#they dont fit anymore boo hoo so now i have to get rid of them but they were so much MONEY and i barely wore them and we just had to like

[taketheringtolohac]

Sigh this fuxking sucks dude

#i was like yeah im cool im fine new clothes that fit pretty alright but then i remembered big :/ #then i had to go through all my depression room clothes pile to sort through what im keeping bc like #only half of it fits and just. i forgot about a lot of clothes i really loved. i have to get rid of so much. #theres these little shorts i loved that i bought fall 2019 in the after summer sale and i was so ready to wear them and only got like #maybe five uses out of them. the same for another little pair of denim shorts. then i didnt go out at all last year and got fat and oh no #they dont fit anymore boo hoo so now i have to get rid of them but they were so much MONEY and i barely wore them and we just had to like #buy a whole new wardobe for me because i didnt FIT anything even the clothes i took to school like #barely fit i had to go and buy more pants for myself and just. ugh. i hate gaining weight i do i hate it so much #and its like im fine i am but also sometimes im just reminded of how fucking massive i am and im always gonna get bigger and ugh ugh ugh #so now im lying here on the AIR MATTRESS! NOT EVEN THE BED! BECAUSE I HAVE TO CLEAR IT! AND JUST. GOD. #there isnt even anywhere to PUT my clothes. there isnt. its all on my chair when its off the bed. this sucks. #ill just get yelled at for it too like :/ ugh maybe the way to do things isnt to make your kids feel responsible for you being overwhelmed #and making you feel like shit. i hate this. i forgot how depressing being home is. #roxy talks