#tbh rly scared

[cynicallyneutral]

😘😘😘😘😘

#sasunaru #narusasu #naruto #sasuke #ahahahhahahaha i was rly rly gonna do a meme #but like it turned kinda serious #never going the way i want tbh lmaoooooo #holy shit cant believe im posting this here #someone knows this blog and like idek how theyll react but its my blog #but still hahahahhah im scared of irl ppl #round fox baby #naruto’s boyfriend #thats right thats sasukes fucking tag loooool #i hate coloring!!!!! #the 180 of me #i used to hate lineart and love coloring #and now its the opposite haahhahaha

[lotus-pear]

honestly shoutout to the ppl that still follow my acc after discovering that i’m merely a hormonal teenage girl that latches onto sad pathetic fictional men like a motherless duckling. and not. yk. an aloof and mature responsible young adult who maintains decorum online and doesn’t taint their digital footprint with toe curling sheet gripping down horrendous statements about a century dead poet.

#i try so hard to be the latter. i rly do😔 #i look at all my 21+ mutuals and marvel how cool and collected they are #how ppl come to them for advice and weep into their arms like a beloved elder sibling when they have woes and troubles #meanwhile someone tells me they genuinely want to drop out of school and i’m like “same tbh 💀” LIKE HELP WHAT😭😭 NOT A NORMAL RESPONSE #only person i’m scared of on this site is evermorethecrow and that’s for valid reasons (if ur reading this hi pookie!!)

[tiastoleyourtoast]

"You feel heavy breathing coming from your back... Would you like to look behind you?"

"Yes." < "No."

#omori #drawing #omori fandom #traditional art #artists on tumblr #omori fanart #sketch #omori au #omori aubrey #disturbing #I WAS LISTENING TO SOMEBODY READING A GENUINELY TERRIFYING CREEPYPASTA WHILE DRAWING THIS AND I ACTUALLY GOT SO SCARED FOR SOME REASON #nailed flower au #omori blackspace #yeah theres still a blackspace in nailed flower #blackspace is rly important to the story #i had fun drawing this tbh #poor aubrey dude 😔😔😔

[grimgummies]

I just realised that a lot of the reason why I was struggling to leave/become less active on Twitter (besides the fact a lot of my friends are on there) was the fact that's where a majority of the super active Spooky Month fans are. But now that I'm sorta getting back into Minecraft I feel less and less inclined to be active on Twitter so that's something

I mean I will miss seein all the active artists/fans on that platform but it's honestly for the best that I don't touch Twitter much because it's not good for my mental health

I might occasionally drop in there to post but I don't feel a huge obligation anymore pff,, feels like a curse was lifted off my shoulders lmao

#Grim rambles #I'm still into Spooky Month btw it's just that the Minecraft rot is taking over lol #and a bit of Homestuck too since I started reading it thanks to a friend (you know who you are /silly) #Also fwiw I'm scared of any video game based fandoms on any platform that isn't Tumblr tbh #and kinda Insta but I don't rly interact with fandoms there I'm mostly there to post lol #Twitter is notorious for having sucky fandom spaces

[bat-rot]

Your dbd fake tweets make me fucking holler every time I see them, thank you for making them <3

ofc <333 they're so much fun im gonna keep doing them

#I rly don't know what else to post tbh ! #tumblr scares me a little #dbd fake tweets

[spirallingstarcases]

was tagged by @thekintsugikid a whole month ago i swear i planned on doing this i forgor plz forgive me

rules: tag 9 people you want to get to know better

last song: 27 by fob <33

last show: i think alice in borderland? twas a long time ago when i watched a show

currently watching: tbh nothing rn but i’ve been thinking of rewatching word of honour (gay chinese wuxia show) if i have the time

currently reading: i just finished the golden compass for the second time and i’m trynna get my hands on the second book of the series (the subtle knife)

current obsession: mmmmm fall out boy, probably ricky montegomery, the lunar chronicles book series, his dark materials series (that’s the golden compass books lmao) aaaaand yuu miyashita (< this one never ends) omg and markiplier (<also never ends)

i tag (completely no pressure and i’m sorry if you’ve already done this) @alonetogether @pisshandkerchief2 @the-carpal-tunnel-of-gingers @nothanks1111111 @josephtrohman @stumportaz @poisonedyouth

#spispeaks #aaaaaaaa i’m always scared of these tbh #also SORRY ATLAS THIS IS RLY RLY LATE #and by markiplier i mean the distractable podcast mostly #but i also watch his yt content #tag games

[thekidsarentalright]

soooooo excited we have fob again in less than 12 hours 😵‍💫‼️

#rly doubt anything crazy is going to be happening for a one hour festival set BUT idc bc the boys are gonna be there <3 playing songs <3 #actually tbh feels nice to not be scared of a fob performance bc of that fjdjfk im just excited to see them :’)) #even if there isn’t an accessible livestream i think i’ll stay up just to See what happens. probably wont stay up tomorrow tho tbh we will #*we will see!!! #txt

[girl-bateman]

Feeling a debilitating sense of dread and despair 🤨 Which probably means nothing😍👍

#girl help i cant get out of bed i feel so so awful for no reason at all #literally my soul is gone or something #i have no desires and no joys and no sense of being blessed #which is crazy bc i love life and im so blessed ! usually. #ig i should do something abt it tomorrow if it doesn't get better #alternatively get back into therapy bc tbh... after that horrible sex thing ive felt kinda off #like even after i was able to eat and sleep and function normally without the tremors and head jerks and whatnot #like its not dramatic anymore but i kinda feel drained of life and joy #moments of genuine happiness and fulfillment are ... ? idk. i did feel happy once this week and that was nice but it didnt last obviously #but like ! im not depressed in a depressed way. i take good care of myself and i read my books and eat food and hang out with friends #i just kinda dont recognise myself ig. i mean i know ill get my spark back but maybe i need some professional help #idk !! it kinda feels very silly tho #like ive been in and out of therapy for more than half of my life. and being one year therapy free was a big step for me ! #so going back for this little ridiculous freakout feels like a setback #kinda like im making up things to be wrong with me just so that ill have someone to talk to ? or to have attention idk #it doesn't make sense bc i really was proud for getting bettter and i rly dont want to be in therapy anymore #but who knows 🤷‍♀️ #there is also this slight risk. just clinically speaking by purely looking at symptoms of certain things. with no stake in the matter! lol #that there might be something bad and [lets not think too hard about it] that lies as a root cause of my little mental breakdown #like according to my sex having friends losing your virginity is awful but not THAT awful and not in THAT way #and my friend kinda said i scared her with how i was acting when i talked to her abt it. like my demeanour and body language and whatever #and i do trust her to know whats normal versus concerning when i dont have my own stable grip of reality #plus. if i was an outside party and applied my psych education on myself. i would say its not looking super good #but i cant really do that bc im not some random patient. im me myself and I 😩✋️ thank you #but whatever. itll be fine. tomorrow will be a better day ! yay !

[cinnamontoads]

futurama and fnaf trailer posted one hour apart right next to each other in my youtube recommended god bless america

#fnaf looks sooooo fun i cant wait #futurama looks. fine tbh the bar is so low for me so i don’t rly give af as long as it’s moderately watchable but #i keep forgetting about the reboot season too every time i remember it’s soon it scares me #it’s funny cause my recent bit of rewatch was completely unrelated to it too

[astranauticus]

idk what is it about that one throwaway line from han sooyoung about her writing 10 chapters in one day that finally broke me but oh my fuckin god i love her so much

#orv liveblog #asto speaks #orv spoilers #(for the tags ->) #i KNOW theres more to her character in the epilogues. let me get to it #but also. god i love her.... #insane edgelord tsundere writer <3 #like especially in the past year or so being someone who *creates* art besides just consuming it has become such a big part of just #like its just a part of me. if i stop creating i die #so like... hsy the writer.... predictive plagiarism.... kdj witnesses yjh experiences hsy imagines.... alksdfjhlahsdlkfhslkdjf #okay also cuz i dont read much tbh KJFDHKSJDFH im an artist and theatre kid at best #but also like. yknow. the tsundere edgelord refusal to express affection like a normal person but doing it through your art #both her casting kdj in the journey to the west remake scenario as 'guy who needs to chill the fuck out and get carried by his teammates' #and also her asking him to read her novels like i want to create stories you love and stories that make you happy.... #lmao lets see how well all of this ages when i hit the epilogues #i have a very very vague idea of whats gonna happen and im very. well not even scared tbh just confused KJSDHFKHSDKFJH #lol my webtoon only friend keeps getting confused at like. yoohankim in general cuz hsy hasnt rly had that big a role in the webtoon yet #she keeps going 'is this orv or link click' cuz like a lot of yoohankim art gives off lowkey lc trio energy if you dont look closely LMAO #me (newly minted yoohankim enjoyer): WELL-

[cinna-bunnie]

i didn't immediately get a follow-up text saying someone i hung out with had a good time

#😔 my brain is sooooo annoying #i hope there is a Next Time™ though 🥲 i had a rly nice time and.. i don't have reason to Not think they didn't have a good time #👉👈 but ppl can b nice and still ghost u. i just hope that's not the case this time 😭 I've rly been hoping this friendship works out #and if it doesn't tbh I'll be SO upset about it 😭 like if this doesn't work then idk what will man #just give up and be a shut in who does god knows what all day because being a person is too hard #this is like the longest I've talked w anyone from tinder and the most I've actually carried conversation on discord #and we hung out yesterday for the first time and it Seemed good but i haven't heard from them today #and i feel dumb and silly for feeling this way..? being anxious and hopeful has a girl holding her breath all the time 😔 #any step forward feels like my last ykwim? u do something simple and small but always feel like it's Too Much #and like Anything u do is enough to push or scare ppl away 😬 but no one will ever tell u what's wrong!! #so u don't know what u did or what to look out for or idk. it just makes u feel like literally everything and anything is Too Much #and like u shouldn't even try.. but u Should or else you'll be alone frfr. 😮‍💨 idk i feel crazy lol I'm gonna go grab a coffee n draw

[bakatenshii]

hello hi bonsoir — my dash is the sahara desert rn, a barren post-apocalyptic wasteland. pls send blogs to follow i am on my knees!! xoxoxoxo

#baka bants #im happy with any fandom tbh!! #im not rly hyperfixatin on any at the moment but just the #jjk csm bllk bnha hq !! general fandoms #or u know what if theres any other fansomsbu think r #fun n fresh #im happy to dive in #(minus trigun soz ive tried multiple times in the past but couldnt get into it) #(granted it was the og one so its super dated and it felt dated in a way i didnf care for) #(genshin is always welcome but for some reason my brain is kinda scared of that fandom #bcos thres so many minors and puritans LAKAOAKOA) #(bjt i could obv be wrong & also mildly hypocritcal oopsies) #ANYWAYS PLS DO SEND ME ACTIVE BLOGS <333 #i am also happy fo follow back obviiuuously if u r active and want to scream abt anything #*bows* thank u so much <333 #IVE BEEN RESORTING TO THE FOR YOU TAB #BUT EVERY TIME IVE GONE I THERE IVE BEEN BOMBARDED BY 16 YR OLD BLOGS #AND ITS SO SCARY DCARY #I FEEL LIKE IM GOING THRU GRASS IN POKEMON #SCREAMS

[peachy-doodles]

bonus doodles and things inbetween other drawings done today :> was thinkin abt piercings and ingoth (with thanks to the discord for those gloves :pray:)

matchy matchy

#submas #pokemon #subway boss ingo #subway boss emmet #warden ingo #pla #ingoth #should make that a tag now tbh #emmet WAS going to get his ears done during the years ingo was missing but was like. scared KSHGKGHS of not liking it #until ingo helped him decide fully to get them. and now hes just bashful that he rly likes how they look on him #gender euphoria moment #elesa now buys them new matching sets of earings every birthday :)

[ilostyou]

i sincerely hope taylor stays ten feet away from any social media bc even im getting whiplash

#ive literally only been on tumblr and instagram im scared to open tiktok and i dont even rly use twitter #scared tbh

[lightblueminecraftorchid]

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#blue chatter #I have an appointment with a new therapist next week and I am Scared #but tbh I would love having someone to talk to about ‘hey so like these don’t rly distress me much anymore but I do have very very frequent #intrusive thoughts that occur basically all the time about me getting hurt in specific ways and like. is there a way to reduce those or is #it just a reducing distress thing bc like. they show up a *lot*. like a lot a lot. #but also that’s not the point of going to this therapy the *point* is talking to someone who specializes in religion and queerness #so I can start going back to Mass without wanting to scream at the priest #here’s hoping it goes well

[mwagneto]

ppl will literally hold my face in both hands and look me in the eyes and say im the most perfect person they know and that im important to them and they want to be there for me. and ill still be like uhm what if they're just saying it to be nice but secretly hate my guts

#not rly true coz i feel more secure w this friend group than i ever have #partly bc forcing myself to recover from mento illness is going great and #partly because well. they hold my face in both hands and tell me they'd kill for me #i dont think they hate me im just always worried im annoying which is kinda new #not even annoying im just scared they'll get sick of me if im too.... too everything ig #and im desperately trying not to think about the fact that im going to move to a #different country and leave all of them and it's gonna be miserable #it's crazyyyy how fast time is moving. i need to enjoy every second coz man... #at least the work we have to do means we're gonna be traveling and living together basically all summer #and a bit in spring too #im literally winning life tbh and it's only the 2nd semester #we'll see. and the bad thing is i have no idea how i got such a big friend group so quickly and i #knowww that if i change majors or move away im never gonna have anything like this again #i literally like going to uni coz i miss them when im home that's so fucked up. like wtf. #im so not used to missing ppl like this and to ppl wanting to be around me it's crazy. hi #barking