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scarletwinterxx · 11 months

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the two times he almost did and the one time he did - mark lee imagine

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Ever since Mark met you, there's never a day he doesn't think you're the one for him. It scares him sometimes, not because he thinks you might leave him. You've given him assurance over and over again that you're in it for the long run, just like he is. He's scared because he feels like his love for you consumes him too much.

It's an understatement to say you say stay in his mind 24/7 because even in between consciousness and dreams, you're there. You're that one constant in his life.

"Mark, love you okay?" your voice breaking through his haze. He looks over at you with love in his eyes, you look at him with worry.

Mark's been distracted lately, lost in his own thoughts. You're just worried he's going through something and keeping it to himself. As his partner you want him to be comfortable enough with you to share his worries no matter how big or small. You trust him to share when he's ready but this doesn't lessen your worry for him.

He shoots you a smile before leaning back on the couch, shaking his head as a silent answer for you to not worry about him.

"Just thinking about something" he mumbles, you can feel his hand on your back drawing some pattern on your skin. You smile back at him, leaning over to give him a swift kiss.

That was the first time he almost asked you to marry him.

A few days passed and it's still the same. You choose to sweep it under the rug, if Mark says he's okay then you believe him.

You're home alone, it's your day off so you decided to catch up on some house chores. You do your laundry, mixed with some of Mark's own clothes since he stays with you more than he does at his own place.

The two of you haven't officially moved in together but he has his own toothbrush and towel in the bathroom, a shelf for his skincare stuff, a drawer full of his clothes, a mug he uses all the time and his favorite fork.

It's easy to embrace the domestic life with him, it's exciting to think of your future together and if this is how it feels like you really can't wait to spend forever with him. No matter how long that forever is.

"Hey I was calling for you" you shriek when you heard another voice, looking over to see your boyfriend by the doorway. You playfully threw the towel you were folding to him which Mark caught effortlessly

"Sorry, was busy thinking about that sock I can't find. You sure you didn't accidently threw it away the last time?" you jokingly asked him, he did the last load of laundry and you haven't seen the other pair of one of your sock

"I didn't! I swear, I'll buy you new ones when we go out. Do you need help here?" he asked even though he was already taking the pile you finished earlier to put it in the closet down the hall

"Am almost done anyways, what do you want for dinner?" you ask back, a few seconds passed when you hear his footsteps then a pair of arms engulf you

"Mhm how about pasta for tonight?"

"Okay, and for dessert?"

You hear a chuckle from behind you, "You"

"Mark Lee"

"Kidding babe, I kinda want the brownies you made last time if it isn't too much trouble for tonight"

You finish the last cloth before turning around to face him, throwing your arms around his shoulder and standing on your tiptoes to rub your nose against his. The action making Mark smile and his heart melt.

"Of course I can make them for you, no eating the chocolate while I make them though" you tell him. Mark smiles again before swooping down to give you a kiss, he can feel your grin against his own lips making the familiar feeling bloom in his chest.

That was the second time he almost asked you to marry him.

After some time, you've completely forgotten about your unsolved worry. The two of you decided to go out for a night walk, no destination in mind. Just walking hand in hand wherever your feet takes you. The two of you talk about anything and everything.

Stopping near a garden, you sat on the bench while Mark stands beside you still holding your hand.

"It's your birthday soon, what do you want?" you ask him

"It's your birthday too" he tells you, the thought of sharing such a special day together further proves his thoughts of you being the one for him.

"Yea but you're a day ahead of me"

"And then you came, like the universe knew I needed you in my life" he adds, feeling your cheeks flush you just roll your eyes at your boyfriend earning a few laughs from him

"What? I'm telling the truth, you don't believe me?"

"I do, you're the only one I'll always believe in in this world full of uncertainties" you tell him, "in some timezone we probably share a birthday" you add

"I like that, there's no other person I would want to share that day with"

Mark thinks of all the chances he had and all the chances he could have, but this right here right now felt like the right moment. So he pulls on your hand making you look up at him.

"Can I tell you something" he says

Mark swears he's never been more nervous than he is right now. Not because you might reject him, no. He's scared he'll mess up his words and regret all the things he'll forget to say

"Yea, what is it?"

"I'm so nervous right now, I think I'll screw this up" the words flew right out before he can stop them. Instead of being weirded out, you just giggle before standing up to standing infront of him,

"Then do it, I'll still love you either way. Just say it now so later on you can do it perfectly" you tell him,

"Yea that's the thing I can only say it now"

"Why?"

He takes a deep breath, suddenly the velvet box in his pocket got 10 times heavier.

"Mark? You know you can tell me anything, it's just me love. I'm not going anywhere"

This is the third time he thought about marrying you, and right now it's all or nothing.

"Will you marry me?" he blurts out

"Oh gosh wait, I was suppose to have this long speech about us but I'm really really nervous. I've had this ring since Christmas and I was scared you'd find it, and whenever we're together I almost always ask it but then I back out because you deserve something grander. And right now I just can't wait any longer, love. I love you, I want all of you, all of your days, all of your cries and laughs and worries all of them. I want to share my life with you, I want my tomorrow to be you. I want you to be my last first love, I want you to be my last girlfriend my last first everything. Will you marry me?"

One second.

Two seconds.

Three-

Then you leaped into him, arms hugging him close while you chant your answer over and over again.

"yes yes yes million times yes"

It's like the weight of the world was lifted off of Mark's shoulders, like everything fell into place. All at once everything make sense.

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two-white-butterflies · 11 months

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dorothea (part four of five) | h. targaryen

Description: Helaena calls her again and revelations occur. Pairing: helaena targaryen/cam-girl!reader part three

Helaena's eyes were transfixed on her body, dancing through the laptop screen like a temptress. Her body was perfect - smooth and silky. Pure sexual energy exuded from her - permeating through the air and entering Helaena's lungs.

'We could have been so good together,'

The music on her laptop plays while she dances gracefully.

'We could have lived this dance forever.'

The music fades signaling the end of her dance. "You were good," Helaena opens her mouth - making sure to maintain the changes in her voice. "Thanks," she adjusted her mask, sitting down on the floor and keeping the camera down-set.

"Is there anything else you want to do?" she inquires, wanting Helaena to return as a customer. "Nothing much - just talking." she replies, playing with the small keychain on her lap. "I don't know if I'm the first person to ever feel guilty doing this," Helaena chuckles, and Dorothea's posture softens.

"Guilty going to onlyfans and buying a cam-girl?" she teases lightly, trying to understand the other woman's guilt. "I was raised in a Catholic household - even kissing videos are forbidden here," Helaena laughs - keeping her voice low.

"Well there's nothing wrong with what you're doing." Dorothea antagonized, resting her hands on the coffee table. "It's perfectly normal to have urges - even if it's for women." she cooed, a smile finds itself painted on Helaena's lips.

"Hmm, I guess - but it'll take years to get this mindset out." Helaena replies, still playing with the keychain on her lap. "I can help you," Dorothea replies - in a tone that sounded familiar.

Like your voice.

"How will you do that?" she inquires - eyes raised in pique interest. "I'll be very seductive - you'll have no choice but to succumb," she jokes lifting her camera by a few centimeters.

Helaena's eyes trail towards the background.

Freezing as she sees the familiar black and red painting that she made for you.

yourinstagram: So much power in one frame. If you stare at it long enough the universe starts to unravel itself. Thank you for this @toelicker69 i'm bringing it home with me 🫶🏾

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(A/N: Painting by Jean Soyer - Small Deep Red Orange Black and Grey Squared Abstract Oil Painting)

There was a crisis at hand. Helaena had her suspicions a few days ago - but now everything began to make sense.

She always wondered how you could afford all those luxury bags. A small groan escapes her mouth, staring at her phone and contemplating on whether or not she should call you. What would she say anyways? 'Hey I accidentally fantasized about you. Please keep the $200 dollars as a token of my apologies.'

Plus, you were still under the impression that she was straight.

"What the fuck am I going to do?" she cursed to herself, running her fingers through her silver locks.

You still on for tomorrow?

She reads the message - and her heart begun to thump furiously. She doesn't reply to Dorothea. She reaches for her phone and begins typing for your number.

Y/N, let's hang out tomorrow ✨

She typed - fiddling with the keychain and waiting for your reply.

sure, were we going? where*

Somewhere nice. It's so boooring here

ok, i'll pick u up after lunch

A sigh of relief exits her mouth - seeing that everything was according to plan. She looks to her side - typing at her laptop.

I'm still on for tomorrow. Possibly 12 or 1?

Oh, sorry I'm booked at that time. Maybe the next day?

Helaena bites the inner corner of her lips. Her assumptions were true - you were Dorothea Mae.

aegon.hightower: not cute, might delete later 🥺

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part four

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sweetgaleria · 30 days

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I really adore ur artwork! Ur style is so full of life and has this real charismatic charm to it, it’s so unique and pretty! I love how u draw expressions, u are able to convey so much humor and tenderness, it’s amazing. I am especially fond of how u draw Marinette :) she has such a cute face I am obsessed with ur style!!

Anon I've been thinking about your ask non stop from the first moment I saw it. Sorry I took a bit to reply! Thank you so so much for your kind words and for sending me a message! I've been feeling pretty down about my own art and, well, for the lack of it lately, so your ask came at a really good time for me haha

Thank you so much again for the message!! I'll keep it in my heart forever <3333

#ask

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onlyswan · 7 months

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Hi art! I'm a little nervous writing this, but I guess I'll just have to go for it.

I love lOvE LOVE your writing and I could never express in words how much comfort it brings me. I used to read all of your updates the second I woke up and recently even re-read the whole in-which series and all of your other works.

I just honestly wanted to tell you how much you inspire me, as I am a writer myself. I've been having writer's block since forever, but now I can't help but get inspiration from even the littlest things around me because of you. Not only because of your drabbles but also the way you reply to certain asks. You're such a poetic person. You're like this fantasy bubble in my head that gives me a few encouraging nudges from time to time. And I also am in love with the way you express your love for Jungkook. I think no one in the world would talk about him as beautifully as you.

Also completely unrelated, can you make me an anonie <3 I want to leave more messages. I honestly don't know which emoji I would like, so u pick pls :D

The message is getting too long (sorry), but with that said I was also the anon that recommended that Shawn Mendes song!

hi anonie 🥺 i keep on reading your words over and over again in hopes of formulating a proper response but it seems that i only become more speechless. because you have truly touched my heart and i wish i could give you the biggest hug ever instead. 🥺 and receiving lovely messages from fellow writers bring me a different type of joy! thank you so much my love!

and you reread ALL of my works? 😭❤️‍🩹 hhhhh it’s just always so overwhelming to learn that some of y’all deem my works worthy of coming back to 🥹 i’m so so so grateful!!! i think one of a writer’s biggest anxieties is their pieces being forgettable. thank you for easing that today.

And I also am in love with the way you express your love for Jungkook. I think no one in the world would talk about him as beautifully as you. brb. no one hmu. i’m sobbing. god take everything away from me but my ability to love jungkook.

hehehe of course!! i look forward to your messages in the future as well <3 welcome 🍓 anonie <3

#🍓 anon

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pepprs · 8 months

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dont worry abt responding to my messages!! they can be little trinkets for u to keep forever if u wanna :)))

dear anon… how could i not respond to THESE!!!!!!!!!! 😭💗💗💗💗💗💗💗 you are the sweetest kindest most WONDERFUL soul. it is an honor to receive these beautiful letters and i hope you know how much i cherish each and every one. not just the words but the adventures you take me on and write up for the two of us!!! and the beauty and magic you help me to see in the world around me and the peace and love and love and love you conjure for me in moments when i cant find it or feel it so easy!!!! like idk i know i have no idea who you are outside of being dear anon and i only answer asks once in a blue moon but it truly means the world to me. TRULY.

your writing feels like all the best things, all the things i love most. like leaf piles in the fall and the pikmin bloom soundtrack (btw if you dont play that already i HIGHLY recommend it to you specifically, i think u would really like it and tbh you sending me these letters has the same vibe as my pikmin bringing me postcards from their adventures :"~DDDD!!! if you ever do join it please lmk i would LOVE to be friends and send you postcards and do adventures together!!!!) and frosting on cupcakes and twinkly dust motes in the sunlight and cumulus clouds and dogwood flowers and the way things made of glass refract rainbows and SUNLIGHT SUNLIGHT SUNLIGHT. and even that isnt cutting it. how magical it all is. like i wish i wasnt so exhausted so i could express it better but it truly is so... idk. NOSTALGIC! COZY! HOME!!!!!

so... in order to try to articulate it (and also show my thanks / return the favor / etc.), i am sending this letter along with a care package knitted with word and song and magic and light. enclosed please find:

wind chimes that sing like the sun hitting the lake (also i REALLY want to get a butterfly hair clip!!! i cant wear hair clips or anything else fancy in my hair bc of my mask headbands but id love to have one in case im ever able to wear it in the future 🥹)

a heart-shaped pebble from brighton, to add to your collection (btw i LOVE the part about how you lost them a long time ago but you love them so you remember what they look like. WAUGH. gut punch GUT PUNCH IN THE BEST WAY!!!!)

a mug for hot chocolate, so we can share some together when it gets cold again -- decorated with hand-painted stars in all colors!

a tiny needle to knit your sundust satchels -- like the kind youd find in pixie hollow or the tale of desperaux or something (also both things that have dear anon vibes to me and are also DEEPLY nostalgic for me!)

a recipe for starfait, with illustrations!! (also i LOVE that idea for a replacement for "tesscore"!! but i may end up using that for my personal tag on my undertale / deltarune blog instead bc its so perfect (and also im HONORED that u associate that with me 😭😭😭😭))

a crown and wand for you to wear to match the fairy queen mouse while you write the same kind of magic and comfort she brings!

a packet of magical flower seeds that sprout the most whimsical sweet-smelling flowers, with petals that are soft to the touch!

a hand-woven scarf in your favorite color threaded with shiny silver strands, like comets streaming through the sky (also i am SO late to say this but UNO REVERSE CARD re: your new years wish to me which is genuinely making me lumpthroated and teary eyed reading it again in AUGUST. you are the sweetest EVER. and also ive never played journey before but ive been interested in it for years!!! i'll have to check it out and/or watch a playthrough!)

a hummingbird sculpture on a long stick for you to plant in your garden among the flowers, to sing to them and to you! (also RE: your question about your vocal range -- it just means that you can cover a little over two octaves (the number after the letter is the octave it's in, and each octave is a span of c-d-e-f-g-a-b-c -- so your range starts at about halfway through the third octave and goes to halfway through the fifth!) i think your range is about the same as mine iirc so we can hum along with the hummingbird and all three follow each other's notes :"~D <3)

a golden acorn on a thread for you to wear as a necklace when we go to the bird tea party! (by the way, have you ever read the book ""until the last acorn "when the last acorn is found?" it's a BEAUTIFUL book and it made me cry reading it! i think you and the acorn people would get along very, very well!!)

a lantern made of jelly moonlight and silver foil stars (see: ilomilo chapter 4 :"~D) for you to carry on your walks through the dim nights (you can hang the stars in the sky, and they'll brighten the world and light at your touch!)

a copy of one of my favorite books of all time, "the ten thousand doors of january," which is so much about wedging cracks open into other worlds, and something i think you might like very much / resonate with too!!

a big, big hug.

dear anon: THANK YOU. for all these words and for being you. i dont know how i got so lucky to have you sending me these little trinkets but i will most CERTAINLY keep them forever. i hope you experience all the peace and love and love and love to infinity. may you always know and shine with the light you bring and the light you are.

#purrs #asks #dear anon #<- im making you a tag now!!! i can’t believe i didn’t have one already!!#tess answers asks 2023 #(i had to take screenshots of some of these bc they werent showing up in my desktop inbox for some reason? but... this officially #concludes my ask-answering spree for today! tysm to everyone who sent me an ask i love u all so so much <3 <3 <3 i may rb stuff a little #more before going to bed but... (preemptively) goodnight and sweet dreams 🫂💗💗💗💗#save #comfort #tesscore #(ALSO BTW: i completely forgot abt adding alt text to the posts where i put screenshots of asks (like this one) so i'll try to go back and #do that tmrrw after work!!)

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yvesolade · 1 year

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q&a hello ! i have a lot of asks accumulated since i went awol, but i'm back now + more illiterate than ever and am going to answer all the anons here instead of like . spamming my feed, ur welcome

"hello i have sent u a nice message" hello, i have read the nice message and am keeping it in my inbox because i want 2 keep it and look at it forever <3

Hello. I’m looking for your poem called Cut. “You who never touched anything without wanting to destroy it. You who never loved anything at all.” Can you help? hello! 'cut' can be found in dark when it gets dark ! sorry it's on am*zon, i do not control distribution ! if u rlly want to read it w/o buying it tho, lmk and i'll see what i can do !

hi there! i really really love bloodsport, but i like being able to annotate physically. is there anywhere i can give you some money and then print it out for myself? i'd love to fairly compensate you for your stunning work <3 have a lovely day mentioned this a long time ago but i hope to one day put together a collection of bloodsport + slaughterhouse poems + get it printed but haven't had the time to look into it yet so ! in the meantime, go wild + if u want to throw some money my way, u can send some 2 my ko-fi ty ty

I was watching the 2006 Pink Panther movie, one of the best films put to screen yet when I found a character named "Yves", his name was pronounce 'eve'. Please do not tell me that is how you are pronounced. Belovéd will always be written by "ee-ves" Olade in my heart. this is so funny . live ur truth king xx

hi! i read an excerpt from mercy recently and i loved it so much. i was hoping to find the full thing somewhere, would you have a link? mercy is part of slaughterhouse which you can read here ! free to download but tips open if u can spare it <3

hi!! i read some excerpts from your works and i wanted to know where can i get a copy of them? like pdf or ebook thanks

Where can I find the books or full poems. This writing is beyond beautiful and I need it to consume more of my time.

Where can we buy some of your poetry?* slaughterhouse * bloodsport * dark when it gets dark those r three collections i have open at the moment !! thank u for ur interest : ) <3 <3 slaughterhouse + bloodsport are pay what u want !

hi from a beginner poet!! i'd like to ask what's been the most helpful writing advice you have been given? :D "start writing, no matter what. the water does not flow until the faucet is turned on." - louis l'amour. very important !!! much better to make trash than to make nothing at all

hello!! do you have any thoughts for baby poets and people just starting to write? other than the above i would encourage u 2 do 3 things. 1st and most important ! read !!! 2nd . write what u want 2 write !!! 3 : read again !!! those weirdos on twitter who say u don't have to read to write are narcissists + they're lying 2 u

I really want to get a tattoo of one verse of yours. go ahead !!! only rule is that u have to send me a photo after !!

#anonymous #the ask and the answer

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solarisensun · 2 years

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so i came from ao3 after i read your fic white lies!! i was about to send in a long ass comment about how amazing it was but i decided to stalk more of the author’s works first - and my heart literally stopped when i saw orphan account 😭 i spent a good few seconds staring in disbelief at my phone bc no!! i have to tell the author just how much i loved the fic!! and then i saw your note about your tumblr and boy, i’ve never typed so fast without typo in my life. i love love love white lies. the plot, the smut, the wordings, the pacing, the twist!! my god. there’s something so deliciously good abt incest fics that just scratches my brain the right way. it’s the taboo-ness of it that some genres just don’t manage to capture. ofc i don’t condone it irl but fiction and reality are two separate things! so. i wanted to say i love white lies. just. so glad i decided to click it while i was searching for fics. from the beginning to the end, it had me hooked. and the smut was just *chef’s kiss* perfect. it made me feel things in a way smut fics rarely do. your characterization of diluc and kaeya were so on point i just. i am at a loss for words. i loved it. have i mentioned how much i love your fic? because i love it a lot. it doesn’t even need a part two because that ending was so good already (but ofc i wouldn’t be opposed to a part two 🤭). i love it. so much. in fact, i love you. i hope your day is great and will continue to keep getting better. your fic has singlehandedly roused me from my depressive episode, and idk what it says about me as a person that an incest reader insert diluc fic managed to do that, but yes. your writing is impeccable. phenomenal. gorgeous. stunning. perfect.

oh my god first of all tysm for taking the time out to write all of this <3333 and yes!! i am 100% against incest in any shape of form irl but when its fictional? that's a whole diff story! esp when it comes to daemon and rhaenyra from hotd Back to your message, once again ahhh thank you for your kind comment on white lies im really glad that you liked it! it was a fic that i initially wrote just to explore diluc's character as a whole and decided to throw in kaeya bc why not?

it's rare that I get such long and sweet replies and I'll treasure this message forever and ever.

i hope u have a nice day luv xx

#sunny anons

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toruvi · 1 year

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hi ley :^) dont mind me coming into your askbox like a lil fan but roo recced paychecks to me and i'm very thankful she did bc she made me fall for the lil short short shortie. looking back in hindsight it was easy bc i'd read a few fics mischaracterising him n i told her to fix my impression of him and she did with your lovely work !! so i'm thankful for you putting in all the effort and dedication to it because it really paid off with how loved paychecks is !!

she told me she sent you screenshots of me gushing over it and im embarrassed that was your first impression of me but everything i said was the absolute truth and you did make me fall for him with the fic !! i loved every single detail about it, from the expressive world and character and relationship building to all the little details like levi n reader's interactions with each other. and and and i also really love how reading all those chapters felt like i was reading a real life published novel i can't explain it but everything slotted together so perfectly that it just feels so natural and before i knew it reader and levi were pining for each other like the sick lil lovebirds they are :'))

also roo introduced me with a link to just chapter 15 to which i skimmed through the first few paragraph and then decided i had to start from the start and it was definitely worth it. i think what really grabbed me n pulled into the levi rabbithole was how soft and genuine you made him on the moments alone with reader. i loved reading about their little witty convos with each other and all the subtle intimate moments in between.

im going through major pfd now and im in the middle of dinner so i'm sorry for the ramble :'( i'll shush myself and go reread paychecks from the start and cry all over again omg last ramble but as a struggling college student as well this fic made me seriously consider quitting my stable part time job for a underpaid minimum wage cafe in hopes i also meet a shorter than me moody ceo who wants me to make his tea right for him

AHHHH

I'M SORRY I TOOK FOREVER TO ANSWER YOU i was in tears when i saw this and dfjksdhfsdjk i wanted to be able to give u a proper well thought (mostly) response sniffles

i'm so very flattered that u like my lil rendition of that man it means the world to me whenever someone likes him ;;; PLS the screenshots i loved them so much they were making me so giddy and tbh it really motivated me to keep working on this story to see such reactions so jfkdghdfjk

PLEASE ROO CHAPTER 15 IDFSDJKLFSLKDJF that's just--that's a hell of a way to be intro'ed top pwasoi and im so sorry LMAO its probably my most unhinged horny chapter oh my god. PLSSSS do not apologize i love the rambles so much i've reread your message like 20 times and it's put a smile on my face every time. i hope u find yourself a tiny lil seemingly angy rich man who's so very soft for u on this inside ;;; <33

thank you SOSOSOSO much for reading pwasoi and sending such a nice message like i sincerely appreciate it from the bottom of my heart <333

#pwasoi.ask #i will cry #no i am crying #in a good way #in the best way even #thank u thank u x10000000000000 <3 ;;

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byeol-ssi · 2 years

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Can I just start off by saying thank you so much for writing and making one of the most amazing fics and then for writing me one of the most beautiful fic for my request?

I am so so so ecstatic and so so damn happy and genuinely grateful for the amount of amazingness and sincerity and love you put into writing the characters. You're an amazing writer and I'm so so glad i stumbled upon that Marius x bodyguard mc fic bcs i waited for all parts like i wait for kdrama episodes and it was so damn worth it. I'm gonna brag about this to my friends and think about this all day every day and it made me smile so damn much. You combined food and my best boy together and that's mf talent and hardwork and appreciation all in your writing I'm so so happyyyttttttrhsjjajajaja

Excuse the hystericalness of my message lol i wanna give u a big fat cat huggggg

Also, this is to let you know i appreciate you and your hardwork and dedication to the characters and the love you have for writing but more than a fan, i wanted to let you know as one person to another, that you're craft and art in writing is worthy of only the best praises and that if anyone tells you otherwise they are jealous and just plain eughhhhhh

Please always take good care of yourself and never feel discouraged by writer's block or other obstacles

You're doing amazing and ur going to keep on doing amazing and know always that you make someone's day alot brighter and better and that you make them happy and excited with what you do. I wish for you to always get the reward for being such an amazing ball of sunshine in my life

i had to reread this several times, spend the next few minutes bawling my eyes out, then took another moment to clutch my phone close to my overjoyed and extremely full heart.

firstly, no words will ever be enough to express how grateful i am that you took the time to send me such a heartfelt message. i had tons of fun working on your request, and i really did want to make it as special as possible for everyone. i'm a little speechless, but i do want to convey my appreciation as well, so please bear with me if this gets a little sappy.

i feel very blessed to know that i have someone like you reading and supporting my work. that alone has already made a huge difference in my life, and i'm certain i'll be able to handle any challenge regarding writing because i know that i have you. your encouragement will definitely allow me to grow even more as a writer and a person, and for that, again, i'm thankful.

my world is definitely a lot brighter, because this message, your well-wishes, and you, will forever be engraved on my heart and be the biggest motivation for me to continue writing. that's how massive of an impact your love has done for little me, so when i do release something new, please remember that i'm only able to, because of you. honestly.

you deserve the entire world, my love! i hope you know that i'll always be thinking of you — and wishing for your safety, health, and happiness.

(also, i too, feel frustrated that i can't tackle you into a big hug. so instead, i would love to make you another request/fic should you desire one and if you have any ideas in the future, as my way of saying thanks. you truly don't know how much this entire ask means to me ♡)

#this has made #my entire life #i swear #i want to print this out and #and tuck it safely in my letter box #my tears haven't stopped #FURIOUSLY TYPING #IN MY SEARCH BAR #HOW TO SEND HUGS THRU THE INTERNET #iloveyou #truly #✦ inbox notification.#sender ✦ alizah

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veloursdor · 1 month

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Hello, I'm the nonie who shouted the love I have for your fslseaes fic and I just saw your reply! I'm so sorry to hear that you've been feeling down. Don't feel too pressured to update the fic, just take as much time as u need! I understand what you are going through, because, funnily enough, I'm 27 and feeling sad too😂 I guess that's just what you go through when you r at this age no matter where you live. I've been feeling down for a few months since last year, but I've made some changes in my daily routine and my career related activities since then, and now I'm feeling a little better! (at least not as sad as I used to be lol) I hope you will be able to find ways that will make you a little bit less sad, and a little bit more happy. If this is what every 27 years olds go through, then it cannot last forever, right? Remember that there's someone out there (probably at the opposite end of the Earth) who's proud of you for reaching 27! Take care!! xx <3<3

hi nonie 💕💕💕

here's to being 27 and sad 🫂🫂🫂

thank you for your very kind message, it really makes me feel some warmth in my cold dead heart lmao 🖤

now there's 5 people being proud of me for being 27 🥰 so i guess i'll just have to keep on having birthdays for a very long time dhsshkjajs

but yeah, i know you're right. dark days never last forever and we must prevail until the sun comes out again

take care too nonie, and i'm also very proud of you for being 27 and counting 💕

#nonie asks #if i speak weirdly no i don't #am i sharing too much?#probably #will i stop?#probably not #if people ask i'll always answer #is called oversharing and i have it

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jamesbuckybarnes19174 · 2 years

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voice message to jamie: hi baby... i miss you too... *chuckles softly* 'm always missing you i think... *chuckles softly* i umm, i hope it was nice to be with steve baby... am really happy you have him or sam to keep you company when 'm at work... makes me feel better... i want you too baby... i can't wait to come back to you... and cuddle you... *sighs softly* am glad we have more of our clothes to share *giggles* i think we should just have one closet between the two of us... cause i like to wear your clothes... but you've said it's cute, yeah? so... i'm just gonna keep doing it *giggles* thank you for the pasta baby... i'll have a little when i come back... *sighs again* i just wanna be with you... i always love just... touching you... but not like... in a sexual way... j-just like... holding your hand... cuddling you... stuff like that... like being able to just hold you... i feel safe with you too jamie... and comfortable... you're my home jamie, doesn't matter where we are, as long as we're together... *giggles softly* i love it when you whisper sweet things to me... get really close in my face... or whisper in my ear... it's so cute... *giggles* you're making me blush jamiee... i love you... and i love giving you those little kissies... *giggles* i'm so happy you like them too... just means i gotta give you more of them! *giggles* and i will give you a ton of them before i go to bed and when we wake up later... and i know you get worried about that stuff... but it's not going to be like that i promise... you're stuck with me *giggles softly* 'm yours forever... and you're mine forever... i promise i'll look after you and take care of you for the rest of my life... you're the love of my life james... i love you so much... i wanna spend the rest of my life with you... you definitely look after me enough... you made me pasta... did our laundry... those little things jamie, they all add up and show me you care... and you show me with your cuddles... and kissies... and hugs... i promise we'll be together forever... and i hope i take enough care of you jamie... cause you deserve that... you deserve love... i need you too baby.... i don't even want to think what it would be like if i didn't have you... you make my days better too... you always know how to make me better... you're my... dream person james... you are perfect for me... you're everything i've ever wanted... i love you inside and out... i'll do anything you want me to do jamie... anything you need... i just wanna make you happy and love you... *chuckles softly* i love you so much jamie... you make my heart swell... 'm just... full of love for you... i promise am coming home as soon as i can... 'm on my way now, gonna come back and cuddle you hard *giggles softly* give you kissies... hold your hand... all of that good stuff, yeah? i can't wait for your kiss jamie... i'm very excited... i love you baby... i love you to infinity and beyond...i love you forever and always...i love you james...

*comes back home and eats a little of the pasta before changing into a navy t-shirt of urs and ur boxers, climbing into bed with you, nuzzling my head against ur chest, holding onto u tightly, gently kissing ur forehead, nose, cheeks, and lips before settling back into ur chest, wrapping ur arms around me, falling asleep in ur hold*

*stirs awake later, listening to your message twice then puts my phone down, holding you tightly to me, rubbing your back*

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soft4gguk · 3 years

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hi guys. first off, I want to say I am so, sorry for disappearing all of a sudden. I know that you guys have never demanded an explanation, let alone an apology but I still feel like I kind of need to give both.

I don't want to get too detailed with the specifics of what happened as it's still very painful and feels rather fresh and also involves other people. it happened very suddenly, too, and everything afterwards sort of breezed by. I feel like I've been gone forever when in reality its only been a couple of weeks - they've just felt so heavy and therefore eternal to me. I don't remember much before it all happened, but I do remember I was very happy - in general. my mental health had been at such a low for so long and it was finally picking up. I also remember I was very excited because I was on my way home, rushing to post a new chapter (this was very vivid in my head the following weeks). and then when it happened it all sort of went blank and I isolated myself completely - from my friends and family and all forms of social media and so by default, Tumblr as well. I deleted the app so I was completely tuned out and logging in today it really warmed my heart to see all your messages and sweet words - so thank you. I feel like I don't deserve it but also like I maybe must've done something right to receive that much love. I hope I can reciprocate it, because you guys definitely deserve it. I didn't want this post to come out as dramatic but then again, my life has been kinda dramatic lately so I don't really know how to minimise that feeling. and I'm sorry for the vagueness of my explanation, I'm still processing many things. before everything happened I was so excited for the future of TBAH and for so many other things I want to write for this blog and just in general and I'm starting to feel that excitement again so bare with me as my spark comes back to me. I love this story and I love sharing my writing with you guys so I'm not going anywhere. for the past few weeks, I felt a lot of resentment over the things I love because of how wrong it felt to be happy but it's getting very tiring to do that so I want to come back and be happy again in general. I'm going to post chapter 11 now and I truly hope you guys enjoy. I'll keep you updated about new chapters and other writings! thank you for sticking by me and welcome if you recently followed me <3

also! I received a lot of asks in my time gone and I just briefly skimmed through them for any taglist requests but I will make sure to read every single one and reply (I'll probably tag them under mass answered so I dont spam your timelines) but thank you for the love and for reaching out. I love you guys sm.

also! I'm not completely out of the loop with bts content as stan twitter was sort of my only safe haven - in fact, I think I've consumed more bts than I have in my life lol they've been great comfort and helped me heal. so I've seen it all... I watched in the soop 2 ep. 1 way too many times to keep track. Jeon Bam, thank u for the serotonin, it was greatly needed.

anyways, if you made it this far thank you for reading and I hope you enjoy chapter 11. it's a long one and made me very happy to write back when I did <3

#catching up <3

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indimlights · 3 years

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✨Merry christmas Cille✨

To: @birthdaysentiment 💛

-> From: @indimlights (Rodrigo)

Hi Cille! I guess it's up to me to kick off this "little" surprise but I don't even know where to start...

I remember really well the first time I saw a post of yours, I was still lurking back then and the moment I read it I felt so many things, things I don't know how to describe and that I never thought words could make me feel and I knew, I just knew that I had to see more. Fast-forward a couple of hours I knew your blog by heart, I had looked at so many of your posts and every single one was as amazing as the first one, as touching as the first one and as deep as the first one.

The meaning you put on words still gets to me every single day, you have such a way into them and don't even get me started on your music analysis. The moment I read the first one I was mind-blown! The things you catch, the connections you make between the music and the scene, the way you describe the scenes, it makes me go back, relive the moment and feel everything I felt the first time I watched it and all this just by... reading your words! If that doesn't tell me how amazing you are with them I don't know what will.

From that day I always wished I could talk to you, get to know the person behind the words, behind the masterpieces, behind the blog because you seemed like such a sweet person and now... After some time, I got that chance and I'm so happy I got it. You are everything I thought you would be and 1000x more, you are sweet, caring, smart, loving, wise, joyful and so supportive to me and to everyone in this community! You always spread love and that's so important and so nice of you to do, the way you write essays in the tags for everyone's posts just shows that! It's such a simple thing but means so much.

And I'm not even mentioning how talented you are with non-written posts because those are on another level aswell, I mean you always surprise me with your ideas and creativity and just knowing that whenever I come here I will have some sort of attack waiting for me just keeps me going and I love everything you do so much.

I'll never be able to thank you enough for being so welcoming when I barely knew anyone and for making me feel so much more comfortable here! Getting to know you better and to share this experience with someone like you has been a blessing and I wouldn't change any second of it, thank you for everything you have done and for always being so sweet to me. I don't understand what I did to deserve all that but that just shows again how wonderful you are.

I'm wishing you a merry christmas! Surrounded by everyone you love and that makes you happy because you deserve that and so much more, please never change, never stop being like this, a special and wonderful person. I hope you enjoy this surprise :) Have a wonderful day Cille 💛

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-> From: @remy3010 (Remy)

Hihi Cille❤ I love your blog so much especially music analysis! I just fall in love with your music analysis since your first posts.

For me whose mother tongue is not English, it takes a while to read but I'd love to. Because these articles deserve more people to see (including me)！

I have read every article of yours, the content touches me all the time. (Sometimes I have a lot of words want to tell you, But I don’t know how to speak in English..sorry🥺so I give❤ and reblog)

Anyway, thank you for writing beautiful words and sharing with us! I hope you can keep this passion forever, and everything go well. May you have wonderful days my friend ❤

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-> From: @franboos (Francine)

hi bb cille,

wanted to tell u that i love u blog and the time u put into analyzing stuff is shhshdhdhdhd. queen shit. u seen so genuine to talk to idk, i get those nice, non judgmental, relaxed and cool vibes from u. lmao. pls stay on tumblr for as long as u can cuz i love ur posts. u notice such little things in clips from wtfock, like u have a very detailed eye miss hehe. i really want to get to know u more cuz i really think we could vibe v well together, and that’s on perioood 😌. i hope u have a great great day while reading this queen. never stop what you’re doing cuz ur great at it. i love you !!

many kusjes and knuffels*,

fran

(*knuffels means hugs but also stuffed animal in dutch, did u know that? otherwise now u do, nice isn’t it)

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-> From: @dagcutie (Pauline)

hey hey cille!!

I must admit i’m very much a fan of you and your blog

first of all, your posts? chefs kiss!! i mean your music analysis are amazing and so on point, your photo edits are always perfect and the colorings are so beautiful, your long text posts 'drabble/headcanon style' are so cute and always makes me so soft and emotional...

your love for black and white? that’s a big yes!! anyways everything you do is perfect!!

also can we take a moment to appreciate your person? i think we can and we must do it..

you’re always so supportive and kind, all the nice tags you let under peoples creations are so sweet!! I also could cry about how cute you are always leaving lovely messages to people inbox or coming randomly to them to say something nice.. you’re the most beautiful soul and a blessing for this fandom!! please never stop being you!! ily a lot, sending you all my love and i wish you an amazing day<3

knus og kys til dig💛✨

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-> From: @allee-sander (Tanya)

Cille, you are an amazing person. you are so kind and loving. every time i see you on my dash, my face lights up. you are a literal angel. you are loved and appreciated, never forget that.

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-> From: @tsjernobyl (Emma)

Cille, you are a genuinely kind and loving soul who's just on this site to talk about the things you love and spread a little joy and everyone can tell that the moment they go onto your blog. i've seen you be nothing but lovely to everyone you interact with and it's a real honor to be mutuals with you and interact from time to time. You are always one of the sweetest and most supportive people here, and i hope you feel that love flowing back to you at all times because you always have my warmest wishes and love!!!!!

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-> From: @dreamaur (Ann)

How does it feel to be so cool and sweet and supportive??? I love you and your mind and how you see so many details and capture them so well with words,,,queen keep going with your top tier analysis and text posts that make me emotional everything single time

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-> From: @annonymannonym (Alice)

Where do I even begin ummm ... well words may not be enough to describe such angelic human being that Cille is but today is about her *about you Cille* !♡! Honestly I’m so so happy and honoured and so grateful to have meet and know you and come along your blog and your amazing posts and edits , let’s s not forget about the masterpiece that your analysis is cuz I live for every single one of them ! Always so on point and touchy and so so emotionally, they give you a whole new perspective and point of view and helps you connect with the person that goes throught those feelings , helping you understand so much deeper the feelings and the emotions he experience in that right moment( so thank you from the bottom of my heart for taking your time and writing these it really shows how much passion and love you put on making these! they absolute helped me to understand and feel much more the meaning behind all these little moments you captured so so well and wonderful ! ) You’re always such a blessing here so lovely friendly so goodhearted and sooo on ... < insert here all the good compliments in the world > cuz they all applies to you ! Know that you’re so special and such a light a sunshine wherever you are and go , you always spread so much positivity and good energy and love and compassion and you support every single people your way comes along with and you shown so much respect and love and understanding ! Always with a wise and thoughtful mind and with the right words at you using them with so much care and mining fullness ! And your blog i love love love it the b&w aesthetic and your love for it owns my heart !! I adore your posts so much ( or ramblings or thoughts as you may call them but know they are so so much more than that its a way of yours to express yourself and open up and pour every feeling you experience and many people found themselves and feel with you , I find myself in them and resonate with them every time ! ahh and your tags that you write in every post are sooo sweet and cute i could read them all day long just coming on your blog and read them makes my day so much better ) they are such a good way to brighten your day and they put a smile on my face whenever i see you on my dash truly a blessing to have you here! Never forget how unique and special human being you are and every one who has you in their lives are very blessed to have you ! Never change being this beautiful inside and out but most importantly inside ! literally a tresure your soul is and must be protected at all cost so take very good care of it ! Don’t forget to always do what makes you happy and gives joy and peace and just you know that good feeling you have in your chest and heart whenever you do something you love and like with passion and joy. I could say so much more but maybe I’ll repeat myself cuz there are never enough compliments to say about how wonderful person you are! you deserve every single one of them ! I really meant every word i said from the bottom of my heart and know that i really apreciate and love all you do and I’ll be here to support you anytime! You deserve the absolute world and more!! love you Cille! ♡ Okey bye✿

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-> From: @robbesdriesen (Bianca)

Cille ~ such a lovely presence to see on my dash always!! Your support towards everyone in the fandom is more than appreciated and so is your love that you continuously aim to spread <3

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-> From: @happilyinsane (Dharaa)

Hey Cille 💕

Just wanted to say that I think you are really sweet and lovely. I see you everywhere on the tumblr. Wanna thank you for keeping this fandom alive during the drought and keep us entertained. I see your tags on people's posts and I always feel like you are so kind and sweet to spend your time appreciating people's work. Doesn't matter if its a photo or an edit or whatever. You are so nice to pay attention to everyone individually. You are such a good friend/mutual, always appreciating and sliding into their asks and just making their day a lil bit better. You definitely bring so many smiles on our faces. I am sure everyone is very thankful to have you in this fandom, I know I am.

I know we haven't interacted that much but thank you for sliding into my asks and giving me an opportunity to interact with you. You are the sweetest, baby. And I hope you like this whole thing that Rodrigo is doing, because you definitely deserve it. Keep lighting up our dashes with your posts, pls. Ilysm 💕

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-> From: @theflowerisblue (Lola)

Cille! You’re such a present part of the tag! You’re always interacting and posting and I love reading what you have to say. Your music analysis are so interesting and I also think you’re really funny! I love your black and white aesthetic and most of all I love how supportive and positive you’re towards everyone!

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-> From: @fvae (Fae)

hi cille!! I'm really glad to have met you through this fandom and I hope you like the surprise!! I loved to read your song analysis because they're always on point and well thought of👌 💯 and your edits!! *chef's kiss*

sending you lots of love and hugs 💕💖💫

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-> From: @embeddedinmybrain (Tasfia)

Hi Cille! You are just a ray of sunshine!! And you are the sweetest and kindest person here. I loved following through with your wtfock music analysis posts bc everything you felt is exactly what I felt. They made me really emotional!! And of course I (and Sarah and Fae) appreciate your tags for moyo season so much. We wait for them and we read them to each other and we just love seeing your reactions to it. Your edits are incredibly amazing too and I love the colouring in them. You are just an amazing sweetheart and I’m so glad to know you 🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕

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-> From: @veerledejaegers (Soph)

Cille, you are very friendly and sweet, always insightful and seem like an incredibly lovely person that i hope i can get to know better ❤️(also love the black and white aesthetic)

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-> From: @sanderxrobbee (Semri)

Cilleeeeeeeeeeee loml!!!! Merry Christmas to you! I genuinely wish you all the best and I hope you get to spend all the holidays in the best way possible! You’re such a blessing to this fandom because you’re talented in every single way, whether it’s your writing or your godly Photoshop skills, oh and let’s not forget your dedication because you’re there all the time to brighten our days and make us smile. I haven’t known you for long, but I truly love and appreciate all you do and I’m grateful that you always take the time to compliment everything and everyone. You have no idea how much it makes me smile when you say my gifs are good because I’ve yet to learn a lot, but you are seriously one of the biggest reasons I haven’t given up the second something got too complicated. Where am I going with this? No idea. Anyway, I adore the fuck out of you and I’m happy to take part in this “project” because you really deserve all the love in the world. Once again, happy holidays!

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-> From: @hopelessromanticvirgo (Elene)

Talking about you Cille is making me always so emotional but I will try my best not to burst out from love and emotions. You’re one of the sweetest person here and I will never get tired of saying that.

We haven’t talked that much directly but I don’t need that to know you’re one of the greatest person here, I just know that for sure. I’m also sure about it because I can see the way you treat people? Even speaking about your tags? Like you take the time out of your day to make sure everybody gets love and everybody gets attention. You make all of us smile and I adore your tags on my stories. You can’t even imagine how many times I have reread your posts about it, like I crave it, I’m in love with it, it makes me feel so happy and so loved and I’m certain that everybody else feels the same way too. You always know how to make everybody’s day better and how to make them feel special.

And please, don’t even get me started on your posts! Your song analysis. Like I know I’ve told you this thousands of times before but I don’t care, I’m saying it again! The way you pictured and described all those songs and scenes!!! Like wow! I’d always reread your posts about that one specific scene after rewatching the season countless of times. (And you also did so many scenes!! I’m in awe and I’m emo from just thinking about it)

Watching clips were different but reading them with lyrics were a whole other thing. I just felt so connected with the whole story and scenes when I’d ready your posts. And connect scenes with the music and it was the best thing ever. Sometimes I still go back and reread some of my favorite posts of yours. I never get tired of it.

And you’re so kind and so sweet that I could write essays about it! Such a blessing to this world! I just love you a lot okay? Everybody needs somebody like you, somebody who shines from kindness and love and people around you must be so lucky who get to meet you everyday and talk to you!

Thank you so much for everything you do, for being you and for making my day better and making me smile every time you reblog my posts or every time I just see your username on my dashboard! It’s such a small gesture but means so much!

Thank you for existing, babe! I hope you’re gonna have a wonderful day! And I’m sending you the biggest hug and my positive vibes! I hope a smile never leaves your face! And I only wish the best things up onto you! I love you! ❤️❤️❤️

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-> From: @itubainaretro (Esther)

Cille, my queen!!! Hi, sweetheart! Just dropping by to say that I hope you’re having a good day, despite the situation that the world is in, and that you’re feeling happy, loved, cherished and warm today, because you’re you and you deserve to feel all the best feelings in the world! I wish you all the happiness in the world and that all your wishes come true too, because you sure deserve it! Thank you for being this amazing, inspiring, talented and sweet person that you are and that I’ve come to know a little bit in the past few months! I know we don’t exactly talk that much, but I want you to know that I love seeing you, your beautiful edits and your extremely heart warming “moments that live in my head rent free” posts on my dash daily! They all really make my days! Thank you for sharing your posts with us and making this fandom (and the world, honestly) a better place! You’re amazing and I’m really glad I pressed the follow button the day I did when I started following you! I hope this little message makes you smile today, babe! Best wishes and lots and lots of love,

Esther (itubainaretro) ♥️

PS: don’t forget to hydrate yourself, wear a mask and stay safe haha xxxx.

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-> From: @driesendotkom (Marie)

Dear cille,

the reason i‘m writing this is to simply say thank you. thank you for being such a stable part of the fandom. every time i go into the tag i know i will see you there and it makes me smile every time. i can’t tell you how many hours i spent reading every one of your song analysis. even now a year after season 3 ended i find myself going back to them now and then to reminisce and relive those moments all over again.

i also want to say thank you for being such a kind and welcoming person. you care so much about the people you are close to. you are so easy to talk to and you make the people around you feel comfortable instantly. you brought a little bit of hygge into my life and one more time i want to say thank you 💛

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-> From: @driesenrobbe (Becca)

my dear, sweet, cille! you never fail to make me smile and im beyond happy that we became mutuals! im sure i’ve already said this a million times before but you really do have the biggest heart and i couldn’t thank you enough for all the love and support you constantly share to everybody in the wtfock fandom. plus the talent you possess... girllllll i love seeing your edits and reading your posts (honestly your mind is just wowowowow, it’s on a whole other level of incredible and i hope you know just how wonderful you are). also the way you always write entire essays in the tags of other posts... like you really do take the time to make everyone feel so welcomed and loved, and I’m sending you an infinite amount of love and appreciation in return! you really are the sweetest, most caring person who deserves all the happiness in the world, an actual ray of sunshine! i hope you know how loved and cherished you are, and that good vibes are always being sent your way. Many hugs and kusjes, ilysm!!!! <3

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-> From: @mijnlief (Eline)

Dear Cille,

This year has been a weird one, but I do know that it has also been one of the best because of meeting you. In such a short time we became so close, and I am so grateful to have met you during these weird times. We are so alike in many ways and I love that so much. Our Skype conversations are my favorite and the essays you send me about my writing and just about me being me always make me feel happy and loved. You are the kindest and most generous person ever. I hope you know how special you are. I am so proud of you for everything you have achieved this year and for choosing yourself in situations where it got hard to make a choice in the first place. I know I tell you that everyday, but it doesn’t hurt to say it again right here. I hope this post makes you smile, because you deserve that so much for just being who you are. You bring happiness to all of my days and I can’t wait to hug you one day soon when everything in the world calms down again. I love you lots! 🧡 Eline

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-> From: @onzeziggy (Laurien)

My sweetest Cille, where do I even begin? I suggest we should just begin from the very beginning and I’m sorry in advance if this is going to be a long, sappy text! But now that I have the chance (shout out to Rodrigo) for saying everything I want, I’m not able to tell you how long this will take.

So Cille, I still remember very clearly the first time I saw your account appearing on my dash. It was a music analysis from one of the songs from season 3. I was so amazed by it, because I could imagine how much time it takes to make it and observe every little detail in a single clip. I immediately fell in love with the concept of it and one week later, when you posted another one, my mouth dropped to the floor. Another music analysis? From the same person? Who is she and how do I become her friend? After that second post, I immediately started following you and became your little fangirl. I don’t lie when I say I was waiting every week for a new update of your incredible music analysis nor when I say I loved every single one of them (and still do). I know I already said this a million times, but your words of telling what was going on in every clip, about the emotions present in them, and how the music blended all of it together… No one, and I mean no one could have done it any better! I will forever be grateful for those posts and I want to thank you once again for wanting to share them and your talent with us!

After the music analysis adventure, your picture edits catched my eye. I love them so so much and I also took some creation of it for making some myself. Still, I was this little fangirl, knowing your name is Cille, but also wanting to know so much more about the person behind one of my favorite blogs. And now, during this hiatus, I can say I’ve got to know you and I couldn’t be any happier about it! Starting with little comments in each other’s tags, having little chats in the comment sections to screaming about a possible drawing of Robbe from Sander on their one year anniversary. And look at us now, reblogging almost every post and writing essays in each other’s tags hahah! Honestly, it keeps me alive during these times and I’m so glad I can do this together with you! I live for your attacks! Aaaah now that I’m talking about an attack, the fact that you have a dimples post ready is making me so excited and I think about it every day! We both know what’s important in love and life and that’s Robbe’s dimples! But this right here shows once again what an amazing sweet person you are! No one on here has ever done anything like this for me before, so I can’t thank you enough for this and all the other things you did and still do for me! And the privilege I have to be able to call you my friend warms my heart <33

I’m going to end this with a little quote Robbe wrote in one of his Instagram posts. When I read it again a couple of days ago, I immediately thought of you and what we’ve been through together the last few weeks :’)) Once again, thank you so much for everything you do for me and for everyone here in this fandom and being the amazing person you are! You deserve the whole world for it!

“Sometimes it’s like we just met yesterday, but other days it seems like I already know you my whole life, I love you Cille!” <33

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I hope you enjoyed this💛 If you didn't know this community loved you yet (and I don't think that was possible), now you definetly do.

Extra: I'd like to thank once again everyone that took part it this surprise, you are all the sweetest for taking some time to write this and to help me with it! Thank you so so much✨

#Surprise!#Cille this is the least you deserve #but I'm so happy I got to do this #with the help of all this sweet people #I'm wishing you (and everyone) an amazing day!#and never forget that...#we all love you!

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ezginthegetawaycar · 4 years

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Delayni: I love taylor because she is single handedly the most gorgeous person inside and out. I feel like she has been there for me in a way that nobody else was and that's never going to change. I love her music and her lyric writing abilities. She is flat out amazing💗

@daisyadorestaylor : she’s my world and i love(r) her 😌💓

@bbswiftieforlife: Dear Taylor, I have been by your side and a fan for a long time I look up to you so much keep doing what your going love you!

@yourmybestfriendd: hey taylor!! 💌how are u doing?? i hope you’re doing well!! i just wanted to say that i love you SO much and thank you for being my idol for almost nine years!! you’re so kind and generous and i love you!! take care of yourself!! -Livvie ✨🦋💌

Aleisha: I love you Taylor because you are a source of inspiration for me and also for other people. Thank you for teaching me so much Taylor. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART 💖

@faithlovestaylor : “thank you for everything you do ❤️🥺”

@drunkonswiftxo: i love you taylor, thank you for being a constant in my life for the last 12 years! here’s to 12 more!

@cruelsummerx89 : You're my inspiration to be a better person. I would love to meet u💘

@alltootaylorswt : Heyy Taylor I just wanted to let you know that I love you so much and I'm so thankful for everything you've done!! I will never stop supporting you and I'll always fight for you as much as I can. Love u - Kaya

@tayloroftodayy : ‘thank you so much taylor helping me through all my highs and lows, i love you unconditionally - hunter 💗’

@naomilovestay : hi taylor it’s naomi!! i love and miss you endlessly. thank you for writing daylight because that’s my baby. i hope you’re doing well and i’m sending you the biggest hug❤️❤️❤️so proud of you and stay safe lovie!

@allisonworshipstswizzle : dear Taylor, I can’t put into words how much I love and respect you but you have impacted my life so much! love you!!

@whoscountingswift : she’s the most beautiful girl! :)

@lyssaswiftie : “You inspired me to write my own songs

@gemmaheartstaylor :Hey buddy, it’s Gem. I just want to let you know how much of a huge part of my life you are! I can’t imagine a world without you or your music and I am so proud to call you my role model💘💓💗💕

@ashleylovestaylor13 : I love Taylor with my whole heart. She has inspired me in many ways. She is an absolute ray of sunshine. I will forever be thankful for her.

@meganstanstaylor : To Taylor💘You mean so so so much to me and i’m so proud of you. I will always support you every step of the way and i stand with you! Thank you for making my life so much more enjoyable with your tours, personality,easter eggs,music videos,award speeches and of course music and love!! I LOVE YOU -Megan💗

@georgiaadorestaylor : i’m so so proud of you @taylorswift!! i love u so much and i’ll always stay by your side💘

@indifferenceswift : hey taylor i love u!! thanks for always being there for me

@newromanticsss89 : taylor thank you for being an amazing role model to me! i am extremely proud of everything thing you do! thank you for your amazing music that i can dance to and cheers me up when i’m upset! i’m really hoping i can give you the biggest hug in the world soon! i will always stay by your side! i absolutely love you with my entire heart! -priscila💗

@taylorismygod-13 : Taylor Alison Swift I just wanna thank you for being in my life for all these years and inspiring me to be the best version of myself💓

@onlyseedayylight :Taylor, I’m Sophie and I love you SO much. Daylight is literally the best song you’ve ever written. Thank you for being such an amazing role model!

@kayleeheartstay : hi taylor!! i wanted to thank you for being my best friends for the past six years. i am so beyond grateful to have you in my life, i don’t know where i would be without you. i love you endlessly and im so proud of you and I will always have your back!! love kaylee 💞🧚🏻‍♀️🧸💌

@kristinarain13 : taylor, thank you so much for being not only my biggest inspiration and my idol, but my best friend. you’ve taught me and showed me so much and that you for all you have done. you mean so much to me and i love you endlessly.love, kristina 💌

@i_was_born_in1989 : Thank you for writing Back To December!💕

@eliselovestay : She means the world to me

@lookatyounowswift13 : “hey taylor, it’s lexi, thank you so much for being there for me over the past eight years. you have shaped me to be the person i am today. i admire your selflessness and your work ethic. i am so proud of how far you’ve come, and i love you so much. thank you for making me so happy, i promise to always stay and support you💗”

@megan-swiftie :“hey taylor! i just wanted to say thank you for being such a light in my life and inspiring me so much. i love you endlessly and hope we can hug someday soon💓🧚🏻‍♀️✨”

@claudialovestay : hi taylor! i’m so proud of you and love you endlessly! 💞

@tswiftenergy : I love you so much thank you for changing my life and making the BEST music to blast!💗💗💗

@leaadorestaylor : There are 171,476 words in the English dictionary and they're still not enough to describe how much you've affected me, inspired me, and healed me, in so many ways... I love you, thank you for everything 💓💖

@dont_blame_emma :My note to Taylor: thanks for everything you have done and continue to do thanks for changing my life ILY Taylor xo Emma

@iolalovestaylor : hi taylor is me (( your supportive icon )) iola !! I love you with my entire heart <3 I hope you are doing well angel 💋

@natalialovestay : hi taylor buddy! I love you so so so much and I hope you are doing well. You’re my biggest inspiration and I honestly don’t have a clue where I’d be if I didn’t find you or your music. thank you for everything, I love you more than words could ever say 🥺💓

Hira: I love you very much taylor. You are a very successful singer. We love the songs. so glad that I have you💓

@anastasialovestay : Taylor I love you so much and I’m so proud of you!! I’ll stand by you forever💖

@asdfghjklswiftt : Hey, Taylor! Just wanted to say how much I love you and how you’ve been my motivation to do music as a career :) can’t wait to see you at Hyde Park Lover Fest 💕

@lucythirteenswift : Dear Taylor: Thank you for playing such a big part in my life! Will always love you 💕

@ezginthegetawaycar *ME!* Hi Taylor!! i love you so much you have always been an inspiration for me you're music is my everything i hope you are stayed safe buddy we always supporting you!!! 💓💗🥰💌

@sophiaswiftiee13 : “ t i love u so so so much. thank you for inspiring me everyday ♡ “

@taysdead :“hey taylor i just want to say thank you SO much for everything you’ve done! you’ve made me so much happier since 2008, and i can’t wait to keep to see you again live, i love you💕”

@jaylinlovestay : Hey Taylor!! Thank you so so much for being such an amazing role model! I love you!! xo Jaylin

@livel0vetaylor : Taylor, I am so proud of everything you accomplished and I can’t wait to see what’s ahead. Thank you so much for everything you have done for me I could never thank you enough!

@frustratedswift : "i love you all the way from the Philippines🇵🇭, 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮, 𝐀𝐥𝐲𝐬𝐬𝐚"

@ellaswift13 : “she is my best friend and biggest role model”

@iwillholdontoyoutay : Hi taylor, I’m Rana!! i just wanted to say that your heart is the kindest and like.. we don’t deserve you. Thank you so so much for being so kind and thoughtful. I’m sending you the biggggest hugs & i love you so so much🥺💗💗

@hearthandsswift : Hii! I’m Marisa and Taylor has helped me so much. I’ve been a Swiftie for 10 years and throughout the years Tay has inspired me to be brave and to be kind. She has been so inspirational and strong and always talks about stuff that’s important to her. She has helped me through some very dark times and means the absolute world to me. Love you so much Tay 💞💞💞💞💞

@deathbyathousandcutsx :"Taylor please come to Mexico, many people love you in this country" 🇲🇽

@zoelovestay13 : Taylor, I just want to say that you changed my life and inspired me in so many ways! Your music is inspiring and I don’t know what I would do if I never discovered you and your music. Thank you💗💗 Zoë🌹

@sparklesswift13 : My message: Taylor has changed my life forever and who I am today ❤️

@tswiftnme : I am very proud of her and I love her so much

@tswiftenchnated13 : Thank you Taylor for being such an amazing songwriter and having the sweetest heart ❤️

@jaslovestaylor13 : Taylor swift helped me be ME! Taylor is the best, i love her Soo much!

@foreverandalwayswithtaylor : you're my happiness ❤️

@enchanteddreamsswiftie : Thank u so much Taylor for always helping me when I most needed someone to understand and help me, I love you so much💕💕💕

@brisalovestaylor : I love you so much Taylor you are my world ❤️

@swiftcutiepiee : I love you Taylor stay safe!

@alicelovestaylorsblog : Taylor you are amazing people in the world. I love your music and your voice. You are the most beautiful girl in the world and you very kind to everyone. You are the one of my favourite women in the world and no one can be like you because you are so special to us. I love you so much Taylor 🥺❤️. - Alice

Ceren: Taylor i love you so much, you are one of the most perfect people in the world 💛

@cuttyswift : Hii taylor, How are you? you have been my inspiration.. lots of love and support to you 😘

WE LOVE YOU AND WE WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT YOU! 💗💗💗

LOVE, SWIFTIES 💌

@taylorswift

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donggyul · 4 years

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Love Triangle

Member : 이한결 Lee Hangyul

Genre : Fluff/Angst

Note : This is not requested but I popped up in my head lol

Warning : If you have a weak heart or you're sensitive then the warning is heartbreak 💔

AND THE WAY HE RAISED HIS EYEBROWS!! 😭🥺

You, Yohan and Hangyul were best friends. How did you guys met? You starred in a drama with the both of them. In that drama, the 3 of you were in a love triangle but you end up with Yohan in the end.

You've always liked Hangyul the moment you seen him. But you didn't confessed because it might break your friendship cause you weren't sure if Hangyul feels the same way too. Being just friends was enough for you. But what you didn't know is that your live was a love triangle all along.

You started wanting more than just being friends with Hangyul. The more time you spend with him, the more you like and love him. So you confessed, and guess what, he rejected you harshly.

From that day onwards, Hangyul kept avoiding you and not answering your calls or messages.

You and Yohan went out to get drinks cause you were feeling down and dejected. But Yohan ended up getting drunk and spilling all the secrets.

(Btw u drank the non-alcoholic drink and he drank the acholic drink so that's why he's drunk)

"I actually like you, you know that?" he said in his drunk state.

Your eyes widened at his words.

"Will you go out with me?" he said looking at you.

"I-I'm sorry Yohan... But I like someone else..." you said and stood up getting ready to leave.

"It's Hangyul right?" he said and made you stop in your tracks, turn around looking at him.

"The person you like... Its Hangyul isn't it?" he said.

You didn't said anything and stood there frozen.

"Sit down... I'll tell you everything..." he said.

You sat back down ready to listen to whatever he has to say.

"But you tell me first... What did you do?" he ask.

"I confessed to him, but he rejected me harshly. Guess I'm the only one who likes him." you said taking a sip of your drink.

"Stupid..." he said.

"Do you even know why he rejected you?" he continued.

"It's obvious... He doesn't like me and I just ruined our friendship by confessing to him..." you said.

"No... Its because he likes you." he said making you surprised.

"What? But it can't be... Then why did he reject me?" you ask.

"It's because I like you... Because I like you..." he said.

"Yohan-ahh... Tell me more... What do you mean by that?" you begged him not understanding whatever he just said.

"Idiot... Because I like you... He's willing to give up the person he loves cause he knows I like you and he didn't want to ruin our friendship..." he said hitting himself.

You slightly teared up at the thought.

All this while you thought that he didn't like you and you were blaming yourself for bumming your relationship.

"I need to go... I'm sorry..." you said and ran all the way to Hangyul's house.

You rang the doorbell multiple times until he finally opened the door.

"We need to talk..." you said going into his house without even asking for his permission.

"What? Hey.. We don't need to talk..." he said flustered at your sudden action.

"Yes we do... You can't ignore me forever..." you said turning to look at him.

"Yes, I can... Close the door when you go out..." he said and went to his room but you stop him in his tracks.

"What are you doing?" he said.

"Tell me the truth..." you demand.

"Tell you what? There's nothing to say" he said and tried pushing you away but you didn't move an inch.

"Don't lie to me... I heard everything from Yohan..." you said.

His eyes widened at what you said. Shocked.

"What did you hear?" he said pretending to not know anything.

"That you like me and you rejected me just because Yohan likes me..." you said boldly.

He was shocked.

"Look... I dont know what you just heard but I don't like you... And I plan to keep it that way..." he said almost too confident making your heart break a little.

"Then I'll prove it to you..." you said.

"Prove what?" he ask.

"Prove that you like me" you said confidently.

"You can't do that... Now please leave..." he said.

But of course you didn't leave.

"I can and I will change your mind Lee Hangyul" you said.

"And how are you gonna do that?" he said.

"What if I do this?" you said and hugged him.

"You won't be able to change my mind..." he said not even bothered to hug you back.

It hurt a little but you're wiling to do whatever it takes to have this man.

"Then what about this?" you said and kissed him.

You pressed your lips against him but still nothing. He didn't react or say anything. He just stood there shocked.

"Fine... I guess I can't change your mind..." you said giving up and leaving, ready to cry your heart out tonight.

"Just know that first kiss are super important to me and you have to take responsibility for it..." you said before leaving but he pulled you and slammed you against the wall kissing you harshly.

You were shocked and happy at the same time. You put your arms around his neck bringing him closer to you. The kiss was full of desperation and you can tell that he's been holding it in for a long long time.

"Will that be enough for me taking responsibility?" he said when he pulled away, your hands still wrapped around his neck.

"Told you I can prove it to you..." you said pecking his lips.

"It's so sweet... How can I resist?" he said.

You laughed at his cheesy ments but he lifted your chin and looked in your eyes deeply. He kissed you again but this time it was soft and slow. He looked down when he pulled away. As if realising something bad had happened.

"What wrong?" you cupped his face to make him look at you.

"I feel bad for Yohan... He likes you and I've never seen him so much in love before..." he said tears falling down from his eyes.

What he said was right and you felt extremely bad too. But this is what you want. The person you want is Hangyul and not Yohan and you knew it well.

"Gyul, you love me don't you?" you said wiping his tears.

He nodded as an answer.

"Then don't think about anything else and focus on me now hrmp?" you said and hugged him.

He tucked his head at the crook of your neck and hugged you back, nodding. You can tell he really needs that hug.

"Care to sleepover tonight?" he asked, head still burried at the crook of your neck.

"What are you thinking..." you said teasing him.

"I'm not thinking of anything... I just don't think I can sleep without you tonight..." he said.

"Then I'll gladly sleepover..." you said.

"Let's go... I'm sleepy..." he said pulling you into the room.

"Wait... I can't sleep in this... Its so uncomfortable..." you said.

"Here, put this on..." he said and threw you one of his hoodie.

"Hug me please..." he said in a cutesy voice after you changed and you did cause who can resist this cute boy.

You spoon him and he layed in your embrace, tucking his head at the crook of your neck getting some sleep. You pat his back until he slowly fell into a deep sleep before falling asleep yourself.

The next morning, you woke up first and took a moment to stare at his facial features. He was sleeping so peacefully and you can't believe this man was finally yours. You didn't know for how long you were staring but he eventually woke up rubbing his eyes cutely like a kid.

"You're awake?" you ask.

He hummed in response. Still unable to keep his eyes open.

"I'll go cook us some breakfast... You're hungry aren't you?" you said and went out of bed but he pulled you into his embrace.

"Don't go... I'm not hungry... Let's sleep some more..." he said half asleep.

"Sleepyhead..." you chuckled.

"You look cute in my hoodie..." he said pecking your forehead.

"And thank you for helping me sleep yesterday... I don't know since when I haven't slept this peacefully." he said.

"Then sleep more... I'll go cook breakfast..." you said trying to free yourself from his embrace.

"I'm not letting you go... How am I gonna sleep without you..." he said whining.

"Fine fine sleep..." you said and patted his back to make him fall asleep again.

"But... I'm really curious... Since when did you like me?" you ask.

"You tell me first..." he said.

"Since the first moment I saw you..." you said.

"Then I guess it's love at first sight..." he smiled.

You smile back and suddenly a wave of tiredness washed over you and you eventually fell back asleep because you haven't slept well too. (since the day he rejected you)

And as for Yohan, well it was hard for him at first but he gladly accept his defeat for your happiness and he was happy for the both of you. After all, he told you all that hoping to put the two of you together and also to stop seeing you suffer because of heartbreak.

#hangyul #이한결 #x1 yohan #김요한 #x1 imagines #x1 scenarios #x1 #seungwoo #cho seungyoun #wooseok #한승우 #조승연 #김우석

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