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ligayangdala · 1 year

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MGA KARAKTER | bf!mark x reader

GENRE | smut, camboy!au

BILANG NG MGA SALITA | 2.0k

LENGUAHE | tagalog-english

MGA BABALA | smut, filming lewd content, unprotected sex, gentle dom!mark, CONSENT IS SEXY, SUPER DUPER ULTRA SOFT SEX, pag may na-miss pa kami, pakisabi na lang huehue

CHIKA NG ADMINS | soooo... hello po ulit HAHAHAH sorry natagalan tong ep 5, sobrang naging busy kami 😭 anyway, eto na !! enjoy <3 try namin mag-post ng visualizer sa twitter kasi *inspired* ito sa isang video na nakita namin and una talaga naming naisip eh si mark lee >__< kaya eto, HAHAHAH let us know ur feedback about this! sorry rin kung may mga typo, nirush ito HAHAHAH

DREAM FILMS SERIES EP. 05

MARK ﹫MAGICMARK

| my fragile little baby

﹫nsfwacc1: FUCK ME

﹫nsfwacc2: mark is finally back :(

﹫nsfwacc3: tangina ang sexy naman nung pagtanong ng consent :(

﹫nsfwacc4: sobrang hot ?!?!

﹫nsfwacc5: ME WHEN

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mark lee, isang underground rapper at alter. ilang buwan ring nawala sa alter world si ﹫magicmark, nawala tulad ni user ﹫jmhub pero hindi tulad ni jaemin na nagkaroon ng girlfriend at naging focused sa pag-aaral, si mark… medyo naging magulo ang sitwasyon sa babaeng kinikita niya. truth be told, mark isn’t the type to ask random girls out. he’s not dating for fun. si mark lee yung tipo ng lalaki na dating to marry. pangmatagalan ang gusto ni mark. but not all girls want that—at isa na ang babaeng huli niyang dinate na si y/n. mas gusto ni y/n na mag-explore, maghanap ng mga makakausap, sulitin ang kabataan bago mag-settle sa isa. hindi tulad ni mark, si y/n, dating for fun.

nagkakilala ang dalawa sa isang bar kung saan ginanap ang gig ni mark, it was typical gaya ng sabi nila. ikaw na nasa bar kasi iniisip mo kung gaano ka-gago ang mga lalaki, si mark naman na nagpapahinga pagkatapos niyang magperform. nagpalit ng numbers, inayang kumain sa labas, kinilala ang isa’t isa ng mas malalim. umamin sayo si mark na alter siya on your 4th date, balewala naman sayo yun. sabi nga nila diba, you do you? kung dun siya nag-eenjoy, ano naman yun para sayo?

but things started to go south. hindi siya maintindihan ni mark, kung bakit mo tinapos yung relasyon niyo. as hopeless romantic as mark was, he took things slowly with you. sinigurado niyang hindi ka matatakot o magugulat sa mga actions na ginagawa niya sayo. hindi ka rin niya pinressure na sumali sa mga video niya, siya pa nga mismo ang nagsabi na ayaw niya dahil nirerespeto ka niya bilang girlfriend niya. hindi lang niya maintindihan kung bakit isang araw, nawala ka na lang bigla. walang social media, walang text, walang tawag. nawala na parang bula.

kaya nga hindi niya maintindihan kung bakit bigla kang bumalik, 1 buwan ang nakalipas pagkatapos mo siyang iwan. nakasalubong ka nila sa labas ng apartment niya, hinihintay siyang makabalik galing sa grocery. dahil isang hopeless romantic at marupok si mark, buong puso ka niyang tinanggap pabalik at pinatawad pagkatapos mong mag paliwanag kung bakit ka umalis.

tatlong buwan na simula nung nangyari yun, back to normal na ulit kayo ni mark. madalas kang natutulog sa apartment niya, may mga gamit ka na nga rin dito. kung tutuusin, magka-live in na rin kayo dahil mas madalas ka pang mag-stay dito kung ikukumpara mo sa pag-stay mo sa apartment mo. ngayong araw, bored out of your mind, nag-decide kang pumunta sa apartment ng boyfriend mo. alam mo kasing nasa studio yun ngayon at okay lang din naman sa kanya na tumambay ka sa unit niya kahit wala siya dun. tutal, malambot ang kama ni mark, naisip mong umidlip muna habang hinihintay siyang dumating.

pero… surprise! wala siya sa studio.

“shit, baby… sorry!” sabi ni mark, at kinuha ang tuwalyang nasa gilid niya at tinakluban agad ang ari niyang nakalabas at kanina ay pinaglalaruan niya. napansin mo rin na nasa gilid ng kama ang cellphone niya, naka-on ang video. “shit, uh—labas ka muna, magbibihis lang ako…”

halata sa mukha ni mark na nahihiya siya dahil nahuli mo siyang nagffilm ng video niya. gaya nga ng sabi kanina, balewala lang naman sayo yun. ang kaso, hindi pa kasi kayo ulit nagsesex ni mark simula nung nagkabalikan kayo. hanggang kiss lang si mark sa labi, and as far as you can remember, bilang pa lang sa kamay kung ilang beses kayong naglaplapan.

agad mong sinara ang pinto at pumunta sa sala, may halong hiya rin dahil naka-eye to eye mo ang boyfriend mo. hindi mo tuloy alam kung anong mukha pa ang ihaharap mo sa kanya mamaya paglabas niya ng kwarto.

“baby…” tawag ni mark, kalahati lang ng pinto ang nakabukas. gusto mong tumawa, pero nahihiya ka pa ring harapin siya. “s-sorry,”

“pwedeng lumabas ka at pag-usapan natin, mark?” tanong mo. binuksan naman niya ng buo ang pinto at lumabas, balot na balot sa damit. naka-sweatpants at hoodie na kumpara kanina. hanggang sa makaupo siya sa tabi mo, hindi ka niya matignan ng maigi sa mata. “markie, tingin ka sakin, please?”

nilagay mo ang palad mo sa pisngi niya, umiiwas pa rin kasi talaga siya sa pagtingin sayo kaya naman marahan mong pinwersa na tumingin siya sayo. “alam kong nahihiya ka, sobrang obvious sa mukha mo pero… okay lang. it’s not like i haven’t seen it before,” umpisa mo, “alam kong pumayag tayong dalawa na bagalan natin this time kasi nga yung nangyari… pero, markie” tumigil ka para hawakan ang kamay niya at pisilin ito ng marahan, “what if… ready na ulit ako?”

“n-na mag-mag ano—”

“sex, markie. ready na ulit ako.” pagtutuloy mo, “y-yun ay kung okay lang naman sayo. hindi naman natin gagawin agad ngayon—”

napansin ni mark ang panic sa boses mo, kaya naman bumitaw siya sa pagkakahawak ng kamay mo sa kamay niya. mula sa pagkakaupo mo sa sofa, pinalapit ka niya lalo sa tabi niya at niyakap ka ng mahigpit. “thank you, baby” bulong niya sayo at humalik sa ulo mo, bago humalik sa labi mo. “no rush…” bulong niya, pero sobrang lakas ng sexual tension sa pagitan niyo dahil sa mga pigil niyong libog nitong mga nakaraang buwan kaya naman nung binalik ni mark ang labi niya sa labi mo, hindi mo na pinalampas ang oportunidad.

nilaliman mo ang halik, nagulat si mark pero nakuha agad niya ang mensahe ng halik mo kaya hinila ka niya papunta sa kandungan niya. ramdam mo kung paano magsimulang tumigas ang ari ni mark, kaya napaungol ka ng konti sa bibig niya.

“o-okay lang ba, baby? s-sorry, hindi ko makontrol…” sabi ni mark pagkahiwalay niya sayo.

tumango ka at humalik ng mabilis sa labi niya, “mark, tara na…” sabi mo, “pwede kang magrecord, gawin natin ngayon lahat ng di natin ginawa nitong mga nakalipas na buwan, i’m giving you my consent.”

napalunok si mark sa sinabi mo, pero tumango rin siya. “you sure? baby, okay lang naman kung hihindi ka sakin ngayon—”

“mark, sure na ko. sure na ko, promise.”

humalik si mark sa noo mo at bumulong ng thank you bago ka niya buhatin papunta sa kwarto niya. mga labi niyong naglalaban, gamit ang paa niya, sinipa niya ang pintuan para isarado ito bago ka ibaba sa kama niya. wala nang oras para gamitin ang usual na camera na ginagamit niya, kaya naman sa cellphone niya na lang ang nilagay niya sa gilid. siniguradong naka-anggulo ito na kita ang buong kama at pinindot ang record. pagbalik ni mark sa harap mo, hinihigit mo ang hoodie niya, simbolo na gusto mong hubarin ito kasabay ng suot niyang sweatpants. he took that as a sign, agad na hinubad ang mga ito at sumunod naman ang iyo. sa puntong yun, ayaw mo na mag-foreplay, gusto mo na agad maramdaman si mark sa loob mo.

“mark, wag na tayo mag-foreplay… hindi ko na kaya,” sabi mo, “i need to feel you inside of me, mababaliw na ko!”

napangisi si mark sa sinabi mo, pinadalos muna niya ang daliri sa hiwa ng puke mo. basa ka na, sobrang basa. he pumped himself a few times, bago niya itutok sa butas mo. “ready, baby? i’m not pressuring you into this, mahal. i need to know if okay ka lang sa gagawin natin.” sabi niya at tumango ka naman. dahan-dahan niyang binaon ang sarili niya sayo, ramdam na ramdam ng loob mo ang tite ni mark. he was stretching you in a slow pace. dahil nga may katagalan na rin simula nung huli mong pakikipagtalik, medyo masakit ito para sayo kaya napapadaing ka. “shh… anong meron? titigil na ba ko?”

“h-hindi, medyo masakit lang… naga-adjust pa kasi ako…” mahina mong sagot.

“gusto mo bang ilabas ko muna, love?” tanong niya, umiling ka naman. “kailangan kong bagalan muna, baby.”

“okay lang, mark. just… be gentle, please.”

may tendencies kasi na nagiging dominante si mark, bumibilis at nagiging rough ang pagbayo niya, base sa mga experience mo sa kanya ilang buwan ang nakalipas. naalala mo dati kung paano kayo nadadala ng kalibugan, maraming marka ang naiiwan sa katawan, at halos hindi ka na makalakad kinabukasan.

“i will, mahal. i will.” ni-reassure niya. mark spits on his palm, running the saliva on his cock before lining it back to your entrance. bumaon ang ulo mo sa kama niya habang pinapasok ulit ang tite niya sa loob mo. “okay ka lang, baby? okay lang kahit mabagal, ang importante, okay ka. hindi ka uncomfortable, kasi kung oo, pwede naman tayo tumigil—”

“i’m good, markie. promise, okay na okay ako.” sagot mo, ang kamay mo ay napunta sa pisngi niya at pinadalos ang hinlalaki sa balat niya. “i love you, mark.”

sa buong relationship niyo, si mark pa lang ang nagsasabi ng l-word. hindi ka niya minamadali dyan at alam niyang may tamang panahon kung kailan mo sasabihin yan. hindi niya inaasahan na ang panahon na yun, ay ngayon kaya naman ngiting ngiti siya sayo. “i love you, too, baby.”

mark was slowly picking up the pace, sinisigurado pa rin na kumportable ka. binaba ni mark ang sarili niya sayo, humalik sa noo, ilong at labi mo bago pumunta sa labi at dumedede sayo. isa sa mga paborito niyang parte ng katawan mo, ang dede mo. kapag nauuwi sa laplapan, palaging nasa dede mo ang kamay niya. paboritong pisil-pisilin at paboritong patungan ng ulo sa tuwing natutulog kayo. inangat ulit niya ang sarili niya mula sa pagkakapatong sayo, pinuwesto ang legs mo sa dibdib at balikat niya para maipasok ng buo ang sarili sayo.

bumibilis ang pagbayo ni mark lalo, nararamdaman mo na ang dulo ng tite niya sa kadulu-duluhan mo kaya naman lumalakas rin ang ungol niyong dalawa. ang kamay mong kanina ay nasa braso niya, holding on for dear life, ay nasa may puke mo na. pinaglalaruan ang sarili. na-turn on lalo ang nobyo mo.

“tangina, ganyan lang baby. play with yourself while i fuck you.” sabi niya, hinahabol ang hininga habang bumabayo. nararamdaman niyang nagkukuyom ka na, lalong sumasarap sa pakiramdam niya ito. “fuck, pag nag-clench ka, tangina, baka maputok ko sa loob mo”

“m-mark,” ungol mo, “lalabasan na ko”

“just cum, baby… please.”

“fuck, markie!” sigaw mo, naramdaman mong nilabasan ka na, pero hindi pa rin tapos si mark.

“sorry love, h-hindi pa ko tapos… w-wait lang,” ungol ni mark habang labas pasok ang tite niya sa loob mo, nararamdaman mong nao-overstimulate ka kaya tuloy ang pag-ungol mo kasabay niya. “shit, ayan na! i’m gonna pull out, baby,”

it felt like there was a part of you missing when he pulled out, he pumped himself a few times in front of you. paborito niya kasing nilalabas ang tamod niya sa tiyan mo, kaya sinakto niyang nakatutok ito dito. nakatapon pabalik ang ulo ni mark, continuously chanting your name as he unloads his cum.

“f-fuck…” sabi nito sa mababang boses, tumingin siya sa tiyan mo at nakitang kung gaano karami ang nilabas niya. halos puno ng puting tamod ang tiyan mo, pero nakangiti ka pa rin sa kanya. gamit ang isang daliri, pinahid mo ito sa tiyan mo, gathering his cum and quickly placed it on your mouth. kumindat ka pa nga sa nobyo mo, para tuloy nanghina ang tuhod niya sa ginawa mo. “halika rito, baby”

nagpahila ka kay mark, hinayaan na halikan ka sa labi kahit kakasubo mo lang ng daliring may tamod niya ilang segundo ang nakalipas. “fuck, mahal na mahal kita, y/n. di na kita papakawalan”

—.

﹫nsfwacc6: asking for consent is SEXC

﹫magicmark: agreed 💯

﹫nsfwacc7: haha tangina the way he looks at her 💔

﹫magicmark: wala eh, down bad ako sa kanya :)

﹫nsfwacc8: FUCK ilang beses niyang tinanong kung okay lang ba siya, MAN IS IN LOVE

﹫magicmark: super

﹫nsfwacc9: ilang buwan ka ring nawala, mark!! BAKIT KA NANGBIBIGLA NG GANITONG CONTENT

﹫magicmark: surpise :D

﹫nsfwacc10: tapos na po ang pila, people. hindi na po solo content ang meron si mark, jowa content na po HUEHUE

﹫magicmark: more content coming ;)

—.

“okay ka lang, mahal? kailangan mo ba ng tubig? pagkain? oorder ba ko? okay ka pa ba?”

“mark lee, isa pang tanong mo kung okay lang ako, sasapakin na kita. okay nga lang ako, love”

“okay…” he pouted, “sure ka?”

“MARK LEE!!!”

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hn-yn-soo · 9 months

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Can't be | P. JH

Note: This isn't my first time making a story, I'm actually an author in wattpad (hn-yn-soo if your interested). This is also g!p reader so enjoy!

Y/n has been the most naive yet dense girl known in TDoong University, and she haven't noticed the School President having her gaze on the latter whenever she passes by or sit at the front.

Park Jihyo, the cool and classy President known for her assertive aura. She gets what she wants but at the same time gentle, outgoing, caring and responsible. She never misses a beat whenever she does something, nor make a mistake so she gets elected as President for years, not just by her Latina Goddess looks but her cold as ice heart that goes soft for Y/n

But even though Y/n is kinda dense, she's popular thanks to your famous sister Myoui Mina (iyak muna walang isship kay mina) who's known from her ballet skills and a varsity in Volleyball and also famous of a rumour of her dating the Team Captain Son Chaeyoung.

Y/n, also belong in a group circle called Twice with her being the Drama Prodigy with the Brains, Nayeon being the oldest and the social butterfly, Jeongyeon classically known for Dad Jokes and Nayeon's husband after the Uni's Marriage plays, Momo the Dancing Machine, Sana the Flirt Queen, Jihyo the Latina Mom, Mina the Black Swan, Dahyun the Ambassador Queen and Church Girl, Chaeyoung the Beast Captain, and Tzuyu the Yoda and Archer Captain

And so it begins, the classes start and the girls huddled in the campus' Starbucks buying some coffees and pastries having a short meeting for the upcoming prom.

"I was thinking we could do floral theme, since it's spring" Sana suggests, drinking her iced coffee while Tzuyu takes note of what's happening

"I suggest that we have a Disney type of prom, and add the gender neutral clothing on both genders, let everyone wear what they're comfortable with. It's 2023 for GodJisoos' sake" Y/n retorts calmly with her hand raised, the girls agreeing and Jihyo thinking of it for a bit- or thinking of how to ask Y/n out now that she had grown more famous due to her recent play being more mature for the audience

"Well, if no one objects then it's settled. But I would still keep the offer, Sana.. Especially for the University week few weeks from now" Jihyo clasps her hands, the girls smiling and bickering once their meeting dissipates. The girls went out to their separate classes once they got out of the shop, leaving Y/n and Jihyo to themselves

"So, since it's your idea earlier.. Do you have a date in mind?"

"Not so sure, do you have any suggestions?" Jihyo smirks a bit, tugging Y/n close by her loose tie, fixing the knot neatly before resting her palms on the taller girl's chest, feeling the erratic heartbeat in layers of clothes. Y/n couldn't help but get stuck in her gaze, eyes wandering about her face, examining the soft and tanned skin of Jihyo's, her doe eyes that seemed so adorable to look at but scary when mad, her perfect button nose with the apparent mole she likes to look at everyday, and damn..those lips, she wonders if Jihyo had her first kiss-

"Yah, you're staring.. You like me, don't you?"

"Ha? I-I don't, what makes you say that, aish" Y/n panics, storming off making the girl chuckle to herself and follow Y/n to their classroom

"Oh come on, I'll be your date.. So you don't need to worry about your fangirls getting into your pants" Jihyo states quietly, their knowing glances were just enough for answers for unanswered questions. Y/n takes a deep glance on her once more, she watched at how Jihyo took down notes with a slight pout on her face with stray strands of her brown hair falling down on her face ever so slowly. And that was it, Y/n is starstruck once again.

"Ms. Myoui Y/n, the board is up front and not on Ms. Park"

"S-Sorry, Professor Choi" The girl nervously smiles, earning giggles from her friends and classmates and a deep sigh from her uncle Youngjae who fixed his glasses and went off to teaching

Jihyo dribbles something on a small piece of paper, smiling softly before taking Y/n's hand in hers, slipping the rolled paper in her palm before sitting back to listen to the lesson

'Be my prom date? Yes or Yes?' Y/n chuckles and gave a subtle nod, which caused Jihyo to blush deeply with a contented smile. Both had been sending quiet signals towards each other for the rest of the period, and oh love this is gonna be eventful

'ATTENTION ONCES! Are you ready to show your feels and dance the night away at this year's Prom?! Grab your friends, lovers, or yourself and show off your dance moves! The best dancers earn Queen and King of Prom, with a special performance courtesy of Twice!

See you soon on March xx, 2023!'

"Ah, I guess I did nice with the graphics. Don't you think it's a bit-"

"No, Y/n.. It's perfect, l-like you" Y/n was posting the posters with Jihyo, and she caught the last sentence but decided to keep her cool. The girls finished putting the posters up and went on to their next class which was PE, Y/n was a bit nervous since she's with Jihyo but she executed the exercises with no problem

Not until she felt a sharp pain on her chest, she excused herself and dashed towards the Senior Department where her personal doctor is

"Yoonsoo!"

"Yah! Is it happening again?!" Y/n collapses and convulsed as the pain strucks more, Yoonsoo brought her to the bed and did the procedures on her

"Fucking hell, you need a donor like now! Or else you could die!"

"I-I know.. B-But, it's too late.. I just wanna spend the remaining time with Jihyo" Yoonsoo sighs and let the girl rest, walking to her office to call someone

"Is he ready? Had he signed the papers?"

:Yeah, he did a letter too but he told me to let us open it once the operation is done

The older girls sigh and ended the call, massaging her forehead and checked Y/n's files

"Damn it, kid.. This isn't right"

Timeskip, Y/n met the girls after her rest at Yoonsoo's office. The girls were worried especially Jihyo who got up to her and hugged her, tears rolling down her face. Y/n doesn't know that Jihyo is Yoonsoo's cousin nor discovered about her heart disease, Jihyo plays dumb but has been looking over for her from afar

"I thought you got kidnapped or something, you didn't even chat me, I'm worried"

"I'm just with Yoonsoo, girl problems" Y/n winks, causing the brunette to blush and hide her face on her chest. The girls laughed at their cute antics and headed to their separate ways since the class ended when Y/n came back

"Oh yeah, do you mind if I stay at yours for a week? My parents just left for Hawaii for their wedding anniversary trip"

"I don't mind, just bring your stuff over" As they reached home, Y/n was met by familiar aroma of Adobo and Buttered Shrimp with more Japanese cuisine and Chaeyoung helping Mrs. Myoui in cooking

"Oh hello girls, get dressed then we'll eat in a few"

"Mom~ Jihyo's actually coming over, is she allowed?" Mrs. Myoui turns with a slight smirk with Chaeyoung wiggling her eyebrows, Y/n was stunned and facepalmed. Knowing Michaeng must've spilled her growing feelings for the girl

"Don't you dare make inappropriate moves, child. You and your hormones sometimes, aigoo"

"I know mom! I'm not like Mina-chan!" Y/n squeaks when she was about to be tickled by her sister, finally the door opens to see Jihyo smiling warmly and bowing at Kai who opened the door for her

"Konbanwa, Mrs. Myoui and Mr. Myoui"

"Konbanwa, Jihyo-chan.. We were just talking about you, come have dinner with us" The Myoui family ate dinner well with Jihyo and Chaeyoung, soon headed to bed early as they had to prepare for more classes tomorrow

"I'm done showering, Jihyo.. You can use the remaining hot water"

"Thanks, Y/nn!~" Jihyo caught a glimpse of Y/n's toned abs under the robe, she blushes at the sight and hurried inside the room to get herself bathed and distract her thoughts from Y/n

And speaking of Y/n, she was just on her phone typing while listening to YK by Cean Jr., Jihyo finally coming out of the room in her baggy tee and short shorts with a towel hanged on her shoulder. Y/n and her made eye contact, not noticing that Jihyo walked towards her and sat next to her, their faces leaning until their lips met ever so slowly

Jihyo had her hand on Y/n's nape urging her to kiss her deeper which the girl did, their breaths shared as their kiss became more hotter and full of passion

"Mhmm" Y/n lost it, Jihyo's tongue invaded her mouth, and she fought her for dominance. She gently pins Jihyo down, hovering on top of her completely without losing a rhythm

Their kiss went for solid 5 minutes, Y/n felt something throb in her chest making her pull away knowing this might affect her sickness. She lays back down, facing Jihyo who caressed her cheek with her hands

"Can y-you.. Cuddle me?"

"Of course, small spoon?" The girl nods, turning away before she felt a few scoots before arms wrapped around her waist. Y/n felt happy from this contact, too happy she didn't knew she got herself hard from it

They were asleep when Jihyo felt something poking her back, she grumbles in her sleep and nuzzled further back in Y/n's chest thinking she was just needing for warmth but no. The poking thing on her back throbbed which woke Jihyo up, she reached far back, feeling something rounded and girthy in her palm.

She could feel several veins bulging out from Y/n's pajamas guessing she didn't wear any underwear under her pajamas, she gasped at the length when she touched further but then Y/n held her wrist

"You..w-what are you doing?"

"I'm supposed to ask that, what's this?" The slightly tight grip woke Y/n fully yet only let out a soft moan right on Jihyo's ear-

'Omo omo omo, how is that hot?!'

'If she keeps touching like that, I'll..' Y/n thought and hid her face on the smaller girl's nape, her hips slightly moving as if looking for friction

"Yah.."

"P-Please.. J-Just let me- F-Fuck" Y/n moans, breathing softly as she humps Jihyo's palm from behind. Jihyo turns so Y/n's face is now pressed against her neck, she wraps her fingers around the girl's shaft properly

"I'm just curious, you're born with it?"

"Yeah, sorry for not telling you.." Y/n breathily moans, her moans increasing in pitch when Jihyo stroked her with her slow thrusts, almost bringing her to edge..

"T-Tissue.." Jihyo understands and grabbed a few, handing them to Y/n who immediately turned and stroked herself until huge spurts coated the tissue

"A-Ah... Finally.. T-Thank you for the help, I'll just throw these"

Y/n hops off the bed holding her still erect member, she finishes her business before coming back to Jihyo who's staring off to the window

"Hey, are you alright? Let's sleep.."

"Y-Yeah" Both had cuddled to sleep to ease the awkwardness, yet the sudden tickle from Y/n made Jihyo laugh hard and surrender to her funny assaults

"N-No more! Y/nnn!~"

Few weeks later, the girls had prepared for their prom. Jeongyeon had Y/n, Momo, Chaeyoung, Tzuyu to her place to dress up in their colorful prince-like suits while Nayeon had Sana, Jihyo, Mina and Dahyun wear their ball gowns. The girls awed at Jihyo as she looks like Latina Belle from her beautiful yellow gown which matches her tanned skin with her hair up in a beautiful bun

"Shall we go, ladies?~"

"Yoonsoo!!~" The older hugged Jihyo, smiling as the others fell in love at how the girl's outfit suited her so well as if she came straight out of Disney

"I brought the limo with me, let's go!"

The girls cheered on as they hopped inside the vehicle, Jeongyeon and the rest were the first with the couples to arrive and they waited in line for their princesses

"Omo, is that Nayeonie?? She looks like Cinderella!"

"Wah! Sana looks like Anna from Frozen! So pretty~"

"Omg, Dahyun and Momo looked so badass and cute!"

"Chaeyoung marry me!"

"Oh my, you look so gorgeous, Ms. Park" Y/n held her hand out for Jihyo who gladly took, their smiles were evident that the photographers got a lot of good shots of their contented smiles

"Damn, the tops be looking handsome, especially Jeongyeon and Chaeng!"

"Oh damn, Y/n be looking fine she can step on me"

"I appreciate the compliments, ladies.. But if you mind, I need to bring my princess inside" The fangirls wailed in adoration as they watched the couples go inside the ballroom, hues of purple, blue and white lit the room and they sat to their respective seats. The girls escorting their lovers/partners to their sides, earning squeals from the students around them

"Hey, did you bring my meds?"

"Mhmm, here.. Make sure you drink them on time, or else it might happen again" Y/n sighs at Yoonsoo's words, she goes back and her eyes were caught with Jihyo's who gave her a sweet gummy smile

It was as if the world stopped for a moment, Y/n took in the image of the girl in her mind. Oh how she wished she could love her forever, waking up to see her bright smile and soft voice, those eyes that she could drown on any day and any time. Those kiss she wanted to feel again, it's all she could wish for.. Yet she had little time left, so she makes it worth it

She felt a small pinch in her heart, her face changing a bit but composed her smile to hide the pain. Jihyo noticed this and approached her, grabbing her arm gently sent tingles down Y/n's spine

"Wanna dance? You seem off, Y/nn"

"I'm good, but sure.. Let's dance" They held each other's hand as they went in the middle, they spotted a familiar bunny pushing the DJ off the booth and plugged something into the laptop which played "Rewrite The Stars"

You know I want you

It's not a secret I try to hide

You know you want me

So don't keep saying our hands are tied

You claim it's not in the cards

And fate is pulling you miles away

And out of a reach from me

But you're hearing my heart

So who can stop me if I decide it's on my destiny?

"So, what's with the stare earlier?"

"Ah, that.. I was just thinking, a-about what we did that night.." Both had blushed as they danced as if it's their own world, soon enough their friends joined in not minding the two talking mindlessly

What if we rewrite the stars?

Say you were made to be mine

Nothing could keep us apart

You'll be the one I was meant to find

It's up to you, and it's up to me

No one could say what we get to be

So why don't we rewrite the stars?

And maybe the world could be ours, tonight

"Do you..r-regret it?"

"Heavens no! I'm actually thankful since you solved one of my worst problems, been dealing with it since I started puberty but didn't know what to do.. So I just wanna say thank you for that, you've been great to me since we were kids" Y/n smiles, which Jihyo reciprocates. Their eyes showed a glint of love, Jihyo's mind filled with thoughts whether she should confess, she thinks it's time

"I also have something to say.. I dunno why I felt like I wanna say it now but I think it's the right time to show how I feel about you"

"When we were kids, I never wanted to leave your side. I've been there even from afar, looking over you and that's when I knew.. This ain't more than friends, I get jealous over small things like how your fangirls wanted to get your heart but failed miserably but I do them to you without efforting much. A-And that night it wasn't supposed to happen but my instincts kicked in and decided to help you out, since it bothers you a lot as you said. But yeah, I'm gonna go straight to the point.. I like you, I really do.. This might shock you for a while but I'm not asking you to like me back, heck I don't even had plans confessing until now since I feel like something's wrong-"

Jihyo was cut off when she felt familiar lips pressed on her own, her eyes widened yet closed to return the kiss. The crowd fell silent for a moment, their friends watching as they let the scene unfold in front of them. Yoonsoo frowns as she watches Y/n's tears fall down, and soon became worried when she saw how her shoulders shivered badly. Jihyo hugs her, peeking over her shoulder catching her cousin's gaze sending a signal

All I want is to fly with you

All I want is to fall with you

So just give me all of you

It feels impossible (It's not impossible)

Is it impossible?

Say that it's possible

"I-I wish I could like you back, b-but I h-have a few min-" Jihyo gasps as she catches Y/n in her arms, the girl collapsing and falling into shock, Yoonsoo running over to them with Somi passing an injection to her

"Give way! Somi get the limo" The blonde leaves with the keys, Y/n stabs Y/n with the syringe to her chest and the latter wakes up to life and coughed badly

"M-Meds.."

"No, it's too late.. Call him, Jihyo" The latter nods and looked around to spot a certain boy, waving him around and he dashed towards her...

"Alright, I'm ready.. As long as my best buddy lives"

"It's too late for me too, Jihyo.. M-My leukemia had gone worse" Jihyo tears up even more, finally Somi finally came and the girls rushed into the limo and drove off to the nearest hospital....

"She's Myoui Y/n, stage 4 heart cancer prepare me an OR asap!"

"Come with me, Daniel" Somi leads the weakening boy to the assigned OR to prepare the surgery, the girls waited outside with the Myouis coming in an instant

"Where's my daughter!?"

"She's inside, mom.. I didn't know she had this, she never told anyone.. I knew she's fine mom! I-I can't believe she had this, I'm such a bad sister" Jihyo looks down at the jacket which contained Y/n's meds and a letter, she walks over to the parents and gave the letter with a scared expression

"S-She.. She wanted to tell you guys but she's scared to disappoint any of you.. I didn't even know until I saw her in Yoonsoo's office, but Y/n doesn't know that I knew now"

'Hello to the ones reading this, I may be feeling worse now or dead but hey I didn't give this to make y'all even more sad but happy. I may be gone now but remember that I'm here, think of me as the penguin roaming around Antartica sliding in the ice freely! I think of it like that instead of heaven, Antartica feels nicer than it looks, no? So yeah, don't cry for me! Be happy! If I see one of y'all cry, I'll hunt you down and scare you to the bone. Just kidding, I might be playing Legos up here but I'll be fine!

But if I ever live, I'll say this now even if Jihyo sees this. I love you, I know you'll be confessing soon from the way our interactions and feelings grew. I am just so dumb to not say it back, but I do.. I love you, my heart only beats for you so I'm not surprised if you're jealous of me hanging out with other girls, don't be.. I'm only yours, so I hope I stay alive so I give back the love you gave me.. And to the rest of y'all, I love you so much, take care of Mina and Jihyo for me in case I get taken by God here.. And don't even try to drink my coffee without permission, ask Jihyo first especially you Yoonsoo! That's all, I'm watching y'all, no tears allowed, arraseo!?

-love, Y/n<3'

"Oh my.. I hope it's not too late, I can't lose my baby" Mrs. Myoui cries onto her husband's shoulder, Kai and Mina reading the letter in tears, internally praying for their sister's surgery to be a success

"Jihyo, Daniel wants to give you this"

"What is this, Somi?" She opens the letter, the first words immediately made her tear up

'If you read this, it's probably me dead or in the middle of the surgery with Y/n. I volunteered to do this since I'm dying and at the same time my best friend is, but I know you to liked each other than we do before, and I understand that.. I even wished for the fate to have you two meet and from the glances you shared, I was right.. I knew Y/n would be right for you and love you unlike I did, I apologize if we broke up due to our busy times especially you being School President and me being a future holder of my dead family's company.

I hope you live a better life with her, you two take care of my heart or I would come back there and hunt you two. I had to let myself go in order for you and Y/n to live a great life, and love each other to the fullest! I also left something to Yoonsoo, it's a month-trip to Paris! I had bought tickets enough for you guys as a token of appreciation for looking over you while I was gone. Don't cry for me, please? Smile for me like you always do, me and Y) n might share the same heart, but she beats for you.. And I'm up here watching over you, congrats to your soon to be relationship!

-Daniel Kang <3'

"D-Dani..." Jihyo cries, but her heart broke more when Mrs. Myoui read the letter Y/n gave, she prayed that Daniel would still live but he couldn't. And speaking of the two, Yoonsoo had successfully switched the hearts, her tears fell down as she watched Daniel's monitor fell into a flat line. The other residents bowed as respect, mourning for the kid while Y/n's monitor continued in a rhythmic heart beat..

"Is Mr. Kang by himself? Doesn't he have relatives?"

"None as they died when he was young with some out of reach, me and Ms. Park are the ones looking after him.. I'll be handling whatever's left over from him, transfer the both of them into a room then bring Daniel to the morgue after the girls said their goodbyes" the nurses followed her instructions, Yoonsoo held the sobbing Somi in her arms as they marched back to the lobby where the family waited

"The operation is a success, yet.. Daniel couldn't make it"

"I'm sorry, Jihyo.." The latter nods and sniffled, they were assisted to the room to look over Y/n and said their final farewells to Daniel. Yoonsoo received a call from Daniel's company, asking about the agreement in taking over the company

"Ah, yes of course.. I'll take his position as founder and CEO of KD and Konnect"

"Yes, I'll be there starting by next week.. Just gonna arrange his funeral, I'll be expecting you guys.. Thank you" Yoonsoo ends the call, she held Daniel's hand from under the white sheet and smiled faintly.. Sighing she called the nurses to bring him out so it was just Y/n inside

"You okay? I can vouch for you so you can rest"

"I'm good, I'll just have to uh... Promote my loving fiancée as CEO of Yoohan Medical Center, hoping you'd fit in while I take care both companies of mine and ours" Somi nods and hugged her, giving her a light kiss before their attention turns to Jihyo

"Jihyo, you can have some rest.. It's been a long night"

"I'm alright, I want to stay.." The girls gave a small smile and bid their goodbyes, coming back to the prom which still continued and made up to the worried students and teachers by giving them a night to remembe while the Myouis got back home to rest as they were too stressed for the whole night..

"Hey, I got home to get you some clothes.. And some snacks too incase you get hungry"

"Thank you, Yoonsoo-ah.." The young doctor bows and left the room, Jihyo decides to change her gown into comfort pajamas and came back to see Y/n fluttering her eyes

"Y/n? Omg, you're awake.. Should I call a nurse?"

"I'm fine, I just need you for now" Y/n reached her hand out, Jihyo took her and intertwined their fingers together. Both had smiled, their eyes filled with love as they held their gaze for a short while

"So, what you said earlier.."

"I change my mind, I'll be yours.. Forever" Jihyo beams a smile, kissing her hand before smiling widely. Y/n lifts her other hand, using her thumb to wipe Jihyo's tears away then stroked her cheek softly

"I love you so much, Hyo"

"I love you more, Y/nn..always"

The end.

#mina #jeongyeon #chaeyoung #nayeon #dahyun #tzuyu #sana #momo #jihyo #twice

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luna-rav · 20 days

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Wag mo i-send bukas, eclipse or by Friday this week na lang para walang work and also May time siya iprocess yung situation.

Here’s a quick draft you can say Luna…

I hope you're doing well. I wanted to have a sincere conversation with you about something important. After some deep reflection, I've realized that I'm not ready for a romantic relationship at this moment. Please know that when I say, "It's not you, it's me," I truly mean it. This is about where I am personally and what I feel ready for, rather than anything about you. I value our friendship and the easy conversations we have, but the thought of anything more feels overwhelming right now. I hope you understand and that we can preserve our connection as friends.

Also please remember that it is important to express your feelings in a kind and respectful manner, even if the outcome may be upsetting… to him at least. Wag mang-ghost kasi bad yun haha 👻 kaya during this difficult time, showing empathy and understanding is a must kasi either way you’re going to break his heart anyway…🍊

Good luck 🫡

omg thank you Rae! that’s the word I was looking for, “overwhelming” and yes I wanna be as gentle and as kind as possible. first time ko di mangghost char haha thank you ulit!!

ps. bakit bawal pag eclipse??

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huminahon · 11 months

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Ang kyot ng ampon naming pusang si Tolpu e. Nagpabili kasi ako kay kuya ng patuka ng manok tapos iniwan nya lang sa upuan sa terrace. Kinaumagahan nung aayusin ko na, nakita ko may butas tas nagkalat. Edi kinausap ko agad yun pusa kung sya ba may kagagawan. Bumaba sya tas nagmeow meow. Meow meow sya nang meow meow tas lumalabas ng terrace tas babalik sakin tas meow meow na nakatingin sa malayo. Hindi nman ako galit sa kanya, so dedma ko lang. Kinuha ko yung lalagyanan ng patuka sa likod nung pagbalik ko nakita ko yun makulit na manok ng kapitbahay na umaaligid tapos wala na yung patuka na nagkalat sa sahig. Si Tolpu naman nag memeow tas tumitingin sa manok. Parang nagsusumbong sya kung sino yung nagbutas at kalat nung patuka. XD Last month, may makulit na malaking daga na nangingingain ng patuka ng manok. 2 weeks ko sinubukan hulihin yun e kaso masyado malaki para dun sa trap ng daga. May nagsuggest na magpain nalang ako ng lason e parang nakakaawa naman. Nung sumunod na araw after nung may nagsuggest ng paglason... hindi ko na nakita yung daga. Ang nakita ko si Tolpu. Hunter kasi to kaya inampon ni papa. Simula nun hindi ko na nakita yun daga, tas may times na dun nagbabantay sa manukan si Tolpu. Nung nangingitlog din yun mga bibe, binabantayan nya rin. Not sure lang kung sya naglagay nung laruang bibe sa pugad nung mga bibe. Parehas babae kasi yun kaya di nagpipisa ng itlog. Hinaharvest ko lang tas ginagawang itlog na maalat. Siguro nafeel nya yun sadness nung bibe kasi walang duckling na lumabas dun sa isang itlog na iniwan ko. Nung nakaraan kasi 2 kuting nilagay nya dun e XD XD XD

Sobrang gentle nya rin, hilig nya kasi humiga sa tsinelas, sapatos o kaya sa basahan kaya minsan di maiwasan na maapakan nya. Kung yung ibang pusa nangangalmot at nangangagat kapag naaapakan, sya hindi, ngiyaw lang sya na malakas. Never sya nanakit.

#prsnl #pusa #tolpu

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hashirun · 10 months

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Tagaytay Skate and BMX Park

Naalala ko nung second year hs ako, nagpadala ng dalawang skateboards yung tita ko galing States. Since yung bahay namin eh situated sa tuktok ng gentle slope, ang ginagawa ko nun eh sasakyan ko yung skateboard mula sa dulo ng driveway namin, palabas sa kalsada then dire-diretso pababa. However, my affair with the skateboard was short-lived for various reasons: walang ibang nag-sskateboard dito sa amin, walang skate park kung san pwede mag-practice, di pa uso internet nun at wala kaming cable so wala akong ibang means para ma-expose sa skate culture, at ang pinamasaklap, magkasunod kami na-aksidente ng kapatid ko sa pag-sskateboard. Di naman ako nabalian pero na-sprain yung kaliwang braso ko nung na-out of balance ako sa mabilis na pagliko mula driveway namin papuntang kalsada. Yung kapatid ko naman dumiretso sa kanal at kinailangan tahiin yung sugat sa mukha nya. Binenta namin yung skateboards and that was that.

These days, buhay na buhay ang skate scene at least in this part of Cavite thanks to the 2019 SEA Games. Tagaytay built a skate and bmx park adjacent to the Tagaytay Track Oval to host the skateboarding and bmx events, and after the SEA Games it's the local skaters and bmx riders who ultimately won out as they've been able to benefit from the said facilities. Accessible and secure facilities also means that newbies are constantly being drawn to skateboarding and bmx. Gusto ko sanang i-try ulit kaya lang at this point I don't think I can afford to risk injuring myself while trying an extreme sport. I want to be able to run (and bike) for as long as I can, and trying an extreme sport won't help my cause. Mad respect to those who skate and here's to hoping that Cavite can produce the next Margielyn Didal in the foreseeable future 🙌

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anyalovesu · 3 months

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tolerate it.

vi. use my best colors for your portrait.

— “he said he wondered what it must be like inside my mind and i told him he’d rather not know. it was for the better.”

“Bakit ka andito?” Elijah’s tone was sharp from the door of the atelier, eyes boring holes into the back of her fiancé’s head.

“Madam Eli!” Kyle greeted her cheerfully, skipping towards her as he gave her a high five. Leon didn’t know when they got that close but he figured that maybe FC lang si Kyle. “Nakita ko ang entry mo sa page ng org n’yo! Angas!”

Eli smiled at him, flattered at the compliment, especially because Kyle really was impressed and has never seen anything executed like that.

“Magpapacommission kami ng art sa’yo one day, para sa album art namin!” he says with conviction.

“Album art agad,” Amir playfully hits the back of his head, chuckling at him. “Sumulat ka muna ng kanta.”

“Meron na ngang draft!” Kyle argued, reaching over to Amir’s head to get his revenge but Amir stealthily pulled away before Kyle could hit him. “Nasa flashdrive ko na, iplay ko pa ngayon!”

“Loophole,” Leon replied to her, before slowly turning back to face her. “Bakit Loophole?”

“Hindi ako nagpapapasok sa atelier, lumabas ka d’yan,” Elijah sneered at him, pointing the way out of the room.

The room was messy and there were a lot of unhung canvases lying around the room that she has been planning to hang around the house but she hasn’t been home for most of the time to do the task. She would be lying if she said that she enjoyed working overtime. She’s not afraid of admitting that she has been avoiding Leon, that’s why she has been staying up late in the office. But more than that she hasn’t been drawing well the past few days, that even Hwangs have noticed how dark her designs have been getting which puts Santi in a position to worry if his little sister’s situation is triggering her to have a mental breakdown.

“Why the loophole?”

“Matagal na ‘yan.” Elijah was getting agitated the more Leon tried to press for information.

Wasn’t it obvious? Or was it that Leon is playing stupid?

“It’s good!” Eli clapped as Kyle stopped the seventh and last track from the mini album. “Anong pangalan ng album?”

“Loophole,” he proudly replied. “Homage to where the band started.”

“But nagsimula ang banda sa inyong lima,” Eli smiled at him, soft eyes looking at the gentle stares that her friends were giving her. “Ibang banda ang Loophole.”

“Walang Midnight Covey kung walang Loophole,” Amir agreed. “Maganda yung Loophole. Doon nagsimula ang lahat, doon rin magsisimula ang karera ng banda na ‘to.”

“Para saan? Para kanino?”

“Hindi ka naman yata tanga para isubo ko pa sa’yo ang sagot,” Elijah spat at him, before trying to force Leon out of the atelier. Trying, being the keyword. Leon was taller and heavier than she had anticipated, making it easy for him to stand still and pull her like she weighed nothing towards him. “Bitawan mo nga ako!”

“It was for the album ng MC, right?”

“You are on thin ice, Park,” Elijah hisses at him one more time, but Leon does not let go. Instead he pulls her into a hug, one that he was strong enough to hold even if Elijah was fighting for her life to escape. “This is not going to fix anything you did, Leon. Bumitaw ka na.”

Elijah was slowly beginning to feel like the world was closing up again. Cold was creeping from her fingertips to her arms, from the tips of her toes to the rest of her body. Her eyes began to cloud as her throat dried and closed up. “Bumitaw ka please,” she managed to sob out as she tried to push him again from another time. “Hindi ako makahinga, bumitaw ka, Leon.”

Leon releases the moment he hears that, cold engulfing him just as much as it did her. “Ellie,” he held her face to make him look at him as she breathed heavily.

“Bitawan mo ako sabi!”

He was taken back when she slapped his hand harshly away from her face. Elijah backed away from him until she hit the blank wall next to the door frame. Leon could only watch as Elijah clutched the hem of her shirt as she slid down the wall, sobbing.

“You can’t just go home na may dalang bulaklak tapos magkukunwaring may pakielam ka sa mga ginawa ko para lang saktan ako bukas,” Elijah whimpers, trying desperately to control her breathing. “Tangina naman. Gusto mo malaman kung para kanino ‘yan?”

Leon was speechless, he just stood there and nodded like a pathetic little boy. It made his heart squeeze to see Elijah sat there, in the midst of a mental breakdown, and he hit a dead end trying to figure out how to help her. She didn’t want anyone near her, that was the only thing clear for him.

“Para sa banda, oo,” she managed to croak out. “Para sa una n’yong album.”

Leon slowly drops to the floor, pulling his legs close to him as he tries his hardest not to scoot closer toward Elijah to hear what she was saying as some of the words rendered incoherent in between the sobs. “But you stopped being friends with me bago ko pa natapos. Bago ko pa maibigay.

“Bakit ilang araw na hindi sumasama si Eli?” Amir asks as Leon enters the room with Krizal, his girlfriend. Krizal sneers at him the moment Elijah’s name was mentioned.

“‘Wag n’yo na hanapin,” Leon brushes them off as he offers for Krizal to take a seat on the couch where Eli used to sit.

Kyle couldn’t help but feel the ick for the new girl.

Surely it wasn’t her fault that she was brought here by Leon, but she seemed uninterested the entire time she was there and it was a stark contrast to the enthusiasm that Eli always showed whenever she tagged along. He appreciated every comment Eli gave and the small revisions in the lyrics and the composition of the song that she thought would sound better. That energy was just absent now that Eli is not there anymore. He missed it. Surely, everyone did. Especially when there was a constant interference with their equipment because of the constant calls that Krizal kept on getting in the middle of their practice.

“Miss ko na si Madam,” Kyle mumbles as he scribbles on his notebook. Krizal had just left to meet with her friend, and there they were on the floor of Kyle’s studio, trying to brainstorm for the next song that’s going to make it in their album. “Kelan ba daw s’ya hindi busy?”

“Ayaw ni Krizal sa kan’ya,” Tobi rolled his eyes. “Hindi ko na rin nakikitang nagpapansinan ‘yung dalawa eh.”

“Ang fucked up mo naman brodi kung iniwan mo si Eli dahil ayaw sa kan’ya ng jowa mo,” Karlo laughed at him, thought secretly hoping it was a joke. But it wasn’t. That morning, Leon and Eli spoke about the terms of their friendship and technically ended it there.

Leon looked at him blankly.

“Bobo,” Kyle shamefully threw his notebook at Leon, making sure to aim for his head. “Bobo ka! Isa kang bobo!”

“What was I supposed to do? Eh nagseselos nga si Krizal sa kan’ya?”

“Si Eli ba talaga ang problema o ikaw ang suspicious gumalaw kapag kasama si Elijah?” Everyone stopped to look at Tobi.

Of all the people, Tobi knows Leon the most as he sees it, Leon has been denying an emotion that he fears to feel.

And that was, Leon, in fact, was unknowingly falling in love with Eli. And out of fear of what could result from that, he switches up to another girl and dumping Eli as if it would magically erase how he felt for his best friend.

“Anyway, kung makakaistorbo lang din ang girlfriend mo sa practice at wala namang itutulong dito, huwag mo na isama,” Kyle rolled his eyes at him, picking up the notebook that he threw at Leon. “Ilang beses tayong umulit kasi ugong ng ugong ang speakers. Akala n’ya yata nakakatuwa s’ya.”

Him and Krizal broke up a few months later and it didn’t take long before he was dating someone else already. Though they lasted longer than him and Krizal did, his relationship with Junia ended for the same reason. They couldn’t stop getting jealous over someone Leon had left behind already.

While Leon knows that he has already moved on, it seemed like the ghost of Elijah haunted him, because she was everywhere. Even their small fanbase searched for the girl who always stood in the bylines during their gigs, the one who always cheered for them and even went as far as writing songs with them. Maybe him constantly being broken up with because of Eli unreasonably planted that deep rooted dislike for his, now, ex-best friend.

Margot was there for them the same way Eli was, though she had a different role. She was there because she enjoyed whatever her older brother sang. It took a while before she and Leon got together because Amir did not like the thought of it. At the end of the day though, Amir knew that Margot could handle it. After all, Margot and Eli met each other once and did not have bad blood at all. Margot knew her worth and knew that Eli is not going to be a threat at all if it was up to her.

Margot trusted Leon very much and while it seemed pathetic that she knew there was someone else in Leon’s heart, she figured that there were two separate places for them and there was no point in competing with someone who respected Leon’s decisions a long time ago. Margot knew that there will always be love for Eli. From all of Midnight covey. She knew that Midnight covey wouldn’t have made it if she weren’t there during the beginning of it. Eli will always be loved, especially by her best friend, Leon, though he says he would rather die than say it.

And Margot was right all along.

It wouldn’t hurt this much if there wasn’t love.

It physically hurts him to remember that conversation with his friends, everything that had everything to do with Eli during the rise of the band, all his break ups — everything leads back to Eli.

And it wasn’t even her fault at all.

It was all his.

“Babes, may schedule ka pa sa Sunset vine,” Ynes called her softly, tapping the back of her very hungover best friend to try and wake her up from her slumber. “Sabi na kasing tama na kagabi eh, ayaw pa magpaawat.”

“I’m sick sabihin mo hindi ko kaya,” Eli whined, trying to swat Ynes’ hand away from her back. “Ayaw ko pa rin makita si Leon.”

“Kapag ba hindi ka pumunta, may mangyayari?” Ynes asked, pulling a chair to sit next to her. Craning her neck above the dividers of Eli's working space to see if there was anyone suspicious listening to them. “Kahit naman ayaw mo kay Leon, wala naman tayong magagawa. Jas messaged him last night, noong may tama na rin. He kept on apologizing, babes.”

“What is his apology going to do? Anong akala n’ya? Kapag suddenly binigyan n’ya ako ng acknowledgement bibigay ako? Am I that easy? Ganoon ba ang tingin n’ya sa akin?” Eli rises from her desk and looks at Ynes, tears beginning to glass over her eyes. “Ang babaw ko naman sa kan’ya kung ganoon. He couldn’t even apologize to my face! And then what? Ita-trato nanaman ako na parang basura kung kelan n’ya maisipan? Tangina naman kung ganoon.”

“Babes, I can’t go there on my own rin kasi,” Ynes sighed, finally admitting to the truth. “Nacontact na rin kami ni Kuya Tobi ng assistant ni Misis Park para samahan kayo as maid of honor at best man.”

“Dinadamay na rin kayo?” Eli wanted the ground she stood on to open and swallow her whole from 12 floors above the ground floor. Why did it have to reach to this point?

“I actually think it’s quite nice of them to bring us into the picture. Para hindi kayo magpatayan.”

Eli groaned, slamming her head on the top of her hand over the table. Dejectedly turning her head towards Ynes’ direction only to realize that they really are trying to make this work for her and Leon.

She really was hopeful that somehow it could work. Maybe some miracle out there would suddenly make him change… but the miracle came in the form of him being made aware of her diagnosis… and the sudden change wasn’t so nice at all. After his scene last night, there was nothing but sheer anger and annoyance for Leon for how he handled things.

“I actually think na dapat hindi na kayo sinasama dito,” Eli mumbled before hesitantly pulling herself up from her seat and grabbing her handbag from the table. “Tara na. Baka kung ano pang iba nilang ipagawa sa inyo.”

Ynes was there through everything. What’s next if Ynes doesn’t follow what they say? Take away her job? Take away from Eli? Losing Ynes is the last thing she wants. Ynes is the sole reason for her sanity throughout college when everything was turning shit because of school and her consistent family affairs that she did not want to involve herself in.

Ynes took Eli’s car keys before she could even argue. Eli was not in the best state of mind and driving for God knows how long will take during the deadly hours of city traffic has never had a higher chance of triggering yet another mental breakdown from her. Ynes took it in her hands before things got out of hand.

“Gusto mo na ba pagusapan kung saan nagsimula ang sigawan n’yo ni Leon kagabi?” Ynes asked once they reached where the traffic really got congested.

“Nasabi ko na kagabi,” Eli replied coldly, as if trying to avoid the subject though deep inside she knew that she had to talk about it at some point. She figured that talking about things helped her to figure out how to go around things better. The thing about that was that it was hard to relive moments that got too emotional for her liking. Emotions made her brain go haywire almost every time. There was a point where she thought she had an aversion towards feeling strong emotions but Isa always reminded her that it was okay to feel her feelings when he was around because she was safe.

She believed him.

She was safe with Isa.

But Isa is not here anymore.

“Sabi mo lang kagabi nagdala ng bulaklak tapos ang kapal ng mukha n’ya dahil akala n’ya kaya ka n’yang goyohin sa bulaklak,” Ynes gave her a slight shrug.

Ynes always thought rationally. Which made her jealous of that trait of her best friend because she never was. The highs were always too high and the lows were always too low. There was rarely a neutral ground for her to think things out properly. She was a cosmic ball full of emotions and ideas, always waiting for the most inconvenient moment to explode. They either turned into stars, her greatest creations, the very reason of her success or into black holes, that sometimes are strong enough to absorb every single reason for her to want to live.

Eli looked at Ynes, whose eyes glued to the road, before slumping back on her seat, letting out a heavy sigh to try and compose herself with enough courage to tell her best friend what had really happened.

“Pumasok s’ya sa atelier,” Eli sighed, looking down on her hands as she fiddled with the zipper of her designer bag sitting on her lap. Her light pink manicured nails scratched on the metal grooves of the zipper in hopes of distracting herself from crying once again.

“You let everyone in the atelier, Eli,” Ynes glanced at her curiously. True to her statement, Eli did let everyone into her working space ever since. She was always proud of the art that she creates, claiming that she has brought them to light from the highest and lowest points of her life and it was always worth being proud of because it was a reminder that she survived that part of her life. “Bakit ayaw mong papasukin si Leon?”

“I didn’t let him him. Pumasok s’ya ng kanya,” Eli quipped. “There’s a difference d’on, babes.”

“Bakit ayaw mo nga?”

“Nakita n’ya yung huli kong ginawa,” Eli glances out the window to try and avoid letting Ynes see her crying even though she’s seen her cry too many times to count already.

“Maganda naman?”

“I don’t know if he figured that half of it was from my grief noong sinantabi n’ya ako,” Eli mumbled.

Ynes felt a pang of guilt hit her when Eli admitted that.

'Half of it' was an understatement, more than half of it was Eli’s artistic take on Midnight Covey’s songs. They were basically what could’ve been MC’s album cover art over the past four years. She hasn’t listened to any of them directly, but Ynes played them all the time. She was friends with Kyle after all like Eli used to be too. Ynes was a big fan of Midnight Covey but out of respect for her best friend, she never opened up the fact that Eli has been keeping her word to Kyle that she will make them an album cover one day when they made it big.

“Now I feel guilty kasi nararamdaman ko pa rin yung grief na yon kahit na may Isaac na noon,” Eli continued. “But it was a different kind of hurt, you know? Akala ko kasi hindi n’ya maiisip gawin ‘yon but I turned out to be just as replaceable as everyone to him. Tapos what? Kapag nalaman n’yang may sakit ako, all of a sudden, maawa s’ya tapos gogoyohin ako gamit ang bulaklak? Ganoon ba kadali ‘yon sa kan’ya? I spent the past years grieving our friendship tapos ganon lang ‘yon sa kan’ya?”

Ynes had no more words to say but a sincere apology for pushing her to open up something so sensitive to her. Eli told her to not mind it, maybe it did feel good to let that thought go because it was true and it mattered a lot that she listened.

“He also called my best work yet childish and immature,” Eli added. “I don’t want to get scrutinized again by someone who used to be so proud of my work.”

“Maganda ang mga gawa mo,” Ynes argued. “He’s so lucky that he was the reason behind one of your best works. You always painted him in good colors. So much for someone na sinaktan ka ng sobra.”

“I don’t have the stomach to hurt his reputation and ruin his image for the band,” Eli replied, eyes following the parking lot lights that they were passing by, another of her useless attempts to distract herself from getting too emotional again. “He’s a shitty person, yes. But not that bad naman para sirain s’ya with my art. He still deserves the best colors for his portrait. Magaling naman s’yang musician. Let’s give him that.”

—

“Ruby,” Leon smiled, welcoming her into his arms before his arms made its way to wrap around her waist. “This is Chulia and Georgina. I met them kanina. Sila yung organizers.”

Shit.

Elijah could almost feel her entire skin crawl at the feeling of being intimately close to Leon. Things seemed to naturally spew out of Leon’s mouth. Like Elijah wasn’t screaming her larynx at him the night prior.

Nonetheless, Elijah offers her hand to shake both Chulia’s and Georgina’s hand politely. “It’s nice meeting you both.”

“We’ve met before,” Chulia smiled at her. “Sa VisuoCon two years ago! I didn’t know na si Leon Park pala ang boyfriend mo noong time na ‘yon!”

“Oh, he wasn’t,” Elijah blurted out before she could think of it.

Leon could not help but feel flustered at her slip up this early but he could not help but feel a pang against his chest being denied like that even if he knew very clearly that she was committed to someone else just a week ago. However, instead of showing how completely fazed he was by this, he only clutches her waist possessively as if to tell Chulia that he might not be the one with her back then but he’s the one here now.

And that’s what mattered.

Elijah, who was also shocked by her own reckless response, seemed to get the message. “He wasn’t. Life works strangely. Dito rin pala ako babalik.”

“We got together just this year, actually,” Leon chuckled, carefully caressing the area where his hand was. Elijah, though it scared her the first time it happened, seemed to be growing on Leon’s touch. After all Leon wouldn’t do anything to violate her that way… he’s not that kind of person, right? He changed but he’s not that bad, right? “Pero magkababata naman kami. Technically, there’s no need na magkaroon pa ng ganoon katagal na dating phase, right? We’ve spent almost our entire lives together.”

There was some truth to that. Yes. They got together this year, specifically roughly about a week and a half ago. They were childhood friends, correct again. They have spent their entire lives together,

Yes.

Except that for the past four years, they have been pretending to not know each other.

Though, for more than they liked to admit, they unconsciously did things that still lead back to each other.

“Ay ganoon ba?” Georgina seemed to be so amused by the unconventional love story that they were trying to sell. “So si Ma’am Elijah po ‘yung person in question noong sinabi n’yo na in a relationship kayo?”

No, hindi po. Elijah wanted to reply to her. Tempted to tell the truth right then and there but they were buying into everything that even Tobi and Ynes seemed to be impressed by how well they were playing into this. They were easily fooled into Leon’s charismatic smile when he nodded as they giggled and playfully slapped each other’s arms.

Elijah, getting a little too close for comfort, laid her head on Leon’s side, accentuating the height difference as Elijah only rose to graze lightly to his shoulder.

“We wanted to keep it private, right?”

Elijah didn’t know why she turned her head to look at him; it just felt right. But she didn’t know if it was a great move— maybe for anyone who didn’t know any better, it was— but for her sanity it wasn’t because Leon did the same exact thing and their faces came too close for their liking.

They stood there, faces inches away from each other.

And somehow that made Elijah’s heart race. It wasn’t the good kind. She got afraid.

Not by the closeness.

Not by the fact that he looked like he was going to kiss her.

She got afraid of the fact that for a miniscule second, she wanted to move closer and kiss him right then and there.

Elijah got too flustered and playfully pushed his face away, managing to hide how her face easily turned crimson by hiding her face on his chest. Again, too close.

“Ang cute n’yo po,” Georgina giggled, playfully slapping Chulia’s arm once again. “Dito po tayo, darating na po yung mga server maya maya ng kaunti.”

“While waiting, we should talk about you two’s preferences, ano? I heard from Miss Alcantara na napagusapan n’yo na raw po ‘yung mga gusto n’yo. So, doon po tayo magsisimula ngayon,” Chulia smiled, as the six of them walked towards the back room of the restaurant.

Leon managed to slip his arm away from Elijah’s waist, leaving her feeling cold after getting used to his warmth for that short period of time. But before Elijah could move away, the older man managed to reach for her hand just split second after he took his arm from around her body.

Elijah knew they were pretending.

Who knows how long it would last that Leon was this nice and intimate.

Her mind was racing with a million other thoughts about the impending engagement party, but the one that led them all was the fact that she never once attempted to remove her hand from Leon’s even when they were already sitting down. There were their hands, over the table, flashing the shiny ruby ring for the entire table to see.

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