#visitor: dearest jae! 👹✨

[seelestia]

imagine teaching wanderer Gen Z terms (maybe it's a sagau au maybe reader gets isekai'd, it's up to you lol)

"Why do 'fanatics' of mine obsess over calling me an infant?" "You see, we don't call you that in a literal sense, just think of it as a term of endearment" "Explain to me how being called a human child that could barely think for itself is considered endearing" "STOP TAKING EVERYTHING SO LITERAL-" "I HAVE BEEN GIVEN NOTHING OF CONTEXT, I'VE NO CHOICE BUT TO TAKE IT LITERALLY YOU FOOL-"

"Why do you keep telling me to kill someone after fighting? I thought murder was something you humans deem immoral" "What are you talking? I never told you to kill someone" "Are you that much of a dolt to forget how much you cheered and yelled like a lunatic after the fight" "I didn't say anything like 'Kill someone!' ?" "You repeatedly shouted at me to 'SLAY', don't tell me you're becoming an amnesiac" "That..that's not what i meant-"

maybe it's cuz of how the term "babygirl" has now been tied to Wanderer that this prompt popped into my head lol - sincerely, 👹✨ Jae <3

"babygirl, wyd?"

"what are you babbling about?"

"you know, 'w-y-d' as in 'what you do' as in 'what are you doing'? isn't that smart?"

"...get out."

"THIS IS MY TEAPOT!?"

he'd raise the living heck out of his eyebrow or frown until it stays forever stuck on his forehead whenever you use a gen z term around him. wanderer will come around to getting used (unwillingly) to your "weird" habit eventually — definitely has threatened to leave you inside a ditch at least once, but that's just one of his love languages <3

#i'd like to think that there's a time where he just casually uses a gen z term he learnt from you #and you just look at him in horror because that actually fits??? #and he'd have this little grin on his face that turns into annoyance #why so shocked that he's able to speak your alien language? shouldn't you be proud? #ugh whatever. stop gaping unless you want a fly in your mouth #I LOVE HIM YOUR HONORRRR #ask box! 📬 #visitor: dearest jae! 👹✨

[seelestia]

a love story in four pictures

i rest my case.

(this was done with a mouse and in microsoft paint, take it with a grain of salt lol)

thank you for this masterpiece. indeed, his mental anguish and shedded tears have endeared him to me.

#now i'd like to see the process because ms paint AND A MOUSE??? his hat is so iconic here #jae you're my fav scaralia documenter ever <33 #i love how i shared the same expression with him in the 1st pic (the neutrality was mutual fr /j) #THANK YOU JAE!!! #ask box! 📬 #visitor: dearest jae! 👹✨ #cw: selfships

[seelestia]

I'm not in anon mode, so u know exactly what's coming lmao (no surprises here officer /hj)

Our dearest author here has made my little request blossom and grow into something astronomically angsty and amazing so as the person who was part of the reason for all the tears and heartbreak, I am here to offer my gifts to the lovely author who made all our angsty dreams come true

Here's dylm? Reader! (In shadow and outline)

[ Sakura in Readers hair represent love, new beginnings, and optimism ]

[ Glaze Lily in Readers hand represents....well...do I even have to say who? ]

Also here's a bonus of me apologizing to poor reader

(keep in mind this is my interpretation of dylm?Reader and you can make them look different if u want to! This is just my design for them)

Poor reader looking so empty, even in what if endings they still hurt :((

But fr I'm so proud of what Lia's been able to accomplish with this series, and I hope I did dylm?Reader justice with my interpretation of them :'D

Screw Zhongli, gimme reader instead- I can treat u better bestie I swear :''''D

- Sincerely yours, 👹✨ Jae <333

the need to prep myself every time i see you not on anon in my inbox is so real. i literally have to wrap myself in a burrito in case i get so excited i jump like a rabbit. (/hj)

DYLM FANART. JAE ART (NOT JUST ONE, BUT WITH TWO DIFF VERSIONS TOO??).

the symbolism in your DYLM!mc's design is sooooo chef's kiss! i love how mild and gentle and sorrowful they look, especially given that mc was originally much more cheerful in the beginning of DYLM until they were affected by... talks of the past. crying over the sakuras in their hair and the glaze lily, brb. (/j)

and true! this is your friendly neighborhood reminder from us that DYLM!mc (and all mc's in 99% of my works) is gender-neutral. they are never intended to have a specific gender; they could be male, female, non-binary and everything in between! it's 100% up to you to determine what gender you'd like to picture them as <3

#THANK YOU JAE THANK YOUUUUUU #i'll leave DYLM!mc in your capable hands #just make sure you don't have an ex you can't move on from (/j) #ask box! 📬 #visitor: dearest jae! 👹✨ #series: do you love me?

[seelestia]

this is gonna sound really mean and really evil BUT-

when I first made that angst prompt for the zhongli x reader (do you love me?) I never actually wanted for them to break up

not that i'm saying you latest part for the series isn't good! it's really good and filled my angst hunger meter to the full frfr /j

but just the thought of forever loving and giving that love to someone who WANTS to love you back the way you're loving them, but they simply CANNOT and so your relationship will never be fulfilled with the phrase "full of love" cuz it's not full of love and even if you so desire it to be, it'll never be-

is like the best angst EVERRRR

but either way, the angst you've delivered is fulfilling me frfr it may not be fulfilling for reader but hey I'm the requester and i am filled with love for all the parts you wrote lmao <333

thank you once again for making such an amazing series lia! Who knew my little request would become this big huehuehuehue - Ever so sincerely yours, Jae 👹✨ (pretty baizhu for the soul)

I LOVE HOW WE HAD A WHOLE PRIVATE DISCUSSION IN OUR DMS ABT THIS. (/g)

jae, my dearest friendo gremlin, fear not! bc midnight farewell now counts as ENDING #1, so yk what that means?? there'll be a 2nd ending where mc can't afford to lose everything by breaking up and the angsty distress that follows these two as per usual— hehe >:)

THANK YOU SM. i'm honored to have been able to feed the queen of angst's angst hunger meter <3 BUT YES, I AGREE WITH YOU! OH AND idk how you do it, but you always manage to find the things i was trying to portray in my fics??? like you get them bullseye. what did you eat to become such a mind reader 🤨 (/hh)

LIKE I LOVE THIS SM. because you just described dylm!zhongli and dylm!mc in two paragraphs so beautifully 😭 and ofc, you're welcome! i didn't expect my birthday gift for you to turn out into this little series, but it's also thanks to you because writing DYLM has single-handedly made me grow as a writer and it actually makes me feel more secure in my writing style??? tysm, hehe <3

zhongli and mc really are just suffering in the background while we shake hands LMAOAOOA. AND THE BAIZHU DRIP MARKETING !! in return, i offer you a dad joke told by cyno because why not. (/lh)

#you're a part of my writer development arc now (/lh /g) #BESTEST FRIENDO GREMLIN EVER! #ask box! 📬 #visitor: dearest jae! 👹✨

[seelestia]

There's no gain without pain fr, I'll do anything to drag more peeps into our cult- I mean our simp group :D

huehuehuehue I won't lie- I didn't know anything about stardew valley apart from the fact that it's a farming game and apparently the npcs are hot (for real)

But, I got to playing and downloading it because one of my friends suggested it after I said I wanted a chill game that I don't have to put much effort in asdfghjk-

It's pretty chill and is actually fun whenever I play, ngl tho once I achieved most of the goals given by the game and only a few more to finish, it started to become a little bit repetitive cuz all I did was do my chores around the farm and also start a family with my in-game husband lmao (my hubby is elliott, aka a long-haired writer hermit that lives in a cabin near the ocean :'D)

As a game, I definitely recommend it if you just want to live out your dream of being a farmer after resigning from a draining desk job from the city :D

One of the highlights of this game tho are the npcs fr, all of them have their own actual personality, they're not all the nice very general and lifeless npc we've come to know. Most of them have their own problems and some have their own dark-ish pasts and plot twists (it's like a telenovela bruh)

It also doubles as a decorating game (which I am a WHORE for ;D) you can decorate your house, your farm, greenhouse, hell even the sewers are available to be used :''D

all in all, a pretty good game fr (it just sucks that there's so little fics for my hubby once I started to look for them :'''D)

Also- sorry to say but I did not have breakfast cuz I fell asleep after playing- BUT I just had lunch, if that makes up for it 👉👈

6 days left until I get to give you my presentt huehuehue >:D - Ever so SIMP-ly yours, 👹✨ Jae (lil tiktok of scara practicing self-love)

you've got a knack for persuading people to join cults and i'm here for it. i'm totally 100% supporting jae's saleswoman era (/j) BUT YEAH, even from an outsider's perspective, stardew valley really does look super chill! it kinda reminds me of when animal crossing was all the talk back then (but i don't have a switch <//3).

farming game that lets you decorate + good npcs with in-depth stories??? SIGN ME UP, CHIEF. i already downloaded it on my pc a few days ago alongside another chill game called our life: beginnings and always, but i got too distracted with the latter 😭 if you're looking for a chill game that is nearly fully-customizable (it lets you customize your looks, personality, pronouns, interests, etc.) where you grow up with this lonely boy next door from childhood until adulthood, you can choose to stay as friends or develop a relationship with him — i'd deffo recc it! this game got so emotionally invested, sobssss <3

but i'll deffo get to stardew valley soon tho and give you updates >:) btw, elliott looks so babygirl and the fact that he is a hermit makes it better LMAOOO i think i'm gonna have fun affectionately bullying him when i meet him. (/lh) please drop your haircare routine, o fine gentleman 🙏 please don't tell me he's got a twisted backstory because i'll flip (/j)

p/s: chibi scara practicing self-love because nahida told him to. he's cute (/j) OH AND HAVE THIS because faruzan and scara's voivelines sound like they're fighting and it's actually giving me life.

#i love games sm i need to showcase more of my gamer side (/j) #fnaf was actually first introduction to the concept of fandoms when i was 10 LMAOOO i'm embarrassed to admit it 😭 #and i love how we're just reccing each other stuff YESSSS 😩 #sorry for the late reply btw! but thanks for convincing me to join yet another cult (we shall not speak of scaranation /j) #ask box! 📬 #visitor: dearest jae! 👹✨

[seelestia]

is this a safe space :'''D

Lia...fellow gay genshin fans that love the girl characters and are very lesbian for arlechinno...

i'm sorry to say that she makes me feel nothing and does not make me question my sexuality (she's literally the antithesis to the short fem boys i love so go figure)

also i'm just gonna say it-

she looks like Heizou but if Heizou was a girl and listened to evanescence and is also european

(I'M TURNING OF ANON FOR THIS, JUST SO U CAN SEE)

LOOK, REALLY LOOK PLZ

U CANT TELL ME ITS NOT AT LEAST SIMILAR

THIS IS WHY I CANT LOVE HER CUZ SHE'S LITERALLY JUST HEIZOU RECOLORED TO ME

IM SORRY - SINCERELY PRAYING, 👹✨ JAE (dont hurt me arlechinno stans pls)

this is indeed a safe space and it shall be kept that way, so speak your mind!!

i can somewhat see the resemblance LOLL it might be the hair length and how similarly their hair pokes out out at the sides. also, i find it funny how they can look similar but arlecchino uses her sword elegantly and heizou just punches.

regardless, i think everyone has different reasons for being hyped (or not! everyone has preferences, hehe) for her — personally, i like how she's a breath of fresh air from the usual genshin female models (i advocate for more girlies in pants as someone who barely wears skirts/dresses myself 😵), but i'm more interested in how her story is going to play out.

from what i recall, she's apparently the one who looks over the house of hearth (which is a fatui-based orphanage where they train orphans to become a part of the fatui) and you could say that place doesn't really get a 5-star review. yikes, that's smth to add to the crimes list 🫣

#idk why but lore when it comes to villains is so >>> to me #.... this deffo doesn't stem from my falling for that one hat guy harbinger whatsoever #(nervous haha's /j) #thanks for sharing your opinion jae! <3 #ask box! 📬 #visitor: dearest jae! 👹✨

[seelestia]

My dearest author is becoming more and more of a scara stan the nearer we get to his banner :3

ONEOFUSONEOFUSONEOFUSONEOFUSONEOFUS-

anyway-

how've u been liaaa ? :D I'm happy to report that my hell month is nearing it's end and I'm getting closer and closer to just fully embracing the holiday relaxation vibes (I say close as if I haven't just started playing stardew valley and ignoring my projects in intervals of time)

I'm hoping you're getting into the holiday vibes as well, because I have a gift planned for you that I've been thinking of for the past few weeks ;D

I notice that you've seen the best piece of literature I have posted previously :''D lmao- writing that took me back to being 13 and reading all the cringey fics on wattpad fr :'D (I won't lie- I debated on adding interruptions in-between paragraphs of the story because authors interrupting the story and adding their own thoughts and reactions was SO evident back in the day, it was super fuckin cringey so I didn't put it in last minute :''D)

enough of me tho- how bout u lia, any plans or events you gonna do in the holidays? Or are you just gonna vibe into the christmas cheer like me huehuehuehue >:D - Sincerely yours, 👹✨ Jae <33 (here's diluc being a sugar daddy)

jae, stop grinning like that because i can literally feel it through the screen and idk if i like it. (/j)

i've been doing good and in denial because of yk who altho i have an exam a week after next week but at least, it's the holiday as soon as the exam is done 😮‍💨 i hope you're getting thru with your projects! ik procrastination is your thing but in the end, ik you'll always manage to get them done anyway >:)

WAIT A SEC. A GIFT FOR ME?! i'm preparing a gift for you (you'll know hehe) 🤨 but i don't remember doing anything in particular that deserves another gift since the pretty caelin art you made for me which i still cherish till this day <3 whatever it is, i already know i'm gonna love it (even tho you really didn't have to fjekfkke) ;D (/g)

"the best piece of literature known to mankind" prompted by that anon's vague yet 'wise' words 👏 (/s) NO BUT FR. i think they're using their fanfics as a way to project their thoughts which makes everything so unserious (that was probably what ruined first person fics for me tbh) <//3 i personally got introduced to fanfics thru quotev, so my condolences to those who started with wattpad because that site is an interesting box of even more interesting content 😭

as for my plans during the holiday, i think my family is planning a vacay somewhere next month! but other than that, i'll probably take the time to just chill and hope next year will be better (please) 🙏 but finally, december is somewhat within reach! it'll be time for us to chill and vibe, jae ✨ i just read your "huehuehue" in a deep santa voice and i scared myself HELP

#the gift will deffo soothen my sore muscles that have been dodging the scaranation for weeks (/j) #and i think you didn't but there was no tiktok linked at the end 😭 you can resend if you want because i'm kinda curious fjejkskke #diluc sugar daddy hmmm (don't tell ayato /j) #ask box! 📬 #visitor: dearest jae! 👹✨

[seelestia]

Babes wake up, your hubby is becoming a creepypasta in the year 2022

(context: a diona main showed off their gameplay on tiktok but saw ayato standing behind her with literally no face just eyes, and they're in single player and don't have an ayato, there's more to the story but that's the brief run down)

- Ever so sincerely yours, 👹✨ Jae (fr tho that was really creepy so get ready to see the tiktoks bestie)

THE WAY I WAS GONNA SEND AN ASK TO YOU ABT THIS?? at first, i was like "what is this propaganda against my beloved 🤨" and then, i saw it and went "genshin creepypasta and it just gotta be abt him". LET MY MAN LIVEEEE 😮‍💨

and yeah! extra context: the official genshin website wasn't working for the russian player and so, they downloaded it from a sketchy website. when they wanted to showcase their diona, they saw ayato on top of the statue in windrise and his face... was missing (just a full-on void, only his pretty eyes were there).

tw to those who want to search it up: the faceless ayato doesn't actually look as scary as it sounds (to me?), it reminds me of the mandela catalogue tbh. and that's creepy enough 😭

#genshin creepypasta moment (it's fr creepy tho) #faceless itto and ei were there besides ayato too right?? and yk smth i noticed? #those three charas are supposed to be on the next patch's banners woth scara 😭 #just smth i noticed but poor diona 😭 #ask box! 📬 #visitor: dearest jae! 👹✨ #cw: creepypasta #cw: leaks #(because i mentioned next patch's possible banners fjejkskdk)

[seelestia]

out of all the versions of scara we've seen in the game which one is your;

Favorite?

The one you actually want to meet and talk to (if given the chance)?

Best lover/partner material?

The one you most likely would get along with?

The one you most likely would want to show our world and all the shit we have goin for us?

Your pick for the best version of Scara (You can't not choose >:P).

You can choose only (The Abandoned Puppet, Kunikuzushi, Kabukimono, Scaramouche, Wanderer) i know that logically, the aboandoned puppet and kunikuzushi could be the same, but since I headcanon that he was just named as the puppet for his first "version" and later on took the moniker "Kunikuzushi", known as the wandering kid with no purpose. So take that as you will, or just change up the choices cuz who am i to stop u lmao :P - Ever so sincerely yours, 👹✨ Jae (aka your random moot that just quizzes u whenever she's bored lol)

the way you asked this question to me out of boredom, knowing that i'm a wanderer kisser who stays up at night thinking about his lore 24/7.

***NOTE: some major spoilers for wanderer's backstory under the cut! i eat up his lore like it's chicken stew, is this healthy. (/lh)

Favorite?

i'm sorry, but it is necessary that i give it up to wanderer. i think it's mainly because he is technically the 'end product' (or the matured version) of all the painful journeys he trod and that makes me really attached to him <3

The one you actually want to meet and talk to (if given the chance)?

kabukimono, my precious :'( as someone who harbored good will towards humans (at that time <//3), i bet he has lots of questions abt the way they (or, we, in that matter hehe) live. iirc, it is canon that he was taught simple and ordinary tasks by the people of tatarasuna like how to comb his hair, hold a cutlery, cook meals, forge, etc. — AND THAT'S SO CUTE TO ME?? i sure don't know how to forge but heck yeah, i'll teach you abt other silly things we do!! (silly devious giggles /j)

Best lover/partner material?

listen, wanderer and kabukimono. because these two are the most likely to be more open to the thought of forming a connection with someone else. kabukimono is more out of curiosity; what does love feel like? is love for an object the same as love for someone else? what is love? whilst wanderer is more of tolerance; he acknowledges its value, but he doesn't actively try to pursue it... unless he finds someone he really, really comes to trust over a period of time (someone worthy of him and someone he is worthy of).

so, yeah, i chose them because kunikuzushi and scaramouche both have mindsets that make them very or even too hateful towards any type of intimacy at the time <//3

The one you would most likely get along with?

kabukimono for sure!! i have a soft spot for gentle, unknowing people with curiosity. it's probs why i used to have a habit of adopting new students and checking up on them from time to time in my class irl 😭 i mostly get along best with people who can do sassy banter with me, but i can deffo get along with someone like kabukimono too <3

The one you most likely would want to show our world?

scaramouche. just purely because this little guy would frown so hard in disgust at us LMAOOOO "so, supposedly, the technology your world has is meant to make tasks easier for the people. looks like an excuse for you idiots to waste time to me. ...what even is this 'phone' thing, anyway?" he says all that, but he's definitely interested in how everything around here actually works.

Best version?

...personally, wanderer. i've talked about him enough and you don't want me to elaborate more than i already did 🥸 (/j) but i do think all his version are great in their own ways tho because each of them contributes smth to his story. he wouldn't be the person he is now if it weren't for what each of them went through, after all.

P/S...

oh, jae, about the last part.... are you sure you think that's a headcanon because that's actually right— AYO?? this is like a basic summary of the timeline for the names leading up to wanderer.

500 years ago, upon his creation, ei didn't give him a name and he was a nameless puppet. when the people of tatarasuna found him, they called him kabukimono but that was more of a term than a name — the people there did ask if he wanted a name but at the time, he was content with just being called kabukimono (because the name held precious memories for him) until the 'second betrayal' caused him to abandon that name altogether.

kunikuzushi was the first 'actual' name he chose for himself some time during or before the case of the eccentric. 100 years ago, he slaughtered the raiden gokaden (chosen clans that raiden shogun was passing down her martial arts teachings to) to seek revenge against the "bladesmiths" (his second betrayal) except for one person who was spared after scaramouche found out about said person's connection to the surname, "niwa" (the same one as his friend from the tatarasuna). "tell her this. my name is kunikuzushi," was his last words to the sole survivor laying amongst bodies of corpses before he disappeared. (more info: iirc, he was already a part of the fatui when this occured. so, scaramouche was already one of his monikers but he didn't consider it as his 'true' name.)

also, kunikuzushi means 'country destroyer' in japanese and also happens to be the name of a villain character in japanese popular drama who usurps countries. i assumed that he picked this name when the case of the eccentric happened since he did cause a minor disturbance/loss to the inner workings of inazuma through that case. we can see this reflected in today's in-game history because only the amenoma art and isshin art (2/5 clans of the raiden gokaden) still alive after that event.

ANYWAY YEAH. YOU DIDN'T ASK FOR IT BUT IT AWAKENED SMTH IN ME!! sorry for rambling, but i needed to let it out 🫣 (/lh)

#the way i doubled over when i saw the questions. #MY TIME AS A WANDERER KISSER HAS COME TO SHINE!! #jk jk here ya go hehe #i'm personally kinda curious abt jae's own personal answers to these questions tho >:3c #ask box! 📬 #visitor: dearest jae! 👹✨ #cw: lore spoilers

[seelestia]

lia's priv was so private that even lia got tired of making it private /lh

anyway- hiiiiii liaaaaa <3

it's been a minuuuuuteee, how's ur new 2nd husband, kaveh? /j have u seen the clip? his trailer? his BADONKADONK? ahem-

ayato's flat ass sipping his boba in jealousy while kaveh slays in his financially broke ass >:D - sincerely yours, 👹✨ Jae <3333

stop roasting me, i taste better grilled. (/lh)

HE IS DOING VERY FINE because i will be spoiling him and putting him in my teapot as soon as he comes home <3 (i am shivering in my timbers because i have guaranteed five-star and i wanna save that for wanderer .... anyway, anything for kaveh my beloved, am i right?? /j)

YES, I INDEED HAVE!! why are they zooming in on his cake knowing darn well no one is paying attention to his dendro vision. sounds intentional to me 🤷‍♂️ they know what they're doing for sure LMAOOOOO

#i'm a lenient person so i'll let that disgraceful comment abt my husband's assets slide (/lh) #ask box! 📬 #visitor: dearest jae! 👹✨

[seelestia]

the way hoyo made the only playable character that actively pursues the arts as a career is a depressed and former homeless character that has about as much angst as all other art pursuing person I've ever met

aka this is my way of saying that kaveh is far too relatable frfr (not the homeless part but the depressed, "my art is looked down upon" part)

(can we also talk about how contradictory kaveh's lore relationship with al haitham is with their voicelines? in the lore al haitham and him seem good pals and green zhongli seems like a reliable and understanding guy, but then you hear his voice lines and he's kinda sorta stomping on kaveh's feelings and emotional capanility like it's nothing) - Sincerely yours, 👹✨ Jae <3 (look at me rambling on about my new comfort character) (also- hi liaaaa <33333333~)

hoyoverse has been pulling out all the guns LMAOOO. (/j) but fr tho, i agree with you because i like how realistic kaveh is!! not to mention, especially when he's a character from sumeru, a nation known for valuing wisdom above all — like i can't imagine the constant guilt trip if you're someone who just happens to value arts above academics living in sumeru (or in irl, even)?? like darn, can we just let people decide how they wanna live their lives 😞

oooo, that's a neat thing to point out! i think kaveh and alhaitham's dynamic is smth to analyze because they're polar opposites of each other and it makes you question: are they friends?? enemies?? frenemies sharing a house??? um, do you guys care to put a label on your relationship. (/j)

as you said tho, their relationship seems contradictory when viewed voiceline-wise and lore-wise — but personally, i'd rely more on the lore/narrative than voicelines. since it's an unrefutable law that a character's voicelines are bound to be based on their judgement and unique view of the world, so they wouldn't be completely rid of 'personal opinion' or 'bias' compared to lore-wise perspective (which is why i personally prefer the latter). tbh... idk if this makes sense or not, but yeah!!

(P/S: i don't think alhaitham is trying to be mean to kaveh in any way. i might even go as far as to say that he looks out for kav, actually? but in a 'do you not notice that using your emotions will put you at a disadvantage in this particular situation' way!! vecause there's a voiceline where kaveh got tricked into buying stuff to help sick children he's so nice but the thing is that healthcare in sumeru has always been free— so it's like getting lost in empathy that you forgot to take a step back and think for a bit. alhaitham does that for him LMAOOO)

#but yeah!! haitham just fumbles a bit when it comes to being considerate. whoops. (/lh) #ALSO HECK YEAH KAVEH DESERVES ALL THE LOVE #so proud to have him as my theme fr <3 #his backstory embodies the 'sad sunshine' and the concept of guilt A LITTLE TOO WELL. #BTW HI JAEEEE <33 #ask box! 📬 #visitor: dearest jae! 👹✨

[seelestia]

Lia I'm fucken dying over here 😭😭

Exams are literal punshiments from hell bro 🤧

Especially physics (fuck u whoever discovered physics)

I'm on my 10 minute break from reviewing rn so might as well send an ask lmao, it's the last day for the exams but I just wanna sleep a full 8 hours again 😭😭

Sorry for the sudden rant 😓 I just gotta let it out somehow 🙃🙃

Anyway, it's good to see u back posting againnn :'))

- Ever so sincerely yours, 👹✨ Jae (I'd send u a tiktok but I gotta dig deep in my favs so I'll send u a dam of it sometime laster lmao)

JUSTICE FOR JAE! and a boohoo to galileo galilei because physics, um, yeah. all my prayers for the STEM peeps because y'all got some guts picking that course 😭 (/lh)

i love me some good genshintoks, so why not have a share of mine?? i picked some out for you ehehhe >:)

let scara curse 2k23

alhaitham spent some time in the desert and he brought sand with him

nendoroid lumine !! and maxwell the cat !!

pitbull scara moment

ayato pedro pascal edit because ik you'd laugh while i simp LMAOAOAO (and i can't seem to find a scara ver, not like ik why i'm searching for one /j)

#GO GET THAT 8-HOUR SLEEP !! #i'm still trying (my best) to be active more consistently but! #being active feels nicer when ik you're there in my inbox 😩 (/g) #ask box! 📬 #visitor: dearest jae! 👹✨

[seelestia]

HELLO HELLO HELLOOOO !! :DD

You're probably wondering why I'm not using an anon to ask right now- but that question will be answered as soon as you scroll down to the bottom of this ask, so don't spoil yourself before you've finished reading the entire ask >:D

ngl I don't have much to say other than send you some tiktoks that I wanted to send lmaooo

Here's a cute scara tiktok :P

Here's an tiktok that made me so speechless that it's hard to describe

that last link made me think of you, not cuz of what the tiktok was about but because the tiktok starred al haitham and ur the first one I thought of to send it to huehuehuehue (sorry if i scarred u, or should I say scarra-ed?)

and here's the main purpose for this ask!

I just saw your new oc on my dashboard and thought "hMmMmMm, I have an idea :D"

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Here's a lil gift from me to my dearest author! Thank you for always answering my answers and being one of my first online friends :''D!! Thank you as well for having accepted my requests and prompts <3 (albeit all of them were angsty hehehe) - Ever so sincerely yours, Jae 👹✨ <3 (i hope u like the drawing!!)

JEWJDKDKKW??? JAE, HELLO??? I AM SPEECHLESS RN. i wasn't expecting to obtain the honor of having my boy drawn in your art style 😭

AND I AM HONORED because:

1. your art style is sooo pretty and squishy like an edible soft slime that i'd 100% sprinkle sugar on and eat???? I LOVE IT SM <3 (/pos)

2. jae, you don't really need a full fledged reason to come into my inbox 🤧 like you can literally just leave a tiktok link with a "heyyy, liaaaa :D" AND I'D STILL RUN OVER TO ANSWER YOUR ASK !! >:) (/g)

3. i am resisting the urge to include your art on caelin's official profile so i can show it off to everyone. like the will smith meme with the proudest grin on my face, yes. (but only if you'd give your permission, ofc~ i totally understand if you're uncomfy! i'd still cherish it either way hhhhh <3)

ngl, the first time i saw boss scara, i went "aww, look, he's in there" while knowing fully that he'd wring my neck if he hears me say that LOLLL but YESSS, nyehehe to your heart's content, mr. crazy chaos bringer with mommy issues 🫣 (/j)

I CHOKED AT THE ALHAITHAM ONE. all i said was that i wanted to study him like a lab specimen but viewing this tiktok made me feel like my face is being shoved into his chest and idk how to feel 🚶(/j) BUT THE SOUND EFFECTS AND THE CLOSE-UPS, HELP. yes, it definitely scarra-ed me... until aethernity... PERFECT COMBO MUAHAHA

and now, i shall return the trade by offering you these two tiktoks: the raidens' reunion abridged and scara in grandpa pj's that reminds me of you >:)

TYSM FOR THE GIFT, JAE <3 I LOVE IT SM WORDS CAN'T EVEN EXPRESS 😭 it's always been a joy to talk to and go crazy stupid with you !! <3 and tbh, you didn't even need to thank me because i can assure you i never ever feel tired when it comes to answering your asks >:) you can imagine a samoyed puppy pouncing on you for a hug because that's me rn. (/lh)

#tattooing your caelin art on my forehead rn and it's going nowhere #IT'S SO PRETTY <3 #my boy being drawn by one of my fav ppl on this site is a dream come true 😭 #TYSM JAE !! <3 #dramatically perishes to dust from euphoria (/j) #ask box! 📬 #visitor: dearest jae! 👹✨

[seelestia]

my eyes are drooping and i really wanna sleep but duty (homework) calls but before doing any of that shit-

YOURE BAAAACKKK, MY BELOVED AUTHORRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!

the fact that your first reply to one of my asks was a full on drabble bruhh- (im applauding u all the way from here :''D thank u liaaa, the angst is great comfort food during hell week fr)

i have so much i wanna chat to you about, but im sure you're busy replying to other asks in your inbox, so im gonna save my 2 page worth of things to say tomorrow lmao-

either way- you'reeee baaack yayyyyyy <333 i've missed you liaaaa, no lie tumblr was getting stagnant and dull without you :''((

BUT IM GLAD UR STILL HEEEEEEEEERE :DDDD - i'm not in the right headspace rn Ever so sincerely yours, Jae 👹✨ (I MISSED UUUUU AAAAA-)

SCREW BEING A GOOD ROLE MODEL. SCREW HOMEWORK. (/hj)

I'M BACKKK! i'm sorry I couldn't get to this ask much earlier <//3 and no way you didn't expect to get nothing after dropping such an angst bomb in my inbox?? 🤨 and true, the way to battle tears is with more tears. (/j)

MY EARS ARE WIDE OPEN! you take priority over the asks in my inbox, i'm afraid to say that i'm kinda biased 😩 (/lh) so sorry i was gone for a bit, but i'm finally back to paint tumblr together with our nonsense! >:)

i brought back gifts in the form of this (help him) and this (shh, chongyun is reading the room as best as he can LMAOOO). take them as supplements so you can survive your own war too! GO GO, JAE, I BELIEVE IN YOU.

#thanks for welcoming me back! sorry i busted down the door tho. we can replace it with scara (/j) #BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY. I MISSED YOU TOO <3 #you come to mind every time i see a scara tiktok fr fr it's a disease now (/lh) #ask box! 📬 #visitor: dearest jae! 👹✨

[seelestia]

I'm glad ya liked the gift Liaaaa 💗💗💗

And don't worry about the late gift for me, just me knowing that you're gifting me something is already making me melt with happiness fr :'''D

Also- maybe it's just me, but I cannot tell wtf makes my art style distinct apart from my occasionally clean and sharp outlines :'D one of my friends said the same thing about how recognizable it is and I'm like "art style where?? I'm the most inconsistent artist I know :'DD"

But maybe that's just me being critical of myself who knows :P

It actually didn't take me that long to draw these, the one with scara, you, and cryptid ayato was the first I started to draw and I actually had to stop drawing it a little while before finishing the out line cuz I got busy when it came for our school Christmas party :'D but I finished it just in time before christmas eve

The one with normal ayato and you, took just a couple of hours to draw in one day, I thought it was a little cruel to gift you JUST a gag gift of scara and cryptid ayato, so I whipped up something with you and ur husband :33

Also- that bonus scene with Carlin and me, that was the first one I finished cuz even before December came around cuz I got intimidated by the main drawing :'D I was just doing the sketching for the gag gift at first and I knew I really wanted a lot of details and meticulously sharp ass outlines so I got a lil intimidated by it at first and finished the bonus scene before it :'''D

But all in all- I'm really grateful for you, our friendship, and how much you appreciate my art lia :''D I can't gift you anything physical but hey, if my art gives you serotonin then I'll keep gifting you more :3

I cannot even describe how happy I am to have met you, cuz you are one of the most anticipated people I wanna talk to and banter with whenever I go online fr :D

Love you liaaaa, hope you had a great holidays 💗💗💗

- Ever so sincerely yours, 👹✨ Jae

i loved it sm i'm gonna make it my priv's heirloom fr fr 🤞 (/hj) AND YOUR GIFT IS FINISHED BTW! all that is left to do rn is post it after this, hehe. i hope you'll like it (it's angst wrapped in a box) <3

other than the clean outlines, the details i find distinct about your artsyle is the way you draw eyes (you make eyes look so squishy like boba pearls), how you shade noses, and the way you draw hair (they look so swirly (??) and it scratches my brain in the right way) AND YOUR CHIBIS OFC <3 i still vv much treasure the ayato body pillow hehe your artstyle just has this smoothness that reminds me of those high quality animation memes you'd find on yt 😭 (/pos) i think i could've worded this better but yeah fjjejwkdk

jae, did drawing this gift actually help you commit to a deadline?? (/j) no but i'm fr super grateful for the gift like literally, i feel like i'm getting bombed with serotonin whenever you drop your art. you have an advantage over me with that talent of yours and idk how to feel (the power you hold) 🚶

thanks for being one of my best friendos on here, jae! when i see you in my inbox, i get a little bit more motivated like you charge up my social battery and that's pretty cool. ily for that, but you gotta stop bullying me with a certain mouchie who will not be named as your weapon. (/lh)

#that christmas party sounds cool thooo! i hope it was fun and not too draining <3 #personally i'm the type to hog some food and then go sit somewhere outside in parties LMAOOO priorities (/j) #and everyone say thanks jae for being one of the rare people who can charge up lia's social battery 😩 #ask box! 📬 #visitor: dearest jae! 👹✨

[seelestia]

❤❤❤ 𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐘 𝐂𝐇𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐌𝐀𝐒 𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐀𝐀𝐀𝐀 ❤❤❤

Coming into this fandom, I didn't know I'd be able to make friends, let alone one friend, especially because it's pretty rare for me to interact with people especially in a new fandom (even if I have been in a fandom for like 2 years, I don't interact cuz I'm anti-social af :''D)

I'm thankful that I have gotten to meet and make a friend out of you, Lia :D I always anticipate and get excited whenever you go active on your blogs, when I've sent an ask and I know you're answering asks that day, I can't help but feel giddy and wait for your response :''D cuz fr your answers always make my day <3

Though we've only known each other for a small part of the year, I'm glad that I met you because fr you're like the chocolate cake I get at the end of the week after just browsing your blog and our convos :'')

Anyway- enough of the sappiness, let's get into the gifts! >:D

Don't kill me for this :''D you know I had to do it...

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[ one without the text ^^^ ]

BONUS: Your son ain't helping you bestie (^^)

HUEHUEHUEHUEHUEHUE >:DD

aight aight put the sword down tho lia, obviously I'm not just gonna let you suffer with scara and cryptid ayato ;D

Here's a 'sorry for the last gift' gift >:D

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Damsel in distress who? We love carrying tall handsome men (^^)

[ ignore how in both drawings, ayato's outfit don't look similar :'D ] - Ever so sincerely and truly yours, 👹✨ Jae (love ya liaaaaaaa <3)

OH, LORD. OH, DEAR LORD. THE SPEECH AND THE GIFTS??? JAE. 😭 you really didn't hold back with the speech because why are my eyes actually glossy rn, HELP. (/g)

thank you for gathering the courage to come into my inbox (and introduce me to those good SAGAU soup, i'm still thinking abt dipping my toes there soon) and for staying to talk to me, even tho i have a social battery cooldown that lasts for days mostly <//3 but having that cooldown doesn't make me any less happy when i see you in my notifs! and i love that we banter like neighbors that poke fun at each other good-naturedly and i hope we can keep doing that because ik for one thing, you're never ever getting rid of me now, hehehhe. (/lh)

NOW, ENOUGH SAPPINESS. I WANNA SCREAM ABOUT YOUR ART.

i keep telling you this but your artstyle is so clean and distinct, i wanna eat it like it's sour patch kids. NOM NOM. but fr tho, i love how distinct is and how it kinda has your name written all over it like i could pick it out from a crowd anytime, anywhere <3

2) second of all, do you know how honored this makes me feel. jae, you got me feeling like genshinblr's beyoncé, hello??? somebody, save me from faceless ayato and scara. caelin, turn around, please. this minecraft sword isn't enough—

3) IK THIS MUST'VE TAKEN YOU AGES, especially with the details on their designs. TYSM FOR THIS, JAE. 😭

4) me carrying ayato up with my noodle-looking but actually beefy arms, so trueeeee. i'm gonna make it my priv's theme and freak out some more about your gifts on there later, NYEHEHE.

I WANNA KEEP THIS ASK FOREVER IN MY INBOX LIKE A GATEKEEPER. this makes me so happy, aaaaaaa 😭 and i'm so sorry i didn't get to post my gift for you on your birthday GAHHHH it's taking longer than expected because i keep rewriting bits of it <//3 but it'll deffo be out soon! (vague hint: privilege. iykyk, hehe.) BUT AGAIN, TYSM FOR THIS, JAE! i love how we're doing a little holiday trade for each other and it wasn't even planned intentionally at first LMAOOO (the spiderman meme with "i'm preparing a gift for you" "i'm preparing a gift for you" 🥸)

#sappiness incoming EVERYONE LOOK AWAY (/lh) #WAIT NOT YET YOU GOTTA ADMIRE JAE'S ARTSTYLE FIRST #DO IT RN #AAAAA TYSM JAE <3 #ask box! 📬 #visitor: dearest jae! 👹✨ #ayalia! 🌊🫧