#the clowns is out of the circle

[clever-and-unique-name]

I don't use Facebook for anything except keeping in contact with our ferret breeder, who I've been talking to again to get (hopefully) another couple kits this summer. I also don't keep in contact with anyone I went to high school with--people who make up the majority of my FB friendlist.

So, in opening FB for the first time in years, I was extremely amused to find that a solid 1/4 of the people I liked enough to friend them on FB have come out as some flavor of trans. Some I suspected, some were a complete surprise. But they all look so happy now, and I'm so happy for them. <3

#just feeling queer love feelings I guess #even though I don't keep in touch with anybody it still makes me happy that they've gone through a Gender Journey and made it out okay #hopefully happier than they were before #I hope they're all doing well #also yes I was part of several emo/scene/goth friend circles in the late 2000s so this is not Really a surprise #so many of us were clearly just baby queerlings in different closets #personal #ok to rb and add on but don't clown I'm very tired

[milkybishop]

oh lord, send me someone to love, please, so that i may know my heart still beats

my aasimar druid refrayne who does have a horn, hooves, and a tail but is not a tiefling simply because i say so and i want him to get angel wings when he's angry!

(and he does get sent someone to love, @anonbea's ahme who is so sweet to him refrayne never feels alone again)

#aasimar #dnd unicorn #circle of the moon #dnd druid #tiefling #yes he's not a tiefling but shhh #my art #refrayne #he wears ruffles and lace and embroidered outfits ahme gives him #but if you think i can draw any of that you are out of your mind #so old french clown ruffles for him! #using riiabrego's patreon tutorial! which helped alot! #also tried the inner liner colouring style and worked out so much better than i thought i could do! #anyway... <3

[toytulini]

fish died :(

#toy txt post #animal death #hes been. looking like shit and not eating and not showing interest in food for awhile and then #all morning today he was laying on his side just. worse than ever. i started trying to find some clove oil irl to euth him but fucking #nowhere has it. but then i got home and he was dead anyway so i guess thats moot #glad hes not suffering anymore. wish he wouldve just fucking eaten some god damn food instead of wasting away like that. hhh #i figured out why the tank feels so fucking CURSED and i couldnt get the nitrates down but idk i guess too late for him #or maybe that rando on reddit was right and the water was too hard and everything circles back to not being able to have an R/O filter #i dont fucking know #the cories and kuhlis and clown plec are okay for now i think. i think theyre fine. if they start having problems out of nowhere i really #might get superstitious for real about fish and just never talk about them ever again. god. logically i know its stupid And Yet

[downydig]

Oh Marcy… how you’ve grown since we first saw you…

#my art #doodles #charlie #Charlie the clown #marcy #she’s a rag doll and the realest one of Charlie’s little guys #they dance like those chimps in a circle #the blocked out stuff is spoiler for the story sorry : - p

[honeybabymp3]

Can you explain what williambowerygate is, please?

the william bowery "Reveal" on lpss haha. idk if you just didn't understand what i was referring to or actually want me to explain the Event but lol the short of it is that i very very very childishly got really upset by her attitude to the whole thing. obviously she lied about him Writing and Singing the fully formed chorus (she told ew that he originally came up with the chorus melody and it developed from there) but we don't know How much she lied so i like, Take Responsibility or whatever and don't blame her for not living up to the inferred narrative in my head, it just made me take a very necessary step back. but i also retain the right to be childish about it cause being a bitch for no reason is not illegal

#Anonymous #i usually call it bettygate but i was reminded the other day that some people take bettygate to refer to the day several gaylors #were doxxed and outed over betty discourse by swifties #very ugly #so i thought wbgate would be more specific... but if you weren't there at all and want the details it was well. #well i don't know how objectively chaotic it was cause i took it very personally LOLLL #before that the opinion in gaylor circles was that wb doesn't exist it's just her and that it's offensive to claim it's joe for no reason #cause it feels like you're giving him unnecessary credit for a woman's work when there's no evidence he's even a musician #but we were all revealed to be clowns<3

[doodlboy]

Hoo boy, miserable in the club 2night lads

#i cant draw #ive been trying all day and its just shit #then i open instagram and see 2 reel ideas ive been wanting 2 do but cant #bc 1 i cant draw so i cant do the draw urself as a clown and 2 i dont have enough finished pieces in enough colors to do the “my art is X” #like #fuck #fuuuuuck #i hate everything #why dont my hands want to do things #why cant i understand perspective #ive watched enough fucking tutorials by now #why cant i pose bodies interestingly why cant i draw how it looks when a torso is bent why do i draw the same shit over and over again #why cant i stay consistent why do i not have any construction lines besides the fucking head circle #why dont i plan things out more why why why why why AUGHHHHHHHHH #miserable night #im so pissed off at myself rn #i know how to do things so why am i not doing them like im supposed to #i had rhe whole day off and i spent most of it on my phone when i could have been drawing. now i need to get up in 6 hours #bc i decided that midnight was a good time to draw #and my fucking ankles still hurt like theyre sprained or broken or whatever #im so pissed #mini rant #mini vent #elliot rambles

[abimee]

EVERYONE PAUSE AND APPRECIATE THE ABSOLUTE ARTISTRY OF THESE SEAM AND JEVIL DOLLS CJ @letpapersleep HAS CRAFTED

THEYRE SOOOOO WELL MADE IM IN AWE. THANK YOU C.J. ;________; 😭👍

#I NEEED TO CRAFT YOU SOMETHING IN RETURN IM VERY SORRY #im not the best at sewing but i need to get the needles and theead out after #im done eith my outfits but if you want ANY sort of outfit or item hand sewn i can try my best #TYESE ARE SUCH GOOD QUALITY I CANT DOWNPLAY IT. seam feels like an old toy id find in a grandmothers garage sale #or those really ornate puppets youd find from the 1800s oh my gooood #jevil is so weighty and nice yet has that plush body of those ceramic clown dolls #literally running in circles with how beautiful these are i really do appreciate them so much rosie ;___; #THANK YOU SO MUCH i had to open it to make sure the ca weather wouldnt ruin them #but these are so so nice again if you ever want a outfit sewn or anything i can make those pretty well #a wizard cape or a goofy shirt or a hand sewn doll of your ocs with removable clothes anything at all!!! #deltarune

[real-life-cloud]

I went to an amusement park last night!!! With a bunch of actors trying to scare ppl and haunted houses and stuff :3 very fun

#the sky speaks #felt so free fr. in a park full of freaks in cool costumes. with my friends who are neurodivergent Like Me #i don't have to hold back anything w them like at all it's so nice #wish i saw them more often #scheduling is hard #BUT ANYWAYS!!! i love haunted houses so much ohhhh my god. they give me the giggles and i cannot stop #same with roller coasters actually. i cackle like a clown or perhaps a witch. i cannot help it #idk what it is but the whole atmosphere makes me soooo happy like genuinely we'll leave the haunted house and ill be skipping out of there #i loved the clown actors so much oh my god theyre so fun !!!! one kept waving at me :) and when we were on this one ride!! #he was watching bc it like goes in a circle and up this ramp?? and every time we passed by he would put his hands in the air #and everyone was copying him it was cute. i made heart hands at him once #there was also this like diorama of skeletons playing baseball? and he went onto the field and was pretending to coach them dramatically #i think i lost my voice from yelling and laughing so much tho #whoopsie daisy 😅

[spoopy-action-at-distance]

Dealing with your dead parent's financial mess sure is An Experience. It's 50% stress, 50% complex collaborative problem-solving, and 50% feeling like you're in the audience of a convoluted and absurd comedy skit that keeps throwing up punchline after punchline.

In six months, I went from someone who had a reasonably well-to-do parent who I was estranged from for the sake of my wellbeing, and whose inheritance I was thinking of refusing to spare myself the family infighting, to being the one who has to juggle several debtors, thousands of euros' worth of someone else's debts, several institutions who don't communicate with each other half the time, and the additional surprise paperwork generated by everyone else involved having signed themselves the fuck out of this mess. I wasn't prepared for how complicated the bureaucratic aftermath of a death would be on a good day, and I certainly wasn't prepared for the bureaucratic bog that is the death of someone whose main response to financial problems had apparently been "I'm not paying for that" for several years.

Thank heavens that debt isn't automatically inheritable in my country, and thank fuck there was nothing substantial to inherit there. At the moment I'm basically an unpaid case manager who will not become personally responsible for his case's liabilities as long as he does everything by the book. Also the book was written by someone who didn't quite realise that a case like this could happen. The standard assumption within the public system seems to be that an estate will have some debt and some funds, and likely end up on the black side of the ledger. No one tells you that sometimes you will get a bit of a clown car parade instead.

Someone suggested that once I'm done, I ought to write How To Deal With The Indebted Estate You Inherited When You're Fucking Broke And Everyone Else Has Fucked Off: The Authoritative Blog Post. I said that I doubt I have a comprehensive understanding of the issue. "You think someone does?" they countered. They work within public bureaucracy, so I'm inclined to believe they know what they're on about.

If I do write that blog post, it's gonna come with a soundtrack of a techno Can Can version of Offenbach's Orpheus in the Underworld, the musical staple of Very Stupid Drama of the Week Explained in a Tumblr Video, with the following caption: "for full immersive experience, imagine that the manic bass beat is a hammer swinging wildly in the immediate vicinity of your head. You're entirely fine because it hasn't hit you. Yet."

#parental death #this is me right now #I'm living a disconcerting stand-up skit that has so many layers that it has gone the full circle via unfunny to being funny again #this ride has an expiration date but until it arrives my choices are basically to keep dodging and to either cry or bitch or laugh about it #or sometimes when a friend asks for an update to make a dying whale noise and scare an old lady standing behind us in the checkout line #seriously people if you have a financially unstable parent and the option to legally renounce any and all inheritance is available to you #do give it some Grave and Careful Consideration even before they die #trying to protect family honour isn't worth it because NO ONE'S gonna come out of this kinda thing without looking like a bit of an idiot #and the clown car ride might sometimes be funny but it might also give you brand new stress-related diseases

[deadlittledogs]

Love going on Twitter for three seconds to look at Batman yaoi and being hit with the worlds most milk brained fucking takes. This is the road ‘eyeliner wings so sharp they could kill a man’ feminism has led us lmao.

Like I love makeup and I shave my body but I’m not going play retard and pretend that the comfort and confidence I inherently gain from doing such actions isn’t because I was raised in a misogynistic society?? I don’t think women realize just how subconscious this integration is and how subtly it can be fed to us over time. How this shit literally started from our birth. “You can’t disparage the forced societal expectations that dictate a woman’s appearance and worth because some women LIKE those things!!!” euhhdhhshhehbebbd <- brain cells officially dead

#I just wanted to see Nightwing taking it up the ass not whatever the fuck this is #AND ITS SO ANNOYING I HAVE TO SEE TAKES LIKE THIS EVERYDAY #BEATING MY FIST AGAINST THE BARS OF MY CAGE RN BECAUSE WE LIVE IN CLOWN WORLD #love when being woke circles around and you gets stupid idiots disorder #critical thinking is out. we're fucking dumbasses now.

[thedeadthree]

HMM.. una and aemond?? 👀

hi hi alyssa deariee ! i hope ur doing well love! ♡

send me an OC + an alternate love interest for them and i’ll tell you what i think of the idea

OHHHH YOU KNOW I HAVE HAD THIS ON THE BRAIN ONCE OR TWICE BELIEVE YOU MEE ! and in fact aemy almost WAS her love interest ! (in fact there's a scene in HIUH i have in mind where like... some like baelor or aemy even aeggy himself muses on her being VERY VERY a*emonds type? ofc he's like hehe giggling kicking feet bc she chose aeggy likely internally-ish but! still!) i see them as being quite alike in a few aspects (dragonriders of the cannibal and vhagar both of notoriety throughout the realm for being TERRIFYING, their knowledge of the histories and the desire to rise above their station/rule etc!) and respect each other highly! shes fascinated with the arcane and possesses a bit of an unhinged side ( a bit leg says <3 ) i think they would take a liking to each other swimmingly !

#🌞: alyssa #risingsh0t #using dearie ash (unholymilf <3)'s CUTEST banner template and OH MY GOD it is the cutest ever? love love ! #una was also the original concept for vanna as i was originally thinking of an enemies to lovers for her and daemy <3 #BUT THEN IT HIT ME ! i liked better their dynamic they have now the fated thing? LOVEE and una and aeggy are so ! #its the doomed lovers trope the object of obsession s*hakespeare could never ! #the 'when ur circle small but ur BOTH crazy' to the letter summarizes the dynamic/friendship between aemy and una <3 #had illy never returned from her years abroad i could you BETCHA have foreseen aemy and una becoming an item <3 #though the powers of *manifestation* worked out SPLENDIDLY on aeggys behalf as he pulled the not witchy fantasy goth gf <3 #lucky you aeggy LUCKY YOU MY LOVEE #aeggy and una always on my heart always on my mind but also ! they would hav been neat too hehe <3 #leg.asks #leg.ocs #leg.txt #its 2 am sakjmxkji but dearie girl and the clowns on the brain keeping me up AS PER USUAL <3

[alphinias]

Did you see the 4x21 promo for The Rookie?!

I DID

I never truly clown over the rookie promos anymore but I have to say I am excited to see what the last two episodes bring. I think it’s clear that Eric thinks we will like the end of the season too which makes me more intrigued than the promo. The combination of the two of them together along with the possibility of UC chenford is… big potential.

#there was a bed in the bts shots and wouldn’t it make sense if they had to share a bed in the finale #like bringing it full circle from when they both clearly WANTED to share a bed in 4x01 #okay I did clown a little now it’s out of my system maybe lmao #chenford #the rookie #ask

[memecatwings]

i think ahs peaked when a spoiled rich man named dandy was trying to immitate a serial killer clown. that was the most entertaining this show has been so far

#he was SO funny at first. he's just boring now #lets circle around back to when i was getting the vibe he wanted to fuck the creepy clown #lets expand on that a bit that was funny #he out creeped a creepy clown #the first half of season 4 was SO entertaining i miss that

[clownkiwi]

OH YEA, i forgot to leave my first thoughts on psychonauts last night!!

usually whenever i start a new game for stream, i usually leave my first impressions on them at the end of stream, and they're not usually super long, its just "oh!! this was fun" or "im liking this game so far!!" or "this is interesting!!"

psychonauts is different though. its very different on that front. ive only played like, an hour of the game so far, but i already have so many thoughts about it, i just need to write it down

#ruby says clown shit #ive got them articulated in my head rn. circling around me. i just need to type it out and post it for the record #this is immediately such an interesting game thats very indicative of the era it was released during