#that's weird as shit log off

[34saveme34]

I kinda expressed that with my opinion on why I don't think marware is abusive

and I genuinely think it has the most potential

but I really don't. think that other pairings are as bad as some people put them

as in, calling them proship

like I said it before, you can make any ship problematic if you try hard enough

like I'm specifically talking about 3ware here

I don't ship it, obviously I sold my soul to marware but

it genuinely does have potential and I think if you'd take it in the right direction, it could be really nice

especially cuz they could end up relating to each other over feeling lonely cuz 3 was very much lonely before he joined the crew

also just. your plans not working out

It would be very interesting if 3 turned out to be the guy to help Puzzles get redeemed or something and I feel like with those 2 the theatre nerd that I just. can't believe isn't there inside 3 would come out

I think it would be really fun, if stuff went in a positive way, they could be friends in my eyes

and before you're like, ugh, but Puzzles did Bad Things and that is hilarious because 3 did some BAAD things too and if you think that bad people can't change well- feel free to join Thomas Astruc, I think director of Miraculous Ladybug who said that Chloe, a 15 year old girl can't be redeemed because she'll always be mean or whatever, although this is a more extreme example

but yeah I'm tired of pretending 3 didn't do shit and that maybe in some aspects 34 absolutely had some vibes where you could've shipped it in a toxic way. so are THEY proship now because there's the possibility of them being in a toxic relationship? I mean, I did see someone on twitter say that that they would be (ughh)

also like. I know, we like healthy relationships but... the toxicity can be one hell of a drug, even while yknow, knowing that hey, this isn't like, couple goals, but you can OBVIOUSLY still explore relationships like that without making it your ideal

like I describe The Hunt thing with marware, with Mario chasing Puzzles till the end of the Earth to get his Entertainment

like. that's OBVIOUSLY not a healthy relationship but it's still fun to think about and discuss. I think yandere shit also has like, the same appeal

and all the while, I'm actually kind of a collected person in a happy relationship where I practice openness and looking out for boundaries like a normal fucking person. while I sometimes look at not entirely happy or healthy ships and admire their dynamic in a character studying way

like I think some of yall need to put down the pitchfork about Puzzles ships, block some tags, ask people to tag ship (which is why I tag marware btw!! I'm thinking about people and their comfort because I know not everyone likes it even if that's kind of sad to think about!)

so yeah like, chill out, let people ship weird things

this is also not to say that I condone like, noncon or any of the sort, I just want to say in case someone starts to think that

I'm just saying that when someone ships 4ware and makes art of them being evil together maybe you should just block the ship's tag if it makes you feel so uncomfortable instead of going on the person's post and accusing them of vile things and telling them to end their life

#another addon: I don't actually like any of the ships I mentioned besides my soulbound beautiful marware #but people actively going out of their way to shit on the shippers is kinda wack #like if they were Idk. shipping Puzzles with Boopkins or something I'd totally get it like yeah #that's weird as shit log off #but when it just. explores toxic relationships in a safe environment like cmon #also I'm not a fiction doesn't affect reality person #I'm a fiction CAN affect reality person so uh yea #I know it's a touchy topic n your kneejerk reaction is to hate on it but #I will give it to those people. it sure does sound like how some groups discuss gay people in media #I don't wanna discuss this any further btw <3 especially if you're gonna be rude about it #cuz the block button can become rather tempting then

[diabratz]

levi : i guess i’m just a weirdo otaku-

mc, cutting him off : don’t piss me off

#every time levi says that long winded self deprecating ass bullshit my brain be logging off #‘i’m just a weird loser otaku w/ no friends-‘ MAN SHUT THE FUCK AWPPPPPPPPP #HOW DO U EXPECT TO GET HOES IF UR SPEAKING LIKE THIS LEVIATIAN 🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣 #ruri chan is not gonna be there for u irl !!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN #part of me wants to like levi then he starts chatting bullshit #n some of y’all love him fr but i promise u if he was a real mf y’all would get annoyed so fast #SO FAST #like bae i can’t keep being the one to uplift u bae u gotta be fuckin kidding me #the first couple of times ? maybe #but then by the seventh time of hearing ‘i’m just a weird loser otaku ofc u don’t like me’ imma flip shit #he’s gonna have to run the ones i can’t keep doing this #obey me shall we date #obey me x reader #obey me leviathan #obey me mc #obey me incorrect quotes #obey me lucifer #obey me mammon #i’m not tagging everything booooo

[liquidstar]

i genuinely think some of you guys have gotten really weird about protecting tumblrs “purity” against twitter users or whatever

#i cant quite put it into words but it feels like some shit ppl in 4chan echochambers would say #does it just like. give you a sense of superiority after being seen as being on the lame site or something #it all just feels so off to me it feels weird. i think maybe its time to log off if you rly care that much #like its fine. ''oh but theyll be annoying'' block them? tumblr users are already annoying lol #idk guys this site isnt somekind of wonderful perfect safehaven theres a lot of far worse groups on here than ppl from twitter #youre just good at curating your own content.... which is good! you can keep doing that. #it just literally doesnt matter at all if ppl from twitter join tumblr thats fine who cares. it does not matter #ik most of it is joking around but at some point ppl lost the 'irony' of it and are just acting like. so so strange. its fine #it will be no skin off our backs i promise. pls learn how to interact w ppl as if theyre ppl and not just pixels again also #i also promise the world outside your tumblr mutuals isnt that evil and scary

[bigcats-birds-and-books]

Books of 2024: KILLING FLOOR by Lee Child.

This isn't a genre I typically read; HOWEVER!: my dream agent was on an episode of the Writing Excuses podcast about beginnings, and they said this one is Very Good, so I borrowed my dad's paperback copy to give it a whirl.

I'm low-key hoping this will help me sort out some Genre Issues™ I suspect I'm having with a writing project, too, which is a nice added bonus! Excited to see how this goes.

#books #books of 2024 #killing floor #lee child #jack reacher #i think i used to read more stuff Like This in high school?? #because it's my dad's big genre and he'd let me borrow books lmao #but i think i drifted away from it because i found out there was other weirder shit going on in different genre corners #and i love weird funny fucked up shit #no shade on the thriller genre it's just not something i've read much of lately! #this will be Good For Me haha #and yeah okay dongwon and MRK talking about it made me more likely to pick it up than my dad at this stage of my life #but he still had a copy so now i have a copy (borrowed) :) #don't get me started on the 'does this mean we can reopen book borrowing' convo he wants to have tho #like no sir you wrecked my paperback LOCKE LAMORA and i'm still salty about it #because you didn't care about it #and you think storing books in our dank-ass basement is taking care of them and it's NOT #we have different standards of care and you don't meet mine #and you eat in bed all the time and i don't want your greasy ass hands on my books >:( #so i don't FEEL like it's hypocrisy not to want to share #but did i look at HPB and B&N for copies of this because of that?? yes yes i did. #i did not find a used copy i was willing to pay $4 for #and i sure as hell wasn't gonna pay $10 for it new so..... #borrowed here #library was my next stop but. he found it. #ANYWAY #i'm gonna log off and go read past the first page i think #(oh sidenote the Genre Issues are: #aw #lucius

[devilfruitdyke]

on my soapbox again but. not every opinion should be an identity because then every dislike turns into oppression

#hi weirdgirlfag if you see this we're going through it #anyway i was in the t.ransid tag because someone asked them about it and hm .. #rapid fire take time #if you identify with wanting to have trauma yr probably traumatized #if you identify with having ocd (for example) you probably have obsessions/compulsions but feel like you need a label for validity #if you identify with being a different race yr a weeb who should log off and realize you can actually appreciate cultures. #rather than literally being born there #if you identify with a different age you probably wish you were less constrained by weird ideas of maturity #and most importantly. you need to consider yrself as religious/spiritual for believing in past lives and dimension shifting #those are metaphysical beliefs and you shouldnt be swayed into believing some cult tiktoker while able to maintain yr atheist identity #..when you look in the mirror. #theres not even anything bad about having those as spiritual beliefs i just dont want people with preexisting beliefs on religion #to be talked into increasingly more controlling shit #ps. t.rans-opinion doesnt have to be a thing because opinions are different than rigid social constructs. you can just lie.

[mechahero]

//would you play roya.le high with lambda if this was his in game avatar?

#//this makes it sound like im being weird about his avatar but no #//i mean would you play this game with a man running around the place as a pink cat dude being kind of a menace to ppl in game? #//i don't think he gets into fights with ppl (usually) but he does do weird shit in game #//catch him somehow breaking the game and falling through the map #//is this a way to show off a cute outfit i made in game? maybe... #//don't question it #backup log {ooc}

[mnmix]

anyone else getting weird vibes from some of the harry styles jokes going around

#and by weird vibes i mean biphobic vibes #listen. i hate him as much as the next guy. talentless hack #but if he's actually queer or not. that doesn't change his shit music and behavior #but ppl going like. 'hed better not come out as bi' or acting like coming out as bi would be like. a PR buzz thing instead of actually #coming out. i need you guys to log off #like why's bisexuality not good enough for you. why is it queer lite™. why is it always the butt of jokes for celebrities to come out as #it's not cute and im tired of seeing it #like same vibes people gave making fun of gerard way for dressing GNC. fuck gerard way. but really? #mix.txt

[fangwhoria]

starting to hate this website some of yall get on my mf nerves <333 might logout for a few days

#from the mouth of jane #and dw if you can see this its not about you i block people that piss me off. #this isnt about anything recent just. the world and im exhausted 24/7 cuzi spend my dad caring for screaming children and then i log on #and get anons speculating about people they think i Might be friends with reblogging shit they dont agree with #and long term mutuals making weird underhanded comments <3 idk im sick of this website n what it does to my brain

[wastelily]

reading through heart's desire has completely rotted my brain. what if zhongli xxxholic au. he'd make a wild yuuko

#log #mitya off the shits saying things again truly #BUT READ THE HEART'S DESIRE BOOK. I LOVE IT. weird golden eyed shopkeeper sells just about anything and everything #extremely xxxholic coded. extremely zhongli coded #and i think im delusional but it IS indeed zhongli coded lawl #but like.. think of it. yuuko zhongli #and what. idk. fuck it [spins wheel] xiao watanukiCOUGH

[mocacheezy]

Me: *nearly oversleeps my appointment*

Beloved Hellsite, 5 min after I log on:

#perfection thank you #moca talks #when you are reminded of what the next hour or so will be like #gonna log right off again so I don't do some weird shit

[el-im]

nico called today and I told him it was a good thing he didn’t end up coming over bc I’m laid up in bed w a 104 degree fever and feeling like all hell and he was like. oh I’m so sorry to hear that. so when can I see you ?

#and I love him #captain's log #I’ve been sleeping in 1 hour intervals since 3 in the morning when I woke up and was in so much pain I couldn’t go back to sleep #so I took a shower and made some tea and soup then went back to bed #only to wake up an hour later and have to pee so I’d do that and make another cup of tea #and that happened over and over again until now which is 1:20 pm #and I’m dreading the nighttime because I know it’s going to get so much worse and I’ve already taken two showers today just to stand in hot #water for an exorbitant amount of time. and now I’m like. maybe I should take an epsom salt bath because I feel like I can’t fucking move #anyway ! mia—who got me sick in the first place—was good enough to go to the store and grab some orange juice and soup so I love her #and interestingly. what I really wanted to talk about #was the fact that in the weird intervals of hour-long stretches of sleep #i dreamed like 8 or 9 episodes of star trek strange new worlds #which. i have not seen an episode of. nor have I seen any of the short treks or discovery so I have no concept of who any of these fucking #characters are beyond what I’ve seen in gifs/a trailer or two #but they were weirdly detailed. #in one spock and hemmer (hemmler??) were competing in a chariot race #and their wheels were made out of warm colored crystal that was orange in the center and graduated into a pink quartz like color at the edge #and hemmer transfigured himself secretly into a serpent when they were riding their chariot next to another one #and he scared the shit out of the rider and they veered off course #at which point he was flung through the air and became himself again #in another one because he has psychic abilities #he had to sacrifice himself by connecting with the psychic creature that was controlling the ship #and only through entering that thing’s mind and destroying it from the inside out was the rest of the crew freed #this also had to do w the episode where they were all in like. fantasy gear and were being forced to act out one of the literary works (?) #of these higher dimensional beings ? Like puppets #*puppets #idk if that’s what was actually happening in the episode because again. i have not seen any snw #but he died basically at the end of that ep by infiltrating their mind and freeing everyone #so

[amber-angel]

So I was curious... and looked through Taika Waititi's tag... and people will really just hop onto any excuse to turn him into a bad guy, huh?

#stupid flighty bullshit #bro people have been making fun of marvel cgi for years why is it different when he does it #2. this is a list now ive decided anyway 2. he's not transphobic you morons #do you really think vico ortiz. proud nonbinary legend. would silently work with someone transphobic #and circling back to my first point #none of us know what goes on behind the scenes ok? #all we see is the public face that gets presented to us #this could very well have been comments that the animators themselves made #they could have okayed it #if i worked on a marvel movie and got paid shit i would want to make fun of it too #also.. this weird fucking obsession with seeing people be humbled just because they were popular for a while is so weird #like i promise you that it doesnt matter ok? if you dont like that people like taika waititi #log off of tumblr for like two weeks #i guarantee you in that time people will start talking about something else

[94erz]

It’s absolutely fucking wild to me that j-hope logged into that hell site known as Twitter to just scroll through one of his tags to see fan posts about the song only to end up liking some innocent post about a JITB themed ARMY bomb pattern from an account that writes A/B/O fanfiction about him and Yoongi. 

This is why I think BTS should stay off of that site. In fact I think someone needs to bite the bullet and delete their account ‘cause the wave of extremely gross posts from “ARMY” about him then deep diving into this persons kinks involving him and his friend are so fucking weird and shitty and I hate everyone involved in that.

Worse is how they then got a tag associated with the whole mess trending, like ew, keep that away from my space I want nothing to do with it.

#Sab talks BTS stuff #how is it funny to talk about Hoseok a REAL PERSON being interested in fandom smut about him and another member? #the OP didn't do anything wrong of course in the grand scheme of things it's really all the people making those gross jokes #like oh Hoseok must have explored her page and learned what A/B/O is and all this other weird shit #and like no he was scrolling liked a random post and logged the fuck off

[arolesbianism]

Look deep into my eyes. Olivia probably oversaw the production of all the brain in jar shit in oni. They were 100% a part of the duplicant memory recovery efforts. This doesn't actually matter much but it does 2 Me think of the imagery think abt it I think abt it so hard everyday imagine how sick Olivia brain imagery art would be please I'm so alone in this world

#rat rambles #why must I be so badly artblocked hhhhh #anyways I do wonder what the exact deal with the brains are #wait hold on I just double checked the scientist that was working on the memory project more directly. it was fucking nikola what the fuck #fucking hold on. holy fuck. nikola what the Fuck #he knows. He Knows. what do you mean he fucking knows? and is directly involved????? #holy shit this reframes Everything abt him what the actual fuck #I just thought he was some technician that got in too deep no he apparently also worked directly on the duplicant project #which means he had presumably full fucking preview to the dna stealing and to god knows what other shit #why was he working with the time ribbon later on? like ofc his programing and presumably mechanical skills probably both mattered to #the duplicant memory project but why would he be so active in it if he was a new recruit? #like ok maybe he wasnt we dont technically know but most of the odd ones out are picked out of the crowd in the logs #plus the way ruby talks abt him doesnt make him sound like some senior employee #and now Im thinking abt the nikola dupe description and hm. maybe ruby had a point abt him being a lil evil coded #I dont think hes evil mind you but he is giving me pretty big 'rly ambitious and willing to set aside morals for it' vibes #I have to imagine that jackie must have noticed that and thats why he got dragged in so deep #but in that case olivia. might actually be involved in that process too. Ive been wondering for a while if she was around for the whole #nikola being dragged off by mysterious guys thing and now Im wondering if she might have been Involved in that #not directly Im sure olivia doesnt like being directly involved in the less than ideal treatment of ppl but she clearly has some level of #tolerance for it and given theyre not literally murdering him its entirely possible that this wouldnt actively oppose olivias weird morals #ok sorry this post derailed quickly I had always assumed that the scientist in that log was just some rando I didnt realize it was Him #now I have to wonder if anyone else was involved in any of this #probably not? at least not knowlingly. but given how many of them there are its entirely possible #Ive also kind of been operating under the assumption that dr.holland was vaguely involved but I dont think he like Knew #mostly because Im also operating under the assumption that he wrote the 'they stole our dna' email #but both are just complete guesses with no real ground to stand on #now I do imagine that olivia probably contributed quite a bit to the brain stuff to because she has done her own duplicant experiments #plus it seems like nikola is more of a programmer than a biologist so itd make sense to have a biologist working with him directly #but it easily could be like any biologist so that doesnt necessary implicate olivia for anything #oni posting

[fingertipsmp3]

Why do I never trust myself. I've lived in this body for 27 years, I literally know when it's getting sick, but I was like nooo, it's just because I'm sleep deprived and on my period and autumn sometimes does weird things to my body. Stupid. Stuuuuuupid

#i'm sitting here right now in web dev class... well we're on a break atm actually #it makes no difference though because i'm comprehending absolutely nothing whatsoever #i keep having to turn my camera off because i don't want people to see me continuously coughing and blowing my nose #i feel so lousyyyyy how did this happen. it happened so fast. this morning i just had a scratchy sore throat #i sat down in a class In Which I Need To Have My Camera On and my nose was immediately like 'quick let's do an impression of niagara falls' #i'm not comprehending any part of class. i don't know if it's the lack of sleep or my sickness getting to me #but it honest to god feels like we're zooming. we JUST learned what a function is and my mans is like 'write one and invoke it' #i'm sorry WHAT. invoke the function? like summoning a demon??? sir. #and when i tell you i copied his code EXACTLY but my shit still wouldn't show up in the console log... i'm sick of this #it doesn't help that i have this absolutely hopeless crush on one of my classmates so i was desperately writing down everything i find #annoying about him to try to give myself the ick. i fear it's too late though. i mean if his weird squeaky voice and the fact that he's #balding hasn't put me off; i don't think his weird room will either #it's not even weird. it just is suspiciously clean and devoid of personality. and his bedframe is weird. anyway #(there's nothing wrong with balding it just super doesn't look good on him. plus i like a good head of hair. i like something to hang onto) #MOVING ON. i've just sent a message cancelling physio tomorrow because i can't go and infect this woman who is the only reason i'm mobile #i've NEVER texted her before though because i booked the first appointment online and the rest in person and i usually just. show up #this is gonna be the first appointment i've missed since we began in june. please clap #i just hope to fucking god i have the right number lmao like i got it from her email but. help #i think i'm liable for a 50% cancellation fee because it's less than 24 hours... fucking kill me now #i'm so mad at myself for not cancelling this morning. i KNEW i was sick i was just in denial #this is because i ate a piece of sausage roll that had been in my niece's weird little hand isn't it. #she's a toddler with permanent postnasal drip and i have a terrible immune system because i don't leave the house. such is life #look it was eat the roll or allow her to leave it on the ground in a really nice shop I WASN'T DOING THAT #personal

[eldritch-bisexual]

Fibromyalgia is the true Symptoms Disease.

Nobody knows what causes it, nobody knows how to treat it, it manifests differently for each patient, it can have all sorts of symptoms...

#everytime my body does something weird I have to stop and think #is this the fibro or am I sick? #then i wait to see if it goes away (fibro) or I end up in the er (sick) #bf says i need to at least get the disability assistance #but fibromyalgia is not disabling #so guess I won't get medical assistance and shit #or drive #because my arms are logging off earlier and earlier each day and I'm not rich enough for an automatic