#the worst thing about this is that i knoww i’m not good enough to pass the first round anyways you know

[catastrxblues]

great i think i’ve finally caught a hint of a cold. my question is, where the fuck were you a month ago, when i could actually afford to take a day off?????

#😭 #my throat is starting to feel a bit ehhhh and then my nose is runny and i keep sneezing *sighs* #make sense considering that i spent almost the entire weekend outside and that it kept raining once i was going home so #bjt still #also that part about loving chemistry and stuff I LIED #i’m starting to get sick of her #i spent the first five days of this week (well technically last because it’s already 12:17 am but) crying and stressing over it #and then the entirety of this weekend at school studying it #AND THEN i’m going to have to spend the entirety of next week ALSO studying it #and by entirety i mean entirety!!! like i’ll be excused from all classes nrxt week (from morning to afternoon pretty sure) to study the #materials. AND THEN this guy had the audacity to still keep the chem extracurricular going after school on monday 😭 #and we usually go on until five HELP ME #AND THEN after that i have extra course and GUESS WHAT. on monday we have physics and CHEM. chem again 😭 #the worst thing about this is that i knoww i’m not good enough to pass the first round anyways you know #it’s like i’m suffering through this for nothing it’s just aghhhh #bismillah though i guess #*smiling through the pain* #chem tag #nadirants