#that the last 20-30 requests left make me STRUGGLE to get thru em

[blackbutler-readerinsertsandjunk]

cries softly I'M JUST READY TO OPEN THE ASKBOX DANGIT

not that I don't enjoy/not looking forward to what I have left... but I wish it was already done so I have new things to write!! or at least imagine writing lol

sometimes I have things sitting on my list for so long that the more I look at it, I'm imagining it more, and then it gets. idk. kinda like the equivalent of my brain chewing a piece of gum for a long time till it can't taste flavor anymore??

my brain is like "well I've already thought about it for a while, now you wanna actually write it down??? lol no" BRAIN WHY

like

does that make sense or am I just nuts XD

#mod post #*shakes my fist at the heavens* LET ME WRITE/RECORD AND BE EXCITED ABOUT SHIT AGAIN #I love everything I'm doing so let me just reiterate that I LOVE IT #but I will definitely say... it happens every single time #that the last 20-30 requests left make me STRUGGLE to get thru em #even if I'm really looking forward to doing them #my brain just wants to be done and have new stimulation XD #but hey I've got 7 things in the queue and 27 left so we're getting there!!! #I'm so excited to open the askbox again I CAN TASTE THOSE DELICIOUS NEW REQUESTS #if all goes well I'll be able to open things up in like 2 weeks maybe 2 and a half #it's a lil ambitious but I think I can do it #NaNo will prolly be started by the time I get the askbox open but that's ok! I was hoping to open it before NaNo started but it's all good #I'm still super excited #GET Y'ALL REQUESTS READY IT'LL BE HAPPENING /SOON/