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emetkoto · 3 years

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Maybe you should write a big biography of Mira and put it here. I would love to see that.

im bad at writing cohesive things so heres a list of Events in her life!

Mira was born in a small community of cat-type Beastkin in Quebec, pretty far out of the way of the rest of society but still close enough that they had like power and stuff obviously.

It was specifically housecat types bc theres kind of a power imbalance between them and most wildcat types since wildcats tend to be bigger and stronger so they just kinda stay away from each other if they can avoid it so nothing gets weird or anything.

Mira's family was really, REALLY wary of normal humans and so they really tried to drill it into her head that they were bad and wanted nothing but to hurt her and that she should always hide who she is around them.......led to her being Very Sheltered but hey at least she got really good at hiding her ears and tail

They were also weirdly into the idea of keeping their family specifically housecat types like if Mira brought Ren home theyd be like hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.........thats......great :) but um.......what about that nice CAT boy you used to play with when you were little haha.....theyre simply very weird. if she happened to mention her (mostly imagined) relationship with Strade also they would flip bc Human and ofc theyd immediately be able to tell that what they had was fucked up

ANYWAY she was mostly homeschooled and sometimes had little group lessons with other kids in the area thus increasing the Sheltering.....that combined with her parents only really caring about keeping her at home and away from humans and not so much about, yknow, her well-being and mental health kinda really led to her becoming Fucked Up

As soon as she was old enough she moved tf OUT very much against her parents wishes and kinda got into a huge fight with them and got a little bit disowned. But whatever she was free and she lived in [insert undisclosed canadian providence that strade currently lives in here] and was starting her new life

She bounced between part time jobs just kinda vibing in her dumb little apartment but it was all good!! She was happy and excited to see new things and meet ppl....except, oh no! Nobody taught her how to meet people :( her parents only ever told her how to AVOID them! So she started watching movies. A lot of movies. mostly romance movies. :)

She had a favorite cafe in town that she would go to every day! Even if she couldnt really afford to buy coffee she would just sit in the back for hours people-watching and fantasizing about meeting someone who would sweep her off her feet and give her the happy ending she wanted

Strade frequented the area bc hardware store and grocery store so every so often he would pass by the cafe and see her sitting there just staring off into space with a stupid smile on her face or excitedly looking between everyone on the street at the time or just napping with her hands on her nice warm coffee...after a while he was like ok. im interested. I Want This One. So he came in on a day she couldnt afford to buy herself coffee, bought two coffees, and headed to go sit with her :) I've told this story a bunch basically he chats her up, shes super duper charmed, gives him her number before she leaves, as shes skipping home playing out a romance movie in her head he calls her to distract her, grabs her when she picks up the phone, the end! Or I guess it's more like the beginning huh

He commits violence against her for several days all while Ren awkwardly sniffs at the door and paces around bc he can smell her...Strade is really on the fence about her bc shes weird and acts weird and has fun reactions but he wasnt sure if she was quite worth the risk of keeping a second pet....but then he brought Ren down to play when he noticed how he was acting and as soon as Mira caught a whiff of him she just let loose and shows her ears and tail and bared her fangs and hissed and immediately Strade made up his mind and the rest is history <3

#btd #strade #ren #ocs #mira #strira #Anonymous #words of mimi

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mathes0n · 5 years

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hi eli im having a not good day can you tell me about your dnd characters please theyre very good

Aaaah! I’m sorry ur having a bad day anon, I’ll try to tell u about a few dnd characters, both player characters and NPCs!!!!

This is Cormac; u cant see it here but the man has a Dad Bod. Tho I made him like, a YEAR before Spiderverse came out, he definitely has a Peter B Parker vibe about him; a gross, smelly man whos made some bad decisions in the past and thinks that his entire life is over because of them. He’s got 2 kids that he left an an orphanage when they were babies bc he didn’t think he was well equipped to raise them alone, but now he’s on a journey to find them and reconcile. Overall a flawed bastard but theres a heart of gold somewhere in there. Also hes trans

This is Amma! She’s an aasimar paladin for her own pops, Torm (god of courage and self sacrifice among other things). I don’t have much for her character so far (how much I expand on her character depends solely on how much the player characters want to interact with her), just that shes a Lawful Good lady who just wants to help people. Shes got big muscles and a big heart

This squad of three are Jaime, Lynx, and Isadora (real mathe(zero)son fans recognize them as ANCIENT thrilling intent ocs). Jaime is a 15 year old tief who was forced into shitty underground wrestling since he was young. Lynx is a 13 year old tief bard who travels from city to city to scrape by on whatever gold she can find by playing her lyre on the streets, never having a family or home. Isadora is a 7 year old tief babby who was raised by shitty criminal tieflings who wanted her to be a loyal grunt who also did crimes. By chance, these three kids ended up meeting, and ran away from their shitty situations together, and now theyre a family!

Jaime has a pretty bad temper, coupled with a strong distrust for most adults, scared that they’ll be apart of that underground wrestling ring and make him go back. Isadora is deeply traumatized by her upbringing; she only ever learned Infernal, and seems afraid of other languages (including Common); she also only trusts other tieflings and hisses at basically any other species. Lynx is the most seemingly put together out of the three, being a rather bouncy child who loves to play music. At the end of the day they’ve all got each other!!!

Another set of three children!!! Any warriors cats fans will know exactly whom these three are based off of lol

Anyways these are orphaned tabaxi triplets (roughly 12 years old) named Pineapple, Papaya, and Pomegranate (Pompom for short!). Pineapple is a rowdy boy who likes to wrestle. Papaya is a naturally magically gifted grump who believes hes the most important person in the universe (he is correct). Pompom is the voice of reason, and most suited to lead her squad of siblings, and also the only one who is TRULY willing to draw blood to protect the three of them

This girl here is actually a player character of mine, not an NPC!!! Her name is Yuna Mogato; shes a halfling “””artificer”” with a kind heart and a desire to lead an interesting and adventure filled life... tho immediately regrets this as soon as interesting adventures start finding her. All in all, a very standard Anime Protagonist and a very sweet girl!! Also there’s somethin reeaaaal funky about that golden bracelet shes always wearing...

Also a little fun fact!: For those who know Kogu (purple tief i draw a lot, also my icon!) Well, Kogu had to leave the campaign that I play him in for PLOT reasons, so Yuna’s actually his replacement!! Trade in one anime protag for another, lol

This is Miracle!!! She’s the daughter of one of @rickys-keeper‘s characters, Mickey, and a real cutie at that!! Miracle is a natural born adventurer and explorer who’s deeply interested in old cultures and abandoned dungeons. She makes a living off of going into dungeons or old castles or whatnot and collecting ancient heirlooms or artifacts, and then selling them to historical museums so that they can be preserved, though sometimes she keeps them to herself, or even sells them on the street at low prices!

The green dragonboi to the right is actually one of @just-a-terrifying-renegade-pearl‘s NPCs, Boris, aka Miracle’s future stepdad lol

And here’s Barnabee!! One of my favorite NPCs lol. Shes a strong tabaxi who wears a leather coat w spikes on the shoulders and runs the rebellion against the main villains in the campaign me and my friends run!!! She accidentally keeps adopting trans kids and kissing women. Also shes trans

I hope that ur day improves anon!! Sorry if my descriptions are convoluted I didnt proofread ANY of what i wrote lol. Hope yall like em!!

#if i seem a bit vague its because #1. out of all these characters only barnabee and yuna actually showed up so far #so like i dont know how the other characters will play #2. i dooo wanna make our dnd into a podcast one day so i dont wanna say stuff that could be #potentially spoilers #and 3. my players follow me and i dont need them to read any potential spoilers : (#Anonymous

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alrightjean · 3 years

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Tw : death . My kitty died.

We feed a stray cat everyday and more than a month back she had kittens. She comes for food at our place but stay in my neighbours property which is towards the back of my house. After the kittens were born i was so eager to meet them bc i could always hear their sweet like meows. One day she brought one of the kittens around just to show around i guess. Now my and my neighbours property are on two different levels(?) so the mother cat would have to jump a significant height to reach our house so she never brought the kittens up here that i know of. Anyway the kittens got bigger and the 2 kitties along with the mother cat started coming around our house a few weeks back. The kitties were so cute and small, white with yellow and black patterns i dont know the gender but it looked like a boy and a girl. At first they would run when they saw us but gradually they warmed up to us. But theyre still skittish around humans so we havent gotten to pet them. I havent named them so i will call the girl k1 and the little boy k2. Lately they have been around our house all the time and theyve even started to sleep here. The kitties love playing and hiding around all the trees and plants. We dont allow strays inside our house but my parents have taken a liking to them so whenever these kitties try to sneak inside our house we dont mind as long as they dont get on the furniture. K1 always comes asking for food and is a little less afraid of us compared to k2 who never comes near us. He is the more playful out of the two, always trying to climb on the trees chasing after butterflies and trying to cratch birds. Just today afternoon i saw him trying to catch a crow. Hes just so inqisitive and its saddens me that that was what killed him in the end.

Just before midnight we heard the sound of a pack of dogs fighting on our street. Stray dogs are a major menace here and they create a ruckus and fight each other every now and then so we didnt check to see what it was. But this time a dog just continued howling almost like in pain. So i looked through the window and i could make out two dogs scrambling at smth near the drainage slabs so i thought maybe one of them had fallen in. A car was parked near it so it blocked the view. ( I think the dog was ok or smth bc we didnt hear anything after that) My mother and i went upstairs to the second floor to get a good view. She looked first and told me very unempathetically might i add that our kitten might have died, that he was lying in the middle of the road. My heart dropped to my stomach and with dread i went to the window hoping for some miracle that it was not what she said. But sure enough it was k2 lying there unmoving. The dogs had attacked him. I refused to believe he was dead and even hoped desperately that he was just sleeping on the road, that nothing was wrong. My mother left at this point, saying theres nothing we can so. I told her to tell my dad to atleast get him off the road so that he wouldnt get crushed by vehicles but my sweet sweet mother just said its just smth thats gonna happen. I stayed and kept looking for any movement. At this point 3 bikes passed by, all around the unmoving kitten. My wishing thinking that he was just sleeping on the road didnt work and i felt so helpless and started to cry. But as i watched i saw his tiny hands moving. He was alive but he was too injured to even move. I went downstairs and told my dad. Now this is almost midnight so it was not exactly safe to go out and i thought he would say the same. My dad loves both the kittens so surprisingly he agreed,he went to the gate and looked at the road and saw k2 lying there. He went out on to the road and carried him up with an old tshirt and laid him on the porch. The mother cat and k1 came from where they were sleeping under the car to his side. His eye was injured badly, i couldnt see any other external injuries or bite marks but his fur looked dishevelled and dirty and wet. He was down really bad and i dont know if there was some internal bleeding or he might have alos been in shock. He couldnt move at all. He was breathing rapidly we didnt know what to do we thought some water might help and tried to give him some. After a few moments of laboured breathing he became still. A few seconds later he lifted his head and tucked it between his hands....he didnt move again. His little sister was standing by his side she didnt cry but kept licking at his body so my dad covered him up. The mother cat didnt give much attention.

Its 5am now and i feel so distraught and tired. I feel guilty and helpless. I feel so much hatred for the dogs that killed such a poor thing. He was so small and curious he just wanted to see everthing. I never see these stray cats go out on to the road. I believe k2 wanted to explore the life beyond the gate and i think it might have been his first time too venturing this far outside so it is truly heartbraking. We have been feeding stray cats at our home for 3 years now and a few of them have died (that we know of) but this one hits the hardest bc of how brutal it was. My mind keep replaying the image of him lying in the middle of the road and i cant stop thinking abt how the attack might have come. He was so guarded around us i cant imagine how terrifying it mustve been with all those dogs. I am so sorry i couldnt do much and im so sorry that you went through all that pain. You were such a lovely playful inquisitive kitty and i will remember you as such. I hope you are doing good in kitty heaven. I hope there are butterflies to chase there and trees to play around with. And lots and lots of places for you to explore.

Again i am so sorry.

#personal #i havent read thru this so dont know if this might make sense but its 5 am #i just wanted to get this off my chest to feel better #i had been doing so good too mentally and thsi is just..yeah

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nightandstarlight · 7 years

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Demeter, Apollo, Ares, Centaur, Siren, Nymph, Agamemnon, Jason, Sun Chariot, Caduceus, Aegis, Golden Fleece, Olympus, Tartarus, Elysium, Ogygia, The Labyrinth? :3c

Asdfghjkdhslñ so many omfg why iLY ((I have to say tho i didnt really think about having to answer more than one of these at a time before i rbed the qs and since im on mobile and theres no way im gonna remember all of them im probsbly gonna do one first and then like edit this post to add the rest or something so it might take a while))

‡Demeter: do you have any pets?

>Unfortunately i dont my dad never wanted us to have any :// last time i had an actual pet living in my house i think it was when i was like 10 y/o or so and they were a couple of turtles who used to escape all the goddamn time like we would literally find them on the street trying to get away from our house even tho we had a enormous backyard and we treated them as well as we possibly could?? idk they prolly hated us so my parents mightve given them away i dont even remember,,, and thenn like two years ago i think i got a pet sheep called peter.. Peter the sheep was only around for a week tho and he wasnt even officially my pet but i loved him as if he were i still miss him and think about him often.. basically that summer when we went to visit my dads brother in misiones we took him with us from my dads farm ? (not really my dads farm but i dont wanna get too sidetracked here lmao) to my uncles farm for breeding or whatever so it was a solid 6-7 drive with him in the bed of our truck and me just starting at him and trying to get attention goD i never thought id care about a sheep that much anyway once we got to misiones we couldnt take him straight away to my uncles farm for whatever logistics reason i never asked about because all it meant was that he would have to stay in my uncles backyard for a couple of days and i would get to spend more time with him !! so thats what happened !! I took tons of pics and recorded him doing nothing and loved him from afar and then i was there when we dropped him off at my uncles farm.. and then i never saw him again.. the saddest part is that weeks later when we were all back home my uncled called my dad to let him know that Peter wasnt even fit for breeding bc rumour has it he had a third testicule lmao so he was technically useless rip peter the sheep ,,, aaaand now that i live alone i really wanna get like a cat or something but i never learned how to take care of anything so im scared i wont know how to if i have to do it all by myself

if i could add tags to this on mobile id apologize for talking so much about peter instead of just answering the question but i cant soz

‡Apollo: What kind of music are you into?

>alt/pop/rock/indie/pop punk,, i dont really like defining it by genres because who knows for sure what do they even mean anymore but the second best way i have to describe my music taste is ~basic white girl who thinks shes special~ and that makes me feel even weirder,, if you want i could try to make a playlist once im back in my apartment like next week or so lmk

‡Ares: whats a big pet peeve of yours?

>probably when people dont listen,, (u mean deaf people?? thats pretty fucked up dude) no lmao i mean people who pretend to listen but dont care about what you have to say or even worse when theyre so self absorbed that they dont even try to act like theyre paying attention and just straight up talk on top of you or interrup you constantly and not even bc they have something important to say but just because they can like whyy ohh or even worse when they do all that and then have the nerve get angry/offended if you dont pay enough attention to them??? Boyyy oh boy i hate that but i *cough love my parents i love themm

‡Centaur: Last book you read?

>all the bright places by jennifer niven,, didnt actually read it but i listened to the audiobook a week ago so i think that counts,, and if audiobooks dont count i read Evenfall by Santino Hassel back in march

‡Siren: Last song you listened to?

>((when i answered this (at 3:30am) i wasnt listening to anything but)) spotify says it was devil in me by halsey,, rn (13:40) im listening to alone by halsey

‡Nymph: Last dream you remember?

>i cant remember any recent ones atm but a couple of weeks ago i dreamt i was dating veronica from riverdale?? I probably posted something on here about that and it was so sweeett other than that idk maybe something about my classmates i see some of them pretty often in my dreams and theyre usually really nice cause i almost never remember any bad dreams/nightmares

‡Agamemnon: whats an achievement that youre proud of?

>i cant think of anything rn maybe getting into uni or coming out to my mom

‡Jason: have you ever travelled abroad?

>nope,, the closest i was to leaving the country was in 2014 when i was gonna go with my english teacher and class to nyc i got my papers and everything ready but then everyone started to come up with reasons why they couldnt go so i was gonna have to go completly alone/with friends of my teacher and their students which i didnt know at all so i got scared and decided not to 3 i know (hope) i’ll get another chance to go tho

‡Sun Chariot: whats your favorite mythological creature

>umm maybe sirens or gorgons im not 100%sure

‡Caduceus: whats your favorite color

>too many for different purposes but mostly purple?

‡Aegis: whats your favorite book or series?

>all for the game by nora sakavic atm

‡Golden Fleece: whats your favorite animal?

>ive loved dolphins since i was a kid but felines are too perfect in too many ways they make me weak at the knees

‡Olympus: describe your dream job

>so i know id looove to have an office job really stable and monotonous and everything like translating books but i also know that im terrified of getting stuck? And i feel like a job like that doesnt really leave much room to grow professionally so even if at the time im happy with just doing that the idea of looking back one day and realizing i sat at a desk and did the same thing for 20 years is not the best (which is ironic bc im wasting my youth ™ doing exsclty that for free basically but yea idk ) Dream job as in actually ~dream~ job would have to be like whatever people did on that show extreme makeover home edition?? I used to be obsessed with that show when i was a kid and i still think its a great idea even if its not as extra and over the top like that was id love to help people that way i could also make this longer but its lowkey too personal

‡Tartarus: Whats a short term goal you hope to achieve?

>going back to therapy and not quitting this time? making friends? Id say improving myself as a person but i feel like thats more of a long term goal but not hating myself rn would be nice,, also something tangible would have to be passing my calc II final that i shouldve taken a year ago and didnt cause i got scared + too depressed to study properly lmaao

‡Elysium: if you could have a superpower, what would it be?

>telekinesis and or being able to teletransport sounds cool

‡Ogygia: describe your dream husband/wife/life partner?

>patient, better at comunication than i am, respectful but that should be obvious, loves puns and bad/dad jokes, loves me? Also loves kids and is okay with adopting cause i definitely wanna adopt childrepn someday

‡The Labyrinth: have you ever died and came back as a vampire?

>not sure if im allowed to talk about this but i bet no one is gonna read all this cause its wayy too long lmao also i dont care anyway so yes, yes i have

half a day later im done!!! i know its a lot I hope its not too boring tho lmao

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rokusensei · 6 years

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ok so its 2.24am on the 25th of september i moved in on the 22nd of september so the saturday i spent the whole of saturday having a really awful breakdown that just sapped all my energy out and then on sunday i half continued it half messed around for a bit , went up to the store to buy some stuff i had forgotten, ate a bit and found out i need to not eat nothing because my stomach is not the way it used to be at the height of that little eating disorder as mine, sat aorund a lot. on the 24th i did all my enrolment and my induction day speeches which was a lot . doing things at university definitely is a way to stop feeling so weird and alien but it still doesnt do it that much for me... lots of students from this country came to university with their friends and they point at notice boards to names of other people, older than them, from their schools, and its like wow, awkward.,,

i had dinner with some international students though so i feel a little better about idk everyting even though i hyperanalyse the whole thing and everything i said and everything they said but its like whatever i have to force myself to let go a little bit . and one girl i met a while ago at the open day is here as well which is a huge relief just to have another face i recongise and thats about it

flatmates i havent really spoken to and i feel like a freak for not doing so but what else can ido..i just sit in my room and cry on and off so imm thankful i have internet friends even if they have to see me talking to myself about how lonely i feel and etc etc etc. and im thankful i dont live too far away from home and can visit a lot . because i need too not just because they got a cat the second i left but because im crazy and i dont feel comfortable anywhere else.. idont thik im ready to move out at all and forcing myself to this year was a leap a little too soon and im probab;y saying this early but whatever maybe if i was living by myself itd be different but sharing with flatmates i dont really know or can be comfortable around at all freaks me out so i end up avoiding them when i want to go out to the kitchen or anything and i just spend a lot of time sitting nervously in my room . le sigh. i dont know.i hope things get easier bc thatwould be epic but im not holding out for hope and i have 3 books i need to read for next week and theyre all huge (paradise lost, the pardoners tale, the bible) and its like if noting else goes well at least i can sit alone in my room and read those, think about that, spend even more time by myself, but its fine and its easy to read on the train and its easy to sit at home and read and just be in my bedroom instead of being in this weird freaky little room that im scared of

something else i should say for future me cringing down atall these old posts is when i had my breakdown on the 22nd before my parents left i was freaking out and telling my mother that i feel unsafe and paranodi and im having hallucinations etc and ik she doesnt really give a fuck theway i want hertoo nd she said shed callthe doctor and arrange an appointment for me but she probably hasnt and instead shed rather ask me over the phone why i havent gone outside yet why i havent spoken to my flatmates yet but its whatever i wanted to try and talk to the doctor when i got here just to talk to a doctor and egt some conformation that i am actually like. ill. and im not just super bad at coping with things everyone has bc i think thatd kill me but its just so hard to get towards that and its just so hard to get someone to sit down in a room with me just so i can tell them that i think whatevers going on with me is just not normal

mentor greetings tomorrow at 1pm and then it finishes at 2pm and ijm coming back to my dorm to read and sleep probably.. wednesday ihave some tours at midday.. thursday i have nothing friday i have a meeting with my personal tutor. ive been sleeping a lot these days because i feel so upset all the time and sometimes it feels like everyones a little sick of my endless breakdown but whatever im in hell and this is going to last all year probably .so i end up sleeping a lot and walking around the local streets a lot and theres a bunch of stuff on this week like freshers fairs and stuff and i want to join these unions and clubs and societies but you know its hard. theres 3 diffwrent journalism ones and id love to join one of them but its like what do i haveto say. at all. do i have anything to say. bc university is all about finding out who you are and what you want to do and etc etc etc but rly who am i. at all.

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