#they also each have enough smugness in them to propel it to the next levek

[floorpancakes]

im having thoughts about gay people again

#xxxholic #douwata #listen i have a lot to think about i always think abt them theres so much to discuss #if they had one confessional conversation it would all be over doumeki would die but not literally this time #i love the rarely discussed thing which is like 'sure watanuki is a blushing tsundere nerd loser BUT he could have the upper hand' #the element of surprise....the element of actually acting on all the boldness hes acrued but never actually committed to in canon #if he had any sort of healthy natural growth that wasnt affected by The Situation itd b over for that poor man #its like an explosion if either of them act on their feelings the other will just be like a human firework tbh #i love the idea of a potential relationship of theirs being just as much about revenge game 4d chess tactics #as much as it is goofy or serious or tender #then again im the type to view positive friendships in my real life that way so i naturally enjoy it in fictional relationships #but like #you have a tsundere who was trained in the art of being a seductress #and you have a more outspoken bolder type with strong conviction in his romantic feelings but also an expectation of it being unfulfilled #they have strengths and weaknesses that counteract each other greatly for the game of taking each other aback #they already do but in a relationship itd be tenfold #they also each have enough smugness in them to propel it to the next levek #imagine them constantly trying to one each other up #he who blushes first loses (but wins the consolation prize of a REALLY cute relationship) #heh ...all the excellent fic fuel if i could write fic without getting distracted panicking abt lore inconsistencies or cringing at myself #not for the act of writing fic i just find it tricky to like my own longform writing #but i wANNAAAAAAAA