#tlat tinychat

[honourablepirate]

There is a ghost post in the tlat tinychat tag, my beautiful dead tag that I track purely for nostalgia’s sake.

I am making it my mission in life to personally hunt down whoever put it there and when I do they’re gonna get hexed.

Ok bye.

#Lenne for ts #Text #Melonhood #TLAT Tinychat #Putting this there generally fixes the issue. #So I bet that if any of you are still tracking it you're probably like dafuq are you talking about. #But I guarantee you it is there and it has been getting on my nerves for days now. #So there you have it. #I got all excited because there was a post in our beautiful chat graveyard. #And then I clicked it and I found NOTHING. #I was upset.

[aeryndunham]

Chat? Please?

#melonhood #tlat tinychat

[elizabethschuyler-hamilton]

since this won't show up in the tag otherwise since apparently tumblr isn't a fan of acoustic hate potion covers:

somewhat final copy of unlucky thirteen [acoustic]

#melonhood #hopefully the tag won't reject this #because yeah #tlat tinychat #hate potion #trelawney #unlucky thirteen #unlucky thirteen acoustic #link

[abnormallystraightlaces]

I'm sorry I haven't been on chat a lot lately, school is just starting for me and it's pretty hectic.

As soon as things cool down, I will most definitely be chatting it up. 

#tlat tinychat #melonhood

[honourablepirate]

Idk, but I feel the need to bring back this lovely video of the original #fukkup.

#The Girl Who Fell #ANNA YA FUKKUP. #I love you. #But this is way too amusing. #TLAT Tinychat #Melonhood #purplecowbepurple

[bellgriffins]

COME IN THE CHAT. DO IT. 

#melonhood #infalliblesnaps #god i cant remember any of your usernames #ugh #tlat tinychat

[elizabethschuyler-hamilton]

MELONHOOD ANNOUNCEMENT

i really like this idea of a gift exchange, and i'm willing to run most of it (if enough people are interested).

i've already drawn up a basic application sheet. however, before i start collecting information, i want to make sure there's enough interest to keep it exciting and surprising. 

basically, reblog this&state whether you'd participate if i was willing to do most of the exchanging/setting up work. 

#but this means i can't participate #NOOO #cause i'd know who was buying for me god whY DID I NOT THINK OF THIS #melonhood #tlat tinychat #newyearsgiftexchange

[aeryndunham]

I miss the tlat tinychat!!

Do any of you even remember me? I was a permanent fixture for, like, a week in March. And then I came back to work on my ship and the internet here is crap and I don't remember the URL anyway. 

But someday I will come back to all you lovely people!!!

#tlat tinychat

[theresalwayscloudstofloatupon]

You don't have to follow me here, but some of said you'd force me to share my new (old) url, and stalk me if I didn't, so I figured this would work just fine. :p

I won't be abandoning my other blog anytime soon (at least I hope not), but I'll probably be on here a lot more for a while. My queue is on for the other blog, but I probably won't be on there a lot. The idea is that I'll try to keep the more "me" things seperated from fandom stuff now. Although I'm not sure how I feel about that, and if I am even capable of that, so I guess we'll see how well that works out.

Bye for now ! x

#Personal #Melonhood #TLAT Tinychat #Ugh. This has become way too long of a rant. Is this what this thing is turning into? I hope not.. #This was already published when I realised I never told you my name. Oops. #Oh well. If you guys haven't figured it out by now I figured you don't deserve to know. #Of course you can also just go to my blog and see for yourself. #But where's the fun in that if we can play the guessing game? #Okay. I really have to stop now.

[exorcisingemily]

Listening to Spotify Radio--when this comes on, you are absolutely REQUIRED to sing it at the top of your lungs, while brandishing a fedora dramatically. Required.

#tlat #tlat tinychat

[honourablepirate]

Also: GET ON CHAT NOW.

I am reading and I need to fangirl to someone while spoiling as little as possible on my blog.

THAT MEANS NOW.

As in:

WHY ARE YOU NOT THERE YET?!

#TLAT Tinychat #Melonhood

[bellgriffins]

I still haven't met this mysterious and alluring Taylor.

Come on.

I really

really

really

really

want to meet him. 

Please.

#infalliblesnaps #melonhood #tayliv #tlat tinychat

[elizabethschuyler-hamilton]

GUISE WHY IS NOBODY IN THE MELONHOOD CHAT I AM DISGRACED IN YOU ALL

#MELONHOOD #WHY AREN'T YOU ALL IN CHAT PEASANTS #okay i'm overreacting but seriously here #GET IN CHAT #tlat tinychat

[ihatemilesstimpson]

The following message is directed towards anyone in the OOTL. But i am also tagging it to the TLAT tiny chat tags, because i do not want to have what happened to me today, happen to someone else.

i've been holding in what i wanted to say until i was fully calmed down. but 12 hours later i am still pissed and i am still hurt.

and i guess i sort of want to say what i have to say while it's still fresh in my mind and has meaning. 

the following message is about an argument i had today with a childish person. as well as my personal struggle with depression and suicide and if it is a touchy subject for you, please don't feel obligated to read it. but i just want to express the importance i feel for people who think "why don't you go kill yourself" is a funny thing to say.

please excuse my grammar and spelling. i've been up for a while now, i am crying, i am fucking pissed, and i am just really really upset right now.

I would just like to once again express my opinion on a touchy and a personal subject. It is NEVER okay to say you want someone to die, or someone to kill themselves, or question why others think a person should live. It is never okay to poke and prod at someone and question their length of life. you never know who you are talking to. You never know when a persons about to jump off the ledge. Please, please don't make light of depression and suicide. It's not a joke; it should never be a joke.  Please remember that words hurt more than actions. with that being said; i once again want to apologize for my actions today. a small disagreement quickly escalated and i certain didn't help anything. I should have never provoked someone that had the history of being childish and i certainly should have never allowed it to reach the point that it did.  I truly am sorry. I am also sorry people are now wanting to stay away for a while.  i personally do need to stay away. I'm angry and hurt...and to be honest i feel like shit. Not just because of the hurtful things said to me and about me, but because of my own reactions to those things. i can't even begin to express how i feel right now. i have a lot of personal demons. I am not perfect and i certainly don't claim to be. I, like any person, don't like to face my own faults. but today was like running right into a brick wall. You all know me, i think? I am sarcastic and funny...a ticking time bomb and a teddy bear...nice but firmly believe in tough love... i'm a giant mess of things that shouldn't work together; but for some reason I do work. I'm normally always happy and i can normally handle any situation. But, i just don't like being disrespected and i certainly don't like to be told that i should be dead. because i've already fought my demons. I've already looked in the mirror and hated what i saw. I've already dragged a razor across my arm. I've already seen a professional. i've already checked myself into rehab. i've already been at my rock bottom. I've done it all for me. not for anyone else. because i didn't want to die. because i didn't want to be the back story of the local news paper that everyone forgot about a month later. and i don't need anyone else to try to drag me back down. i don't need anyone throwing my faults in my face, because it's my faults that kept me alive. there is this angry person inside of me. an angry person that i know how to control and i know her limits. but even the mighty fall. i was attacked so quickly and so uncalled for today; that i just snapped.  i am sorry....i don't like when i am like this.... no one would. and i don't like being around others when i am like this.  so thats why i need to go away...because i'm sorry...but none of you know how i feel right now. because none of you have gone through that i've been through just so i could wake up every morning and appreciate a sunrise. or to watch my little brothers grow up. so that i can finally look into the mirror and smile.  people look down on others that have taken their lives. they call them weak and they blame them.... but are the depressed the ones to blame? or is it everyone else who turns a blind eye. You don't know until you've been there. until you've written your good bye to your mom. until you truly, truly want it to be over. it's not a joke. and they are not weak. and they are not fragile. they just need to be heard. they don't need to be made fun of. I would also like to say, it is never okay to lie about struggling with depression. It truly is a disease and it certainly eats at a person. For someone to claim that their obnoxious behavior is a cause of their own person struggles, just because they realize that everyone is mad at them, is not okay. if you are depressed you need to talk to someone. you should never take it out on someone else. and if you are depressed you should never try to make others feel just as low as you are. you should never want someone to feel that way that you feel. so please, the next time you think about saying a crude joke about someone killing themselves...imagine how you would feel if they really did. and then remember me... because every person that killed themselves, could have been me. once again, i am truly sorry for the way i acted today. You saw a side of me i never wanted any of you to see. i am so, so sorry. and i love you all very much.   thank you for reading this if you did.

#order of the lions #tlat tinychat #melonhood

[hatepotion]

trelawney --> hatepotion

Because I am weak

#I JUST #I missed it a lot okay #this url is my baby #melonhood #tlat tinychat

[coldcomfortflowers]

I should never ever leave again it appears. I leave and Lenne almost gets murdered. Shit goes down in the tag. Anything else grand and huge I missed since Sunday night?

#tlat tinychat #sisterhood of the melons #personal #yikes #what is this #how do i miss this?