#thr comparison between my cousins and i is crazy in regards to how we approach the village

[minglana]

so crazy seeing my cousins post aesthetic pics of my village street. maam thats a rundown house with the roof caved in next to the ugliest house in the village

#and the street pavement is green bc no one cleans it so its full of like algae or whatever the fuck #bc of the winter humidity (and fog). like thats ugly as hell😭 #thr comparison between my cousins and i is crazy in regards to how we approach the village #all my other cousins post or have posted aesthetic pics of random streets or like. roads #bc i think to them its just another village. like yeah their grandma/grandpa is from there #but i think that just spending the holidays here (instead of like. staying 3+ months in the summer and normal weekends) #has made them treat the village as just another place. idk what even im trying to say but #it just feels kinda disgenuine when they aesthetize (?) the village like that #like for example my friend who has LIVED in the village her entire life doesnt post stuff like that #she posts stuff from her house or something. but not of like random streets yknow. and if she posts something from the street #its bc something else is the focus. and shes not just using it as a pretty backdrop or whatever #ok that last tag is what i was trying to get at i just didnt know how to word it #and yeah i think the more time youve lived or spent in the village the less you make it into a pretty backdrop #ive even seen my (other) cousins mom do this. and yeah shes older but also the house they have is just a vacation house #in comparison to for example my family. where our house has always been lived in (so far) so i think it just felt... #(it=going to the village) less like a 'getaway' and more as just like. changing living locations for x time yknow #idk idk. maybe its just my weird perception of my village and the weird attatchment i have to it #but yeah #z xarre