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silverskinnyboy2 · 5 months

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It feels so awful to be at a higher weight today than this time last year , and be losing so slowly that I know by new years I’ll still be bigger than I was in November 2022 :/

#male ed #trans 4na #e🦋#th1nspiii

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seaglassbtu · 2 months

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weigh in....295.4 lbs

i can't believe i let myself go this bad...

i'm committed to weigh in on march first and be minimum 20-25lbs down...

cigarette and coffee and my best friend at this point...

#sad boy #male th1n$po #4na diary #trans 4na #4na tips

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let-me-drop-dead · 2 years

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Okay, so, I got to weight myself after a full day of heavy drinking and moderate eating for the first time in forever...like maybe over a year...

I thought I gained like legit 7-20+ lbs.

I was expecting 120-140 total but I want 20-40+ lbs over...

13 lbs.

13 above what i want to be my maximum weight.

113.

I'm happy it's not as high as I thought, but still...I want more gone

I want less weight

Make me ethereal.

Make me boney and scary to look at...Give me starvation

#mal3sp0 #ed fast #malespø #ed diet #4n0r3x14 #ed ftm #drunkorex #malespii #ana male #trans ana #pr04ana #trans 4na

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pupp3tpartz · 4 months

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i get so mad when i'm sick and hungry cause what do you MEAN you feel actually horrible when you don't eat because humans are supposed to eat like fuck off with that

#4norexi4 #4na #trans 3d #trans 4na

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fals3j30p4rdy · 2 years

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If my dad doesn’t stop eating my rice cakes IM GONNA LOSE IT. Excuse me sir you don’t have an ED get away from my 4n4 food please and thanks

#4na thoughts #4na diary #4n0r3x14 #4n4r3x14 #not pr0 4na #not pr0 just for myself #i want to be a skeleton #trans 4na #4na fast

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moldy-avocado · 2 years

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guys my scale is so fucked lmao. like when i go to my trans doctor the scale tells me im ⭐️⭐️⭐️skinni ™️ 🥰🥰😍😘😘😘😜🥵🥵🥵🥵💅💅💅💅⭐️⭐️⭐️ but the scale i got from walmart is all like no, ew 🤢🤮🤮🤮🤮😭😭😭😭😡😡😡😡💀💀💀

#gir vents #ftm 4na #trans ana #4n0r3x14 #ed ftm #male 4na #trans ed #male ed #malespii #rexiia #4na diary #trans 4na #4n4 boy #body ch3ck #ana b0y

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percivalswhiteshadows · 1 year

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Entry no. 1

Fri.18.Nov.22

Well I guess I finally caved and joined.

So um, hi, hello, nice to meet you. My name is Percival.

I suppose I'm going to be treating edbllr as a sort of diary/journal and a place to find ✨️motivation and inspiration✨️ Feel free to come along for the journey, or not. I don't mind either way.

Currently I'm trying to stick to a very limited diet. I recently got into Misfit protein bars; they're really damn good and each one is under 200 cals with 15g of protein and not too expensive, so for now my routine is going to be 1 monster energy/coffee/diet coke, 1 apple, and 1 protein bar per day.

Unfortunately on Sunday a friend and I might be getting fish and chips for lunch and I really really like him so I don't have the heart to turn him down despite the fact that it will break my plan >~< I suppose I'll just have to try and get as many steps as possible in to try and even it out and then resume my plan on Monday.

I've been cycling between 130-136 Ibs for the past two months and it's driving me insane, so my main goal before the end of November is at least to break into the 120s and not gain it back. If I can do that then at least I won't feel as shit about myself as I currently do.

Dysphoria dictates that I look too feminine at higher weights so I guess that's why I'm doing this. I also just don't like myself in general so I guess I deserve to not eat lmao. I feel extreme guilt every time I eat anyway, so oh well.

Good evening and goodbye for now,

Percival <3

#edbllr #edblrr #edbllr diary #tw ed diet #tw ed #eating diary #tw ed diary #trans 4na #trans 4n4 #ed active account #i want to be thinner #i want to be slim #ed behaviour tw

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slxxx03 · 2 months

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rip my old ed tumblr blog that got termed a few months ago, still wondering if i can find some of my chex floating around on here, one of them was the header for the trans 4na tag for like 2 weeks 💀

#always tagged them with joeys pics pls send if you have them reblogged lmao #trans 4na #ftm 4na #4norexi4

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cicadab0nes · 7 months

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other people are allowed to be fat/plus-sized, but I'm the exception

posting this here because i've been feeling it for awhile, but wasn't sure how to describe it. I feel like i see other people who are plus-sized or fat, and they dress in ways that i wish i could. They look great!! but when i try, as a plus-sized person, it never looks as good as it does on them despite having the same body type/build. i genuinely feel like other people can be fat AND attractive, but that i am the exception. does this make sense?

#ftm ana #ana boy #ana thoughts #trans 4na #trans ed #ftm ed

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itwillhurt000 · 1 year

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Since novembers almost over :)

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seaglassbtu · 2 years

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The first time ever loosing significantly while being sober. I'm hungry all the time, but that has become a new drug.

#4na diary #th1n$po #male 4na #male th1n$po #trans 4na #trans th1n$po

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let-me-drop-dead · 2 years

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Long and personal: don't have to read lol

Aite. I'm going to the Renaissance festival on Saturday. Thursday, Friday are fasting days. I need to clean my entire living space tomorrow (Thursday) anyways and am busy Friday too. So just gonna fucking go for it. Gonna make some coffee tomorrow if I get tired, but my meds mid day seem to carry me for a good while. I'm gonna do some core workouts because my tummy feels so flabby 🥲

Oh! Also tomorrow my partner asked to go on a walk along a creek by my house to look at ducks (this fucker is too pure I swear to the gods)

At least tonight I went skating again which makes me feel the tiniest bit better about what I ate today. At least skating was super fun and my next few days are gonna me good. Also so many people there are so fucking skinny and bitch....

I.

Want.

It.

I'm afraid my boyfriend is picking up on me not eating because he keeps asking if I'm hungry 😶 Idk if I'm paranoid but imma keep an eye out...Gonna listen reeeaaaal carefully.

WAIT

Y'ALL OMG I DID A TERRIBLE THING TOO

I had my first session with my new therapist today and it was great! I really liked him and he's part of the queer community so like...fuck yeah. But he asked about self harm or self destructive behavior and I was honest until he asked if it had been a problem recently and like-

I can't tell the man I just did what I just did!!! Or that I'm about to do what I'm about to do. I know I need to tell him but 💀 💀 💀 I fear doctors.

If anyone else is fasting and wants to talk just hit up my dms! I might take a bit to reply as I have tumblr notifications off ✌🏻 [no minors please 18+]

#trans ana #ana male #4n0r3x14 #ed fast #4na fast #trans 4na #4na thoughts #ed diet

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pupp3tpartz · 4 months

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i've actually been so good with sticking to eating as little as possible but my moms been SO on my ass it's actually not even funny

#4norexi4 #4na #trans 3d #trans 4na

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fals3j30p4rdy · 2 years

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*hides laxatives in dresser* just ED things 😮‍💨😮‍💨

#4na thoughts #4na diary #4n0r3x14 #4n4r3x14 #not pr0 4na #not pr0 just for myself #i want to be a skeleton #trans 4na #4na fast

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tw-bl00dyb0n3z · 3 months

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!PLEASE READ!

Not my usual kind of post, but I just wanted to let my fellow people of traumatized/mentally ill Tumblr know, if you're planning to watch the new season of Hazbin Hotel, apparently there's an explicit S/A scene in an episode and it is handled very poorly. I haven't seen anyone on Tumblr talk about it yet, so I figured I'd say something.

It's the accompanying scene to the song "Poison" which has already been released as a lyric video. Please boost or make your own post about this so we can help more victims avoid, or at least be aware of, potentially triggering content.

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