#ummm me and one of my best friends started dating bc of a miscommunication (BC OFC WE DID I KNOW I KNOW ITS SO MF GAY)

[carryonmylovelies]

omg hey hotties 😭😭 im back !

#sooooooooooooo anyways not me dropping off the face of the earth for like the entire summer vwkqmqjdhsowjwjwjenkwhwk #just had to die for a little bit u know....disappear into the abyss and all that #pls look away from all the shit im abt to throw into these tags 😁 unless u want 2 read my cringe oversharing essay for the day 👍 #my summer was so silly 😍 ummmmm lets see i lost my fulltime job at the daycare bc the owner very rightfully decided to retire and close #so i was unemployed for the whole summer except for my occasional side jobs and also had to move bc of family shit #so im living w my grandma for the time being and its utterly amazing tbh my grandma and i have a really strong bond and relationship #and i really love getting to come home and see her every day. i decorated her house for halloween a week ago 🎃🎃🎃 #and she couldnt stop talking abt how nice everything looked and how glad she was to have me there and i just abt broke down 😭😭😭 #i did a complete fucking 180 jobwise im actually training to be a certified fire alarm inspector now LMFAO #i really really like it so far and have like a million stories already abt all the shit ive done/seen so far #im the only girl looking son of a bitch thats working and training in the field out of my entire region of the company so 🤪 #literally shoved my dykey nb ass in there and now im fucking it up with the boys heyoooooo #ummm me and one of my best friends started dating bc of a miscommunication (BC OFC WE DID I KNOW I KNOW ITS SO MF GAY) #and our 4 mo anniversary will be on halloween which i think is the swaggiest fag shit in the whole WORLLLDDDDDDDD 😫🎃🖤🧡 #my very beloved pet rabbit of over 8 years died quite unexpectedly in august and i was. doing pretty bad for awhile which sucked so so hard #he had multiple health issues and was over 10 yrs old so its hard to say what exactly happened. my gf and gma both pulled me thru that shit #and my besties gave me so much support and love idek what i would have done w/o them. i miss my baby so bad. #ive also had some health issues which sucks absolute BALLS #and recently figured out that the migraine/anti depressant meds ive been on for the last THREE MF YEARS have been fucking up my body lmao #but on the flipside going back 2 the positives i got to have some really incredible experiences/interactions in the past few months #and those were really huge in helping me get my shit together again #i got to take my girlboygirlfriend on little daytrips throughout the summer. i got a second tat🕷🕸❣️ (which my gf designed 😫) #i met girl queen pussy slay miss felicia day AND met the sexiest creature alive harvey guillen and he told me he liked my hair #which im still super duper normal over i can assure u 😁👍 definitely didnt alter my brain chemistry or anything #i saw gods greatest and most valuable gift to this planet on monday (mcr concert) #and had my entire mind body heart and soul so thouroughly fucked up that im still peeing my goddamn pants over it #and of course now its october :) my rotting flesh and sickened brain knows peace once more #bouta go eat up some drawtober posts right the fuck now so prepare yourselves 👁👁 also gonna be making a post on the coc blog soon as well #its already that time of year again mwhahahahahahahahahaha #so yeah 😋 my summer was goofy and silly as hell. i hope u all have been doing okay and im so happy 2 be back pls hmu if u wanna chat !!!

[homosociallyyours]

WIP Folder!

I was tagged by @runaway-train-works​ and @bitter-leaf​ to post my WIP folder...and I’m actually doing it!! Here they are. I’m including things I’ve actually started as well as stuff I have only vague plans for. 

Christmas Fest: I’m probably halfway through this fic right now (I gotta hurry, it’s due SO SOON). It’s an enemies to lovers fic with baking, miscommunication, and a competitive element. I don’t wanna say more since it’ll publish in December. 

A Possible Hallmark Movie-style Christmas fic: OK, so I really shouldn’t mention this because I wanted it to be an advent fic and there’s NO WAY that’s happening, so the only way I can actually write this is if I feel great for a few days and just bang it out. It’s fully plotted, at least. Harry is a baker and Louis works for a big company that wants to steal his recipes so that they can open up shop in his small town. Louis figures out right away that he doesn’t want to deceive Harry (bc he’s not a horrible monster!) and they kinda quickly fall in love. I don’t wanna reveal the magical Christmas twist, but I will say that they live happily ever after. If I can’t finish this one for Christmas I might aim to get it done by July for a Christmas in July themed fic that would update regularly through the month and finish on 25th July. 

The I Would AU: This fic is a (very belated) birthday fic for one of my best friends and my only beta, bander. It’s a girl direction high school AU for the 1D song “I Would” and it’s currently at about 7k (and will likely end up being 15-20). I really love it and I hate that I haven’t been able to work on it more. 

Met Gala MPREG: Listen. I’m not a demon, I promise. I chatted with Jen/jlftumble about Harry’s met gala look like the day after it happened and could not stop gushing about him touching his tummy and alsooooo the fact that his tiddies were. OUT. in spite of being covered. And how that gave me massive mpreg Harry vibes. I started writing it immediately, and I LITERALLY HAVE NOT CLOSED THE DOCUMENT SINCE. I just haven’t been able to get back to it. And now that we have watermelon sugar I have reason to write a prequel for it based off that. It’ll happen. I owe it to Jen for being one of my fave chat buddies. 

BDSM Fest/Girl Direction Daddy Kink: I don’t have a lot of this plotted out, though I did write and share a tiny snip that could definitely fit into this fic. Basically lots of kink and gender exploration, heavy communication, and at least one instance of one of them safewording on a scene because it’s just not working and it needs to end. There’s a chance I won’t have the spoons for this fic tho, so. It might end up shelved for a while? I don’t want that but it’s real. 

Royalty Fest: Just yer typical fake dating royalty fic with Prince! Harry and Duke! Louis getting into what they intend to be a PR relationship. (Spoiler alert: They gonna fall in love). 

Pube Fest: Girl Direction pit kink fic!!! Featuring Harry as a dyke with hairy pits and a cut up riot grrl t-shirt and Louis as the girl who obviously can’t help but fall for her (and falling for her includes worshiping her pits, because OF COURSE IT DOES). I don’t get to indulge my own pit kink in fic enough, and it’s my own damn fault. This is the remedy. 

Big Bang: Based off of the article about the journalist who went on an Olivia cruise and accidentally fell head over heels in love with an older British butch. Girl Direction (obviously) with Louis as the silver fox butch dyke who completely takes Harry by surprise. Weirdly enough, my actual friend is mentioned in the article and I plan on basing an OC off of her bc she’s a fucking delight and we know each other from these deeply gay contexts so I can just imagine exactly how integral she can be to this plot. I’m...really excited to write this, ugh. I knew I wanted to do it the second I read the article. 

I have a few other things that are always brewing as well as some fics I have shelved that I plan to come back to, but that’s...basically my life through the spring. I will probably have to drop at least one thing bc my physical and mental/emotional health is not always good enough for me to write regularly, and I’ve found that I really can’t force it bc I’ll just end up over exhausted. 

ummm tagging...8 people I guess? 1 for each WIP. If you’ve already been tagged or just don’t wanna do this, my apologies!  @sadaveniren @halosboat @somethingpoppy @suddenclarityharry @nauticalleeds @alienfuckeronmain @lesbianiconharrystyles @becomeawendybird (and anyone else who hasn’t been tagged yet! now is your chance!!) 

#wip post #my writing #1d #wips #upcoming fic #hopefully i'll actually write all of these!