#this is like a personal post for like 3 of my mutuals at most.

[queerly-done]

So my opinions on all the Dead Boy Detective/DBDA Characters

All of these are opinions as someone who has watched the show a few times now and also the Doom Patrol episode and I’ll give my opinions on the Doom Patrol versions at the end.

Spoilers for Dead Boy Detectives Show. And Doom Patrol season 3 ep. 3 and that episode alone

Charles Rowland

- Charles is such a sweetheart I love him. He’s always looking out for his friends and literally went to hell for Edwin, and kicked the Night Nurse for him. I just love him so much.

- I felt so bad for him in episode one when he says his dad, “wasn’t the nicest guy,” and in episode three when we see him break being forced to see a father k!ll his family over. I was actually crying with him saying he doesn’t “want to be a bad guy”! It broke me so badly, the abuse he went through and the fear he’ll become like his abusers is a very real thing and to see a character go through that makes the story feel more real, and makes me more sad. He could use some therapy.

- Him being the “brawn” of the team is pretty funny to me but thats most because if you watch the cast interactions you’ll see what I mean.

- All in all, I love him. He is loving, protective, loyal and has golden retriever with attachment issues energy mixed with scary dog privilege but the dog isn’t scary unless provoked.

Edwin Paine/Payne

- Adorable, get him some therapy please! He needs it! Man was so repressed for the first part of this show I thought I’d die before he confessed. But I don’t blame him honestly, his death was traumatic and being called a “Mary Ann” whilst being sacrificed likely would put a bad taste in your mouth about the idea of you being queer in any way shape or form. I am so proud of him good job!

- Honestly he just makes me so happy, and I love how he interacts with everyone and grows!

Crystal Palace

- I love her she is so bad ass and I hope wish the best for her

- She needs better taste in men, my suggestion date women

- I want to see a little more of her Nepo baby side of her past cause clearly that was a thing

Niko Sasaki

- Sweetie! I miss her! She was the only other person other than Charles to get Edwin out of his shell and it hurts me so much to see her be gone. Her death will forever haunt me.

Cat King

- I love him so much, he is my favourite kind of not evil but not good guy the kind that plays a game with people by flirting! Ahhh I love him! I don’t love that he falls for Edwin(I’ll make a separate post on this issue)

- Anywho I still love him he gives off chaotic gender neutral vibes and the song Sex With a Ghost was made for him, I just love him!

Monty the Crow

- Monty I love you but don’t kiss people without consent!

- Honestly he was very important, and sweet he didn’t deserve all the pain he’s been through, may better things come his way.

Jenny the Butcher

- Badass. I love everything about her. Her style, the way she gives advice, yes I just love her so much. I want to see more of her.

- Her episode made me so sad for her ;-;

Esther Finch

- Honestly I love her as a villain she was so evil, and a genuine threat. She is also so hot and scary I just love her.

David the Demon

- A creep I didn’t like him, I don’t know what else you want?

Doom Patrol versions!

Charles Rowland

- He was so funny in this, I loved him. I love how the show conveyed a mutual interest from him to Edwin they are both just too dense to say anything about it. I also love that it seems the only thing he knows about America is that they like baseball.

- They did have to go off and hurt me with the fear of water scene, but he was so sweet protecting Edwin from the Night Nurse(who in this is just 10 times scarier)

Edwin Paine

- Him not getting anything about modern times and brushing off his feelings for Edwin was so well done! I love how he tells Larry he “isn’t like him” saying he isn’t queer and that if he were that would be bad, he says this all in a very rude and brash tone and then proceeds to comfort Charles in the nicest to he is capable of.

- Beautiful 10/10

Crystal Palace

- Boss ass Bitch, girl boss. 8/10 I love her but no real opinions yet that is I may go back one day and edit this for her

I hope you liked this dumb post :3

#i’m hyperfixating #dead boy detectives #dead married couple on acid #dead boy detective netflix #dead boy detective agency #dbda #watch dbda #text post #my post #charles rowland #edwin paine #edwin payne #crystal palace #dead boy detectives doom patrol #niko sasaki #monty the crow #cat king #esther finch #jenny the butcher #david the demon #opinions on characters #i just wanted to post something #this was longer than i expected #this is subject to change #this show is so good #this show has taken over my life #this show has me in a chokehold #this is actually something my diagnosed ADHD has decided is the most important thing in my life and the reason to wake up in the morning

[blorbou]

i wanna make a long long post about why spn fans should read orv but theres genuinely so so much stuff to go over and so many similarities i genuinely don’t even know where to start. But like if you like the concept of subverting heroism, masculinity and whatever those two words tied together hold you’ll like it. If you like to see how grotesque love can be in a ruined world, how insufferable one becomes because of “family” you’ll like it! If you also love to see how this family Becomes the reason the characters begin to GROW into better people and help each other even in a ruined world you’ll like it. What it means to a god to be a “character”, what it means to have free will, to choose to love someone, to choose to be kind. there are also Gay people in it i think that is also a big thing Ok. ALSO i see many ppl are interested in meta And let me tell you orv has an extremely well written metanarrative!!! Also very heavy on cycles (of every kind) (isn’t that so insane). In addition here is a presentation pf dean and sam seeing dokja in the wild

#sorry for rambling butBUT!!!!! i genuinelu think theyre so similar in such interesting way!!!! #maybe its just the autism #this goes out to all my orv fans but i know uou dont wanna put urself through that shit show #and just in case joongdok isnt a destiel equivalent. yoohankim ot3 is the destiel of orv actually #PLEASEEE READ IT THIS IS PROPAGANDA #eueueueue #orv #spn #this is like a personal post for like 3 of my mutuals at most.

[caruliaa]

staff still hasn't given me polls, what should i do?

🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪 their moms 69%

🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪🟪 their dads 31%

grace image os i get to look at her

#edit: edited the og post to what i want but to set the record straight i edited to the post to be mathematically correct right after the #first person pointed it out which was like ten mins after i posted the og post. now fuck offf !!!!! the rest of the tags r from the og post #for some reason i feel very immature making your mom jokes about tumblr staff. which i shldnt !! #bc they suck nd they still havent given me polls. but i ig i feel imature bc it a your mom joke 😭 but still i tihnk its kinda funny #EDIT: edited the post to what i want bc yall were getting annoying . but to set the record straight i edited to post to be mathematically #also its *mum* not mom okay i am NOT !! an american . but if i say mum everyone will j be like 'omg british' like i dont know i am #anyway. i want polls please. give me the rigght to force my mutuals chose between the most inane things #also i tihnk it wld b cool for the cs weekly blog. like w each episode #i cld do a poll of like. out of five stars what do u think of this ep #and it wld b a cool thing of which eps r ppls faves #also i cld have like. whose ur fave in team red whos ur fave in acme etc #id prob just have to go with vile faculty bc theres more than 10 ppl in vile. and ppl wld kill me if i didnt include nel the ell or whoever #it wld b fun !!! #oh btw csweekly thats i thing i want to start. prob on uhhh the 11th of feb ill post abt it more but its basically #a tag/blog for watching cs one ep a time watching one ep every saturday #ya !! :3 #flappy rambles #inaccessible #ask to tag #(<- idk. just in case)

[stinkrascal]

oh jeez i could say so much right now but i wont. i'll be nice

#i am not surprised at all that they would say shit about cluster b disorders. that person has genuinely always been so strange 😭 #she had the longest one-sided feud with me where she was literally making up reasons to hate me #let me clarify that we never had a conversation. the most we talked was through tumblr comments on our ts4 posts #but she vagued me for MONTHS. like she would comment on my posts and then immediately make a post within seconds like #'ew you guys i just talked to the mutual i hate. i need to go wash my hands now 🤮' #the weirdest shit????? like lady i do not know you i've literally never talked to you #at least now i know why she randomly hated me. it was bc i have bpd ❤ #sorry ik i said i wasn't gonna say anything but well i lied #i have bpd i think im allowed to be mad <3

[gibaraltar]

as far as social media sites go, even if some people on here are. A Lot. And there's bad corners, as per everywhere... Still, compared to Some Other Large Sites there is an appreciation for the Human here. The experience of being human, the joy of creation, exploration of the reasons we share things and the motivations and experiences of authors. Of reflecting on how works impacted us. How even simple funne posts or whatever impact us.

#in the corner ive pruned for myself at least i feel much surer that we all understand that intention in media matters lol #like. i saw a post by some tech shithead about how “the future could be that we never have to watch or read the same thing twice” #implicitly that thanks to AI we'd never have to consume the same thing twice. #and i just. felt like an alien #bc even though he was obviously being ratioed to fuck #very few people were saying explicitly “that would blow who even wants that” #but i know for a damn fact all my mutuals here who have read the same 3 books on rotation for decades bc they were formative got me lol #personal #text post #People who don't create and have in fact removed the idea that they could ever create are black holes of humanity btw #even if you think you aren't creative most of us have at least some hobby where we make SOMETHING #whether you took to mending your own shoes or DIYing or playing guitar or dnd or woodworking or 3D printing or collecting retro synths #you likely have something you relax with #channel feelings into #these people seem to have never once experienced the human concepts of exploration or creation or play. all they have is consumption. #and its making me even more mental than i already am lol

[merevide]

hiiiii i have returned from the depths of the underworld (self imposed hiatus) (3 week break that felt like 3 years)

#posting this then going 2 bed so i actually have incentive to start posting again i’ve been meaning to for like. two days now LOL #i’ve just been genuinely stressed LMAO but i started reading a new book n getting into new media so things mightttt be okay. #u know its been a wild time if smth convinced me to take a break from tumblr for like a month #n it was lmao. first it was the fatigue then it was the health issues which the fatigue stemmed from #then it was doing work n then it was literally nobody cares am i alive yes am i doing well sure(?) #am i gonna be active WE'LL SEE #genuinely missed my mutuals which is why i was bad at this i still checked in from time 2 time just did not post #im like 5 days off of this being an actual month long break but i was like waittt lemme post smth before #the month ends i dont wanna skip february so yeah #tldr most chronically online person ever thinks that like 3 weeks away from her blog is like 3 years. iam right #my text #🍅🍅🍅 this was a long rant boooooo get off the stage #i probs sound like a hectic mess bc i am anyway goodnight happy bhm happy valentines happy february hope it has been kind

[mossflower]

yeah you need hobbies outside of media consumption or you’ll go insane. however if i spent an entire day reading books i would not go insane i would feel happy and fulfilled <3

#reading is my favourite hobby by far #to the point where i originally got into tma through reading the transcripts. if i’m having a Day with regards to focusing on audio #i can always read it. if i can’t i’m severely ill or utterly exhausted #reading just doesn’t feel like i’m consuming media. it feels like reading i don’t know how else to put it #sure there are books that give me brainrot and i would consider participating in their fandom to be a part of Consuming Media #but that probably accounts for maybe 5% of the books i read to be perfectly honest #i think rather than hobbies that aren’t Consuming Media people need hobbies that are offline #like sure they can be electronic i read ebooks all the time and i want to get back into html and css bc i liked it at school #but they aren’t socialmediaified. like when i post about my baking or my telescope it’s a) rare b) bc i wanna tell my mutuals what i’m up t #and i think making a hobby your entire online brand and doing it for money/clout is always going to change the way you enjoy it #also. tumblr is a weird case bc it’s the consuming media website it’s the fandom website. and you don’t see the people behind the blogs irl #so you don’t know what else they’re up to!! you just see them blorboposting!! #even the most deranged person here has interiority and likes doing other things #yes even the 24 year old children’s cartoon discourse bloggers. always remember that <3 #morganposting

[whichwoods]

I hope I'm not dragging you into the drama by asking this (feel free to not answer) but do you think you'd leave the fandom? I'm just bummed with everything going on and want to prepare myself for any more loss of my favorite creators. It can dissolve into quite toxic a space and I hope you're supported and in good health regardless. Appreciate how peaceful your blog and sending you well wishes ❤

i don't have any plans to! i do believe even acknowledging the existence of dick-horse no matter what fandom you're in is sort of Letting Thee Devil In lmao, so you won't see me speaking on this much if ever, but i will say that keeping my blog a peaceful environment free of that stuff is and will continue to be a conscious effort on my part <3

i'll also add that in my little corner i've been very lucky!! and i have you guys to thank for that, tysm for the well wishes and know they're returned :)💕

#it's definitely been sad to see some ppl go and sad to see ppl i've come to like upset #but i'm no stranger to 'problematic' or otherwise messy fandoms or ships #so my avoidance and compartmentalization techniques have been honed over the years #this is the most attention a fic of mine has had in a while so we'll see if that changes #but i have a lot planned for this fic and others for this ship that i want to see through too <3 #i will say i have a habit of long hiatuses </3 but that's j me as a person regardless of fandom stuff lmao😭 #also mutuals or followers if anyone needs to talk about things off anon pls don't hesitate to reach out <3 #i'm always here and always have Thoughts i just have limits to what i'll publish on posts lol #don't want to anger the ether yk

[kneesprain2]

my newly developed ‘toxic’ ‘trait’ is not anymore reading homestuck ‘analysis’ textposts about characters i like that aren’t by people i like

#or those posts like “things bro strider did that were abusive’’ #most people don’t do this but i used to. for pursuit of knowledge #ive done my time (scouting) #every month a new artblog emerges and disappears after 3 months. and it’s the most annoying detrimental person or someone mildly cool #i have a draft complaining abojt someone who made a total of 3 posts i thought were awesome before completely disappearing. i saw your #genius…pleasewe can still be mutuals… ill reblog this time.. #I just looked through their posts and saw in the tags them talking about seeing a post about alpha dave being emotionally needy and doing #accidental emotional incest #I WROTE THAT!!!!!!!!!! #come back #oft do i miss the days of textpost bonding #this post has become rather hypocritical.

[starberry-skies]

oh my godddddddd we're moving much sooner than i thought and i'm really trying not to panic. any positivity would be helpful lmao

#idk if any of my mutuals are online i haven't checked my dash all day #but if my followers see this feel free to send me thingz i'd always appreciate it <3 #i just don't have any like. choice. or control. or any say in the matter #we're moving far too #across the country #which is really tough to think about. #everything's gonna be so different it's hard to imagine #but. my most important things will come with me. #i might even buy a huge plushie i saw the other day #oh but i bought some jllycats too! #i'll post em once they get here i really like them :> #so. that's good. #but i'll have to tell irl friends which is gonna be tough #i don't want to do any of this oh my god. #(and we're back to spiraling) (love my brain /s) #that sentence looks like math i love that /gen #anywayz. #maybe delete later #personal

[erythristicbones]

i wanna give like a small heads to ppl who actively communicate with me:

i tend to self-isolate as a rather unhealthy coping mechanism when im feeling really stressed and while ive noticed im not having as much trouble like. making text posts or posting on my artblog, ive been fighting super hard w/ the urge to leave all the discords im in/delete blogs of mine/just not talk to anyone i don't see face-to-face. i know i don't want to do that, and i think ive got a good enough hold on my brain right now that i won't, but i do wanna say specifically...if i don't respond to dms/being tagged/more one-on-one communication for a bit it's absolutely not your fault! im not upset at anyone, im not purposefully ignoring you, im just struggling rn ;u;

#personal #i had been doing really good about not isolating like this for like...3 years now #but i think its just little things combined w my stepmoms health that are making things especially difficult rn #like i said. this time for some reason i CAN handle certain social scenarios like posting on this blog #but most dms or personal conversations have been so draining for the past week #im trying :( but i dont want anyone to think theyve done something wrong #and i figured making a post here where friends/mutuals can see was less likely to stress me out #instead of trying to go person by person to explain #ive lost a lot of good friends in the past bc of this coping mechanism and i really dont want that to happen this time

[gamebunny-advance]

Huwah~

I don't like that it's so difficult to find out who exactly has retweeted my posts.

I don't even get a notif if someone leaves a reply. I feel like that website is basically useless to me.

Edit: Resolved. I'm just a moron, but I'll keep this post up in case I forget how to do this again.

#am i too used to tumblr? #i just found out incidentally that a certain person retweeted my flirt comic #is there really not an easy way that I can find out who exactly is interacting with my posts?? #is twitter just not the kind of site where people care about that kinda thing?? #or do i just not know where to find it. #'cus i don't see it in the analytics #like it's fine if I can't find out every person who *sees* the post #i don't need granular info like that #but i'd at least like to know who likes them enough to share them #i only get notifs when mutuals do it #(Thanks Lex >3<) #and even then i'm not sure if it shows me all of them~ #the only real upside i have is that twitter has a more global audience #so my reach is theoretically a little broader #especially since I actually take the time to add alt text to my comics #so they can be machine translated into any language #because at the end of the day the purpose of my work #(for the most part) #is to bring joy #so if more people can see it and it can make those people happy the better #but what i want in return is to at least know who was 'moved' by my silly drawings #ya know? #it means nothing to me if i don't know who is being affected by my work #even if it's just something small like 'that made me smile for 2 seconds' #the number by itself is meaningless to me #i feel like this isn't the first time i've made a post like this #if there's a way to find this info #someone PLEASE tell me

[orcelito]

honestly. reading posts from that time period just makes my heart ache 

18 is far too young to have to deal with those things 

#speculation nation #like no one deserves it of course #but i was struggling even just figuring out who i was. figuring out my place in the world. #& they were just so awful to me. determined to misinterpret everything. #and then After Everything. after i decided Fuck That Actually #they fucking stalked me for Years. bc they were obsessed with me #an inflated idea of who i was as a person & a tendency to lash out at me anytime i didnt live up to that #which was often bc i was only 18 and Also mentally ill & self destructive #also in the sense of Them And Me #oh mutually destructive high school romance that feeds off itself to make something explosive #i wasnt free of guilt but ultimately i was a traumatized teenager. most of my shit was just me struggling with that #idk i know they apologized a few times (after they stalked me for years lol) but i still kinda wanna take potshots at them #like i dont care that ur trying to be better <3 go fuck yourself #i genuinely hope they have to deal with the guilt for the entire rest of their life #negative/ #sorry for trauma posting i guess. just kinda processing #the fun thing is there was very definitely a Worst Time that triggered me finally cutting them off. but i barely remember it #from my posts at the time it's as stupid as you'd expect it to be #stupid as in the source of their anger was so fucking trivial #just. ugh. #this is stupid. i should stop digging through old shit.

[thetreeturnedoff]

okay genuinely, i think it is so funny that my personal posts get no notes. and there is literally no sarcasm here

i'm just like yelling into a void. i say a bunch of random shit about my life and y'all are like "okay but where are the sexy people" and that is so funny

#i mean. i did give them a specific tag for a reason #i'm absolutely fine with no engagement. it's just me getting thoughts out so i don't say them to people i know personally #i'd much rather be judged by internet strangers #i am literally always getting notifs on arcana posts i make and reblog. my phone always has tumblr notifications #i understand why people are so upset about the 10k notes to me thing now #and my personal posts consistently have like at most 4 notes. 3 from mutuals and 1 from me reblogging myself to add commentary #just very funny to see the difference

[tsui-no-sora]

Gods I love all your ideas so much. I love talking to you. You're amazing. I'm so glad you exist. I'm in love with your writing. You're wonderful.

Percy literally everything you just said but right back at you I love answering your asks and chatting with you it's so fun thank you for existing and being so wonderful to me and so wonderful to have in this fandom you are the best

I have read some of your writing in the past as well and I adore it and I really admire how crafty you are I think you are so cool

#you know i never really posted anything on fandoms as a general and only until now have i become accostumed to just typing something and #publishing it at once #i never really had mutuals or spoke to other people like this #mostly because i always thought I could never become like the people i admired who had their own friends who cared to listen to what they #thought that there was no point getting out of my comfort zone because i was simply an insignificant random person #and that nobody would have any motive to care about anything i thought or wrote #but you and the other wonderful friends i have made through fandom have taught me there is a point on powering through my anxiety #and posting what i want to post #that there are people who are gonna care even if you dont think there's any motive to #so thank you so much for sending me asks and showing me support when i needed the most #i truly appreciate you so much #here let me give you a hug and kiss #percy tag #beloved's asks #:) love u <3

[caruliaa]

the worst part abt tumblr is sometimes ur mutuals will start just postinf stuff that u feel is like. idk you personally feeel kinda rly off abt it but u have no idea if tgats reasonable or not so ur like well it would be weird nd potentally kinda dickish to try to tell them but also if it was just someone u followed ud prob unfollow then but nit only are they a mutual they r a friend mutual so ur not doing that but also u have no idea of this is like. smth showing a difference between u nd this person that might potentially fuck up ur friendship later on or manybe its literally just memes and jokes and/or they didnt think abt it that much and your just being weird and sensetive by caring abt it at all. and u dont know what to do abt it so u usually just vaugpost abt it. which is what im doing now

#i feel so like dumb like i literally feel so dumb. omg i feel so dunb #like bc i am being so dumb !!! omg #just like. idk maybe making fun of panic attacks and acting like someone is dumb for not wanting to watch smth w homophobic slurs in it #(NOT that a protag of a show were the point is the character arent all good ppl saying it just in regards to ppl not want to deal w #homophobia in the media they consume when its already smth they have to deal w irl) #kinda doesnt feel worth it to me to make fun of what is for the most part. a guy u made up. #like im sure ppl like that do exist but the post in talking abt literally talked abt it like a hypothetical type thing yk #but also i get that they mutual rbing and prob the op didnt like. mean any harm at all or anything like that like. #they prob just meant it as a funny meme thing or whatever infact they almost definatly did #im just like. being senetive and dumb abt this for no reason !!! #idk i think the problem is is that im just like. a lot more upset by being mean and making fun of ppl than others are #and i dont mean that in a im better than others way i meancthat like. as a dig to myself #bc im sure id be a much cooler+funner person to be friends w if i wasnt like this #but for some reasonn i am just a sensetive weirdo !!!! ell ohh ell #anywayy i slept fucking atroicusly late night im running on 3 hours sleep and i cant get abt to sleep #bur ill try so basically dont takevthis as me Being Online and also #consuder my sleep deprivation in everythig i am saying here i cld wake up from a nap and be like ehy tf did i say that #but also i kinda felt this way b4 i was sleep deprived so like. thatll prob still happen but itll b more like #why tf did i post that and/or why was i being so dramatic online #also i capatlized Being Online to say like. being active and present and answering asks and messages type deal #but it made me realsie that like. idk i hate how whenver i say shit like this a lot of ppl wld take it as me being overly online or whateve #when like. this is equivelant to hanging out with a group of ppl irl and a friend laughs at a joke that makes u uncomfy #its not some weird exculsivley online issue #that also annoyed me abt smth else that happened earlier this year like no i do not have a ‘’’’parasocial relationship’’’’’ w u #u r my bffs new friend who i dont like i am engaging in a teenage girl right of passage or being petty and worrying ur stealing me bestie #get it right !!! #okay i think i am talking too much ant bullshit #also to calrify i no longer feel that way abt that person those last few tags were abt it have been resolved #flappy rambles #also somw of my tags were eatn but im goin 2 sleep sorry for bein a creep a weirdo wat tha hell am i doin here……