#ugh why does it have to be so hard 😭 like life must be just. so much easier when you can just sleep?? and also feel rested when you wake up

[running-in-the-dark]

as someone who has always had issues with sleeping, it's so strange to see how my husband can just fall asleep whenever he wants, wherever he wants. he could lie down on the ground and sleep for 8 hours, no problem.

he just goes to bed, lies down, and falls asleep. and then stays asleep until his alarm wakes him, then he gets up and is just. awake. just like that. he never remembers any of his dreams, he just sleeps. all night. uninterrupted.

it's just. very weird. I mean, I had a lot of sleepovers with friends when I was a kid, so I guess I already knew other people can just. sleep. but still, I guess I always figured it must be a coincidence that everyone else just happened to fall asleep and stay asleep on those occasions. but damn it's been 10 years of seeing this dude just sleep like it's no big deal, and I suppose that's just. how it's meant to be?! how unfair is that.

#he also snores like crazy #so he sleeps peacefully and I can absolutely not fall asleep when he's in the same room 😭 #even when we're in adjacent rooms. I still hear him snoring #yes I've been trying to fall asleep and it is not going great! so I'm trying to distract myself enough until I feel just tired enough to #try again #(and: I can also fall asleep anytime anywhere! just not on purpose 🙃 never ever on purpose.) #ugh why does it have to be so hard 😭 like life must be just. so much easier when you can just sleep?? and also feel rested when you wake up #I still think that's not a real thing. like. people just. wake up? and feel? better and less tired? nah that's made up 😬 #trying to sleep without my antidepressant and. I honestly forgot just how bad it used to be #I can *fall asleep* now thanks to melatonin #it only takes like 30 minutes usually #but I keep waking up. and not being able to get back to sleep #and I don't hear like. 4 out of 5 alarms. #and I feel so exhausted when I wake up that I physically can't make myself get up #ugh I just hate this shit so much 😭 #personal

[spacedlexi]

Wait, people think Carver is the best TWDG villain?? I always thought he was basic as hell, and the fact that he was beefing with an 11-years old girl... Now Stranger on the other hand was great, he was super intimidating and off-putting and I was genuinely so scared he would hurt Clementine. I also liked Minnie for the same reasons (she was so creepy/off-putting), but I still think Stranger is the best villain bc he had a great setup while Minnie was kind of a secondary villain. But going back to Lilly/Carver, I also definitely prefer Lilly over Carver even though neither are my favorite... And now I'm kind of curious how you would rank the rest of the TWDG villains? 🤔

carver being the best villain is a sentiment ive heard for years 😭 im sure its coming from the "S2 is the best season" crowd tho which i also dont agree with 💀

the stranger is an effective villain. hes not exactly the typical villain type people expect. but hes very unsettling and him stalking clementine for who even knows how long through the walkie talkie is 🤢 he really makes me feel sick. she was using that talkie to deal with the loss of her parents, and this fucking creep took advantage of that so hard he was able to convince her to trust him. ugh he makes me feel so gross. and think of all the guilt clem must have about that situation. trusting this freak to help her find her parents, when if she had just stayed then lee wouldnt have gotten bit looking for her, and her parents were already dead the entire time anyway. oof. theres no way that isnt one of the biggest regrets of her life

carver is fine. i definitely think his character wouldve made more sense if they put kenny in that role instead. that way theres less "i am a grown man beefing with an 11 year old" and more "this is a child i helped look out for once, and im gonna make sure shes raised Right". but i agree that carver as he is is just over the top. overly villainous to the point of it being a little comical. like when villains are all tough like that my reaction is usually "god i WISH youd fucking kill me already so i dont have to hear your bullshit anymore do you know how GOOFY you sound??". if it was kenny in that role i definitely think they wouldve been able to tone it back a bit, and him "having a good side" wouldve been way more believable. as he is carver is kind of one note

joan.... definitely the weakest of the bunch. i dont really have much to say about her. david isnt even technically a villain but i definitely saw him as the better antagonist for the season. i mean hes definitely a villain in clems eyes. and is a constant semi-antagonist towards javi throughout the whole season. joans just kinda.. there.. doing things behind the scenes to cause conflict until the final confrontation. and then she can just disappear... okay

i like the way the antagonists work in S4. theres more of a discussion around what actually makes someone a villain and the difference between a person who fucked up and made (very horrible) mistakes, and a person who is straight up a threat. and i like that it connects back to the idea of lee and his murder of that senator. did he do something horrible? yes. did he destroy his relationship to his family? yes. does he regret what he did? i think so. and he definitely has guilt about his fucked up relationship with his wife. in S1 they mention how non-guilty people got sent to prison all the time. while lee is Definitely a murderer, we get to see over the season that hes a good guy who just wanted a family and in a moment of rage and betrayal did something he can never take back. this is why i never hated marlon. did he fuck up and do horrible things? of course. but he was a scared fucked up teen leading a group of other scared fucked up teens. he knows he fucked up, and continued fucking up to cover for his previous fuck ups lol. but he can be talked down. its a shame it ends the way it does, but i really like being able to teach aj the difference between people like marlon and people like lilly

lilly takes that kenny/carver idea and applies it to a clementine that has grown up and has been looking out for herself (and baby aj) for years now, instead of the 11 year old trying to figure shit out she was in S2. shes too old for lilly to be able to sway her in a way she couldve been more susceptible to in S2, and when lilly finally realizes this she just turns her attention to aj instead, seeing the potential in him (a potential clem does NOT want aj to live up to, wanting him to get to be a kid and not just a survivor, let alone a killer). lilly is fun because you can see in her that she WANTS clementine on her side, and throughout the season progressively realizes that its just never going to happen. both lilly AND clem come to the realization that this person they once considered family is beyond reason, their views too different, and so the fighting begins. their fight at the end of EP3 really feels like a "so its finally come to this" moment for both of them, their final fight. i always shoot her.

whats interesting about minnie is seeing her evolve from secondary antagonist in EP3 to straight up primary villain in EP4. the things shes done, the way shes been broken. she becomes her own downfall, seeing herself as someone beyond redemption. that this is just who she is now, its how things have to be. because if they didnt have to be this way? well then theres a lot more guilt she'd have to deal with. yelling at her in EP4 to just STOP FOR THE LOVE OF GOD YOU DONT HAVE TO DO THIS ANYMORE but she has been changed (in her eyes) so irreparably that she cant see any other option. and she progressively sees clem as the one who fucked everything up for her, instead of accepting that it could all finally be OVER. after killing sophie, the delta was all she had left. it cant have all been for nothing. and so she blames clem for taking it all away from her, even tho clem is just trying to protect her family. the family that used to be minnies. and so in her rage she gets bit. something else that she couldve avoided. but shes just too lost to her own downward spiral, unable to be reasoned with. by that point she just wants it all to be Over. and she wants to take tenn with her so she can finally pretend things can all go back to the way they used to be. her, sophie, tenn, and their parents all together again, where no more bad things have to happen to them. shes super tragic and i love her for that. and i love how she holds this dark mirror up to clem. clem struggles to let go of her past too, and the guilt she has over the things shes done and people shes hurt. and that if she cant learn to let go and move on she could get lost to it the same way minnie did. theres a reason clem is so quick to accept her fate, but shes finally able to leave that guilt holding her to her past behind in that barn. and she returns to ericson a much happier and lighter person, so much weight finally lifted from her shoulders. its finally over for her too

so yeah. my fave villains are definitely the S4 ones due to their nuance and layers. then the stranger, then carver, then joan. if i had to put david on this list he'd probably be above carver. but thats mainly because he has more nuance than carver ever did

#S4 addressing themes of rehabilitation makes me sooo happy #twdg #long as post be upon you #replies with lexi #incognito

[walksinlatewithcoffee]

How Martyn fucked up my timeline by reusing a skin

So since Martyn is straight up playing the Old Sheriff, and Jimmy and Scott agreed that this is what Tumble Town was supposed to look like, USSMP must be a prequel to Empires s2, taking place between the apocalypse of s1 and the founding of s2.

I know this doesn’t make any sense in the context of the smp being a separate world with its own story but like. Come on. Martyn was the final nail in the coffin here.

And because of this… due to the steampunk skin I’m saying that us!Scott is the ancestor of the twin False’s. Which makes this pre-False in Hermitcraft by at least 20 years but likely closer to 50 (Martyn needs to still be alive for Empires s2 but very old) so us!Scott is now False’s grandpa I guess?

And Eloise being a funko pop??? I mean. There’s an easy connection here. Eloise is a toy and the sidekick??? Of a sheriff, gets teased all the time, clearly could be an ancestor of s2 Jimmy.

Speaking of Jimmy, or Saint Jim, I wouldn’t be surprised if he was in some way related to the god shenanigans of Empires whether that be Lizzie in s1 or Joel in s2. Or BDubs I suppose. But for now I’m going to tentatively say he’s a member of S2 Joel’s extended family, likely a demigod of some description, and known as a fierce protector of his people (though his methods may be… controversial)

And… a completely self indulgent piece… his godly lineage traces back to the same god worshipped by Technoblade, due to the fact that he LITERALLY DID THE EXACT SAME BELL THING TECHNO USED TO DO 😭 I’m not ok but it’s fine.

………that headcanon does make Jimmy’s family tree a little fucked up given who I headcanon the Blood God but hey. It’s just ONE instance of Jimmy. And it’s a common name. He could have been named after a different instance of Jimmy. Yeah. It’s fine.

Wait then who is his OTHER parent oh god. There’s… options there. Hm. I’ll need to. Think about that. Decide on a timeline. Cause if it’s pre-hermitcraft that means they wouldn’t know each other so… but Jimmy doesn’t look anything like him or him and that guy certainly isn’t an option…. It can’t be her cause they’re already related… she’s married… I don’t even know if they know each other…Oh wait. Duh. Canonical love interest! There we go! Hard to keep track of shit when you’re integrating events from series you haven’t watched.

Anyway. I know who Jimmy’s parents are. The god of War, Passion, and Devotion, and the Saint of forging paths and the eternal fluctuation of the universe, who was raised from the dead??? Or something to become a being further than mortal after the Blood God achieved apotheosis through a series of events including but not limited to: mass Murder, destruction of a planet, and the bargaining of a few dozen human souls in exchange for god powers. All to save the people they cared about (and cause they’re a fucked up little bastard but like. That’s a given)

That combination is why us!Jimmy Like That. The parents actual identities aren’t super important right now. Or possibly ever, I dunno.

Wait fuck that means s2 Joel is distantly related to…. Ugh fine. It’s weird but it’s FINE. It works with the Saint Pearl lore at least.

Now I just have to decide whether the pile of bullshit that eventually led to us!Jimmy’s birth happened before or after s1 of Empires. Based on sheer vibes I’d like to say after. Which would make Empires s1 officially the beginning of my personal timeline (the aforementioned pile of bullshit is usually marked as the first point in the timeline but it genuinely doesn’t make much sense for it to be before empires 1)

Which means that empires s2 Lizzie is officially the person whose personal family timeline goes back the furthest, cause I hc that her catgirl genes go back to the tiger blood prince of the Lost Kingdom.

So currently how it’s looking is:

Empires 1 > possibly afterlife smp???? > pile of bullshit > hermitcraft overall begins> Evo > smp earth > hermitcraft s6 begins > life series 1-3 > possibly dream smp??? USSMP > Empires 2

Undefined placement with no real ideas: X Life, Witchcraft smp, rats smp, Outsiders smp,

And that’s not even every smp in the overall timeline I just don’t have a scrap of a clue how to mesh Captain Sparklez into this even though he’s critical to the dsmp section of the timeline considering he literally is Tubbo’s origin story in my head

FUCK WHAT ABOUT OSMP

Fuck it that’s the far distant future. Five thousand years ahead. The only one who’s the same person is Phil cause he’s immortal by virtue of Death goddess wife. He’s seen these dumbasses reincarnated at least six times each.

#ultimate survival smp #ussmp #empires smp #hermitcraft #dsmp

[nalyra-dreaming]

I must give praise to Bailey with her performance as Claudia. What I love and find very interesting about this Claudia version is they you can really tell that she still is just a child, or has a child brain - a teenage brain. She matures mentally maybe, but she only mature around her brain’s capacity.

This was a thing that also made me very frustrated with Claudia a lot of the time, her almost adultness but is still stuck as an incredible typical self-absorbed teen. There were so many times where I really saw my self as my fourteen year old self and was just like “🤦‍♀️”.

It’s like she doesn’t even TRY to think and understand things from other perspectives, or understand why people are or react the way they are. Very black and white in her thinking, not understanding consequences truly or how she treat others can affect them later - just like a teen.

Lestat and Louis and other definitely also has that narcissism, but that is a completely different beast. You can’t really blame Claudia for being so self righteous and ruthless, acting like she knows Louis better than he knows himself and being so possessive off him - yet ultimately hating Lestat for being so possessive of him and her also (and OBVIOUSLY many other reasons but you get my point). In my opinion this also makes it clear for me that she is also to an extent unreliable like the others, though in a different way.

It’s just so tragic that she’s stuck like this. An almost adult with not fully formed brain that can never be able to truly understand life and people. Being a teenage can be HELL, both for you and for people around you.😢

It hit home.

Bailey does an absolute brilliant job.

I have a teenager at home.

Trust me, she nails it.

And this tragic discrepancy between her maturing on one hand, and being unable to on the other... ugh. It is heartbreaking?!

As you said, those harsh views on what she is presented, she is a teenager, her brain tells her she knows it all, and why would you listen to your parents. And especially Lestat.

Unfortunately.

And unfortunately the repercussions of those dismissed hints and consequences will be fatal, and I... gosh that will be so hard?!?! 😭

The only good thing is knowing they can easily keep Bailey :), in a role just the tiniest bit different :)) (Come to think of it - wouldn't her brain be then freed from that "hormonal cage" - meaning we would actually get an "adult" Claudia reaction to them? Oh, that could be terrific?!)

#Anonymous #asks #amc iwtv #iwtv #amc interview with the vampire #interview with the vampire amc #iwtv amc #iwtv 2022 #interview with the vampire #claudia de lioncourt #bailey bass #ask nalyra

[abysslll]

i’m asking about your brubba playlist

!!!!!!

okok i'm definitely excited a normal amount about this ghklsjdjsd, quick warning for (major) spoilers + the longest fucking post of all time and yeah let's get into it i'm gonna go through the top five songs:

so . sdhgksldgh. ok. arms tonite is literally such a perfect song for them, the lyric "i cried hard because i have died and you're alive" works sO FUCKING WELL FOR BRUNO AFTER HE DIES THE FIRST TIME??? like he obvious realizes he's dead pretty soon and he's probably devastated because he knows he's not going to make it, but then abbacchio dies too and then he's even more sad bc even though he didn't want to leave him he didn't want him to die either obviously

i just think the "i fell hard in your arms tonight" lyric is so perfect bc my version of canon has them survive and they get a happy ending definitely has some abbacchio dying in bruno's arms action. idk they're tragic lovers change my mind-

ok next song up: home!! as well as being absolutely fucking obsessed with this song, i also think almost every lyric works for bruabba?? rundown: "often i'm upset that i cannot fall in love but i guess / are you tired of me yet?" and the whole "get a load of this monster/trainwreck" part are all fucking perfect lines for abbacchio, he doesn't understand why bruno loves him bc of his serious self worth issues and he thinks he's just a waste of space and uGH

MEANWHILE "i'm a little sick right now but i swear when i'm ready i will fly us out of here / are you dead? sometimes i think i'm dead / i'll figure out a way to get us out of here" are just so so so so good for bruno, bc he doesn't want to be a bad person and he knows abbacchio isn't either, but their situation forces them to kill and it's Bad so he wants to take over the mafia to give abbacchio the life he deserves, plus the whole are you dead lyrics are Literally Him after the king crimson fight

home is the one i wanted to ramble about the most, it's so soft and sad and i have to think about them every time i hear it. i can just see bruno taking everything on trying to get them to the top so abbacchio doesn't have to hurt people anymore, and abbacchio wanting to help but not able to (at least at first) because of his addiction and he just wants bruno to be happy and :(((((

digital love is fairly self explanatory and also a cheerfuller/not tragic song, i think it describes their relationship really well because they're both definitely the type of people to be like "we are in love but cannot do a single thing about it bc it is not appropriate in this situation we must Pine" and pine they do. i like to think they dream about each other a lot

i will follow you into the dark is just such a good song for them bc it's literally about two lovers(?) dying, like ????? "no blinding light / or tunnels to gates of white / just our hands clasped so tight" like i KNOW that canonically abbacchio goes to purgatory and bruno to heaven but you can't separate them in death it's just not right 😭😭😭😭 they're up there in heaven together watching giorno and mista be dumbasses oH ALSO "you and me have seen everything to see" bc they spent the majority of their adulthood together and they were with each other throughout everything. this song makes me cry so much they deserved everything

ok last up problems i found this song like yesterday and i am so obsessed with it, it is the most abbacchio pov song i've ever heard. just the entire song ["i'm a loser, a disgrace / you're a beauty, a luminary"] is So spot on??? he totally looks up to bruno as this saint, even though bruno is just some guy trying to make the world better. even if he does see bruno as a normal person there's no fucking way he thinks they could ever possibly be on the same level he hates himself too much for that. bruno just wants him to get over it and kiss him lmao-

ok in conclusion i love them, and araki's homophobic for killing them (/j). thank u for enabling my rambling jan i love you !!! /p

oh oh also for any jjba fans (or just followers idk) who see this and wanna know the playlist you can listen to it here !

#jan <3 #endless asks #bruabba #jjba tag

[realwaldojeffers]

thank you! not too much work left for me i hope haha

my first language is russian and i also speak a tiny bit of german! been too long since i practiced it though

thank you for recs on bowie and VU!! i'm far from an expert on them lmao so i'll listen to these albums! i've only listened to earlier bowie albums from the man who sold the world to diamond dogs i think. life on mars must be one of my faves, i remember having it on repeat for WEEKS last year lmao. i dreamed of getting hunky dory on vinyl but couldn't find it in my local record stores :( the same with many other bowie, UV and lou albums too, no idea why they're such rare animals here. a ziggy copy i have must be one of the best sounding records in my whole collection tho! do you collect physical media?

i love velvet goldmine too!! i love todd haynes' style and it really does kinda feel like an ao3 fanfic lmao. this kind of biopics must be my favorite, when they're unauthorized or loosely based on actual stories. do you have any favorite music biopics?

my favorite artists are the beatles and john lennon! and as for the third one ehh.. even though it's not classic rock i'll say lana del rey, ever since her new single came out i've been listening to it obsessively

i see you love beatles too, so i'm just gonna say my favorite albums by them are the white album and magical mystery tour! as for john, my absolute fav of his is walls & bridges, but i guess imagine would be a good place to start as it's his dreamiest and maybe... softest? while still showing some of his edgier sides of the early 70s. plastic ono band is close to my favs after W&B but it definitely can feel too unsettling, not without lighter parts though. his part of double fantasy is full of highlights too (i like yoko's songs too though!) ugh sorry i could talk about john for hours really lmao

and as for lana- since we're into classic rock i think ultraviolence is right up that alley. it sounds so timeless it could well fit into the 70s. my other favs of hers are honeymoon and blue banisters!

i wish i watched more music documentaries and concerts but it's often too hard bc i know i'll never get to experience it live 😭 i've seen the beatles' shea concert tho and it was good! do you have favorite live shows and docs?

Once again, srry that it took me forever to reply and omg it’s almost Christmas lol But I’m excited to finally know you btw

By this time, you probably are done with your work, right? I hope that is the case so you can finally have a nice winter rest

I also try to learn German too cause like I have been obsessed with so many German artists for so long, the obvious one is Nico 😂 and also I love Kraftwerk and Rammstein, but my knowledge in German is limited to the random odd of the language

I’m also a big fan of Bowie early work too, just not so much on his folkish day lol. Still, The man who sold the world gotta be one of the my most fav albums of all time. Hunky is amazing too! Life On Mars is literally one of the song that hooked me on to David. I’m not sure if you knew this but the song Queen Bitch from this album is literally David trying to do a VU-style songwriting. So basically the narrator of that song supposed to be Lou or smth lol So yeah another weird Bowie-Lou Reed fanfic vibe 😂

About Vinyl, all of my fav artists’ records are hard to find here too, except for Bowie lol he is everywhere for some reason so prob a good thing. But no one in Thailand seems to know Velvet Underground or Lou hahaha.

I don’t own much records cause they are tbh quite expensive for me. But I have Diamond Dogs, VU’s debut album, and Lou’s Coney Island Baby on vinyl. All of them are the best things ever! But I do collect a lot of CDs

I truly not very big on biopic but Nowhere Boys is very amazing in my opinion. I love that films very much. I see that you are a big Beatles fans, what do you think about the film? I’m not sure about the accuracy but I think it’s beautiful how they depict Lennon-McCartney friendship.

Omg! I love Lana too! She is one of my all time fav artists and songwriters! Her new songs are so amazing. I’m alway intrigued by her lyrics and the way she expresses them

I haven’t listened to all of the White Albums and Magic Mysteries but so far I love George’s guitar style in the White Album so much that it’s prob gonna be my new favorite Beatles album. Personally, Let It Be is my favorite album by them but I haven’t watch the Get Back doc yet so I might need to do that!

Thank you for your recommendation on John’s music! I have been interested in John and Yoko’s works for sometime now but didn’t know where to start. They are such an iconic artistic present of the past century!

You probably have psychic ability for sure cause recently I just put Ultraviolence on repeat lol. Also it’s just delighted me how she put Lou’s name in Brooklyn Baby >< For Kana, I also love Honeymoon and Norman Fucking Rockwell

For live concert, I think I watched a bit too much Bowie’s live tbh. But I just cannot resist cause his stage crafts are just one of the best and his shows are my comfort place. I think Ziggy’s live and Diamond’s Dog’s live (you can see those in Cracked Actors’s doc) are probably his best. My fav act is the one he did Hamlet with Cracked Actors. But the one that comfort me the most is the Glass Spider tour live tbh. It’s a pretty meh album overall but the live show are so great and late 80s Bowie is like a father figure to me so I come back to that all the time

Not sure if you’ve watched Hayes’ Velvet Underground documentary yet but it’s very good! It could be focus too much on the early years of the band at time and doesn’t go beyond the post-John era so much but still there are a lot of direct history to learn from the doc as it has John and Moe, as well as, everyone who involved with the band and New York avant-garde scene of the 60s. Still, I personally think it doesn’t talk enough about Sterling Morrison and completely dismiss Doug Yule which is a bit sad. But I understand where Hayes is coming from tho, having John as the strongest present of the band as the leading narrative lol. Also the film is a bit pro-John Cale cause well… Lou is dead 😐 so that is a head-up

Anyways, I hope you have a great holiday and cannot wait to know who you are!

Tons of love,

Tawan!

#secret rocker santa 2022 #srs22

[suhnnyskiess]

heheheh i love answering these!

basically bestie, oa!chris is someone who, underneath all the secrecy, the reclusive nature, is someone who craves affection and meaning connection. he’s very reserved and yet he has two close friends who are like family to him. he tried so hard to keep y/n at bay but she cared so much that he could help but feel drawn to her. because really, he’s very affection starved. so yes! he does trust her a lot and it’s because she’s been so soft, kind and affectionate with him, that he trusts her. she grounds him.

and i don’t really think of chris being sensitive to y/n’s problems to have anything to do with his own family. he’s not that type of person. weirdly enough, he’s super emotional but also super rational. he’s sensitive to y/n’s feelings because he cares about HER. it’s got very little to do with family. he cares for people. that’s why he goes out risking his life almost every other night. he just cares for people and doesn’t like seeing them helpless.

where his own family is concerned… the idea is that all this is so common in the supernatural world that really, he’s just accepted it. it hurts him. and he cries a lot. and he’s got ptsd. but that’s how things had to be for his family because let’s not forget, he lost his family 25 years ago. you’ll see how losing his family affects him in later chapters. he definitely has a harder time allowing people to help him because he blames himself for what happened to his family.

so yeah. he doesn’t envy y/n because she’s still got a family. to him, his friends are his family. he’s full on angry because “how dare someone be this cruel to someone as kind as her?” yknow?

HES BEEN TROUGH SO MUCH 😭😭😭😭 IM SO SADD WHYYY

Like yes totally like uGH I hadn't thought or seen it this way and it makes total sense! Chris is that type of character who feels FOR others and yeah 🥺🥺 I'm still sad he had to parts ways with his family that way and while it may be the norm it doesn't make it any less hurtful :(( and idk if I'm excited to see how his family affects him through the chapte4s bc I know it will.make me sad hut at the same time I am curious to know the full backstory bc I know there must be more than what meets the eye!

#rox answers #ti ⭐️

[bellarkeandclintashaandsuch]

Not Me Episode 10 Thoughts:

Villainous Todd coming through! It’s okay. I still love you :)

Dang, Gun is such a good actor. Just his stares, and I’m like, clearly that’s Black.

White has definitely gotten better at lying. I don’t know how I feel about this.

What’s Black holding? His collar? A necklace? I’m worried about his mental and physical well-being :/

But also… Gram has a necklace…

So does White. So do lots of people. But one of those people is Gram :)

“Especially Sean.” He doesn’t know White is dating Sean, right? Oh, no, he does! He saw them at the garage. We just didn’t see that part, I think. I’m confusing myself. He must be so mad.

Did anyone lock the door?

Damn! Black does not mess around!

An evil doppelgänger. Judgey much, for someone sleeping with the guy who almost choked him to death like two days ago.

Poor White. Seeing his mom again for the first time, but not as himself.

Yeah, you’re such a hooligan!

These shots of their faces are so close. I feel like this is telling me something, but I don’t know what.

I can’t tell if she’s corrupt corrupt or just thinks things will never change, so why try.

Dang! She knows!

You’re gonna sit there, seeing your baby boy for the first time in 10 years and not give him a hug? That’s cold.

Yeah. You’re really not good at being Black. That is true. Even more apparent now that we’ve actually seen Black.

Wait. Did they seriously try to tell White and Black that they split up to keep them “safe” from the twin connection? I thought that was only the excuse to keep them apart but they knew about the divorce.

Gumpa, do you already know Yok is dating a cop?

Risking it all to bring his boyfriend in 🥺

Where’s Black :(

I guess wanting his boyfriend in the gang makes Yok extra strong.

That was mean, Sean. Be better.

Did Dan leave for that part?

Open your heart to Dan <3 but not too much or Yok will be jealous

Gumpa’s like, when are you going to admit you’re with “Black”?

He doesn’t want to throw his life away anymore because he has White now :)

Aww, he can’t live without White :)

Hahahahahaha have you ever been short-sighted? Good opening question, Sean. Not weird at all.

Aw, Sean is so excited and nervous!

Ugh, more smoking. Where’s Dan to stop this?

His favor is asking White to stay by his side forever 😭

Oh, Sean, sweetie, I love you.

Poor Sean, poor Black, poor White.

What a way to find out your long list twin brother is back in the country and impersonating you.

Does Sean really not know? Or he does know, but somehow doesn’t see that that’s not White? Hmm. When will we know for sure whether Sean knows about White!?

Doesn’t feel nice to get beat up by your fellow gang member, does it, Sean?

I’m sorry. I couldn’t help myself. You poor thing. He’s so confused and sad :(

No, but really. When are Black and Gram going to interact?

I feel like Sean should probably join Yok at the hospital.

Why do all of Namo’s paintings have double eyes?

I was playing too hard haha

I thought you said it was too difficult to sneak in?

Black is best at being sneaky. He sure is. Love him for that.

Gumpa is like, dang it. My advice didn’t work.

Sean got shot!

Oh, no, Gram is not handling this well

Did Dan also get shot?!

How are they going to get Gram and Black together when they both are barely in the episodes and don’t interact at all?

There’s only 4 episodes left :/

I want to see them interact!

#not me #not me the series #gramblack #seanwhite #danyok #this was a tough one for sean #and yok #they both got beat up #but you know #tough for sean in an emotional sense #he basically proposed to black #too bad that wasn't his black #anyway did i skip over gram and eugene's scene? #yes yes i did #it's called self care

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Ugh, humans and social media are just SO tiring...(Things like these are what remind me why I'm a social hermit and prefer it that way😅😂🙈)

And ohhh, yup, that's another problem: People saying stuff like that just to get attention as if such things were children's games... Seriously, this is exactly what makes it so hard to make the people Who DO actually have this problem speak and be found...😫 But well, there is still SO much that society likes to sweep under the carpet or make light...😫🙄 Humans...

I think it's best if people just realized that yes, everyone will have some kind of opinion, but NO, YOU DON'T HAVE TO SPEAK OUT LOUD IF YOU DON'T HAVE ANYTHING NICE TO SAY! Maybe watching Disney's Bambi should be made obligatory for all...😅

Aww, okidoki😊 Well, for one, I have the headcannon (don't even ask me how I came of with this, I have no idea😅) that Mon-El totally met Bart Allen (one like in Young Justice, not The Flash) and became best buds with him, cause 1. They're both in/from the future, 2. They both (well, I'm going with S2!Mon here) have a tendency for joking around and hiding their pain behind a smile, 3. They both strive to fulfill someone else's shoes (Bart Wally's and Mon Kara's), 4. They are both kinda Speedsters so noone can tell me they wouldn't be racing all around just for fun, 5. They are both incredibly lonely and loyal/loving, and 6.Well, Kara has Barry, why shouldn't Mon have his own speedster bestie?😂🤷🏻‍♀️ My mind's stuck on them being friends and I doubt I'll ever get rid of this headcannon even though I doubt there has ever been any interaction between any versions of them🤷🏻‍♀️😅🙈 (Extra point: MON DESERVES FRIENDS OF HIS OWN WHO WERE HIS FIRST DAMMIT!😭) [Curiosity's sake: Whatcha think on this? Would you disagree?🤔🙈] 

Aww, thank you!🤗🤗🤗🙈 It's fine by now, but seriously, thanks! And haha, yess, Happy😊😊😉😂

(I MEAN IT!)

Haha, Yeah, it's super fun 😁 

Hmm, yeah, maybe, dunno🙈🙈 I just don't wanna step on any toes or for anyone to feel shitty because of me, ya know?🙈🙈 Got some other stuff I should be doing or writing first tho anyway, sooo🤷🏻‍♀️😅🙈

Aww😔😔😖 But oh well, at least I van come back and reread this "summary" of it 😊

😱😱😍😍😍 Aww, THANK YOU!!💃🏻💃🏻 And ohhhhhhhhhhhhh, that sounds like one crazy, messy political headache in-coming😂😍 And aww, daddy's not so little girl wanting to follow in his steps makes me all warm😍 But poor Karamel, how terrified they must be for her life, esp. considering the, JUST got all back together 😭😭 

Ohh, you have even more space operas?😍😂

Thanks, you too! *Big outer space stray panda hug* 

Btw: ...We are NOT murdering kangaroos 😅 Is that what it sounds like to everyone else? Oh god... Well, long story short, there was this crazy "argument" we had about sth which involved LW introducing a Kangaroo Court as judges (...I gotta be honest, I have NO idea where that even came from and don't even remember what the argument was about😂) and now she's accusing me of being guilty of something again (...I'm worse than a goldfish, cause I already forgot what THAT was about too😅😂) and apparently the faint from the stinch of "my guilt" WHICH IS NOT TRUE, CAUSE I'M NOT GUILTY OF ANYTHING AND THEY TOTALLY ONLY FAINTED BECAUSE THEY SMELLED LW, NOT ME!😂😂 [...I know this probably doesn't make sense, does it?😂]

PS: Ohhhh 😂😍 I'm not surprised considering you said that is part of one of your OTPs but uhhhh, it DOES look very fitting😍😍

Btw2: OH, ups sry, I only saw this after writing her, but I'll try next time?🙈 But hey, I AM currently arguing with her about the importance of her sleep, so does that count?🤔

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That's the HEALTHY way of life.

Yeah, we love cancel culture. Or how someone says something dumb and is cancelled and then someone is motherhugger, like a seriously a horrible person and the narrative is: but he is famous, or did a lot of good or whatever and I'm like... Why set some rules or high moral standards and then making excuses for some folks? It's caled waste of time.

Exactly. The fact we can spread our shit doesn't mean we HAVE TO. Some people should learn it.

...why watchin g Bambi should be obligatory? Aside of traumatizing people with the death of his mom xD Please, continue!

I don't know Flash and the comics, but sounds cool.

And yeah, he deserves a best friend for his own. In some of my headcanons or ideas I gave him one aka his ex-guard, and what is funny, she is a girl xD Also, in my Let's Mix A Lot Of Other Stories Together, i paired him with Gavin from Lightbringer series, because, damn, they are twins, I can tell you.

Also, for fuck sake, he is such loyal and lovely and funny person and the fact they didn't give him someone like that (well, Winn, but Winn's real FIRST best friend is Kara).

What made me wonder about his Daxam past and how it looked like. Was he seen as the prince and was he surroundened by a lot of fake ass kissers? Or did he have a real best friend? Was his guard one? The one who sacrificed his life for him? We never learnt and it's, in my personal opinion, a criem against humanity. And the fact he was judged for copying with the lose of his entire fucking planet and life. Like... give him a fucking break.

(SUREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE)

Yeah, i know, good ideas, NOT WRITING THEM XD

Yep, the one when I mix some other stories and characters. Where there was a soviet like revolt on Daxam but some rich families were able to escape to Krypton and live there for some time in peace. That's how Mon-El and Kara met - their typical prejudice and falling in love with each other, but then Daxamites kidnap Mon-El and other yound Daxmaites and take them to Daxam. And after a decade or something they meet again, while their nations are on war. And shit happeeeeeeeeens.

And then i have fantasy AUs and some super angsty romances, because I was on some point super angry too. And Hades x Persephone AU. And that super ansgty thing about their future kid coming back to Kara and accusing her of some things. And i would put them all in a psychiatric ward. And even Jedi AU, lol. I think i can put them in any situation and make a fic idea of it xD

...no, it completly makes sense... believe me... still.... sounds klike murdering poor animals.... shame on you =='

I know, imagine bearded Mon-El wearing it. Like, daaaaaaaaaamn

DO IT NEXT TIME

#anons #my fam