#therapist friend offered to blind weigh me but then there was an emergency and he had to go up north

[androidboy]

i must not buy a scale. buying a scale is the mind killer. buying a scale is the little death that brings total obliteration

#same affirmation as last month #therapist friend offered to blind weigh me but then there was an emergency and he had to go up north #and he asked me why i needed to know #and i couldn’t think of an answer #but i’m literally scratching at the walls in my mind it’s bothering me so much that i don’t know #i looked up how cheap they are and they’re so so cheap itd be so easy #😭😭😭 #i’m down another belt notch i don’t need to know the exact weight i just need to know the ballpark range #ed cw #body image cw #weight cw