#went to hang out w friends

[februaryberries]

brain worms are getting me today

#went to hang out w friends #hi sadie #and like it was right by my old job that like my boss and i had a big falling out and ig it still effects me #bc i was like on the verge of tears or a panic attack half the time but then the other half i was like woo friends :) #very weird #i think also just having a weird dysphoria day #AND im on my period #wack

[bnnyhopp]

all i want is for you to be mine (<- full)

#obey me fanart #obey me #obey me shall we date #asmodeus obey me #asmo #artists on tumblr #digital art #om! #hiiiiiee #pretend i posted this yesterday #please #happy valentines #i wouldve posted this earlier but i actually left my ipad at home all day and then went to hang out w my friends for valentines and then #it was just too late for me to post so i am very sorry pls just take my offering i love asmo ok i hope you love him too #i had to put the full on an IMGUR FILE OF ALL PLACES #so embarrassing #mine

[da-proti-toku-grem]

how do you know the difference between a huge anxiety attack and a panic attack?

#i think i had a panic attack yesterday but idk...... #god it felt so awful and it went on for like 3 hours #but i also had like a hundred things going on so idk if it was like the accumulation of everything or if it was really a panic attack yk #i was at the fair with my family waiting for my best friend to arrive bc i was going to hang out with her #and yk it's a place full of people and we were standing right next to a huge speaker hearing a man talk #and also each place in the fair has different music playing super loud and you can hear all of them at the same time (+ the flashing lights #all that causes me anxiety every since i was little (even if i didn't know it was anxiety back then) #so i *knew* i was going to have the greatest time and i didn't really want to go there in the first place #but even with that i wasn't really haven't a bad time (yet) #we were just stading there and i was waiting for my friend to call me so we could go somewhere else #she called me to tell me she was coming and right when i hung up the phone i felt a really strong pang on my belly #and idk at first i thought it was period cramps but it was weird bc my period had actually stopped that same morning #also i had taken a painkiller right before going there bc all that i mentioned earlier also gives me migraines so there's that too #so yeah the pangs kept getting stronger and it hurt so fucking bad to the point my legs started trembeling #my vision blured and every sound around me seemed to almost fade away #there wasn't any place i could sit down so i gad to cling to my dad and he had to hold me so i didn't fall to the ground #i think i almost (?) fainted in his arms too #after a while the dizzines went away and my dad went to get me smth to drink and i mostly got my hearing and vision back to normal #all that was like 10 minutes max but then the pangs kept hitting every minute or so for the next 3 hours #we found a place to sit and find smth to eat but i couldn't eat anything without wanting to throw up #my legs wouldn't stop shaking like fucking crazy and i kept going from feeling like i was freezing to sweating from how hot i felt #idk i've had smth like this (w/o the pangs) happen to me before a bunch of times but never That strong and it usually lasted 5-10min max #we ended up having to go home and i had to take some more painkillers and my sleeping pills to be able to calm down a little #i'm pretty sure i fell asleep from exhaustion after everything and i'm still feeling a bit weird after almost 24 hours since it happened #anyways. the thing is idk if all that was caused bc of my anxiety #or if it was smth completely unrelated and i just had such a bad tummy ache that it made me feel bad enough to cause All That yknow #i think it felt pretty much like how i've heard people describe a panic attack but again i'm not sure #yeah......... #maca speaks

[acheronist]

amadeus “lil guy” lombardi

#drw #illust #ammo is 5 foot 9 inches for those playing along at home #this little clip is from his recent mic'd up when they went to an elementary school to hang out w kids delighted me #as a fellow short bitch w tall ass friends

[bunnihearted]

🐇☀️☁️🍦

#im glad i went today to hang out with my friend c: #it was nice to just hang out with another person and talk and stuff #i also just like how considerate she is #and she's accepting and chill. i can like tell her that oh im sorry if im low energy now im just overheated bc of the weather and im feeling #sad. and she'll be like dont worry thats ok! and it also is ok she doesnt get annoyed or anything #plus she doesnt look at me weird when there's awkward pauses and i cant express myself properly lol #i overanalyze too much i know :c but anyway it is always nice talking w her so it was nice today #we walked to a sushi place and then to the library #i only stayed for like 30min at the library even if i wanted to stay longer #i realized that it's bc like she had sushi which gives her energy #but i cant afford to buy things out lol so i never eat and refresh my energy #so after 3hrs i got so low energy and just wanted to go home #i should try to find smth easy and cheap i can bring to snack on so i can stay longer!! T-T ugh.. next time!! #we also met a dog! :o she was just standing alone outside a house and stared at the gate #and we came by she walked up to us and looked at me and was like 'get me inside :)' #so my friend went around the house and the owner came and was like omgggg she ran away again!!! #im glad it was so easy to help the dog bc i could not have left her alone by a street w cars and stuff #but she was so sweet and cute and let me pet her 💗 #hmm yeah! then i walked home in the heat that killed me... and now im sitting in front of the fan ^-^ #im not cut out for summer!!! anywaysss it was just a nice time #i wish i could've stayed longer. i'll make sure to bring a cheap snack next time so i can hang out more

[munamania]

also ok maybe had a weird little freak moment yesterday :/ i was with lydia and needed to eat my godawful shitass sushi before going to the library so anyway who do i spot but the roommate with some random guy naturally and im like lydia pause i need to be a stalker but so casually for just like a sec. (this is in a downstairs like cafe/hallway/elevators area) so i stall and then we go to check for a free room to sit in and when there r ppl in it we just go back near the cafe area and theyre over in this little. alcove. of a sitting area. lounging. and im so normal and rlly naturally glanced over a couple times hoping to god the guy didnt see me cause luckily roommate was faced away. anyway. but lydias screenaging it up so im just sitting there awkwardly. and i have to walk past them at one point to get soy sauce to drown the sushi in and maybe that made me look like a weird little stalker too. well again this is if the guy even knows who i am and prob not so whatever its like fine. but like yeah and then i def saw them getting up and then on the elevator to leave so i think my skittish little creature tendencies scared off the vibe from across the room even... and i didnt just wave like a normal person bc i wasnt sure they saw me but we've spotted each other at much greater distances there's simply no way. i was treating them like what the kids call an 'opp' kinda... me when im an anxious little beast...

#and me when i type up a long paragraph abt like nothing happening! <3 #um. and i am overthinking and in my defense. ill lament one more time. HAVENT HAD MY ANXIETY MEDS IN DAYS. so plz be nice.. #and lydia joked abt how i was a little weird. which i was. but now im like fuckkkkk man we're never hanging out again... #they also went back to like one of my stories theyd seen this morning so its like wowwwwww so youre literally obsessed w me.. #anyway. still being so strong and leaving it to them to make a rain check plan if they wanna. and if not thats so hashtag chill #also ive barely seen sam this week which is like nice but i found out they last second saw the eclipse together #and again not that i think i would come up or w/e but i did have sam off my close friends for a while bc he was stressing me out. yk. #and im not sure if um... that would have become evident... doesnt actually matter who gaf #but yeah also naturally hes seeing one of the coolest most beautiful talented creative etc girls in the film major rn #on top of his little fuck buddy. and im not being a bitter little incel abt the fact that hes got bitches and i dont. #bc its like. whatever. too much going on rn to have bitches. tho ill stick to my guns in saying some good sex could fix me a little #yayyyy i love talking #abby talks

[cinna-bunnie]

augh speaking of doing cute stuff w ur friends I'm thinking of when my friend n her bf took me out to dinner and paid for my movie ticket 🥺 i wanted to at least pay for snacks or somethn but i just got us some popcorn to share n they still got more of their own stuff.

i love to feel taken care of ૮ – ﻌ–ა ♡⁠

#it was when i saw that new ghibli movie :3 #it's been nice hanging out w them. i used to get annoyed when her bf would get home but he's grown on me 😩 he's a good boy #they r cool to hang with bc i never feel like a third wheel. i always feel included ‹: when he gets home he just clicks right in n we're al #hanging out. aa anda then my friend (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) she's a fun sweet gal. she is so so beautiful too i tell her all the time #she dyes her hair kinda often so i always love seeing what new color she's got going on 👼🏾 #she'd be so so SO beautiful w cotton candy pink hair 😵‍💫 she went for a certain shade of pink last time that didn't work out so #she went with something new. i am always stunned.. it never gets old. she makes me DELICIOUS drinks too omfg #i don't b drinking much by myself im more of a stoner girl but we get trashed together 💀💕 #i hope i get to meet more ppl like this when i move later this year (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠) #im a lil high n reminiscing rn the past yr has been great. that poll was a lovely question to answer (⁠✿ ‚‚⌒‿⌒‚‚) ♡⁠

[applejongho]

I need new friends . Lmao

#(this is not about anyone on here -- only irl people) #apple lady words #asked to hang. no response. asked if she saw my message. no response. #a few hours before: says no i dont feel like it #posts on ig that she went out last night w mutual friends (and obv not me too) #like god i get it. youre already booked. but dont GHOST ME #ESPECIALLY when you know about how im going through a friendship breakup?????? #idk maybe im being selfish. but im someone who will let people walk all over me #so why do i feel so awful. #dl #negativity tw

[ur-fav-bpd]

Godzilla has BPD!

#i won't lie. i was hanging out w my friends a while ago and kept making those “what if it was called freaky” jokes so when i saw this i went #“what if instead of godzilla it was called freakyzilla and he freaked around the freaking city” #and when i went to search for a photo i accidentally searched up “freaky”😭😭😭 #roll call #godzilla #borderline personality disorder #bpd #your fav has bpd #headcanon bpd

[mothram]

#diana's music diary #good evening I got up way earlier actually but then went back to sleep for a while #been very tired lately cause I've been waking up through the night a lot... #should maybe see my doctor about that again... my old medication helped with that but this new one does the opposite... bleh... #yesterday I didn't do much really I was just hanging out with friends and stuff... #earlier today I got my merry and renko fumos though I'm v happy about that and will take pics 😊 #aaand I also got my puppy ears and tail U^w^U #I might take pics with those on idk... I don't feel that great about my appearance rn so maybe I'll do that another day... #I spent most of the day awkwardly waiting for those though so idk what to do now... #honestly my head has been a bit blurry melty fuzzy today again as is usual so I don't expect to do much.. maybe I'll doodle a bit at least? #let's try to make today nice and cozy and good friends <3

[tamagotchikgs]

last post ended up deleting my tags so im continuing them here

#but. #even after all the time i had aparti still went back at 16 #i traveled across the country just to see her again #and it fucking sucked #she ripped that wound right back open #which . felt so weird because she WANTED me to come #she made all the plans #honestly the train trip there was nice #i got to experience a lot of cool things #but the second i got there. it was . one of the worst times of my life #just nonstop #and now ive finally been away for awhile again #but i still miss her #& i dont know why #but it also doesnt help the only gf i have ever had did the same type of thing LMAO//.... i .. i just cannot win #maybe it's just my roll #say all these nice things n then immediately flip #she would make me hang out w her friends n talk me up n then. cheat on me with them with me there #& then get upset when i cried or tried to break up w her LMAO... #like. she wasnt poly or anything she was actually against it #but the worst part is how openly & loudly she'd love me right before it. so now i never know who is telling the truth. i never feel safe #but anyway. again. i stayed #over n over again id try to break up w her but then i loved her & so when she got upset n threaten to kms id flip n stay #n she'd do it again #until eventually she broke up w me n left me so fuckd up im not gonna lie JHVAJH #she still tried to stay friends after that n i tried #but then i started sobbing mid card game & it was very embarrassing top 10 worst things i have done #but i just. all i want is to be a good person. i want to be someone good & loving but i feel like im such a jealous monster #even if i dont let myself show it n try to ignore it bc i dont want to hurt anyone or be this awful it;s still here. just. permeating. #what if i feel too much what if ill never know when someone is genuine what if im just an evil obsessive freak n everyone i love hates me

[chryzure]

every time somebody is mean abt aurora, she and chrysi become even closer friends. their periods are synced up now. because i say so.

#memorie.txt #p.fated #and they are BEST friends in this current au rolling around in my head #to the point where aurora is outranking jacks & also she deliberately went to the same uni as chrysi #so their friendship wouldn’t be stretched out over a long distance #she got to watch chryzure fall in love & she’s helping chrysi deal w azure’s going missing 🤕 #simeon is also there. because i think simeon and aurora friends would be funny… they bond over loving pink haired girls…. #on THAT topic: chrysi and aurora are so close that eva gets jealous seeing aurora hang out w chrysi sm 😌

[kelpiemomma]

mistake unlocked: hurting the scary warden’s daughter!

aka Akari’s initial return to Jubilife did not go as hoped

#warden ingo #akari #zoroark akari #zoroakari #zoroakari au #someone caught her illusion slipping and didn't so much as 'sound the alarm' as 'take matters into their own hand' #the sky being fucked and volo's warning of the zoroark and then death had everyone on high alert #fear makes people do stupid things #zisu managed to stop the attack (akari hadn't fought back at all) while ingo went immediately to grab the zoroark-girl #were she not in need of medical attention there would have been Drama #akari does not return to jubilife again for a hot minute. instead she gets visited in the highlands by her friends #cyllene can't really leave the office (esp w kamado out of commission for a bit) but she writes akari letters #it encourages akari to keep practicing her transformation so she can write back #laventon is upset by her death and resurrection but deals with it by bringing her her favorite foods #and asking her about her new instincts and behavior #rei takes her out to do survey work and just hang out because she deserves some chillaxing time

[elegyofthemoon]

i love going w my friend some place its always a moment of 'o life is actually good i like being here :]'

#friends tag #we went to amusement park again (we work there so we get in free. trying to use perks LOL) #lots of good laughs :] i am a happy little guy again (instead of stressed and sad all the time) #snow speaks #just need to hang out w friends more instead of. isolating :o)

[britneyshakespeare]

i have a very peculiar life where i've often, due to chronic illness and the resulting reclusive tendencies from said illness, just plain not associated with people of my own age on a regular basis for months or years at a time. but when i do go out, i'm, like, not an unattractive or socially unsuccessful person. well i'm not necessarily socially successful but i'm not unattractive. and i'll look back on like a certain period sometimes and realize that i had a lot of people trying to pursue me romantically, and i'm like "hey what happened to that? its been such a long while since anybody asked me out........."

"oh yeah i dont leave the house"

#at my work i am the kid between kids #i am DEFINITELY too young to be considered to strike up a workplace tryst with lol. at least relative to my coworkers #most of my coworkers are women anyway #im one of the only 20-somethings who works in the entire district too. #tales from diana #not necessarily to say that i desire to be asked out in fact im very uncomfortable w it naturally. as an aroace person #who only ever has the pleasure of letting people down. #when i was a teenager though (especially before i realized i was aroace) no one ever asked me out #i felt very undesirable/unnoticed bc of it. in retrospect ppl did find me cute they just didnt talk to me. #i was kind of unapproachable. if i want to be really cruel to my teenage self then i could call her a pariah. #whatever ppl thought of me... nobody talked to me. and i never talked. plain and simple #then i entered the young adult world and it felt like everywhere i went there would be some man i hardly knew #asking me out when he had just learned my name. very strange to me! #im like why should you do that? i realize it's bc these men want a girlfriend #& they see me & i seem pretty & nice enough. theyre just like 'she will do' #no i wont! lol #sometimes i think like 'have i changed? that hasnt happened in quite awhile' #yes that kind of thing has ceased to happen since ive ceased to hang out w new ppl. #in the past year especially ive made more deliberate attempts to extricate myself from various social spheres #and i dont see really anyone socially except for some friends ive had for years. #if one of them were to suddenly express romantic interest in me. well. boy would that shake things up! lol #they know me though. they know i dont love.

[caramelmochacrow]

still at the con atm but!!!! I saw like. Five of my friends!!!!!! Yippeeeeeeee!!!!!

#crow talks #I hung out w my rhythm game friend and her bf (who I did not know was her bf until she exclaimed it) for a bit #I felt like a third wheel lmao. They were probably thinking of going on a date or smth then some dumb dumb showed up (me) #I feel rlly good. Like. For my first con. #Oh I took a picture w a homura and madoka cosplayer but I didnt ask for permission to post the pic so I'm not posting it (i can redraw it) #I didnt find any d4 bandori or revstar stuff tho :( but I did find LL stuff!! #I got a few keychains I'll post later (yayyyy) #All of the nico and rin stuff were gone :C I only got umi kotori honoka nozomi and eli ones #There was maki and hanayo but I felt bad if I didnt have the other two :( #oh yeah my other three friends I didnt hang out w much but my fifth one was also cosplaying and followed my and my other other friend for a #My rhythm game friend's bf went off to hang w his friends for a bit so yeah #My rhythm game friend bought the first two keychains for me (I felt like crying--) and then my older sibling bought the others #I also played sf 6 and tekken 7 (couldnt play 8) for a bit!!! It was fun. I love kimberly and katarina <3 #Might go home soon (and need to work on assessments--) so !!!! #AH WAIT there were miku figures and such!!! They had all of the sekai mikus there it was cool #I'm gonna totally come back next year!! >:D