and suicidal and then having to come back and somehow act like there’s any value in my future and in doing things for my future bc if i don’t do that everyone will act like i’m stupid and lazy and childish lol