#to the point i tried to haand the invitation back only fir her to tell me to open it and text her if i could go

[sporksaber]

I saw a little mood board slideshow on tiktok about a fabulous childhoods and was violently reminded of the fact that there was more than one time when people invited every girl except me to their birthday and slumber parties. I only knew about them because whatever group of girls I was sateliting around that day would inevitably ask if I was going. Because I had to be invited, everyone was. But everyone never included me.

#my own best friend didnt invite me half the time #she said she forgot #and she definitly damaged my confidence the most out of anyone even though i genuinly dont think she meant to #i havent spoken to her since we graduated #our mutual friend says her anxiety is really hirrible and i know she wouldnt lie but i dont believe thats the reason #the first time i was invited to a sleepover was my junior year of highschool and i was genuinely confused #to the point i tried to haand the invitation back only fir her to tell me to open it and text her if i could go #anyways #ramble #vent #childhood