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cadaceus · 3 years

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C2E141

One last time, y’all. This campaign and these characters have meant so much to me, and this seven hour finale was definitely an emotional rollercoaster. (Yes, I shed actual tears at one point, which rarely happens to me with media. But this is a special occasion.) These liveblogs are nearly as long as the episode itself, so grab a snack! With that being said, here are my very last liveblogs for Campaign 2 of Critical Role. As always, major spoilers below, so beware.

- Veth taking a level in Wizard, god I am really gonna cry ten minutes into this thing... 😭

- We got our first “stay with us” to Essek, I am emo...

- I was fully not expecting to say goodbye to Frumpkin, but now I’m on the verge of tears... farewell dear fey friend (Marisha saying “that wasn’t supposed to be what broke me” me too me too)

- “You’re a good person.” “I could be.” “You are.”

- “I think you’re a good person” I never thought that I’d hear Beau say that about Essek and this genuinely might be what breaks me... she thinks he’s a good person.... redemption is possible.... maybe love is real....

- If I end up crying over wizards, look away

- Jester lifting up Fjord’s arm to snuggle beneath it made me say “awww” out loud 🥺

- VETH GOING FOR A DIP IN THE POND, I AM GENUINELY SO PROUD OF HER

- “Aahhh!! It’s me! Your wife!” I am going to miss Jester’s sending so much

- Okay that accent bit was so funny, I am going to miss all of them so much

- REAL MOLLY IS BACK REAL MOLLY IS BACK REAL MOLLY IS BACK

- Oh but he doesn’t remember them... and Yasha is trying so hard to help him remember, it’s so so sweet

- Something about the way he said “Tealeaf’s nice” made me tear up... I was neutral on Mollymauk early campaign because I went into things knowing that he passed away, but this whole conversation with the Mighty Nein is So Much. Also “Kingsley Tealeaf”

- “Everyone should have a brother” as someone with three of them, I vouch for this 🥺

- a) I love Marion Lavorre (and Jester ofc!) so very much and b) I can’t believe that Jester’s parent trap actually worked??

- “I do not think Exandria is ready for how you’re going to change it” got to me... and it’s also so true. jester has already changed the world just by being kind.

- Good bye Marion... I love and will miss you so much! (And many thanks to Laura and Matt for creating an agoraphic single mother who raised a wonderful child <3)

- Beau and Jester teasing Marion for having a complicated relationship with Babenon reminds me of Caleb saying he has a complicated relationship with Essek...

- LEAVE CALEB ALON E FUOIKJLKGKNL

- THIS IS ....... SO MUCH WORSE THAN I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE.

- Caleb’s biggest trauma(s) coming back to haunt him, I am genuinely going to cry I’m not ready for this I’m not okay

- Beau saying to Jester “Thanks, cutie” I love themmmmm

- INITIATIVE AAGJASKHDKJ AAAAAHHHH

- Essek’s Gravity Sinkhole did nothing? uhhhhh Mr Stark...

- EADWULF???? HELLO?????

- Essek using his entire turn to save Caleb last battle 🤝 Caleb using his entire turn to save Essek this battle

- ASTRID???? I TRUSTED YOU??? WE ALL TRUSTED YOU????

- Another Counterspell chain sdfdghjkdl wizards !!!

- “It’s just business” is literally the Neutral Evil line, it always gives me chills when any character says it

- This hurts more after Liam confirming on Twitter that Astrid/Caleb/Eadwulf were all three a romantic item... please stop hurting Caleb, you loved him 😭

- THE FJORD VS EADWULF SWORD FIGHT IS SO CINEMATIC I LOVE IT HERE ACTUALLY

- Essek taking every opportunity to pull Caleb to safety makes me so emotional... 😭

- “You’re not the first student I’ve had to put down” I am burning with my anger for you, old man

- THE DISPEL WORKED LET’S GO CALEB.....

- Remember when Matt said that Essek doesn’t openly show concern/emotion? And now he’s saying “I’m scared” in front of his closest friends and his worst enemies.... growth my love.....

- BEAU AND VETH LETS GO CHAOS CREW LETS MF GO BABEYYYY!!!

- FJORD COUNTERSPELLING THE DIMENSION DOOR..... and Matt having him describe it.... is this taking the place of a “HDYWTDT” *eyes emoji*

- CALEB GOING DOWN NO, THANK GOD FOR THAT DEATH WARD

- Veth’s illusion of Caleb’s parents flanking Caleb in the flames.... that got me too, Liam

- “Stay down.” yeah, okay, that was sexy

- ASTRID BEING THE ONE TO ACTIVATE THE COLLAR IS LITERALLY POETIC JUSTICE... Trent being beaten by the student who stuck with him longest I love this so much, she deserved that moment honestly

- Break Time, AKA Emma Makes Her Weekly Mug Brownie Interlude

- Sometimes I feel like “death is too good for you” is a copout, but in this case it fits so well, I want this mf’s reputation destroyed and the entire operation exposed and overthrown let’s goooo

- “I loved you both so much”.... Astrid and Eadwulf walking away.... oh, Blumendrei... I know this is not the end of your story. What’s past is prologue, loves

- The Empire Siblings are gonna burn down the whole system because it’s the system that enables individual corruption... I am so fulfilled by this, god i love them

- “I love you too” OH MY GOD I LOVE THEM SO MUCH, FJORESTER ARE THE CUTEST FOR REAL

- Jester and Essek’s friendship still means so much to me btw just in case anyone wanted a check-in

- Veth giving the flask to Kingsley!! Good for her, good for her!

- OH Blumenduo are back already! I truly thought that was going to be their last appearance of the Campaign, why is this taking me more by surprise than Trent’s appearance

- “[Caleb] notes how similar Eadwulf and Fjord are” this is Widofjord adjacent... this episode we have gotten Widomauk-adjacent, Widojest-adjacent, and Widofjord-adjacent (and Blumentrio ofc), now come through Shadowgast and we can get a full Bingo on the “Bisexual Maelstrom” card

- Speaking of relationships, I am lowkey into the Fjord/Jester/Kingsley dynamic LOL no one look at me I’m in hiding

- I’M NOT READY TO SAY GOODBYE TO VETH AND CAD 😭 It makes sense and the fact that they have their families back is beautiful but also consider this: I’m sad and I will miss them

- The goodbyes to Caduceus..... I am going to cry aren’t I?

- “If he’s anything like his mom, you won’t see him until it’s too late” Okay that made me giggle, I love Veth and I love Luc and I love their little family

- IS ESSEK LEAVING TOO? THAT’S GONNA BE WHAT BREAKS ME ISN’T IT

- If Essek leaves and we never see him again, getting a triple whammy of goodbyes I will be so incredibly sad, I cannot do this 😭

- If anyone is interested, no I am not doing well

- I was lowkey ready to get an Essek’s feelings for Caleb confirmation tonight, I guess it makes sense that we didn’t but I hope that this is not the last time we see Essek... I want to write another emo post about him and about how much he means to me but I will refrain

- CALEB BEING A TEACHER IS THE ENDGAME I WANT FOR HIM PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

- Wow, I really was not ready to see Caduceus and Essek go for some reason... I really wanted this Campaign to end on the image of the Mighty Nein together as all nine of them... I’m feeling so numb right now having to say goodbye 😭

- Oh, we’re in the epilogue now!

- When Fjord said “[the sea] is my favorite place to be” I genuinely felt that on a spiritual level... the ocean is home, it truly is and always will be for me as well

- “I CAST MODIFY MEMORY” FJORD LMAOOOOOOO

- Okay, that Widobrave ending is what made me shed tears for the first time this episode... not to be Personal but my biological brother graduates High School tomorrow, and for some reason this conversation just reminded me so much of me and him and now I’m emotional

- NOT THE SYPHILIS BANDITS DSYUHDFJKLSFJ;DS OKAY I NEEDED THAT LAUGH

- “I’d like to hear about your friend” Kingsley aww

- Beau giving Kingsley her first diary to help him realize who they all are is actually so perfectly fitting, I love that!

- “The other eight and I, yes” Caleb counting all nine of them again 😭

- CALEB BEING OFFERED AN ASSEMBLY SEAT WTF AAAHHH

- Oh shit, Astrid took the Assembly seat... I’m not sure how I feel about this, I feel so bad for her for having to stay in the system that abused her for so long and I would have loved to see her burn the whole thing down, but I hope that she at least has a sense of contentment with this title

- “I go where you go, baby” Beauyasha.... my darling loves....

- Beau’s dad??? But also Beau being the one with power over her father is so Good, I’m glad that she got justice on that front as well!

- This talk with Artagan... “I didn’t want you to be a god. I wanted you to be my friend.” and in the process my love you created divinity... maybe divinity is the friends we made along the way

- OH SHIT WE ARE GETTING ALL THE VANDRAN LORE TONIGHT I’M READY LET’S GO LET’S GO

- VANDRAN AND AVANTIKA WERE AN ITEM???

- Wait crack theory: Sabian was a half elf right? Could he be the son of Vandren and Avantika? Or is that too much of a stretch?

- Vandran going with them!!! Also I feel like that moment between Fjord and Vandran was lowkey a tease to a post-campain Uk’otoa one shot and I am ready for it already

- THIS BEAUYASHA MOMENT... “i’ve never known anyone as deeply as i know you” & “explore every bit of you in multiple ways ;)” & “your past doesn’t scare me, it only makes you beautiful” .... this is so much they are so much i love them so much

- “I will have you and then some” Beauyasha 😭

- I’m torn between “oh my god there’s still half an hour left?” and “how is there only half an hour left??”

- “You will let this Skyspear live at least?” oh my god so Yasha killed the last Skyspear then? Oof...

- YASHA GIVING ZUALA(’S GRAVE) THE BOOK OF FLOWERS, OH DEAR HEART

- And Beau’s talk to Zuala about being the luckiest woman alive and sacrifice.... 😭

- PLANTING FLOWERS AT ZUALA’S GRAVE... “NO BETTER GRAVE MARKER” THIS IS MAKING ME SO EMOTIONAL, I KNOW I’VE SAID THIS A LOT THIS EPISODE BUT THIS TRULY IS SO BEAUTIFUL

- So... I may or may not be crying again

- Shadowgast with a steel chair??

- Caleb’s plan for saving his parents... it’s clear he has thought of this so much, oh my darling love 😭

- Caleb burning down his chance to change his past is so symbolic and something he really needed to do, it does make me emotional though

- The other book was him writing to his parents?? Oh bby boy 😭

- While I would have loved for Caleb to open his own magic school (especially with Essek, or the Mighty Nein, or someone else as well), I am so pleased that he stays with Veth and that their friendship continues for the rest of their life because again: they mean so so much to me, and in a way they remind me of me and my biological brother (which I never realized before this episode) and yeah. They just make me Emo

- Also. Caleb being a professor was my Number One Endgame Hope for him and the fact that it came true is just so surreal in the best way possible. I’m so used to being robbed of happy endings. The fact that the Mighty Nein all got theirs makes me incredibly happy. A story does not have to be sad to be impactful. Happy stories and happy endings, especially during a time period of tumultuous real life circumstances, have just as much value and meaning and they always will. Caleb is teaching the next generation magic, and he is teaching them to be Good, and he is nurturing them, and that just means so much

- MATT CRYING IS GONNA GET TO ME

- “Let’s do it again” Please, let’s.

- Okay, everyone. I made it all seven hours in one piece with surprisingly minimal tears (though who knows, this might all sink in tomorrow.) I already wrote my thoughts earlier today about how much the Mighty Nein mean to me and how much this show and these characters have kept me holding on during quarantine and today... I’m still not ready to let them go, but I know that I can always revisit to say hello and to say thank you for changing me. Until then though... I love you all more than you could ever know. And for the last time of Campaign 2... is it Thursday yet?

Good night 💗

#cr spoilers #critical role spoilers #c2e141 #critical role #my liveblogs #cr2 #i genuinely can't believe this is the end y'all... what a journey. what a freaking journey 💗#to anyone who has ever interacted with even one of my liveblogs: i love you and i think about you every damn day dfghjkflf #it makes me Emo knowing that i'm not just speaking to the void and that there are ppl out there listening etc #also this liveblog was TWO THOUSAND WORDS LONG i checked it in a google doc sgdhjkdl #so if you made it through all that you may be entitled to financial compensation #but in all seriousness: i love you mighty nein. and thank you for everything.#is it thursday yet?#queue #(i always queue these for the mornings dgfhjk!)#and yes i WILL be liveblogging campaign 3 #also mayhaps this hiatus will be time for me to catch up with vox machina?

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hanemiso · 3 years

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nice to see you again today

✨- which fictional character (book, show, or movie) do you relate to most?

🍰- strawberry or vanilla?

🌧️- favorite thing to do on rainy days?

🎶- favorite song right now?

💘- 3 ways to win your heart?

🕊️- 3 habits you have?

🦄- how do you perceive yourself?

🌈- things I find attractive in girls/guys

⛅- what is your morning routine?

also this is unrelated but im doing smth so can u pls pick a number from 1-48? thank you! ^^

hello hello!! :)

✨: i relate the most to,,,hmm that’s a hard question,,,probably atsushi or reki honestly :) we don’t gotta analyze that too much-

🍰: honestly depends on the food, like if it’s a shake then strawberry, but if it’s cake then vanilla

🌧: i describe it to every moot i’ve ever sent the song “simple season” by hippo campus or “weather” by ginger root to lol but, i love sitting inside a warm house and watching the rain fall from the grey clouds outside with a nice cup of hot chocolate or coffee :) it also rarely rains in california so if it does rain and i’m outside, dancing in the rain is nice hehe

🎶: ANOTHER SONG YAY :D i really love listening to “space cadet” by the technicolors, it’s very relaxing and pleasing to my ears hehe

💘: honestly… idk LMAO, probably indulging in my random rants about something i’m excited about, like if i know that you were actually listening to me go on and on about this certain thing, i will take your hand in marriage. the second one might be adding to my banter; i say outta pocket shit and worry if it makes people just simply think i’m weird and shrug me off, so if you add to my banter at like the same level as me i will love you forever. also anytime you send me a picture, song, text, etc. or buy something and you say it’s because “it reminded me of you,” i will melt into a puddle on the spot and now you have bun forever :3

🕊: oh boy LMAO, welllll i crack my knuckles, fingers, thumbs, wrists, knees, ankles, back, and neck whenever i get the chance. it mostly occurs when i’m anxious or uncomfortable, i’ll continue trying to crack them even if i just did like a minute ago. when i’m stressed i pull at my eyelashes (ITS WEIRD I KNOW I’M SORRY YOU ASKED). the last thing i do,,,i run my hand through my hair a lot when i’m nervous to “fix it.”

🦄: this is about to become insecurity central beware— i perceive myself as an annoying nobody. the weird kid in class who remains quiet, and only speaks when spoken to. i worry i’m too weird for people to deal with, but i’m happy you guys like me :) i’m a nobody though, like there’s nothing special about me for people to take notice of. i’m a background character in someone else’s story, but i’ll make the most out of it ig. anyway 😅 next question-

🌈: my mind immediately went in the gutter i’m so sorry— clean version!! i’m attracted to personality mainly in either gender, if they have a good sense of humor, are kind, and actually make me feel wanted then i become a starry eyed child. it’s great if we share similar interests too hehe. physically, i like piercings on either gender, they’re just appealing to my eyes. a contagious smile and laugh are attractive to me too. can’t forget the most important one: good music taste :D

⛅️: i don’t have one anymore 🧍i’m gonna be completely honest, because of online classes, my morning routine has just become waking up, checking my notifications until 5 minutes before class, then sitting in my computer chair and waiting til the last minute to join the class. that’s it 😬 i had a better one in high school-

for the number uhhhhh i pick 36!!! one of my fav numbers :D

emoji ask game!!

#[👾] ask game!!#these were fun to answer lol #kinda went off on a few of them #we can ignore the unicorn one-

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cautiovs · 4 years

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『 mädchen amick. fifty. cis woman. she/her. 』 oh heavens, is that VERONICA LEVI from FAIR LANE i see roaming around mapleview? minnie may’s always calling them -FRIGID & -MANIPULATIVE. i happen to think they’re not that bad! they’re a pretty cool INTERIOR DESIGNER and every time i’ve seen them, they’ve always been +CLEVER & +AMBITIOUS. i hope i see them around again!

hi ! hello !! i’m lex and i’m excited to be here w this... wonderful, wonderful woman (she is... the Worst, im sorry in advance), N E WAY, can’t wait to get to know y’all and your muses, without further ado

stats: full name- veronica irina levi nicknames: ronnie, v birthday- june 1 zodiac sign- gemini traits- clever, ambitious, adaptable, intuitive, charming, frigid, manipulative, dishonest, vain, & greedy sexuality- bisexual languages spoken- english, russian hogwarts house- slytherin

background: - born as veronika lebedev in russia, she immigrated from there to mapleview when she was fourteen and immediately fell in love with american culture (especially the wealth obsessed culture of the 1980s) and tried her very best to americanize herself- including forcing her parents to start writing her name with a c instead of a k to ‘look more american’ - her parents were not wealthy, but veronica schemed and scammed her way into getting designer clothes (got a job at the closest mall, maybe was a bit of a klepto) and quickly learned how to charm her way into pretty much anything she wanted - which is how she somehow made her way into the top social strata at school and won the heart of david levi - married him at 18, popped out some kids, and never looked back - except, ya know, when they got divorced - veronica may or may not have had an affair, but that shit? is on the down low, nobody knows besides david (and whoever tf she banged... someone... perhaps, give me this conn *eyes emoji*) - before the divorce, she didn’t work and just played the part of mayor’s wife and was a russian tutor for anyone interested in learning, but now she’s gotta make a more substantial income and somehow landed on interior design - she’s actually,,, a rly shitty interior designer - like she’s out here charging so much money for this shit, but you could’ve done it yourself w the help of ikea and amazon prime (fuck jeff bezos tho)

personality: - super villain type shit (very hot) - she’s smart - a good liar - will do whatever it takes to get what she wants - she LOVES her kids, like... she hates most people but not them- they’re everything to her, will protect them w her life - used to actually love david, but now is a bitter ex and probably tries to spread rumors about his new wife bc she be like that - her parenting choices are questionable at best, but she really does love her kids - ok so, she’s cunning and scheming and shit, but is charitable and funny and WAS the ‘perfect’ wife - def was a pta mom when her kids were in school, maybe ran for the school board - her russian accent only really pops out when she’s mad or excited (genuine excitement is rare) - just wants to live in luxury and not work, ok?

wanted connections: - her affair- i mean... - friends- she sucks, but like she’s good at pretending to be a good friend - bitching buddy- she likes to complain, someone let her ig - high school friends- others who grew up in mapleview - enemies- probably a handful of these - clients- who wants some mediocre room makeovers? - idk, literally anything??? plz throw me all the ~plots~

uhhhhh, anyway, does any of this make sense? no? cool!! give this a like or come find me in the dms or contact me by pony express and let us love u down xoxo

#mapleviewintro

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