#theyre insane and in love yall

[pftones3482]

Listen, I hear y'all and your Touch Averse Autistic Donnie headcanons. But may I take a moment to present you with the option of: Physical Comfort Autistic Donnie, who is very comfortable touching his family and friends and with them touching him? And who uses physical touch as a way to show love without words?

Bc once you start looking for it, he is CONSTANTLY in physical contact with someone, and it's almost always in an affectionate way

#this is just a headcanon and observation obvi yall hc what makes u happy #rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #donatello rottmnt #its always just disheartening when all autistic representation is touch averse when thats not how every autistic person is yk? #myself included #leo and mikey can def get away with it more than the others can but donnie really just always is in someone's personal space #i think his aversion would come in times of insanely high stress (like when theyre fighting the krang) #and as soon as he manages to calm down enough he'd be clinging to his brothers #also i think a lot of his 'ew hugs' moments are just the typical 'ew my family is hugging me' phase that a lot of teenagers go through lol #6 of these screenshots he actively initiated the touch or equally participated in it too #also also love the idea of a fic where Donnie is nonverbal one day and just uses touch to make sure everyone knows hes ok

[londyboobs]

mariejordan + falling in love through glances

#YALL CAN SEE THIS TOO RIGHT???? IM GOING INSANE #genvedit #theboysedit #gen v #the boys #limoreau #mariejordan #thats insane #INSANE #prime video works hard #but jaz sinclair derek luh and london thor work HARDER #you wont give us that kiss?????????? fine #theyre falling in love without saying a single word to eachother about that #LOOK AT THIS #THE FEAR #THE SHAME #THE ADORATION #THE DEVOTION #THE LOVE #sorry sorry #i already miss them so much #gifs*

[sylladextrous]

went to a really good show in Chicago to see @cybergrindr and @clinicallybored play a set. and they fucking killed it

met a lot of wonderful people and kissed a lot of pretty girls and can't wait to do it again <33

everyone go listen to Thotcrime

#theyre so fucking good and hayley is an insane vocalist #i love these girls so much 💖 #ill see yall in a little bit when you get back home #chloe.txt

[carmineline]

jiang cheng // the moon will sing

#DNI IF YOU SHIP THEM #seriously tho theyre brothers dont be weird #godddd they just make my brain rot so bad #the tragedy of their entire relationship will never not make me insane #them both sacrificing themselves for each other but also not telling the other #jc learns this horrible truth and is confronted with his brother's unconditional love #and still has his secret #but also... is the truth another burden to place upon their already fragile truce #jiang cheng #yunmeng shuangjie #yunmeng siblings #anti chengxian #seriously i need yall to stay 100 feet away from me

[how-the-feathers-have-fallen]

Me, fighting tooth and nail against my irl friends who are sw*fties: yeah well, maybe I want my sad girl music to have a 3 minute guitar solo and distorted audio after the second verse of vaguely gay lyrics have you considered that ?!

#admit it if pete wentz's lyrics were sung by some white woman to plain ass slow piano music with max 3 cords yall would eat that shit up #but heaven forbid it be layered and/or vocally/musically compelling with a decibel count over 65.2 #or not sung by a climate criminal trying to sound emotional or weepy but actually sounds constipated 💀 #icarus' random screaming #icarus' burning life stories #anti taylor swift #im probably slicing my palm open for a demonic ritual in shark infested waters by doing this but oh well #pete wentz #fall out boy #icarus falls out #not even just fall out boy. I'll put on the tamest led zepplin or rage against song i can find and they look at me like 😶😣😖😨😰😱😵 #i put on eat your young they ASK then i try explain the critique of war profiteering/capitalism and theyre like silly ***** readin too deep #LIKE YOU ASKED. I KEPT IT SO SIMPLE. YOUR FELLOW SWIFTIES LOVE THIS SHIT WTF #im scared to try and bring up mitski (esp. working for the knife/best american girl) lest i kill my own friends #like they're not insane conspiracy swifities and i love them dearly but they're fundamentally tiktok youth gen z and im... not :/ #and im fine with it we joke and laugh about it and poke fun at each other for it but sometimes i feel so alienated #not on purpose. not by them. but i look at em and they look like test tube babies (not mean). #they look to me like what ginny & georgia looks like to them. too polished too stylised too... Just So #sometimes they look like the same lifeless tiktok copy and pasted and it scares me #im trying to remember that post about how tiktok thirst traps and general posts are so set up and stilted they look sexless #and robotic #anyway #the generational gap between me and my fellow teens/young adults 💀💀💀

[sidesteppostinghours]

WIP its-not-Wednesday-but-close-enough

tagged by @autistic-sidestep! thank you for the tag :D i have,,, so many wips rn. pulp stop starting a million projects challenge. all of these are very rough, and a lot of them feature other steps, but i wanted to share a few :]

for writing, ive got these:

“What the hell, man!” Mitchel hisses. He’s let go, but he hasn’t bothered lowering his voice. Too loud, but real. Caine groans, pulling themselves up from the mattress. At least it wasn’t the floor– this could’ve hurt a lot worse. They wince at the throb in their shoulder as they reach for the wall, probing for a light switch. When he flicks it on reality re-establishes itself once more.  It’s Caine’s room, familiarly bare-bones. There’s only a singular twin sized bed in one corner of the room and a desk just across, with a heap of laundry they haven’t bothered to do taking up the chair. Mitchel stands on the mattress in the middle, both parts pissed and bleary eyed. His cheek is a lightish colour that’s a telltale sign it’s going to bruise, and a portion of his blanket stubbornly clings onto his shoulder. There’s no threat in here, or at least nothing more threatening than Mitchel annoyed. The knowledge doesn’t stop the blood pounding in their ears.

-caine wakes up and gets jumpscared by @hyper-pixels mitchel. they react to this calmly.

Marshal Steel has hair stuck in his finger joints. That's the first thing Daniel noticed when he came in to work this morning. Steel has his civilian hands on, which is normal when he has admin work. Those civilian hands will usually have hair in it too, mostly from Spoon. That's also normal. What's not normal is the colour; because instead of the odd tufts of grey fur Daniel's used to seeing scattering Steel's joints, this is a single, longer strand that he's sure wasn't left on purpose. Because the hair strand is brown. Suspiciously similar to Ortega's own brown hair.

-herald is suspicious that his boss is having another secret relationship with a pretty old man, but its none of his business! not at all. thats why hes eavesdropping on them from the breakroom pantry.

“What are you two talking about?” Ortega jerks, nearly spilling coffee all over Wei, tearing a curse out of him as he yanks his head to the direction of the voice.  Speak of the devil. Caine glances between the two, head cocked. When did he get here? Ortega doesn't remember inviting him, and nobody told him he was coming either. Not that Ortega isn't happy to see him, but the timing… “Dios mio, Spot, how long have you been standing there?” he mutters. He gives his coffee a once over, but nothing's spilled.  He turns back to Caine and double takes. The poor guy looks like he's just run a marathon– he's drenched in his own sweat. He's not wearing his raggedy sweater, for once. Instead, he's got a skintight suit with a simple white tee over it.

-a multi-pov fic featuring the same conversation, but told from the perspective of ortega, chen, and caine. trying to practice voices with it, and so far its been fun digging into each of them!

as for art wips:

-arde and vera based on the song "the villain i appear to be"! i actually made this today after playing the new revelations demo lmfao. i do not remember what arde looks like 😔 im so sorry ive done you a disservice

the next two have blood+mild gore in them, so im throwing them under the cut!

-cyrus gets Fucked Up by a dream version of fawn from @villainsidestep, based on this absolutely vile(/pos) soul read of him:

because why not fuck him up even more??

-mitchel painting i have yet to put down colours for that i am lovingly dubbing "cannibalism (NOT ROMANTIC)". chew it out with your teeth mitchel!!!!

ill be tagging everybody mentioned in the post, plus @idlenight, @disastersteps, and maybe @euelios if you all wanna give this a shot?

#caine is a cringefail loser that cant place the fact that he is. fucking scared of mitchel. and i love dancing around that fact in writing #herald is fighting for his Life trying to mind his own business but his gaydar is beeping incessantly at him everytime chen is in the room #theres a line in the multi pov fic that is. accidentally really sus. but i find it so funny im keeping it like that #i love vera so much yall you dont understand #no spoilers for the rev demo but something about her that gets brought up makes me want to gnash my teeth w the implications of it #think its actually really fucked up and evil of me to make fawn hold both of their brothers tenderly by their faces #during the two times ive drawn things between their brothers for this fight #pov: u are cyrus getting held by your younger sib and realizing theyre way better at protecting and loving u all than you ever will be #the last drawing was based on a line kore casually threw out there while talking about ortega being a bitch #and it made me so insane i opened medibang like. immediately. help #caine lynzal #cyrus becker(s) #nmoc: mitchel becker #nmoc: fawn becker #sidestep #ortega #chen #chentega #herald #dove #arde #fhr #pulp writes #pulp draws

[girlwiththegreenhat]

nobody talk to me this is literally all i am going to think about for the next week

#deltarune #deltarune spoilers #deltarune chapter 3 #queen #rouxls kaard #GIRL WHAT ARE YOU DOINGGG LMFAO #BOTH OF YOU??? ?? #THAT IS THE SILLIEST STRAW IVE EVER SEEN #WHY ARE YOU JUST CHILLIN LIKE THAT HOW ARE YOU COMFORTABLE #FUCKED UP WOMAN!!! SHES FUCKED UP I LOVE HER SM!!!!! #ALSO!!!! POINTS AGGRESSIVLY THEY ARE STANDING IN THE SAME ROOM TOGETHER THIS HAS SHORTED OUT MY BRAINCELL #rouxls is almost surely a lamp because queen is bullying him or perhaps he thinks hes being sneaky #but ill take what i can fucking get they are hanging out this counts in my stupid little brain my faves are Hanging Out (no they are not) #theyre in the same. room together....... #WHERES LANC ER #my brain is vibrating so hard its about to clip out of my skull and slam into the wall at terminal velocity #im actually insane rn. for many reasons. DID YALL SEE TASQUE MANAGER AAAAAAAAAA #AND TWO THIRDS OF SCC AND MORE LIGHT WORLD SHENANIGANS WITH KRIS AND SUSIE YEAHHHHH AAAAAAAAAAA #liz blogs

[moonlitlex]

based on the dms i just got i am starting to believe the vote blue no matter who thing this time around is actually a psyop

#alexis.exe #i just got called a zionist sympathizer for saying i think genocide is bad....... #so like thats either an extremely stupid person #or theyre doing this on purpose #also for legal purposes im not accusing like any actual people of anything #i love (read: hate) how people are trying to drag everyone with even an ounce of morals #kicking and screaming into the far right #dont kill people isnt even radical or controversial statement its literally just basic morals #also @ dems yall NEED a better argument than 'but trump will be worse' #youre literally proving right now that dems literally dont even need to do anything even remotely reasonable ever #dems can literally do the exact same things that reps will do but less and yall will come screaming and crying #into unrelated random peoples dms #begging people to vote for them anyway bc they're not as bad as they could be #do you remember 4 years ago when the promise was #guys vote biden for damage control and then we'll make the democrats more progressive over time #genuinely astounding that someone decided to come into my dms and yell at me for saying its not insane to not want to vote for genocide joe #instead of like. trying to bully genocide joe into not funding genocide anymore #if all of you put your heads together and bullied him maybe he would have fucking stopped sending them #billions of dollars of funds and weapons by now. did you think about that. no the fuck you didnt

[vypridae]

i cant tell which art style i want to take inspiration from anymore

#WHY ARE THERE SO MANY GOOD BSD ARTISTS BRO IM WAILING #xanchats #no like u dont understand. it is literally impossible for me to choose #like i see art i go 'i want to draw those !! eyes' and then i see more art and i go 'OH MY GOD BUT THOSE !! EYES' #and then i see more and i go 'FUCK WHAT EYES DO I DRAW' and i have a crisis #and then i decide and then i regret what eyes i decide because either theyre hard to draw like that or they dont fit my style #and then i have to change my whole style to fit one thing #and then im like ooh i want This !! way of drawing hair #and the cycle just conTINUES #ABD IM LIKE BRO CAN I DECIDE PLEASE #i love art so much and this is why theres so many options #i think my problem is. i draw too much like one person / artist half the time #like i dont put together parts from other artists i just snatch up another artists' style and go 'mine :3' #but ineed to combine stuff to make MY art style #but thATS FUCKIN HARD WHEN NOTHING LOOKS RIGHTIRHFKVJHDSKDFG #i might spend most of tonight putting together a new art style. or ill draw siglai #we'll see yall #sorry. little mini art rant in the tags here ASJKHFGJKDFHGAK im just Going Insane cuz i look up to like five different artists rn and #i cant decide who i want to take inspiration for what from JASHAKJDFHA

[itsmespicaa]

They would always find each other in every universe<3

#the land of miracles #shenlan qiyu wushuang zhu #fa hua #lan ge #doodles #the soulmates are soulmating yall #the rate in which i draw them is actually insane lmao #if u cant immediately feel the tenderness and love they share then i would have failed #also the one where theyre sleeping together is legit THE best thing ive ever drawn omfg HJKFHDSKJF #the way LG's drooling snoring clinging onto and draping himself over FH and FH's just like “...*shrugs*” and accepts it is so 😭💕💕💕 #he got used to it LOL (and also finds it endearing)

[b0nelessdoodles]

that feel when the ship goes canon 🎉🎉🎉

non-meme version of the smooch and also the rip cause holy shit i love him

#dungeons and dragons #dnd #dnd character #dnd goblin #yall aint understand how much self control i had to exhibit while this scene was playing out like #i knew as the player that tic was likely going to connect dots about his feelings and finally understand that hes in love with kk #but damn dude the moment started to play out and i just went #all right you funky little goblin do what you gotta do #what i wasnt expecting and what he wasnt was that kk was upset with him and man IT WAS SO VALID AND SO GOOD #and he took it so well I was like LETS GO TIC HELL YEAH #and then it just fucking man 🤝ggs dm we rped the shit outta this confession #it just was so smooth and like omg #theyre so silly and so in love im so happy for them #if i had the transcript i would probably go insane and draw the whole thing out #also loved that while this was happening my other character was literally having the worst time of his life #the emotional whiplash was insane

[momolith]

Crackship time. What are your thoughts on Luo Binghe/Mo Ran?

VERY scary. so much penis

#asks #actually very funny to think about tho. just two insane bitches #two pretty bestfriends. and theyre crazy #AND they both love cooking idk yall its fun

[jesterguy]

I just typed 6 pages about my high school help

#such a weird fucking place yall #i cant post this its both insane and identifying #if it broke containment every student of that school past and oresent would find me and id never be rid of them #and i KNOW theyre on here if theyre anywhere #the couple of you that are here on this blog mwah i love you youre the exceptions dont worry beloveds

[simonstamenovic]

DOES THE WITCHER KNOW HOW LUCKY HE IS TO HAVE YOU okay hi not changing the pinned yet but category 10 jaskier moment <- this was obviously gonna happen

#outgoing transmission #call me jaskier for now or umm you can go for dandelion if we are close #this guy wants meeeee so bad it makes him look STUPIDDDD #<- guy thts feeling genuinely ill as per usual over feelings 4 geralt #you can call me 'bard' specifically if youre ggeralt too much love #question do yall add kins 2 pk when the shifts make u insane n ur not sure if theyre a plural thing asking 4 a friend #theres like a Handful of kins where its well its its a lot #this n adolin n molly among a few others

[eyestrain-addict]

Did Armand just ‘the yellow wallpaper’d Louis??

#yall gonna have had to pass HS english to understand this one #i love it when characters get their brains broken its such good angst #but also someone save louis fr #armand #iwtv #iwtv 2022 #interview with the vampire #louis de pointe du lac #rashid iwtv #rashidmand #lmao #tfw the narrator is unreliable not cus theyre a liar but because they're a lil insane #just a tad

[hecksupremechips]

Girl help I keep thinking about freaking persona 4

#i have banned myself from engaging with any persona 4 related content (except for memes my sister sends me) #because yeah its genuinely deeply upsetting for me and i always feel like absolute shit #but aghhh for some reason my brain has been fixated on it this week thinking about all the offensive garbage it is #and i keep thinking of all the evidence i can gather definitively proving that the writing is sooooo homophobic/transphobic #which is a very easy thing to gather up and prove since its all over the damn place lol #but like im just so fixated on how awful the game is and how the fans are even worse and i have this urge to argue forever #something im sure a lot of yall can relate to #cuz god it hurts to be screaming at people that theyre hurting you and for them to just say no to you as if its up for debate #if this sounds dramatic cuz its Juat A Game liiiike no its not Just A Game this is about #my daily life requires me to argue my existence constantly and its the same for every other damn marginalized person out there #and idk if youre still gonna either ignore or deny that persona 4 isnt batshit insanely offensive then youre stupid #i dont have the patience to argue shit like this anymore because theres no way someone with a brain can deny shit like that #and quite frankly even well intentioned queer fans who try to make headcanons that either say fuck you to the game #or hcs that do nothing at all to challenge the bigotry in p4 are kinda annoying to me #cuz it hurts too much to play along like yeah id LOVE to just slap a rainbow on kanji and a trans guy badge on naoto #and call it a day and enjoy the game outside of it all but thats kinda impossible #when these two characters entire existence revolves around the bigotry and its done in a way that hurts like hell to see #its too real for me to enjoy even if i make positive ‘fuck you atlus’ fan art #yeah ughhhh whatever its just annoying cuz I’ve been doing a good job at blocking this game away from my life #cuz it brought nothing but anger to me but its just been something thats been stuck on me lately #and im really not sure what triggered this or why its been lingering so long like please stoppp #its really embarrassing to be having bad mental illness over a shitty bibleo game 🙄