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thatbloodymuggle · 4 years

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Tongue Tied (jj maybank) 8/?

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"That bread had mold on it three days ago."

"I'll just pull off the bad parts. Plus, mold is good for you. It's just a...natural..organism."

After their escape from the graveyard, the gang headed straight for the Chateau, eager to find out what was inside of the conspicuous package. So there they were. JJ making a moldy sandwich, Pope criticizing it, and Kiara, Rosie, and John B all gathered around the FedEx package. After the sandwich debacle, Pope and JJ joined the group surrounding John B as he ripped open the envelope.

He pulled out a piece of folded paper which, as it was opened, revealed itself to be a map. But not just any map; a map with the location of the Royal Merchant marked.

"Holy shit."

John B proceeded to pull a black, rectangular device from the package.

"What's that?" the mold-eater asked.

"Tape recorder. Dumbass," Rosie mumbled, eyes trained on the map on the table.

Pope, JJ, Kiara, and Rosie watched as John B hit the play button.

Dear Bird,

"Who's Bird?" JJ interrupted

John B replied, not looking up from the device, "It's what my dad called me."

I hate to say I told you so, but I told you so. And you doubted your old man. I suspect at this moment you're filled with guilt and self-loathing over our last fight but don't kill yourself just yet, kid. I didn't expect to find the merchant either...

Rosie could only count the stitches on her hand as the voice of John B's father filled the room. She wasn't able to bring her gaze up to him, or anyone else because she knew how painful it was for him. She knew like no one else did. The silence after the end of the recording was deafening. No one knew what to say or do.

John B bolted out of his chair and ran towards the door, falling against the frame. JJ called after him excitedly, but was quickly shushed by Kiara. Kie went tried to comfort John B, who was now crying, and Rosie found it even harder to look up from the stitches. His pain pained her almost more than her own. Because at least she had closure. At least she got to say goodbye, and at least she wasn't left wondering.

Slowly, Rosie forced her eyes away from the stitches. She pad over to her friend's sobbing frame. Kie met her eye. The two girls had a silent exchange before Kie gave John B one last squeeze and left him with Rosie.

Rosie was quick to wrap her arms around the boy. He buried his head in the crook of her neck soaking her shirt with tears and racking her body with sobs, but she didn't mind.

"I know," she barely whispered.

She didn't need to say anything else. John B understood. Rosie and John B had never actually opened up to each other about the loss of their parents; about how they were both essentially orphans. With her refusal to confront her loss and John B's denial of his, they'd never come around to the topic. But now, as they stood there in each other's embrace, they realized how long overdue the conversation was. They shared a connection like none of the others.

Kiara, JJ, and Pope watched in awe at their friends' moment. Other than JJ, they'd never seen Rosie talk about, or even slightly hint at the loss of her mom. Nor had they seen John B break down over his dad.

Kiara led JJ and Pope outside to give Rosie and John B some space. Rosie and John B stood like this for a while longer, but eventually his cries subsided. Once they had died down into occasional sniffles, he pulled away from her. His eyes were red and puffy, but nothing Rosie hadn't seen before.

"Thank you," he sighed with a real, genuine smile.

"You don't need to thank me. Seriously," she smiled back.

Rosie led him outside to join the rest of their friends. While they were inside, JJ, Kiara, and Pope had situated themselves at the end of the dock. Rosie leaned against the rail inbetween JJ and Pope, while John B took the spot beside Kiara. Kie strummed her ukulele as they joined their friends. The sound was the perfect background noise to the chirping birds and soft waves. Rosie and John B exchanged one last meaningful glance before the silence was broken.

"How much was it again?" JJ asked as he skipped a rock along the water.

"Four hundred mil."

"All right let's talk the split," JJ hopped off from his spot on the railing. "Now, before we say 'evenly', may I remind you that I am the only one that can properly defend us," he pulled out the gun from his pocket that he never seemed to go anywhere without anymore.

JJ and Pope quickly broke out into an argument; Pope denying his request and JJ pushing it even more, until his voice fell on death ears.

"What are you gonna do with your 100 mil, Pope?" Kie changed the subject.

"Pay for college in advance," he didn't hesitate to answer, "And also textbooks. Those are expensive."

"What about you, Kie?" JJ turned the question on her.

"Yeah, what does a socialist do when she's rich?" Pope laughed.

She shrugged, "Just wanna make a double album. About OBX, the Pogues. Record it at Marley Studio, Peter Tosh producing--"

"Peter Tosh is--"

"Dead. I know that, Pope. Spirit of Peter Tosh will never die."

"I know what I'm gonna do," JJ interjected, "I'm gonna get a big ass house on Figure Eight and go full Kook. Gonna get a marble statue of myself, and them I'm gonna get a koi pond."

The Pogues all laughed. No matter how hard Rosie tried, she couldn't imagine JJ in any Kook setting. Ever.

"What about you, Rosie?"

Rosie took a moment before answering, "I honestly don't know. Probably save it, not spend it all at once, you know? I want a big family, lots of kids and stuff. Save it for them, probably."

Kie smiled softly at her friend's genuine answer.

"What are you gonna do, JB?"

He turned from the water to face his friends. Slowly, a grin made its way onto his face as he spoke for the first time since his breakdown.

"To going full Kook."

The teenagers wore matching grins and clinked their beers together.

"To going full Kook!"

About a couple of beers in, the group had moved to the firepit outside of the Chateau. Pope and John B, who had only had half a beer each, started a fire. The warmth of the flames felt like heaven against Rosie's skin in her dazed state.

"Kie! Play me a song," she giggled and leaned her head onto the other girl's shoulder. Kiara laughed at Rosie's tipsy state, but positioned her ukulele and strummed a series of chords nevertheless.

"Pope! Sing," Rosie instructed while raising her can of beer to her lips.

"Yeah, Pope, sing!" JJ egged him on. Kiara's strumming picked up in beat.

The boy shook his head frantically, "You know I would, but JB here's rumoured to have the voice of an angel."

John B didn't hesitate to break out into some Christmas tune, though Rosie couldn't tell which, to the beat of Kiara's ukulele. Rosie clapped along with a dopey grin spread across her face. The combination of John B's singing and Rosie's state sent the entire group into a fit of laughter.

"Rosie, you're drunk," Kiara stated the obvious.

"What? No I'm not, I'm only threeish drinks in," she held up her left hand to form a three. "Just a little bit tipsy."

"If you're just a little bit tipsy than I'm just a little bit poor," JJ laughed while popping open another can of beer.

"Let's play a game!" the shorter girl exclaimed, ignoring the blond's comment. "What's a good game?"

"Never Have I Ever?" Kiara suggested.

"Nah, that one's no fun. We already know everything we have and haven't done," Pope shot her down.

"What about Truth or Dare?" John B suggested.

"But if you forfeit, you shotgun a can," JJ added.

"Are you trying to get us all shitfaced?" Kie laughed at JJ's addition to the game.

The blond shrugged with a smirk, "Only if you forfeit."

Rosie picked up a piece of bark and chucked it at Pope's head across the firepit. Granted, she wasn't sober so she missed by at least a foot.

"Pope! Truth or dare?"

"Truth."

Rosie tapped her finger to her chin in contemplation until an idea hit her, "Ooh! Would you rather only drink water for the rest of your life or drink whatever you want, but it always has to have a little bit of pee in it?"

Kiara laughed at her friend's ridiculous question, which also sent Rosie into a fit of giggles

"Water. Water's great. No pee," Pope was quick to respond, rejecting Rosie's question.

"What? Come on, man. A little bit of pee isn't gonna kill you!" JJ laughed and nudged his uptight friend.

"Yeah, have some creativity, bro!" John B joined in.

Before Pope could initiate a never-ending arguement over drinking pee, Rosie threw another piece of bark at him. This time it hit him in the chest, but only out of pure luck.

"Popey, it's your turn!"

He picked up the piece of bark, and threw it at John B. "JB, truth or dare?"

"Dare."

Pope grinned deviously, "Ok. You've gotta give me a foot massage until your next turn."

"That's it?" John B asked, waiting for the catch.

"Hey, I'm just playing the game!" Pope laughed.

John B picked up the piece of bark and chucked it across to JJ.

"Dare," the blond spoke before John B even asked the question.

John B grinned as he massaged Pope's feet, "Sit on Rosie's lap until your next turn."

Rosie giggled and pat her lap to invite him on.

"Dude, I'm gonna crush her!" JJ pointed out the obvious. He was a good foot taller than the short girl.

"No! I'm strong. Look at this muscle," Rosie flexed her biceps, pushing up the skin with her other hand to make it appear bulging.

"You heard her," John B laughed.

JJ shrugged, and plopped himself onto the bouncing girl. She grunted and tried to continue laughing, but his weight was too much. John B gave him permission to slide down and sit inbeween her legs instead.

JJ tossed the piece of bark to Kiara, who had moved to sit beside Pope.

"Truth," she caught it in the air.

"Hmm, oh, I know! Who's the last person you kissed," JJ shot her an evil grin as he sipped from his beer.

Rosie's eyes widened at this and she tried to slap the beer from his hand but hit him in the face instead. "JJ, noo! You can't ask her that!"

She tried to whisper in his ear, but in her drunken state, it came out as a breathy yell. Kiara and John B's faces immediately turned red, while Pope stared at his friends, completely lost.

"Toss me a beer," Kiara glared at the smug blond, taking the forfeit. JJ and Rosie cheered her on as she chugged the can and threw it to the ground, marking her second beer. She then tossed the bark to Rosie, who failed miserably at catching it.

"Truth! No, dare! Truth!"

Kiara rolled her eyes at Rosie, but couldn't fight back her laugh.

"Well while we're on the topic of kissing, Rosie, who do you wanna kiss right now?"

Rosie gasped and widened her cloudy eyes. She shook her head frantically.

"I can't answer that!"

Rosie knew her answer, but even in a drunken state, she wasn't dumb enough to give it away. But she wasn't exactly smart enough to lie either.

"Beer me!" JJ held out a hand. Pope tossed a new can to him, which he stabbed a hole in with the edge of his keys. He handed it up to Rosie, who didn't hesitate the chug the whole can, letting out a loud burp afterwards.

The game continued on like this for a while with laughs shared, shotguns completed, and the piece of bark being tossed around the fire. These were the moments Rosie treasured most. The ones where they weren't doing anything particularly exciting--just lounging idly around a fire playing a childhood game. About three rounds in, Pope and Kiara had switched clothes, John B was balancing a can of beer on his nose, and JJ was yet to move from his spot inbetween Rosie's legs. The shortest girl reached for her can of beer, but was stopped by the blond beneath her.

"You're cut off," he laughed at the whining girl.

She was drunk, but not so drunk she was unaware of her actions. Rosie was in that blissful state of drunkedness. Although, JJ was right. If she continued drinking, she'd soon be vomiting and wake up in a trainwreck of regret.

"It's 2 AM, guys. I need to head back before my dad kills me," Kiara sighed reluctantly.

"Yeah, me too," Pope added.

Kiara went to stand, but stumbled slightly. She was fairly drunk, and Pope was tipsy himself.

"Let me give you guys a ride," John B stood with them. He'd had the least to drink with only one beer.

Rosie frowned and JJ protested, "Oh, come on! It's only 2!"

"Goodnight, guys! Sleep tight!" Kiara giggled and followed John B and Pope to the van. Rosie and JJ watched as the old car pulled out of the driveway, and drove out of sight.

"And then there were two," JJ sighed, leaning back against the log so his head was against Rosie's stomach. The pair watched the flames of the fire flicker for a few minutes in silence. Rosie subconciously thread her fingers through JJ's messy locks, causing him to lean further into her.

"I wanna lay down," Rosie sighed and pat JJ's head. "Let's move to the hammock"

He groaned, but complied. The pair of teenagers stumbled towards the hammock in the trees, occasionally bumping into each other with a laugh.

JJ held the swing steady and spoke with an exaggerated British accent, "Ladies first!"

"Why thank you, kind sir!" Rosie giggled, playing along.

She hopped into the large hammock, and JJ quickly followed. She giggled as they swung back and forth. With both side views obstructed, the only thing Rosie and JJ could see was the sky above and each other. They lay side by side, shoulder to shoulder, staring up at the stars.

"Isn't this the part where you point out all the constellations?" Rosie nudged the blond with a sly grin.

JJ cleared his throat, "Well above us we've got the big spoon thing. And then to the right I think that's supposed to be a dude with a belt but I don't see it," he lazily pointed out.

Rosie's relentless giggles were infectious, and soon JJ was in a fit of laughter as well. The hammock swung underneath them. Eventually their laughter died down, and the hammock stilled. Rosie and JJ were reaching the 'lazy drunk' stage. The one where you just want to lay down and talk about nothing for hours.

"Do you think we're actually gonna find all that gold?" Rosie turned her head towards JJ, who continued to look at the sky above.

He paused before answering, "Yeah. We have to."

"It's all a little far-fetched though, don't you think? 400 mil in gold sitting underwater for over a century?" she sighed.

JJ shrugged, "Sounds crazy. But I've got a feeling that something's out there."

Rosie hummed and turned her head so she was facing the sky again. A light breeze blew in, rocking the hammock back and forth.

"Why don't you ever talk about your mom?" JJ mumbled.

This time he turned to face her, and she continued staring at the stars. Rosie sighed and shifted under his stare.

"Because if I start I won't be able to stop."

The pair laid side-by-side in silence as JJ processed her answer. A minute or so later, he sucked in a breath, indicating he was about to start talking again.

"Vulnerability isn't weakness, Rosie."

Rosie sighed and turned her head to face JJ. His blue eyes were darker than usual.

"I know," she breathed so quietly, she was surprised he heard.

Both teenagers turned back to face the starry sky above.

"Why do you think we fight so much?" Rosie changed the subject

JJ laughed at this, shaking the hammock slightly.

"Why do you think we do?" he turned the question on her.

Rosie grinned, "I asked you first!"

The blond shrugged. She could feel him thinking hard as he tried to formulate an anwer. One that extended beyond him breaking her arm and her breaking his nose.

"I think we're more similar than we want to admit sometimes."

Rosie scrunched up her nose at this. Never in her life had she considered herself to be anything like JJ. She'd always viewed them as worlds-apart different.

"I think you're just as impulsive as me. You just do a better job of hiding it. I get mad when you do dumb, impulsive shit 'cause I know your process--it's the same as mine. And I wish it wasn't. I'm already a fuckin' lost cause and I don't want you self-destructing into one too."

Rosie's mind spun as JJ spoke. She watched his lips move and the crease between his brows shift. She wanted to say something, but nothing would come out. Her throat was dry, and her vocal chords were pulled tight. Rosie tried to read the expression on JJ's face, but she couldn't make it out in the dim light.

"Your turn," he breathed.

Unable to speak, she whispered.

"I don't like feeling."

JJ still wouldn't look at her, but Rosie could tell he was listening.

"Happiness and anger are easy. I've been feeling those emotions my whole life. But when I feel anything else, anything deeper, it's like my body rejects it. Grief, guilt, sadness," she continued with a shaky voice, "You pull this--this thing out of me and I don't know what it is, so I just replace it with anger. I hate you because you make me feel."

JJ finally turned to face Rosie. Her eyes were wide, almost as if she was scared of her own words. One stray tear leaked from the corner of her eye and trailed down her face. Instead of hiding for once, she let JJ cautiously wipe it away with his thumb. They subconciously inched closer to each other, their noses just millimeters apart.

"What do I make you feel?" he whispered.

Rosie didn't reply. Instead, she leaned into JJ until their noses bumped. The proximity of his breaths made goosebumps erupt all over. She let her eyes flutter shut. He nudged his nose against hers again. It was just them. No beating waves, no chirping crickets, no swaying hammock. Just JJ and Rosie. And then slowly, her lips just barely grazed against his, as if to say, I'm scared. His brushed against hers a little harder; I'm here.

Just as they came together, they were torn apart. An almost.

"JJ, Rosie! You comin' in?"

The pair jumped apart, rolling off the hammock in surprise. John B laughed at the two teenagers groaning in the dirt.

"Oops!"

"Shithead," JJ groaned.

"Well I'm beat. See you in the morning," John B called out to his friends before entering the house and heading to his room.

The pair had already sobered up some, but the shock of the fall brought them back completely. They pulled themselves from the ground and followed John B inside the Chateau. There was a newfound tension between Rosie and JJ that made the usually comfortable silence almost unbearable.

"Well, uh, I'll take the couch," the blond scratched the back of his head awkwardly.

"I've got guest room, I guess," Rosie sent him a tight-lipped smile and a sharp nod.

She spun on her heels and headed for the room in the back of the shack, ignoring the burning desire to stay with him on the couch. The further she walked from JJ and the closer she got to the guest room, the stronger the desire grew. But instead of giving in, Rosie did what she did best. She pushed it away, suffocated it in hopes it would die--or at least, leave her alone for now.

But as Rosie closed the door of the guest room behind her and changed into one of John B's t-shirts, she couldn't avoid the questions.

Were they really about to kiss?

Was it just the alcohol talking?

What would've happened if John B hadn't shown up?

Rosie's mind was reeling with the events of just minutes before. As she crawled underneath the covers, she tried to distract herself. She thought about her shift at The Wreck the next day, and the Royal Merchant. But no matter what she tried, a pair of baby blues would always cloud her mind. Rosie wasn't sure how long she stayed up tossing and turning. She longed to be on the couch with JJ, and her body wouldn't let her sleep because of it. Her heartrate wouldn't slow, eyes wouldn't close, breaths wouldn't even out. But she wasn't about to give into her desire.

So Rosie lay there, drifting in and out of the conciousness for hours, thinking only of her almost.

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poepoe-thebunny · 4 years

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Random Rudony vaguely historical-ish stuff and HC’s for @rudolph-sackville-bagg

Warning: Done for the cute, loose term of “historical accuracy” applied as I am but a simple reader.

1) Flowers

Common but meaning varies depending on the time period. They were used to send messages because certain topics were considered taboo or impolite to talk about in public. Bouquets were put together to convey a meaning or answer questions, both positive and negative, and were often wrapped in things like lace, or satin ribbons. Many books on floriograpy; or the language of flowers, were written.

- for example a yellow carnation could be a symbol of rejection and disappointment, while a white carnation may mean pure love.

Other examples include:

red roses: love

forget-me-nots: true love

purple lilacs: “first emotions of love’ Mimosa’s: “secret love”

Phlox- Our souls are united

Yellow tulips- There’s sunshine in your smile.

- I personally like the thought of Tony waking up to flowers on his windowsill or by his bedside.

-They’re different flower combinations almost every time.

-Rudy is either giving him red roses, or very soft arrangements like lavender, lilacs and lilies. Again, no in-between.

-Tony gifts flowers too; often in bold colors such as petunias, red peony’s, and hyacinths.

2) Letters

Because of the taboo nature of certain topics, and because cell phones didn’t exist, Letters generally were considered very private. During time’s apart, and even during war, it wasn’t unusual for letter correspondence to last months or even years.

While most stationary was plain, more expensive paper was thicker, and had artful designs such as flower borders in bright or contrasting colors, gothic designs, or even patterns printed along the back page.

- This is all to say that I can totally see both of these dorks fretting over “making it look nice’.

-Rudy’s paper has gothic designs on the back and he writes in old-school cursive, Tony’s is from some random craft store and has polka-dots or something and his writing looks like chicken scratch don’t @ me.

- They read each others letters and giggle like the dorks they are. Again don’t @ me.

3) Dancing

Just, give me the cute waltzing under the moonlight. Please. Most of the other dances from this time period for the upper class were either super complicated, large group dances, or couples dancing like the waltz.

- Also give me Tony teaching Rudy how to dab. It will diminish Gregory’s sanity, and poor Rudy will be so confused I need this please.

- Rudy would either thoroughly enjoy modern dances, or be horrified and become super shy. Like no inbetween.

- Oooh the Sackville-bagg clan, when they all get together, will sometimes do those big historical group dances and maybe Rudy ends up teaching him?? This will end in disaster I know it.

- But Rudy is a great ballroom dancer, on the ground or in the air. He likes dancing with Tony.

4) Music and Instruments

Being roughly 300 years old, and working form the assumption that the movie takes place in the modern day, that would put the Sackville-Bagg clan in between the Baroque and and Classical music periods.

Common instruments from this time include: Violin, cello, flute, harps, organ, oboe, and clarinets.

- I personally don’t HC Rudy as like, a master player of instruments. But I can see his parents at least making him learn one. Especially because of the time period they’re from.

- Rudy doesn’t really enjoy it the way he enjoys dancing.

Which isn’t to say he hates it, he’s just grumpy that his parents make him practice so much.

- Anna plays the harp. I think it fits her for some reason.

- Gregory can kiiiinndaaa play the cello but lowkey does it like those 2Cellos guys from youtube and it drives his dad up the wall. Probably the most interested in modern music not gonna lie.

- Think you know teenage rebellion? Think again.

Teenage rebellion has nothing on an annoyed perpetually young-adult vampire with no peers, an overbearing dad, and who just discovered rock music and eyeliner.

- I can see Rudy playing like, the violin maybe? Or Piano? He plays them for Tony when he wants to be Brazen(TM)

- Tony plays guitar, acoustic and electric. It’s actually Tony who plays songs for Rudy more often than not. Stuff like “Can’t help falling in love’ “Always” by Bon jovi or “all of me” by John legend.

5) Poetry/sStories (This is totally your fault and I hope you know that)

The 1700s were the romantic period of poetry, and call me cliche but I am here for it ok? List of headcanons in coming.

- Rudy lowkey is into it. His parents wanted him to be well read, and while Gregory hated it, and Anna used it to perfect her wit Rudy genuinely liked it.

- but he would rarely admit it. -

- Personal HC but, one of the few things his parents (read father) would allow Rudy to have from the mortal world as time flew by were things like books, ergo his love for Poetry.

- It was also one of the few gifts from Gregory after one of his “trips’ that their father wouldn’t put up too much of a fuss about. Their father had been horrendously grumpy the first time he saw Rudy’s new black spiky jacket, an effort to be like his ‘cool; brother. But the books were mostly safe.

- Rudy’s read the classics, the epics, anything and everything he can get his hands on.

-Shakespeare’s’s Sonnet 20, William Blake’s “The Garden of Love.” This boy is in love with love, and he is D R A M A T I C

- Seriously Rudy could have been a theatre kid in another life, ya feel me?

- When they have to separate cause sunlight, Rudy just starts reciting “To Night’ by Percy Shelley, or wring “Bright Star” by John Keats onto a letter and leaving it for tony.

-Given that education wouldn’t have been as widespread when he was human, this definitely would have been seen as both a privilege, and very forward courting.

5) Other Random bits of Info

- Accepting gifts from a suitor of some sort usually signaled, to both the suitor and the general public, an acceptance of feelings and intentions.

-Returning a gift, even after some time, often meant rejection of some sort.

-There was a very fine line between gifts for courting, and gifts for the sake of gifting to a friend, depending on the time period. Platonic gifts to the recipient included simpler things like fruit, sweets, and candy, versus something else that was more carefully chosen.

- Depending on the time period gifts could include everything from flowers, jewelry, to carefully stitched high quality gloves to knives.

Not even gonna lie this has miscommunication and shenanigans written all over it.

-Tony not realizing what Rudy’s gifts mean, and either unknowingly accepting, or unknowingly rejecting them.

- Rudy just about dying if Tony gives him a gift cause his mortal?? Is just so sweet? Like, Tpny could give him a bracelet he won out of one of those (rigged!) claw machines and he would be happy.

- I mean, Tony would probably put more thought into it than that but yeah.

This started out as me attempting to explain stuff and just, devolved into my HC's I am so sorry everyone forgive me.

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aresrl · 3 years

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I hihi I am!!! A little nervous w/ doing this bc I've never done this b4 so please bear🐻 w// me💦 May I request a match up? A vision, a romantic partner and maybe a friend and/or enemy? If that's too much feel free to just assign me a vision + partner, ehe/// Preferably male for a romantic match-up, but either gender is fine with a friend and enemy match-up^^ I tried to be as detailed as possible but I think I ended up just ranting, so im v v sorry if it's long! I sort of fluctuate when it comes to being an introvert/extroverted. W// strangers and irl, I'm very introverted and shy!! Rarely speak and if I do it's just the usual "Hi how are you? That's good. I'm good too, thank you for asking:)" yeayea I'm not too. Keen on social interaction irl. But I always do my best to be very nice!! I never wanna come off as mean bc wow what a bad first impression that would be. But with friends / ppl ik online?? Whew I am very very friendly n chatty ^^ Either very high energy or very chill, there's rarely any inbetween. Sometimes I like to jokingly tease my friends but I'd never go too far / make them uncomfortable!! And if I do I always apologize right away!! I like to say that I'm affectionate?? My strongest love language is def physical affection, if not quality time. Idk man there's just something about vibing with someone or hugging them that just aaaaa/// Although I usually display affection w// words of affection bc. Literally most of my friends are online friends so I can't actually hug them, sad times. Idk if this is needed/important info but I just remembered: I'm 5'6 around??? Need glasses bc. Whew i am blind (near sighted), I'm poc (specifically black) anndd, hm. Actually I think thats it for this section, aha. As you can see I'm, not really all that organized. Also I don't have the best attention span - while writing this I'm circling between 4 different apps - and I'm a bit of a mess. And also a little stupid. Just a smidge dumb. But I have my moments - I solved like. 2 puzzles in Inazuma by myself so I think that counts for something. I also find that I tend to talk a whole lot when I have an idea or smthn to say abt a thing I'm super interested in!! That's info-dumping. I info dump. Yes. I also really like to listen to other people talk abt things they like!!!! Its so nice :) I'm protective over people I care about!! I've never done it but 100% would bark at someone who messed with someone close to be. Arf arf yaknow. I tend to he impulsive. I'll do something, and be all "YEAH>:D" and then regret it later. And then I'll do it all over again in a fun little cycle :) I consider myself an optimist, but quickly turn into a pessimist whenever it concerns myself. Fun funfun. Should probably mention that I am. A very insecure person w/ dangerously low self esteem, which is super fun esp when you mix that with the fact that I'm rarely ever motivated to improve. Yayayay Also sort of a pushover?? Like most often than not I'll be convinced to do something, even if I'm not too keen on doing it. Also afraid of confrontation when it comes to my friends and strangers (that is, if it's concerning me!! I'll order smthn for my friend but if I need to order for myself?? uhh stutter time aha). I'm also a mega simp ahah! Srsly though if I fall for someone/get infatuated with someone I. Will be so obvious abt it even though I try very hard not to be. Would gush over that person probably. I don't really like mean people tbh. Like yes I'll be nice and civil with them but!!! I cannot stand!!! Rude people!!! Esp when they're mean for no reason like sir??? maam??? homie??? chill pls ty<3 People who aren't necessarily mean, but moreso have bastard energy and are just really "hehe>:D" but playfully are p poggers tho!!! I think I get along with kids!! I have a little sister,, around like. Nine? And we get along really well!! I also try and match a kid's energy whenever I'm tasked with looking after them. I take pride in the fact that kids like me >:].... even if they sometimes scare me-- Ok, interest time!!

I like art!! Quite a bit!! Less of a realistic artist and more of a cartoonist!! Idk there's just something fun abt drawing cartoons, hehe. I also like self ships - I have quite a bit of them, actually ! Idk its comforting drawings your fictional crushes loving you idkidk. I like writing too! Both original stories, and one-shots or personal fics that are associated with already created media!! Writing character backstories and personalities and stuff is also fun too! I've even made my own fictional world with a full fledged backstory n everything! It's very fun to think about. I'm a day dreamer!!! Yea remember when I said I write stories? I day dream abt potential stories even more. Mmm daydream world so nice so warm so fun I read aswell!! Mostly fantasy books, or stories where animals are the protagonists. Think Warrior Cats. But my favorite book series has got to be Guardians of Ga'Hoole. Fantasy owl books, anyway! X Readers are also things I enjoy reading :) Again, s I m p Also gaming!!! Is something fun I do sometimes!!! Although it's usually Genshin Impact, or Wii Sports/Resort w// my little sister. Oh, also pokemon! I rlly like Primarina, Vaporeon, Sylveon and Vulpix/Ninetails! I absolutely adore sweet foods, and baking is smthn I'm def interested in! Don't like foods w// weird textures though, like beans or mashed potatoes. Also I. Love spice so much. Mmm love it when my mouth burns so bad. Don't have a favorite animal but I've had three cats in my lifetime (btw not important but my current cat is named Sylvester and. He's my baby boy) so I am. A very big cat fan. Probably not needed but I really like sword and claymore characters. Literally all of the characters I main are either sword or claymore users. Although I did get Diona, so I miiight start forcing myself to learn how to aimmm. I see that I tend to like people/characters that are a little more extroverted than me. Upbeat, happy type beat!!! Nice sunshine babies, :) I think thats it! I hope this was good enough? Again, first time doing this (at 2am nonetheless) so forgive me if I got too rambly or did anything wrong ^^ Thank you for taking the time out of your day to read this! And I hope your day is good / you had a good day, depending on when you read this, ehe!

Hey! Sorry if the wait has been long! I also love Warrior Cats (I promise myself, one day I'll finish it.)

You received... A Pyro vision! Optimistic, enthusiastic, impulsive, reckless, and a lot of energy are the general characteristics held by the Pyro vision. • I hesitated between the Pyro and Hydro vision, but your energy distinguishes you from the Hydro vision. • You said you were impulsive, always doing something you might regret later but still doing it. • You react quickly: as you said, if somebody hurt someone you love, you won't think twice before barking. Your partner would be... Xingqiu! “This feeling was unexpected.” • At first, you were just friends, and Xingqiu really loved to tease you. Actually, you both teased each other. But eventually, a feeling of love towards you grew into Xingqiu. And that was reciprocated. • Your relationship is filled with teases, jokes, and good/funny moments where you mostly share what you commonly appreciate. • He also knows when to get serious: for example, he does everything to support you during your moments of struggle concerning your self-esteem. Your friend would be... Childe! “Luckily, I'm here!” • You two also share funny moments, especially during situations where your “stupidity” is overtaken by his insight. • Sometimes, he finds you cute. • He likes the fact that you get along well with kids. It leads you to great moments with him and his siblings. • You're quite the opposite in terms of self-esteem. I think it's a good thing because it makes you complementary. Your enemy would be... Albedo! A misunderstanding. • You wouldn't hate each other, but I think Albedo wouldn't like the way you use your energy, and when you're more in a chill mood (meaning you're more available for him to talk), he could get pissed at how much times he'd have to repeat himself for you to understand something. • He's very patient, but he understood quickly that his interests would maybe not be within your reach. • You would just be too different. Worth to mention • You and Venti are like drama queens in Mondstadt. You are good friends. But you both know that you can't be more, as it would eventually both drag you down (because of similar problems). • Klee is also your best friend: both of you share decisions that you definitely will regret later. Or maybe not. • Hu tao and you are kinds of silently competing over who's the best tease, and she beats you. My goal is definitely not achieved. I hope I can catch up tomorrow. And don't worry, it was surprisingly good for a first description!

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niall-is-my-dream · 6 years

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Light of my Life - Part Nine

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On Friday morning you headed to the supermarket to stock up on groceries. WIth Harry being back late the next night you knew he's be jetlagged and tired on Sunday. You picked up all his favourite things and had planned a few meals for the week ahead. It was when you were in the fruit aisle selecting some apples that you heard the whispers.

"That's definitely her."

"You think?"

"Yeah and she's got a baby boy in the carrier. See his blue hat."

You had been spotted.

After laying low for so long, the pictures had reignited your presence in Harry's life. You had always pretty much kept yourself to yourself, never going on the red carpet together. With such a big fan base, you didn't feel it was appropriate to flaunt the fact that you and Harry were in a relationship. Harry also liked to keep his professional and private life separate.

The plan in a situation like this was to pretend you didn't hear them, however if they approached you then you would always make time for them.

"Excuse me?" One of the girls asked. She looked to be maybe a few years younger than you, but not by much. "Are you Fliss Matthews?"

"Um, yeah that's me." You replied, trying to determine if they were nice fans or weird larries, who for the last almost four years had said your relationship was a cover for his and Louis'.

You saw them exchange glances with one another.

"You look amazing after just having had a baby!"

"Ha! Thanks! It's important to keep fit and active in pregnancy and eat right, so that's helped. Plus a good bit on concealer for the dark circles under my eyes from getting up in the night to feed him."

They laughed and then looked down at Jacob in his carrier attached to your front.

"He's a beautiful baby."

"Thankyou."

"No, thank you for talking to us and letting us see him. You've always been so nice to fans and stuff and are so supportive of Harry. He's lucky to have you. "

"Well, he thinks he's lucky to have such nice supportive fans like you, I'll let him know later that I met you guys and the kind things you have said."

"Really?! " they squealed, and you nodded.

"What are your names?"

"I'm Jessica and this is Lucy."

"I'll let him know, and Thank you for being so nice. Would you mind not letting your social media know I was here until later. I need to get back home safely with this little one once I've finished shopping."

"Oh god of course! And thanks again for talking to us."

"No problem girls." You replied, as you moved along the aisle towards the bananas.

You spent the rest of the day doing jobs at home, sorting out some washing and packing away Jacobs newborn clothes. At 7 weeks old, the smallest size things were definitely too small. You'd been to Ikea and picked up some storage boxes on your way back this morning. With Jacob sleeping, you started to fold the tiny vests and babygros and pack them away before labelling the box. You never know, you might need them again one day.

Harry facetimed you just after 3pm that afternoon, his heavy hooded eyes showing he had clearly just woken up.

"Morning Love."

"Afternoon Babe" you replied smiling.

"You ok? How's my boy?"

"We are fine, been busy today. Food shopping, got some storage boxes for some of Jacobs smaller clothes so have packed them away. Jacob has fed and slept. It's been an exciting one!" You joked.

"I wish I was with you."

"I know you do. Not long now babe."

"I'll be back about midnight tomorrow, maybe early hours of Sunday depending on the flight."

"I can't wait."

"Me neither. I knew this would be hard being away from you both, but I didn't realise it would be this hard."

You could see him run his hand down his face and then up through his hair. His eyes showed you how sad he was. It made your heart break at how much he was missing you both. It wasn't like you weren't missing him, it's just being in your now shared home, keeping busy with jobs and Jacob had kept your mind off of it. However when night time came you had felt lonely knowing he was so far away. The second night he was away you'd moved Jacob's moses basket and stand into Harrys room and slept in there. Cuddling yourself up to his pillow, inhaling his scent.

"Its been hard for us to."

"I know love, I know. Has he been smiling a lot?" He asked, clearly worried he was missing out on things.

"Yeah he has, been doing a little smirk to, he looks just like you with your dimples."

"Is he asleep?"

"No, he's in his little baby chair, watching me bake." You replied, and turned the phone around to show him Jacob, who was happily watching your every move.

"There's my boy. Are you missing Daddy?" You heard him ask, as you knelt down and got closer to Jacob.

Jacob's beautiful green eyes focussed on the phone, recognising Harry's face and voice.

"Jacob, Daddy loooovvveessss yoooooouuuu."

A big smile spread across his face at Harry's words.

"You being a good boy for Mummy? Daddy will be back soon. Hopefully Mummy is making Daddy something nice."

You laughed and turned the phone back to face you. "Well I'm trying out a new recipe, these chocolate brownies have grated courgette in them. Suppose to nice, Lisa gave me the recipe."

"Sounds interesting!" He replied smiling.

You joked a bit more with each other before Harry asked you to get your iPad and open up your email.

"I've sent you some links of houses that I want you to look at."

"Houses?"

"Well, you know my house here was up for sale, well that's sold and all finalised now, so I want to get us another one for when we are here. I've done a short list of three that are a good buy, but I want you to tell me which one you like."

"Um........ok. " You replied getting all flustered.

"Fliss......."

"Yeah?"

"I want to buy us a proper family home ok? I want us all to be comfortable when we are here, especially for long periods of time."

"Holy shit!" You said, thankful that Jacob was a baby and didn't understand your bad language. "Ten million dollars." You said as you opened up one of the links he'd sent you.

"That's L.A. prices love. Look, don't worry about what it costs, just look at the information and pictures."

"I can't be given the responsibility of picking one at that price. Harry it's your money just choose which one you like."

"Fliss, it's our money and I want us to pick one together."

You stared at him on the small iPhone screen, unsure of what to say next.

"You're it for me Fliss, I don't want to be here again without you both.......I...... I miss you both so much, it hurts. I want you to help me pick our new home together, please?"

"I hate when you spend money on me." You said scowling like a child.

"Speaking of that, your car is arriving next Thursday."

You shook your head and smiled at him.

Almost an hour later and you both finally decided on a house. It was a four bed, five bath property tucked away in the Hollywood hills in a gated community. It was all on one one level with a beautiful garden and pool, perfect for Jacob to play in.

With a quick good bye and lots of I love you's, you both reluctantly ended the call.

*******

You heard him come in about 12:30am, dumping his bag in the corner of the room and quietly heading to the bathroom.

Ten minutes later, Harry climbed into bed and instantly moved to wrap his arms around you.

"Hey." He whispered, as he stroked your hair. "You're suppose to be asleep."

His body was still warm from the shower, his scent overwhelming your senses.

"I fed Jacob about an hour ago and couldn't get back to sleep." You whispered back.

He smiled as he snuggled closer to you, moving your hair from your face and kissing you gently on the lips.

"I love that you've moved into our bed." He mumbled against your lips. "I missed you both so much."

"We missed you to, and your bed smells like you, been helping us sleep."

You gently stroked your hand up and down his back, pulling him closer, desperate to feel his skin against yours. You kissed him again, this time your lips moved frantically against each other, your tongue dipping into his mouth to reach his.

He effortlessly rolled you onto your back, parting your thighs so his body could nestle between them. Your bodies flush against each other, the kiss becoming heated. With one hand in his hair you moved the other one down between your bodies, finding him incredibly hard already. He gasped against your lips as you stroked him over his boxers, pulling away from you breathless. Both of you panting, his beautiful green eyes, scanning yours.

"You don't.....um.....we..........don't.........I can't control it......sorry." He mumbled quietly to you, leaning his forehead against yours and closing his eyes, you slowly moved your hand away.

"I need you Harry.......I'm ready if ......... you're ready?" You replied wrapping your arms around him.

He opened his eyes as you spoke. "Are you sure?" He whispered. "I wasn't expecting anything........I just wanted to kiss you.......don't feel you have to......"

"I want to. Make love to me Harry."

He paused for a moment, your words sinking in, before nudging his nose with yours and kissing you softly.

"I love you so much Fliss, I'll go gentle ok?"

You nodded as you gently stroked your fingers through his damp hair.

He hesitated before leaning down and kissing you again, his lips moving to kiss your jaw, your neck and then that sweet spot behind your ear that he knew would drive you crazy.

Your body came alive at his touch, it had been too long since you'd been together, neither had been with anyone else inbetween either. His lips paused at the top of your v neck t-shirt, the realisation that you had your very unattractive nursing bra on underneath made you cringe. Harry seemed to realised that your breasts were out of bounds, as he peppered kisses down as far as the v neck before bringing his lips up to yours.

His hand moved down and across your centre, rubbing you gently over your knickers. They were already damp, your body confirming how turned on you were already and how badly you needed him.

"Mmmm love, you're soaked." He mumbled against your lips.

He dipped his fingers into your knickers, running them gently across your clit. You sighed against his lips at the relief you felt as he began to rub you just the right way.

Underwear was quickly discarded but you kept on your bra, with breasts full of milk they were definitely out of bounds. Laying beneath him again felt so good. Your body loving the feel of his weight on top of you. His mouth roamed across your neck and chest, nipping and sucking at your skin.

"Fuck." You whispered. "Do you have any condoms? My birth control won't have kicked in yet?"

"Yeah, I brought some the other day." He confessed. "Just in case."

You both hadn't used any other form of protection other than your birth control pill since you'd been together. That had only failed due to some antibiotics you had taken for a chest infection, the result has been Jacob. However you'd agreed that Jacob had been the best thing that has ever happened to you both.

Reaching over to his bedside cabinet, he quietly opened the box and pulled out the foil packet. Rolling it on, he winced at the coldness of the rubber against his length, before moving back to hover above you.

"Just tell me to stop, if it hurts. Ok?"

You nodded. Both of you were aware that it can feel uncomfortable when you first have sex after a baby, the last thing he wanted was for you to be in pain.

Rubbing his tip through your folds, gathering up the sleek wetness of your arousal he pushed himself slowly into you. The discomfort you expected didn't come and the moans you found yourself omitting were that of pleasure. With his length completely inside, he leant down to kiss you, allowing you to adjust.

"Are you ok?" He mumbled against your lips.

"Yes......... God I've missed you so much."

The relief was evident on his face as he looked down at you and kissed you again. Wrapping your legs around his waist, you pulled him in closer and he growled against your neck.

"Love......I need to take it slow." His voice sounded pained slightly. "Feels so good."

He began rocking his hips back and forth at a slow pace, filling you completely. With one arm bent supporting his weight, he moved his other arm to your hip and hitched it up towards his, pushing himself in deeper. Your back arched involuntary at how good it felt, and he buried his face in your neck.

His low whispers in your ear about how good you felt, how much he needed you and loved you, made you tremble with pleasure. He pulled your hip up tighter against his body, burying himself deeper and harder with each thrust as he made love to you. A slight tip of your hips and he began hitting that spot that made the heat rise up from deep inside you.

His thrusts were getting determined and you knew he was close, holding back until you reached your high. Moving his head from the crook of your neck, he rested his forehead against yours. The lust in his eyes was evident, the want and desire that you'd always seen in them still there.

Your orgasm took you by surprise, and you gasped as your body began to shudder, total euphoria taking over. Harry's lips came crashing into yours, and he moaned against your mouth as he spilled his seed into the condom.

The only noise in the room was the racing of your hearts and your low pants as you both tried to catch your breath. Moving your fingers up to brush his damp brown locks from his face, his eyes once again searched yours for any sign of discomfort.

"Are you ok?" He whispered.

"More than ok."

He pulled out slowly, before getting out of bed and discarding the condom in the bathroom.

Climbing back into bed, you both snuggled down under the covers together, holding each other close. His fingers trailing up and down your back.

"Hated being away from you both. Don't want to do it again." He whispered softly.

"We will always be with you, if it's possible. We can show Jacob the world together." You whispered back, stroking his face.

"You know I realised when I was away, that I was nothing without you. You're the light of my life. I love you Fliss."

"Love you to H."

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jakobsenespensen8-blog · 5 years

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NDS Young boy! 4.6.3 For Android.

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garmmy · 7 years

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appmon afterthoughts

appmon is finally over! it’s been a great journey. ;v; i drop shows easily when watching them week by week so i prefer binge-watching them at once, so appmon is the first show of this length that i managed to watch as it aired all the way through! (i dropped off somewhere in neovamdemon’s arc when trying to keep up with xros wars, haha. i did go back and finish it after that though!)

my personal preference of seasons: frontier > adventure > *appmon* > savers > 02 > hunters > tamers > tri > xros wars (as usual i still love all the seasons!! this is just if i had to rank them. i won’t deny that the 7 death generals arc was a bit of a drag for me though..)

here are my (LONG and incoherent) thoughts after watching the series, spoilers under the cut.

characters: - gosh i love the main cast so much!! ;v; i’m also glad that the appmon get a fair amount of characterisation and focus too (though still not as much as their human buddies), i feel there are times when digimon gives focus to the humans but in turn sacrifice some of the focus that their monster partners get. - i live for character interactions, so while i’m glad that haru/eri/astra interact with each other a lot, it’s a bit disappointing to see how little interaction rei and yuujin get with eri and astra. :( and hackmon never really interacts with the others much, or at all..i like hackmon, but it’d be nice to see him talk to someone other than rei for once. - i love the character growth in this season so much ;; possibly just behind frontier. eri and astra’s growth wasn’t as overt possibly due to how they express their personalities, but they throw a lot of it about the ‘filler’ eps and it all comes together really nicely. haru gets visibly stronger and more confident throughout the show, and rei’s change in reaction to his applidrive’s “are you alone?” question alone says so much. - on that note, i LOVE how they handled yuujin’s question (would you give your life up for a friend). in the end, it’s not those flashy scenes where you take a fatal hit for someone, but yuujin giving his life up not just to save humanity, but more importantly to save haru from having to shoulder the heavy burden of actually making the choice to kill yuujin. i thought that was a really powerful scene and it really got to me. - (shipping) haru and rei...i don’t care if it’s romantic or platonic or whatever i just love seeing them interact so, so much. people who know i like other pairs like seliph/ares, aichi/kai, etc...it’s the same pattern, nice pure boy gets the brooding edgy jerk to open up. i am a predictable person lol

story: - there are a lot of fillers. (but what is a digimon season without fillers?) i like fillers myself (probably why i like hunters when many people hate it), but i read the wtw comment threads every week and you get tons of complaints every time it hits a filler ep, and i can somewhat understand their frustration. appmon can be a drag to watch if you’re the kind who hates fillers. (i don’t deny a few fillers like the maripero ep did bore me though) - appmon does handle the main plot progression better than hunters though, despite the still whack pacing, and the fillers still tend to have nice character bits/growth. i love hunters but i won’t defend its absolute disregard for plot then trying to cram everything in at the last minute haha. still there are a number of unanswered questions..while i do agree that not all questions necessarily need answering, they can still provide deeper insight to characters. - personally, i liked how they kept the lightheartedness of the story while touching on salient AI-related issues. but while they bring up some very interesting issues, i don’t feel like they addressed them satisfactorily (at least from my pov)? leviathan’s aim with the humanity applification plan was to eradicate problems like conflict, disease, and human error from humanity, which is in a way even backed up by haru’s grandpa, who mentions “being data is great! without a physical body, one has no need to worry about injuries or sickness”, coming from someone who died in part because of sickness. you can see where the protags are coming from, but they never really address these ‘benefits’ of the humanity applification plan and how the benefits of not going through with the plan would outweigh the benefits of going through. - app-fusion might work well as a game mechanic, but i think it only serves to detract from the story in the anime, at least the way it is right now. for two series whose evolution is centred around fusion, xros wars handles fusion much better, utilising more creativity in both using and fusing the ‘fodder digimon’. appmon just tends to forget its fodder appmon exist. i personally think that appmon would be better off if its app-fusions were treated as simple evolutions instead (that’s pretty much how they treat the buddy appmon anyway; globemon is pretty much treated as ‘evolved gatchmon’, rather than an actual fusion of dogatchmon and timemon), that way you don’t get the nagging feeling that the fusion fodder appmon are just..fodder. - speaking of app-fusion, i have to say i personally prefer the more emotion-driven evolutions from the earlier seasons, rather than the evolutions achieved by getting the correct chip as we see in appmon. it makes sense from a gameplay perspective, but in context of the anime it feels..less impactful, i guess? i just always love seeing the bonds between the humans and their partners get tested, and become even stronger. - on an unrelated note, i find it funny that the show has a subplot involving two computer genius brothers and the cicada 3301 thing, mainly because i have a FDD story centered around the same idea (that i don’t make progress on at all. it probably looks like an appmon ripoff now but i don’t care haha)

designs: - i love the standard grade main appmon designs, they’re all so cute ;w; they have this distinct style in mind and i think they pulled it off well. (i’ve warmed up to musimon’s design A LOT from when he was first revealed, but i do still think it could be slightly less cluttered) - the ultimate grades are PERFECT, they’re some of my favourite digimon designs and possibly one of my favourite ‘group’ of designs out of protagonist digimon!! (possibly only bested by the frontier beast spirits and maybe the savers ultimates/tamers adults? haha) i just...yes. they’re amazing. i love them so so SO much - i’m not a fan of the direction they took with the god grades (maybe because i love the ultimate grades too much lol). all the gold didn’t sit too well with me either, maybe because we already had so much gold in xros wars? i do think they make great ‘final forms’ for the protagonist mons, but personally i still greatly prefer all their other forms to their god forms. i’m a bit more partial to hadesmon than the others because i LOVE jesmon, but hm...hadesmon still looks a lot more gaudy..like jesmon’s gaudy little brother. hahaha - i think the level system is a nice simplification from digimon. hopefully this means we can see appmon in future digimon games..they would be easier to implement than xw digimon anyway, haha;;

animation: - like many others i was skeptical about the making of higher-grade appmon 3DCG at first, though it eventually grew on me. the fights between 3DCG appmon were nicely done, but seeing the difference in animation between the 2D characters and 3DCG appmon was jarring, especially in shots where they’re together, mostly because of the framerate..the 3DCG appmon are animated on 1s? while the humans are animated on 3s like normal anime, it’s a big difference. thankfully most 3DCG fights don’t bring in the humans much. - the models/3D animation are still pretty well done! and i appreciate that they didn’t render them cel-shaded like what most anime do with 3D models (i remember translating the appmon interview mentioning why they did this, before appmon started airing; i was skeptical but now i can see what they were going for and i think it turned out well!) - after watching appmon i think 3DCG is a nice move for toei though, because we all know toei’s animation quality...could be better? hahaha. but i find toei’s weakness isn’t so much layout/choreography, but more of sometimes poorly-drawn frames, bad timing, or too little inbetweens, some of which are solved with 3DCG. you can especially see the contrast with digimon tri’s fight scenes; highly detailed digimon like jesmon for example would’ve benefited greatly from 3DCG, i know how painful it is to translate all of its details to 2D animation but as you can see it results in quite a number of not-as-nicely drawn frames. - special mention to charismon because i really like how he was modeled/rigged. those eyes!! can you imagine duskmon in 3D doing that and with those creepy sound effects too. - i’m not a huge fan of the palettes used in the AR-fields..(i didn’t like how the digiquartz was depicted that much either, and their depictions are quite similar so yeah) i can definitely see the effect they’re going for, but it felt more ‘kiddy alien-ish’ than ‘digital’ to me.

music: - i found the music quite ok (i liked DiVE!! and BE MY LIGHT though!), but i guess it didn’t match up to my personal tastes as much :x sadly appmon might be the lowest of the digimon seasons when it comes to music for me, i liked that endings are back! but the songs themselves didn’t captivate me as much as the previous seasons’ ending songs did. - on that note i’m glad they put in an insert song though! i guess i’m just really big on insert songs in digimon because as a kid i printed out the lyrics to brave heart and the other evo songs and loved singing along when they played in the show. lol - i remember complaining about this when the first episode aired, and my opinion still hasn’t changed 52 eps in. i CANNOT stand the applidrive voice at all hahaha (and the speed-up effect they use when app-linking/fusing) - the character songs are cute!! i’m personally really glad they decided to make them :) - the background music was pretty nice and had some memorable tracks..i’m not quite sure how i’d compare it to the rest? i liked all the soundtracks so far, though xros wars’ and frontier’s osts stood out especially for me.

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Love to Hate - Chapter 5

The next few days I don’t see Laura at all. She’s on night shift so she’s working while I’m asleep and I’m working while she’s asleep. She hasn’t seen the massive hickey and bite marks on my neck, they haven’t healed that much at all. When I get home from work today, it’s 7pm. She had today off. She notices my neck as soon as I walk through the door.

She says “Fucking hell, what happened to your neck” she hasn’t gotten a close look, so she hasn’t realised it’s hickey or seen the bite marks. She steps closer to inspect it.

She laughs in disbelief “Oh. My. God, that’s a huge hickey, and to top it all off, the bite marks with it. Who was it?”

I laugh “None of your business”

She says “Tell me who you were with”

I reply “No”

She says “Judging by the look of it, you were only with him last night or the night before”

I just smile because it must still look pretty bad if a Dr thinks that it was only done recently. I walk off to my room.

As I’m walking off I say “I’m not telling you”

I haven’t heard from Seth, but he hasn’t heard from me either. There weren’t any feelings in the sex we had. Not in the slightest.

A few days later I gave myself the day off, I am sitting on the couch next to Laura. I get a message from Seth “Is Laura home?’

I reply “Yes, she’s sitting next to me”

“Does she have to work today at all?”

I know what he’s getting at. He wants to hook up again. I want to as well.

I say “She starts at 3pm, if you want to come around make it well past 3pm to be safe”

He replies “Ok, I’m going to delete these messages, you do the same”

I say “Ok, see you later”

He doesn’t reply. I delete the messages straight away.

Laura smiles “That’s him isn’t it?”

I tell her “No, it wasn’t”

She says “Yes it is, who’s your boyfriend?”

I reply “I don’t have a boyfriend”

She says “You know I will find out eventually who it was you were with, even if it’s just a once off thing”

I smile “You won’t be finding out from me”

It’s 5pm, there’s a knock at the door. I already know it’s going to be Seth. As soon as I open the door, he notices that I still have the hickey and bite marks.

He laughs “Jesus, they haven’t healed much, I’m proud of that effort”

I snap “Fuck off”

He asks “Obviously Laura would have seen that, what did she say?”

I sigh “She wants to know who I was with”

All of a sudden, his lips crash into mine he steps inside forcing me to step backwards, he reaches back and pushes the door shut behind him. He keeps forcing me back only breaking the kiss to strip off an article of clothing then continue kissing madly. He keeps forcing me back until we reach the living room. By the time we get to the couch, we are totally stripped off. I grab his waist, turn us around and push him onto the couch roughly. I straddle him and guide him into me. I start riding him. I push my pelvis in hard as I ride him to get him deep as possible, we both let out slight moans. I suck on his neck, I wasn’t searching for his sweet spot on his neck but I hit it. As soon as I hit it he gasps “Oh fuck” I keep sucking it, he grabs my hips and takes control of my movements and slightly bucks his hips in sync with my movements. Seth starts moaning louder then he suddenly stops. I don’t stop sucking his neck hoping he starts again. Out of breath he manages to get out “I don’t want to come yet” I start riding him again. I don’t care if he comes, we will probably be going more rounds after this. Seth gets the hint and starts moving my hips fast while again bucking his hips in sync with my movements. His breathing becomes heavy and erratic as his orgasm nears. His orgasm takes over, he moves my hips as fast as he can and gasps “Jesus Christ” as he comes. He lets go of my hips and I slowly ride him while he settles.

He smiles “That was awesome, give me 10 minutes and I will be all good again” We go another few rounds before we are exhausted. I had to send Seth home at 11pm because Laura will be home soon. The next morning I sleep in. I forgot to set my alarm I was that tired. I walk out into the kitchen. Laura is there. She smirks at me.

I snap “What?”

She smiles “He was here while I was at work wasn’t he?”

I ask flatly “What makes you say that?”

She says “Well last night when I got home, I sit down on the couch and I see something inbetween the couch cushions, I pull it out, it’s a bra, it’s not my bra, so it must be yours”

I can’t help but smile.

She laughs, she knew I had someone over because my smile gave it away.

She asks “When will you tell me who he is? I’m starting to think that I know him, because you usually at least tell me a name”

I say “It’s no one you know”

She says “I beg to differ. So are you actually with him or just fooling around?”

I tell her “I’m not saying anything”

Later that day while I’m at work I get a text message from Seth “What time do you finish work?”

I reply “I slept in this morning so I won’t finish until about 9pm”

All he says is “Oh ok”

I reply “You seem disappointed”

He says “I am”

I say “I will go around to your place after I finish if you want?”

He says “That will be good, thankyou”

I reply “No problem”

That was weird. I don’t know what to think. I guess I will find out after work. By the time I get to Seth’s place it’s 9;30pm. I knock on the door, he soon opens it. As soon as he sees me, he grabs my waist and pulls me in close to him and kisses me deep then pulls away. I’m trying to figure out what’s on his mind. He takes his hands off my waist and leads me to the living room, we sit on the couch.

He says “Thankyou for coming around”

I say “It’s all good, what’s on your mind?”

He replies “Terrible day at work, everything that could go wrong did go wrong. I’m pretty much in the shit with the network, I just need company” He buries his face in his hands.

I don’t know what to do or what to say. As far as I was aware we weren’t even friends. We would only message each other if we needed some. He says he needs company and he reached out to me.

I ask him “You want to get hammered?”

He quickly lifts his head out of his hands and looks at me “Tonight?”

I smile “Yeah”

He says “I have to work tomorrow, and I’m sure you do too”

I laugh “We are our own bosses, it’s not like we do it all the time. We can go in late”

He thinks for a moment “Fuck it, let’s get hammered”

He says “Thankyou”

I ask “For what?”

He replies “Well I was actually kind of nervous about asking you to come around because I just needed a bit of company”

I ask “Why” I had a feeling I already knew the answer, but I wanted to hear his thoughts

He says “I didn’t know if it was pushing the boundaries or not. I was prepared for you to tell me no even though I was hoping you would come around”

I realise just then I was starting to see the sweet guy in Seth. The soft side to him. 2 hours later, Seth and I are hammered. We got very drunk, very quickly. We have already fucked twice. We are getting to know each other on another level. It could be the alcohol, but the more I’m hearing about him, the more I like him. We ‘get’ each other because for both of us to get where we are now, we had to working fucking hard for it. I don’t want to admit that Laura was right when she said if we got to know each other that we would really like each other, but this time she is right. Seth and I are getting along so well. The next few hours pass quickly its now 3am. Both Seth and I are struggling to keep our eyes open because we are tired.

I tell him “I better go home now”

He says “I’m not going to let you drive, just stay here the night”

I say “I will just call an uber”

He says “Don’t be stupid, just stay, it’s fine”

I yawn loudly “Ok, I will stay”

He asks “Where would you like to sleep? In the guest bedroom, the couch” then quickly adds “With me..’

I laugh “How many times has that line worked for you?”

He smiles “Truthfully, I have never used it”

I smile “Just take me to a bed, I don’t care which bed”

He gets up off the couch, he puts his hand out to me for me to take. I take his hand and he pulls me up. I follow him to his room. He gives me a t-shirt to get changed into so I have something comfortable to sleep in. Once we are in bed, I lay on my side with my back facing Seth. I then feel Seth bring his body close to mine and wrap and arm around my waist.

He asks “Do you mind?”

I knew what he meant. I didn’t mind at all. It actually felt nice having him close to me like that. I grab his hand with one of my hands and intertwine my fingers with his.

I reply “I don’t mind”

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