#thinking about vigilante tiso!xero more specifically

[thehappiestgolucky]

you look into my brain and all you see is two(2) red bugs and moon wives

#happy screms #doodles #currently thinking about xero mostly but these are the ones consuming my braincells rn #thinking about vigilante tiso!xero more specifically #hornet my special daughter….💙 #xero my favourite bug (how did you do that?) #and moon wives…beloved…they should hold hands actually #i am very sleepy and i have some hurt/comfort doodles in the wip #hehe

[thehappiestgolucky]

hit hardcore over the head with Vigilante Tiso brainrot again. not a single person is surprised

more specifically thinking about Xero and Tiso because god dammit those two make me so emotional

#happy screms #imagining the situation from both povs is just so…sad #one one hand: a father falling prey to an infection whilst still trying to protect- #-citizens and his family. his awareness fading as he fully succumbs to it. but knowing deep deep down he failed- #-lost in a mind no longer his own. aware in his last moments before the world becomes just light. that he attacked his family- #-waking up years later. the world has gone cold. the place is empty. you’re locked up- #-you’re weak. you can’t move or really think straight. you later realise your own children had to take up- #-protecting. they had to take up *your* role. awful feeling. you’re scared of lose yourself again. to hurt them again #THEN on the other hand: your world is falling apart #your friends are gone. your family is nearly gone. and you promised yourself you’d protect the place- #-you don’t even believe in some way that it’ll be ok. but youre stubborn. you won’t let your fathers sacrifices be in vain. you fight- #-because that’s all you know. then you find another kid. one abandoned. you had promised hornets mother you’d protect her. but this one- #-feels different. this one didn’t have anyone to make sure they’re ok. and you get what your dad was doing this whole time- #-knowing things weren’t ok. but still trying. even if it meant he wouldn’t be ok. and you do it too. #*sobbing in my hands the parallels of xero and tiso and then tiso and ghost. i didn’t even realise the dynamics until now* #don’t perceive me. or do. i’m being sad about bugs again. i need to doodle them