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holdinbacksecrets · 1 year

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okay i’m ready to answer your questions!

so i “named” my cat honey, short for honeybun. it fits her but it doesn’t feel like it’s for her if that’s makes sense? my mom once told me that everything loved deserves a name and i want something that really fits her. she’s laying on the pillow next to mine as i type this!

i made a tumblr to post my scenarios but i haven’t posted because i’m nervous to. i know i’ll be anon and no one will know unless i tell them it’s me but for some reason i feel like that’s such a scary step. i already made a tumblr just to post there and that was a pretty big step for me but it’s been MONTHS and i haven’t updated it. i need to hop on that soon.

what’s new in my life: i made a new friend at my job! she’s a volunteer and her smile is so bright! i now bring her snacks when i go to work. one of the other volunteers has started calling me the “snack lady”🤣i stay stocked up on snacks. earlier this week i took my mom to a dolphin encounter, where she got to meet, touch and feed a dolphin for the first time. i made another friend there and got to introduce her to some of my coworkers. it was so fun! also took a lot of photos. she had such a good day! i also found out that dolphins are NOT colorblind.. and after asking around(no one knew the answer so i used google😭) i found out that stingrays also aren’t colorblind! fascinating!! yesterday i had a pretty big shock. it’s not something i want to talk about though! and umm.. oh! i made myself a new minghao wallpaper❤️ i hope i didn’t miss anything😭how are YOU???

i hope i can word this right but you have such a way with words, and it’s just so beautiful. i think that’s why i send in requests and suggestions, because i know you’ll write it in that special way only you can. your style is so unique and stands out. i struggle to find that kind of writing style in others and i’m drawn to that style too; so i especially enjoy when you post anything at all.

ahhh, i see, and i think i get what you mean as well. is it still possible you’ll change it again? perhaps you need a little bit more time with her to land on the perfect name. in a previous ask, you described her as posh and deserving of a name fit for royalty, so i was honestly surprised to read that you’ve chosen honeybun. honeybun doesn’t strike me as posh.. more cute? that’s my opinion at least… if you don’t mind me sharing it >.<

i understand that it’s scary and daunting, but it gets easier after you start posting. the first time at anything is the hardest— it’s still unfamiliar, and you can’t be sure how it’ll go. however, i consider tumblr to be a safe place for sharing writing. furthermore, you could start by posting things and not even tagging any of it just to get yourself comfortable with the process and adjust to the feeling of sharing your writing. i remember when i first started posting fics in 2016. i was so inspired by the tumblr writers i was reading at that time and wanted to join in on the fun. because at the end of the day, it’s seriously so much fun.

omg you bring snacks 🥹 that’s so cute, and i couldn’t help but smile because this is something i’ve done as well. very wholesome. big “mom friend” energy lol. are dolphins your mom’s favorite animal? how did you land on visiting them specially? oh geez… i don’t know what to say about the big shock given the lack of context, which is obviously fine. you don’t have to tell me more than you’re comfortable with. i hope everything turns out ok. a minghao wallpaper 👏 nice. the pictures he posted yesterday/the day before yesterday(?) sent me into a tailspin

it’s less than a month until i graduate, so i’m pushing through the last of my assignments. i’m also job hunting… i hope i can find something full time and move out as soon as possible. i’m looking forward to finally having my own place and decorating it however i want to. i feel like my spirit gets a bit suppressed from living at home. if that makes sense. are you going to school?

oh my goodness 😭🥺 thank you so much for sharing kind words. ahhhh you’ve made my heart all warm and gooey >.< i will cherish your compliment, and it means so much to know you come to me specifically to send requests 😖🫂

#s talks #🐥 anon #there are sweethearts in this world

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