#those rps to delete the memories which didnt eve. work

[bittwitchy]

sometimes i forget that i have to physically look at my tag

#ive been on this website since 2011 dont look at me #the funniest thing is if you go on my archive #ingoring posts ive straight up privated or deleted bc i was younger and they embarassed me #i dont think ive ever actually not been on this website for more than a few weeks #like i had long LONG breaks from my lersonal where every six months id fill the q #post an odd gifset and abscond away somewhere #but if im not here im on an rp #and if im not on an rp im logged in here #and thats just been my cycle since 2013 or so #bc the first two years i would be on all ac #cts simutaneously and uhhhh thats how i deleted my original personal sO #if i didnt delete a lot pf #those rps to delete the memories which didnt eve. work #imagine how many years of complete tabble i’d have rn #i actually saw a word count page i had made in like 2016 on here snd #i at one point wrote upwards of 50000 words a month just in rp replies #and now even just getting a thread started is so hard bc i plot w ppl post a thing and nothing happens lmao #and i dont blame anyone for that we all adults now n it hard but its also kind of sad yknow #i dedicated so much time to writing bc it brings me joy but like i havent gotten anywhere w it #and unfortunately i live in america so if i cant make my hobbies earn me money then #/shrug shrug #i also feel horrible anytime i ask for money tgo for anything so like lol #growing up a people pleaser what uppppp #jts almost 430 am no i have. not slept