#this is my cabinetduo supervillain au btw

[inbetweenhours]

short ramble i uploaded the second and legally final chapter of Who Am I That I Should Get To Hold You and I’m rereading the whole thing after i got my first comment on the second chapter and just,,,,

 god idk what to do with this because writing is such a pain and its technically done but I have 3 rough outlines for a resolving chapter 3 where Tubbo and Q reunite and Tubbo is found out by the sbi his origins and we get some kind of justice for them all with the cabinet duo reunion but every outline doesn't feel quite right and its because chapter 2 was supposed to end with Tubbo meeting w Q and resolving but then chapter 2 was already twice as long as chapter one before i ever had the chance to begin a resolution. So it ends okay for Tubbo with no resolution for Q. And its because the structure of the two chapters was supposed to be a shift in pov. chapter 1 is qs struggle and chapter 2 is tubbos struggle post Q telling him to leave. Chapter 3 existing at all throws a wrench in my plans because i want to balance the pov, and not just switch back to one of them. On top of this that world has so much going on behind the scenes i never mentioned and never will in universe because its not relevant! I don’t think I ever explain what Orpheus/Wilburs powers really are, or Technos. Ranboo is mentioned offhandedly by Tommy in chapter two as another kid Phil has let stay before. Theres a whole unexplored plot wth that! Techno’s parents were supervillains, and he spent a lot of time after meeting Phil realising that and learning to stop defending them and THAT is why he jumps to conclusions about Tubbo’s story and why he doesn’t believe him when he talks well about Q or his dad or anyone else from before. There was an unexplored concept in my brain that I don’t love as a solid plot idea but as a concept the idea of Wilbur and Phil meeting and charming death to bring Sally back is a thought I had! Sally in general is an entirely unexplored idea because she is backstory fodder, dead as the plot begins.  idk this fix just leaves me with a lot of thoughts and i dont really do dsmp anymore and I just needed to get that chapter out but i do like the story and the world and i just didn’t have the energy to put into it... idk 

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