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trickstarbrave · 7 years

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hey im actually gonna mention smth on my mind n if u read it pls like it (and if u disagree please respond!! im rly not sure abt this ‘opinion’ or whatever its just been smth on my mind and is in no way a fully fleshed out solid “i think this is right” kinda thing)

for starters as... a lotta ya kno im a csa victim. we won’t get into that. its just been a kinda rough journey and spending time unlearning a lot of toxic shit i had been forced to internalize, so i fully admit these thoughts might be skewed by previous abuse. if u have an opinion on it LIKE I SAID please respond or at least don’t. ignore the post bc then i’ll feel a bit paranoid ppl are taking down notes n abt to take this shit outta context n call me horrible things.

fiction is a tough thing to navigate??? ive never said it isn’t. sometimes the lines are in fact blurry. for starters it pretty easy for me to say in regards to like. idk ygo protags that ‘making porn of yuma and yuya is pretty bad bc theyre 14, theyre in middle school’ but then it comes to. ppl like yusaku? he’s 16-17 ( i think second year of hs, year 11, but that could be wrong-- meaning he’s either a sophomore or junior equ in american schools)

im not saying this is ~offensive free unproblematic~ bc its not. a lot of real life people are still sexually abused around that age by adults. i know one myself. real life relationships between like 20+ year olds and kids who are 16-17 is pretty unsafe.

fiction though its... like i said it could just be abuse but when i see slightly nsfw content of characters around that age of 16-17 it isn’t like “oh god this is a kid” at all. theyre not like. a kid in my head if that makes sense. would material of them having sex with someone in their 30′s weird me out??? yeah but its usually other people around that age-- anywhere from 16-19. older teens. older teens having sex isn’t cp. its not child porn. and unless someone makes it abt how theyre kids, it isn’t pedophilia.

i feel like it should be. labeled and everything content warnings are there to protect people. no one should be bombarded with that kind of stuff and adults shouldn’t be talking to minors in fandoms abt sexual situations involving those characters. but its kinda like people claiming say d.va and any other hero is pedophilia despite the fact shes 19 (i know that makes her legally not a minor, but i still see ppl do it and its even weirder to me).

but idk like i said im not sure of it. its a combination of still learning whats alright and paranoia from my brain. one of my friends got told by their ex (who draws shotacon now lmao) they were the same bc they had a crush on a 16 now in canon 17 y/o character. but i don’t know, im still learning. if it really fucking weirds u out u can DM me n talk abt it and i’ll listen n respond privately. or u can shoot me an anon too if thats better. esp if ur another csa victim cause like... im mostly doing this recovery on my own.

#csa???#idk mostly talks #rambling

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